#dont ask me the color of anythjng

[yonpote]

this is where the $300 silicone went

[eebie]

Eeeeebles how do you draw so cool so much all the time do you do anythjng for motivation /inspiration bc iomm suffering wit drawing rn n u r seriously one of my FAV fav artists forever so if u Just so happen to have any advice on thar. aaughaaoauugghhhhh

AUUWUUWGHHHHH.... I LOVE U ANON ................ Well i feel u with the inspiration sometimes im like Bluuehhhggrhhhh i dont want 2 fucking draw/whats the point/idk WHAT 2 draw and usually those r thje times where i kinda like. step back like Woah, why am i putting all of this pressure on myself 2 perform when it only makes me even more stressed about it!!! does the entire opposite of what u want. its like messing around with ooblek the more pressure you put on it the more it doesnt wanna go anywhere And if you keep tryin it'll just. crumble up. So ease up a bit ^_^... let yourself rest. watch things that inspire you or just make you feel good! i know spiderverse is HUGE for me, as well as gorillaz and little nightmares, so that's usually my go-to.

Sometimes trying out new mediums helps a lot too!!!! the other day i was Feelin it real bad i was just sitting at my desk binging a show mindless like.. damn i havent drawn in forever, i kinda wanna but i just Can't like why bother... but i was also just. Bored out of my bualls (boredom is very good for creativity) so i grabbed my sketchbook anyways n decided to try something new with colored pencils. it was kinda Icky at first like wtf... this feels lame. I still hate drawing. but i just kept doing it like little scribbles, gently poking at the ooblek And That Metaphor Sucks Now and i'm not going to use it anymore. but anyways i just did some small nothings, no-effort doodlin which helped me relax, and slowly, eventually, i was like, hey i actually remember why i liked doin art in the first place! And now i've gone mad with power and use colored pencil all the time and it fucking rocks. so yeah just trying something new can help a bunch, esp if you're feeling stuck! watercolor is fun but unforgiving, so bewaaaaaare ehehe.

also did a whole other ask about how important it is to keep a sketchbook that's convenient to use while you're on the move, if you can get your hands on one! small and easy to whip out is the way 2 go, because it's a huge moodkiller when you have to haul around a giant ass brick that takes forever to get out and put away yknow! at the present moment i tear through sketchbooks like i am someone who really loves to eat paper as compared to when i had a really big notebook and barely did anything in it because it was 1. hard to move, and 2. intimidating as hell b/c of how big the pages were!!

[yourfriendsimf-o]

you know what? im adding onto my own things because well. its sexy and cool. but i am also in a sensitive place of needing reassurance/validation and. this is how im gonna work through that without constantly anxiously checking my ask box to see if theres something there. that would not set me up for success (also i am not expecting anythjng adhdkfk)

so okay. i do think painting would still be fun. i absolutely 100% have a hands-on approach when it comes to painting. the more hand + fingerprints, the more smudging, the more splattering the BETTER. galekh absolutely does not like this at first justbecause it just isn’t his style? konyyl does not paint, she watches solely contributes by occasionally messing up whatever galekh or i were working on. this would start off just with me but ya know, galekh just looks so focused. pushing his hand once (or three times) won’t kill him. (she makes it fair by messing up whatever im doing too, she’s messing us up both equally, gal)

gonna be honest. dont think galekh and konyyl would like to be around each other all that much? they would tolerate each other at least. i actually have an analysis about their dynamic. but luckily. to me none of this is romantic (at least not anymore) so it is a lot easier to imagine and work with. they would definitely help each other to learn and gain perspective outside of their own but i feel they’d clash quite a bit in terms of personality.

i feel in terms of cuddling/all of us sitting in the same vicinity as one another, i think a good fun idea would be star-gazing. all of us laying on a big blanket so that way we all have personal space but i can also be with both of them and hold their hands if i want ya know? i think konyyl would really enjoy learning about the different constellations and other astronomy things that im sure galekh knows. konyyl has a good amount of knowledge regarding survival tactics when it comes to the stars and their different coordinates and colors, which fascinates galekh to no end.

a coffee date would be a lot of fun i feel! i enjoy the idea of getting it to go and going for a walk, or even staying at the coffee shop who knows. galekh would go off about “oh we could have just done this at my hive” and doesn’t know how to respond when konyyl pays. more banter here probably. konyyl probably mocks galekh once or twice. galekh does it back and konyyl loses it laughing. she can’t even be mad. again, konyyl also easily counteracts galekh with beverage knowledge. not pertaining to coffee specifically. she’s a light-player what can she say

Ok so you know GALEKH and KONYYL??? THEY LOVE YOU, double hugs often, those they lead into snuggling and snuggling leads into good sleepy cuddles with a cheesily good movie playing on the tv. They let you wear their big ol clothing that just drapes around you and it just smells like them and is so warm. They’ll like play with your hair if you let them and don’t even get me started on all the cute dates you three go on! Painting dates, walking through the park, theatres, cute coffee dates!

OKAY. okay you got me you absolutely GOT me with this one holy SHIT

watching some shit ass 2am movie (or informercials, which are even better if u ask me) and i’m in one of galekh’s shirts and i’m snuggled into konyyl’s side, her and galekh’s arms hugging around me and holding me securely….. lots of soft kisses and sweet whispers and YES to running their fingers through my hair and kissing the top of my head

AND PAINTING DATES WOULD BE SO SO CUTE! konyyl and i are the World’s Messiest Painters and galekh tries his hardest to be clean and organized and trying Really Hard not to mix his paint colors but like……it’s painting! if it’s not messy, it’s not fun (to me at least)!!!!!!!!!!! (also imagine indigo paint on konyyl and olive paint on galekh WOW)

this ask has absolutely hit me in the feels in every way and IT MAKES ME FEEL SO HAPPY AND LOVED THANK YOU