#dont know what This post is for but im in a chatty mood i guess asdfsd

[good-beans]

Interest check: do you wanna hang out with me 🥺👉👈

[mirmidones]

ivy, chamomile, aloe Vera

(Hi m!!! <3)

omg hi dev hiiiii !!!!!!!! <33333

ivy: what are your ‘tells’ for your emotions and moods? how can someone tell you’re happy, annoyed, upset or tired?

oh god. difficult question right off the bat. head in hands. so. i'd say maybe the level of silence/partecipation in the conversation? when i'm happy i'm very chatty. while every "negative" emotion makes me more and more quiet and closed off. when i'm genuinely annoyed/angry i stop speaking at all (not on purpose). that's the biggest tell i can think of, especially bc i try to hide what im feeling most of the times but i cant really control that part

chamomile: what kind of things do you like receiving as gifts?

i like gifts that show that the person knows me and actually thought of me when choosing it. i dont really care about anything else. many years ago i was on a teen wolf kick and i guess i talked about it a lot and at christmas my family got me two pillowcases with images of the cast/characters, out of nowhere. objectively really awful pillowcases, terrible quality both of image and of fabric, i could not sleep on any of them and i didnt have an extra pillow to put them on. yet when i opened them i was so overwhelmed with love i nearly cried and even now if i think about them i get emotional. could be my favorite gift ever. this to say that it literally doesnt matter anything but the thought. when you people send me or tag me in posts that made you think of me, those are actually treasured gifts to me. it's that simple, really.

aloe vera: what’s something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?

oh so so many things but i guess. a breakup. this sounds so stupid and insane even to me writing it and it's something so common and there are million songs about that heartbreak and it's not that it sounds like a fun time or anything. but still. i want the good and the bad. and i guess it's really about what it entails: feelings

[lostlastsforever756]

Sooo I got tagged by @gaycoyotes , and im sorry for all the long posts i’m posting today. Chatty cathy mode is activated.

Rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose however many people you want to tag!

LAST…

[1] drink: water [2] phone call: to my grampy [3] text message: to myself lol  [4] song you listened to: run the world by Beyonce [5] time you cried: .....this is a good question....

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: yeah [7] been cheated on: don’t think so [8] kissed someone and regretted it: nah [9] lost someone special: of course [10] been depressed: i think so [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] green [13] yellow [14] orange

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yee [16] fallen out of love: idk [17] laughed until you cried: of course [18] found out someone was talking about you: umm, no? [19] met someone who changed you: errrmmm, i guess. most of my friends change me [20] found out who your true friends are: ye [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: in the last year? no

GENERAL… [22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: ah shoot...maybe like 8. [23] do you have any pets: sort of, the dog is technically my mom’s, but i love her [24] do you want to change your name: oh hell yeah, I can barely pronounce it sometimes. [25] what did you do for your last birthday: well, i went into town and hung out with my family the weekend before, but then on the actual day I went into chorus and organized some music things and they sang to me in class, and then my friend got me a little cake and i shared my big cake with my friends after dinner <3 [26] what time did you wake up: 6:30 ish today [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeeeeepppiinnnnggg [28] name something you cannot wait for: getting my ass on this plane on friday, im so stressed [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: january [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I could be a better student [31] what are you listening to right now: my roommate’s loud ass fridge [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: ugh yes [33] something that is getting on your nerves: I’m very cold and hungry right now [35] elementary: I dont understand this question, so i’m just gonna say no? [36] high school: nope nope nope [37] college: graduating in a year (yikes) [38] hair colour: dark brownish red (currently) [39] long or short hair: umm, its medium [40] do you have a crush on someone: sadly, yes. [41] what do you like about yourself?: uuuummmm...idk I’m nice? most of the time [42] piercings: nope [43] blood type: I don’t know, should probably find that out [44] nickname: Syd...I don’t really have nicknames. Half the teachers in the psych department call me syd now tho, thanks Dr. Bergen. [45] relationship status: single pringle forever and for always [46] zodiac sign: aquarius  (please tell me you all have heard the song aquarius, i sing it all the time whenever i get asked this question) [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show: currently, I’m gonna say the X Files [49] tattoos: I have one. its the viking rune for dawn or awakening, it was in one of my favorite books and I only recently figured out what the symbol was [50] right or left handed: right

FIRST…

[51] surgery: none (thank god) [52] piercing: ears [53] best friend: Savannah Vaughan.... :( [55] vacation: probably to Vermont [56] pair of trainers: gurl i don’t know, I didnt buy my clothes when I was a baby

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: nothing [58] drinking: water (kinda) [59] I’m about to: yell at my friend Kayla and make her go to dinner with me [60] listening to: that loud ass fridge still goin at it [61] waiting for: someone to text me to go to dinner [62] want: to not have my current crush [63] get married: no. honestly, fuck that, and being in relationships. [64] career: My current career is lifeguard, lol, my current career track is some kind of mental health professional

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: erm, hugs I guess [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: doesn’t matter to me [68] older or younger: older [69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic [70] nice arms or nice stomach: i love me a nice tummy [71] sensitive or loud: well this is subjective, it all really depends on my mood [72] hook up or relationship: relationship [73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? hell no [75] drank hard liquor?  ummm, what constitutes hard liquor? I’ve drank straight up vodka before, but not a lot of it. [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? nope, that shit is expensive, and im responsible [77] turned someone down: oh ya, batting them off with a fly swatter since preschool...are you kidding me? im so thirsty, but like no one asks me out ever cuz im invisible lol [78] sex on first date? not for me [79] broken someone’s heart? i don’t fucking know, doubt it [80] had your own heart broken?  who hasnt? [81] been arrested? not yet [82] cried when someone died? yeah, so many people [83] fallen for a friend? yeah of course

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? ummm ask me again in a few hours lol [85] miracles?: i guess [86] love at first sight? nah [87] santa claus? oh hell yeah [88] kiss on the first date? sure [89] angels?: nah

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: i have too many best friends Kate  [91] eye colour: green [92] favourite movie: shit, I don’t know, Matilda, maybe

okey, I tag @sapphic-princess-xena @cosmic-files-87 @juliet-got-your-back @edierone @basmathgirl @cookie-moi and anyone else that wants to do it, tag me! (I almost accidentally tagged Gillian Anderson, lol, that would have been embarrassing)