#dont ask me why but i cant help but imagine kylar with acne / acne scars at the very least lmao

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🔮 Anon: What's that? "I also have ideas for hysterical Kylar" you say? By all means, share them!! 💗😈I adore the idea of extremely clingy characters who shatter when they're apart from you... blowing up your phone, crying and broken, convincing themselves they've done something wrong ... growing desperate, willing to do anything to make up for perceived slights ... 😩 please share your ideas; I'd love to hear them! 💖💖

these are some general high jealousy kylar hcs i have! they totally don't kind of fall apart nooooo some of these kinda tie into some appearance hcs i have for ky but yeah ! cw: selfharm, stalking, manipulation/guilttripping

In this state, Kylar is very emotionally unstable. There are moments where they're convinced they're the one at fault, where they'll bawl their eyes out while wracking their brain over what they did wrong. Retracing their steps and interactions again and again. But they come up empty. At that point, they will definitely blow up your phone. Begging you for forgiveness, asking you how they can make it up to you, promising to do whatever... They'll tell you whatever you want to hear. However, there are also times that they're angry at you for denying all of their efforts. For pushing them away when they're so clearly hurting. This is when they clutch at straws. It's not that they want to cause you pain, they by no means enjoy it, but if the only way of having you is under their knife or tied up... Well, Kylar will take it over not having you at all.

If they discover you're quick to feel guilty when they're upset, they'll exploit that. It's not quite with malicious intent, they're just so desperate for your attention that they'll use any means at their disposal. Having you comfort them makes them feel fuzzy. Still, you'll need some grand displays of love to get them anywhere close to calming down. Just being nice for a bit won't get you anywhere in the long term. Once you start hanging out with someone else or focus on your studies, just anything that takes your mind off of them, and they'll feel left behind. What Kylar feels towards you is obsession, even if they believe it to be love. Everything else in their life pales in comparison to you and your presence, your attention gives them a high like nothing else. (And nothing makes them as sick as your absence.) You'll be their first choice forever and always. Them not being your priority in everyday life will make them believe you aren't in love with them, and they're quicker to draw this conclusion when they're already very jealous. No matter what you claim through words.

When you're getting along with them, they take better care of themselves. Unfortunately, the opposite is also true. Kylar's got bags under their eyes they don't bother to hide. Since they can't remember the last time they took a shower, it's no surprise their hair is so greasy that it sticks to their forehead. They reek of chemicals. (And when they don't, it's the smell of sweat that clings to them instead.) Nails are bitten short. Their skin's breaking out and they can't stop picking at it, scabs covering their face and leaving scars. School work is about the last thing on their mind. Their grades have been dropping to miserable results. Petals spill out of their locker, courtesy of all the flowers they've stolen from the orphanage yard.

They prevent you from looking at their sketchbook without them around, or keep a seperate one at home. For good reason. It's not just filled with sketches of you anymore, or funny drawings to pull a smile on your face. Kylar vents through art, twitchy scribbles of them hurting the ones you are closest to, of winning you like they deserve. They vomit their intrusive thoughts out on paper for temporary relief. (Maybe, once, there's something quick and messy of you with their knife to your throat, against a wall. But once their anger faded, it made them sick and tear up. They scribbled over it again and again and again until their pen cut through the paper, then threw it away.)

Rather than just stealing your underwear, don't put it past them to steal a whole outfit of yours. (If you just held them for once, they wouldn't need to.) They'll dress themselves up in it and curl up in their bed, hugging a pillow to their chest while closing their eyes. If they empty their mind and take a deep breath, they can almost pretend you're cuddled up against them instead.

Kylar also spends a lot of their free time stalking your social media. They're refreshing it every couple of minutes despite having notifications on, screenshotting every post you make. But that's also true for them at lower jealousy. Now though, they also really want to know who you're talking to privately. It eats away at them. At least in real life, they can see it when your eyes wander to someone else. You're going to get a lot of notifs of attempted logins. Besides that, they'll create fake accounts purely to interact with you, try to just flirt or become friends with you. They have to know your responses, whether you reject these strangers or go along with their advances.

i repeat: selfharm cw.

They'll push themselves to extremes to make their devotion clear, to prove to you they're worthier of your love than anyone else. Kylar tugs you aside in school one day, not to pull at your clothes or yank you into a kiss but to show you something special. With trembling fingers and an even shakier smile, they lift up their shirt. Your name is cut into their stomach. The wounds are shallow, but red and swollen around the edges. D-do you get it now? They'd do anything for you!! They care more about you than anyone else!!! Would they do something like this?! They get no enjoyment from the pain, only the thought of you pulls them through it. But there's a part of them that hopes it scars.