#dont kno ur fucking social media so it feels like ur watched 24/7 unfortunately) i wasnt SUCKY i was an Active Participant i tried 2 b happ
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the other day i was talking 2 my nana n dad abt how when i had friends i was actually 1 of the ppl most ACTIVE when doing things like talking n stuff n i said how i was the 1 who initiated most of the convos in the group chat n whatnot n sent the most msgs esp there n dad was like "mayb they got tired of u psychoanalyzing them sm [there]" or w/e w a chuckle n nana laughed 2 n i fucking saw red.
#nowadays i h8 others n im shown 2 b v not caring abt ppl n friendships but back in the day i was KINDER i was MORE NORM- ...ok i wasnt#Normal i was still v much mentally fucked n suicidal but when it come 2 SOCIALIZING i Was- n i WAS a decent friend outwardly up until i#started breaking (n even then i jus got a lot more venty on my blog but they could See my vent posts so alas. friendships r better when th#dont kno ur fucking social media so it feels like ur watched 24/7 unfortunately) i wasnt SUCKY i was an Active Participant i tried 2 b happ#tried 2 b the mood maker i always made sure silence wasnt a thing around me i TRIED n i wont b fucking accused of haha well#mayb u sucked actually lol ur a judgy piece of shit ur now-cold n vitriolic nature seeped thru there 2 huh- FUCK U#delete later
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