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nyctohyloph0bia · 6 months ago

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Really annoying that I can't see past the illusion because that way I don't know what I am. I could be anything and I wouldn't know because I can't see it. Sometimes I think I might look like Izut/sumi, just a little more cat-like face. Still polymorph tho.

Sometimes I don't know if phantoms are phantoms or if they're from below the illusion. I've noticed (and sorta decided) that phantoms feel like they're on top and like they can go through things, while forms inside feel like they're trying to get out of my body.

So yeah, really frustrating because idk how it works, smh smh.

-Lyro 'Reko'

#holothere #interanthrope #alterhuman #physical nonhuman #otherkin #dont pay attention to loss of complex write. idk why brain no feel like it. smh.#i want to figure itout with more physical nonhumans but I'm weary of triggering my psychosis.#last time it happened due to my dysphoria with my wolf form. felt like self harming soooo no good!#i think can trust two psychical nonhumans that arent friend tho 👍#(edit: my writing came back to normal so i wrote it again!)

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