#don't mind the caption. tomorrow's a better day

[interoteme]

2nd

[itstheghostofmypast]

21.19

University AU Choi San x (F)Reader

Summary: He knows when you are sleeping. He knows when you're awake - at this point, she was borderline afraid of him and his correct judgement.

Genre: Fluff

Rating: PG-13

Warnings: None

Word Count: 838

Est.Read Time: 4 min

Networks: @cromernet @k-labels @illusionnet

Banner: @cafekitsune

A/N: wow two in one day? Damn, I must be desperate.

“Am I drooling?” Wiping her mouth with the back of her hand she pushed her glasses up her face, resting them on top of her head, using them to keep the hair off her face, glaring at the man on the screen. Of course, he'd do this every time she'd decide to stay in and revise - moron.

The day had begun like any other gruelling day, weekend, or not, Friday was merely just the same as Monday for her. Considering she didn't have classes tomorrow, there was only one thing she was going to do, revise, something she'd encourage him to do as well, until he'd hit her with the “I study five days a week, I can relax over the weekend.”

Sure, that's easy to say when you're Choi San, boy wonder, the golden boy, lady luck would just follow him around - not that she was any better. Point is, sometimes it came naturally to him, he may not be the smartest but he was always the most confident and well liked and on any other day she would've been giggling and giddy at the thought of him having eyes only for her, not today though.

With a scoff she swiped to the next picture, and the next, until her breath hitched at the last one, something about the closeup picture had every ounce of feminism leave her body, her eyes flickered to the caption, her face flushing at the cookie emoji, her words ringing in her ears, “You're so hot Sannie, I could bake cookies on you!”

In her defense, she was severely drunk that night, and severely tired of her pent up feelings for the man who she had been mutually pinning on for two whole semesters but was too afraid to make a move, and he was too afraid of pushing her away- until of course Choi Jongho took them out for a couple of drinks. Turns out her tolerance was worse than San's, two shots in and she was wasted, leaning against the man’s side, mumbling about how bad her day was, and then somehow ended up saying that.

She shivered at the stupid flashback, visibly cringing at the memory, to think she had just opened her account to sift through stupid reels, to relax for ten minutes, and now for the past forty minutes she had just been staring at the three pictures, as if she had not been more intimate with the man- perhaps it was true, he was hotter with clothes on, or perhaps she just needed to wash her mind with some bleach.

Scoffing at the thought, she took a shameless screenshot of each picture - no, she was not going to ask him to send these pictures to her? What to prove him right? To boost his ego? No, thank you, one should never inflate the balloon of ego man carries around with him.

She had placed the phone down and picked up a pen, but the loud ringer had her squeak like a mouse, fumbling with the pen before she picked up her phone blindly,

“H-hello!?”

“...You saw, but you didn’t like…are you playing hard to get?”

She scoffed at the audacity of this bastard, leaning against her seat, “Didn’t see anything special.”

‘Darling, if I come home and find screenshots-”

“Why are you shamelessly thirst-trapping your girlfriend anyway?” She cut him off instantly, making a mental note to delete the pictures later.

“Because she won't pay attention to me!” He whined, she could ‘hear’ his pout, especially when added in his pouty complaint, “We could be devouring this platter together- and-and then we could have had the mint-choco couple's special!”

With a sigh, she pinched the bridge of her nose, “And then spend the entire weekend at the gym like a dog?”

“Woof! Woof! Sounds like a date,” he snorted, pressing the phone between his ear and shoulder as he struggled with the keys, letting out a hearty laugh at her joke.

“Careful don't let Mingi hear you barking like that!”

“I'll make sure of that, now if I were you, I'd put away those horrid notes,” he mumbled closing the door behind him as he walked towards their room, ignoring her whining and complaining, one he could now hear live as well before he stood at the door frame and cleared his throat, catching her all curled up against the desk, in her swivel chair.

She turned to look at him, almost dying at the thought of an intruder then visibly relaxing at the sight of her lover, neither of the two hanging up.

“Ice-cream? And then we can cram together?” He spoke into the phone, raising the plastic bag to show her a tub of mint chocolate ice cream.

Rubbing her chin she pretended to think about his offer, only to giggle when he came stomping closer threatening to place the wet bag on her notes, earning a squeal from her, before she hugged him by the waist pulling him closer, looking up at him, with a smile, one that matched his, both staring at each other like love-sick puppies “That's not a bad offer, Mr.Choi.”

Taglist: @edenesth @skteezcursed @mlysalt @the-kpop-simp @spooo00oky @bunnyluvr25 @s-h-y-a @ateezswonderland

[specificallyjude]

social media au: fanboying

pairing: mason mount x driver!fem!reader

summary: a private, but not secret relationship being ruined by the one and only lando norris warnings: swearing. this is also a female reader fic so pls keep that in mind before reading. author note: please ignore any inconsistencies, this is all fake so don't take anything too seriously. I originally starting making this while mason was at chelsea, but then transfer season happened and I had to scrap everything and start over. also if you ever see me reuse any photos in future au's...no you didn't.

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₊˚⊹♡ monaco gp 22 ♡⊹˚₊

y/n.username

liked by danielricciardo, maxverstappen1, and 1,453,778 others

y/n.username monaco you will always be iconic ⭐️

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user i love the y/n and seb duo

user aaahhh everything about y/n in monaco is iconic

landonorris does monaco being iconic have anything to do with your good luck charm being in the paddock this weekend?

↳ user uuuhhh lando is there something you want to share with the class??

↳user do we think he's referring to a man

↳user he better not be, y/n is my wife

masonmount

liked by landonorris, maxverstappen1, and 789,345 others

masonmount first time in monaco. thank you @redbullracing

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landonorris hey mate 👋

user what is lando doing here??

↳ user I'm pretty sure he's friends with mason

↳ user yeah there's pictures of them at the McLaren headquarters together

↳ user wow...this is such a random crossover

y/n.username posted a story

replies:

user omg did you meet any of the players???

user girl i thought you were a villa supporter. what is this betrayal??!!?

↳ y/n.username don't worry i'm here for business purposes only

user does there happen to be a good luck charm on the field??

₊˚⊹♡ [time jump] barcelona gp 23 ♡⊹˚₊

liked by y/n.username, maxverstappen1, and 785,234 others

masonmount always good luck in barcelona

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redbullracing so glad to have ya this weekend 👏

↳ user mason's biggest flaw is being a red bull fan

user are we not gonna talk about y/n liking this post

↳ user relax she's allowed to like other people's posts

↳ user ikik but mason also used good luck in his caption, and lando did say she had a good luck charm in the paddock last year in monaco

↳ user they could just be friends you know

↳ user he's also friends with lando who is starting front row tomorrow so it could be about that

y/n.username

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y/n.username i was forced to spend the whole flight next to this idiot. please barcelona be good to me.

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lando norris boo tomatoes...you literally wanted to fly together

↳ mason mount i mean she does have a point though

↳ y/n.username thank you 🙏 finally someone with common sense

user guys we got our first mason x y/n interaction...i'm calling it they're dating

↳ user ngl they would be cute together

↳ user them being lando's collective biggest hater is so silly

↳ user couples who hate together, stay together

user why do y'all ship y/n with everyone she talks too, i've had enough

↳ user i know, at this point people think she's dating half of the grid

↳ user it's gets so annoying I don't know how she handles it

f1 drama just posted

Aston Martin driver y/n y/l/n seen with a mystery man after 2023 Barcelona gp. They were seen entering and leaving a driver's after party together following race day. Who do you think this mystery man could be? Could it be a fellow driver or possibly her alleged good luck charm?

comments

user i'm telling y'all it's charles

↳ user nah nah nah it's definitely mick

↳ user you're all delusional

user i feel like he's not a driver, maybe a footballer?

user @f1drama you guys need to stop posting shit like this and let her date in peace. this is her private life.

↳ user fr respect her privacy

₊˚⊹♡ [time jump] 2023 summer break ♡⊹˚₊

mickshumacher posted a story

y/n.username

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y/n.username a well deserved break 💐

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sebastianvettel I hope you're having a nice summer holiday

↳ y/n.username awww i am, come back please, we miss you

↳ sebastianvettel we?

↳ y/n.username i*

↳ user seb really exposed her on main

landonorris nice flowers

↳ user what do you know that we don't ??

↳ user no because who the fuck is that... we MUST know

user y/n casually soft launching a relationship this really is silly season

user queen please tell us who that is and if he can fight

user I'd buy her an even bigger bouquet if she'd just give me a chance

lando.jpg posted a story

y/n.username

liked by masonmount, fernandoalo_oficial, and 1,598,268 others

y/n.username my good luck charm 🌟 (@landonorris you better watch you're back)

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landonorris everybody makes mistakes, everybody has those days 🤷‍♂️

↳ landonorris I should not have to witness you two being gross and clingy by myself

↳user NOT THE HANNAH MONTANA LYRICS

↳user honestly landos story was a public service act

masonmount love you my flower 🤍💐

↳ masonmount but let's be real you don't need me as a good luck charm

↳ user stop he's cute and supportive and calls her flower. I need to lie down

↳ user is it a reference to the summer break post?

sebastianvettel congratulations you two from the whole family !!!

↳ y/n.username thank you 🤍

↳ user omg seb is such a dad

↳ user stop they're interactions are always so wholesome

charles_leclerc so this means no more googly eyes at each other across the paddock right?

↳ danielricciardo I don't think that's gonna happen mate

↳ user so basically everyone on the grid knew

↳ user the way they're all complaining about how in love y/n and mason are...my heart is hurting

masonmount

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masonmount my girlfriend is in fact hotter than you

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y/n.username please delete immediately

↳ y/n.unsername I have never worn a man utd shirt. this is defamation. villa for life.

↳ masonmount you're too cute

↳ y/n.username hehe love you 💕

benchilwell so happy for you (please stop making out in front of me it's traumatising)

user can they let us live pls I can't handle all of these cute ass posts

↳ user some of us are too single for this

↳ user I need to go lie down on a highway

[peachjagiya]

Did Tae and Wooga really leave Jk in the ski resort? And JK was left to learn how to snowboard in 3 days?

No.

The spotify subs were simplified but youtube captions transcript feature clarifies what happened a little.

Obviously context important and we shouldn't be so Western as to think digital translators know this better than actual Korean speakers.

So for clarity, this is according to DeepL then cross checked with Papago and Google Translate.

Here's the transcript if you want to do your own clicking:

보드를 타러 갔는데 저는 이제 너무 재밌어 가지고 하룻밤 자고 내일아침까지 타고 가야 되겠다 막이 생각을 하고 있었어요 그 다 같이 그럴 줄 알고 있었고 근데 이제 전부 다 타고 들어오더니 다 막 아파 가지고 삭신이 있으시다고 해가지고 숙소에 퍼질러 있는 상태 그때 딱 디토가 나왔더라고요 그래서 딱 디토를 듣는데 이게 너무 좋은 거예요 그그스키장이 약간 막 가슴이 먹먹해지고근데 그 상황에서 갑자기 이셋이 간데셋은 가고 저는 이제 혼자 남아가지고이 노래만 진짜 한 30번 들었을 거예요 밖에 보면 새게 그 약간 그런 추억이 있어 갖고 되게좋아하는

DeepL translates it as:

I went to ride my board and I was just thinking, I'm having so much fun I'm going to take it with me and stay the night and ride it till tomorrow morning and I thought they were all going to do it together Then they're all coming in and they're all sick (also suggests sore as a translation) and they're all spread out all over the place and the sun's going down and they're all in the lodge and that's when Ditto came on. Ditto came on, so I was just listening to Ditto and it's so good, and the ski resort was getting a little bit heartbreaking, and then all of a sudden they go and I'm left alone, and I must have listened to this song like 30 times, and when I look out there, it's like, ‘Oh, my God." I have a little bit of that memory and it's a favourite

Ok. So bearing in mind this is a favourite memory and JK recounts it with a laugh, here's what I'm taking from it:

❄ They're all at the lodge - JK says this. Sidenote: Seojoon posted photos in another country at this point so I think it might have been just Hyungsik and possibly Wooshik as he posted a snowy lodgy looking picture at the end of December.

❄ They have accommodation away from the lodge as Jimin and JK did - JK specifies he wants to stay overnight to snowboard early in the morning but after three days, surely they've already been staying overnight. This sounds like a new plan to stay closer to the slopes.

❄ They're all getting tired/sore/sick and are sprawled around the lodge. - JK says that.

❄ Ditto came on so this was after it's release on the 19th, placing it three days after the shoe picture that appeared online. That's the three days. - JK's words, Ditto release date.

❄ The mood was getting melancholy and JK is playing the song on repeat - JK's words.

❄ Tae and friends go while JK is listening to the song, JK confirms.

❄ My conjecture, supposition, speculation: The more I think about him laughing that he listened to it so many times, the more I wonder if they just went to go sit in the car like a prank? I can very genuinely imagine Tae doing that. Obviously I don't know him but it doesn't seem out of character to be like "Come on, lets see how long it takes him to notice."

❄ JK notices they've gone (in Spotify subs, it says they've gone home but I think this is hyperbole) and is like "oh my god", he says. I'm speculating he just catches up to them like "WTF, you bastards." Think of Tae calling JK a motherfucker after he hangs up on him. Doesn't it feel like it could have been something similar? Hey, you're imagining it now, aren't you? Doesn't feel that sinister, does it? 😂

If they did go "home", I suspect it means accommodation, not hightailing it to Seoul.

But I do want to just point out that I don't think it makes Tae a bad person if they did leave him there and go back to Seoul. JK, a fully grown man, made a choice to change the plan so he could snowboard more and maybe everyone else was tired or had schedules. I mean they're very famous and busy.

So again. No. I don't think Tae left him there for three days. The dates suggest they were together - Tae, JK and Tae's friends - for three days and this happened at the end. But it's a happy memory for JK.

[gigai-translations]

(Project Sekai) Tenma Saki Side Story - A Nostalgic Duet (Part 2 only)

Only did part 2 since the contents personally interested me more but the first part has cute Tenma fluff in it so if anyone wants to read that, I don't mind translating it too.

Turn on captions for subs. Transcript under the cut.

0:00:00.000,0:00:05.401 carino/carina

0:00:12.900,0:00:16.437 Saki: Afternoon! A reservation for Tenma!

0:00:17.196,0:00:20.684 Server: Fufu. We’ve been expecting you, Miss Tenma. Please have a seat.

0:00:21.113,0:00:23.612 Saki: Suuuure!

0:00:24.534,0:00:28.534 Touya: Saki-san, you even went out of your way to make reservations for us.

0:00:29.034,0:00:34.783 Saki: I was working here just yesterday so I took the opportunity to reserve beforehand.

0:00:37.387,0:00:41.883 Server: Would this be all for your orders? If so, please wait for only a little while and we won't be long.

0:00:42.442,0:00:44.442 Saki: Thaaaanks! We’ll be waiting!

0:00:47.692,0:00:51.442 Tsukasa: You seem to be in a really good mood today, Saki.

0:00:52.196,0:00:59.635 Saki: Ehehe! That’s ‘cuz it’s been a hot minute since all three of us got to hang out together!

0:00:59.941,0:01:05.942 Saki: Also, I’ve been looking forward to hearing all about the Shibuya Instruments DAY!

0:01:06.692,0:01:13.257 Tsukasa: When I heard from you how Touya would be in charge of guiding visitors, I was certainly curious how that went.

0:01:14.692,0:01:18.441 Touya: Well then, jumping straight to the point, allow me to tell you guys all about it.

0:01:18.942,0:01:21.191 Saki: Sure! Go ahead!

0:01:22.441,0:01:31.442 Touya: Firstly, with Shiraishi’s help, I was able to manage the responsibilities well since we’d meet-up to practice customer service skills.

0:01:31.992,0:01:36.693 Touya: The very first people I spoke with were a couple that thought of wanting to start playing instruments as a hobby.

0:01:42.692,0:01:46.441 Touya: After that, a boy came for hands-on trumpet-playing.

0:01:46.995,0:01:55.250 Touya: Though he harbors a desire of performing with trumpet, he couldn’t make a proper sound and seemed to be in a discouraged disposition.

0:01:56.246,0:01:58.245 Saki: That so…

0:02:00.029,0:02:02.528 Saki: (A desire, huh… )

0:02:09.766,0:02:16.766 Tsukasa: Although, that boy came for interactive learning. That meant he was thinking of having something work out for himself, didn't he?

0:02:17.364,0:02:20.364 Touya: I thought the same way.

0:02:20.864,0:02:30.864 Touya: And with the people that led the boy to the booth also being our acquaintances; together, we tried different ways for him to compose himself and be able to play a good sound.

0:02:32.362,0:02:35.363 Boy: Even when I’m being taught, I can’t get any better at all.

0:02:36.610,0:02:39.611 Boy: I knew it, I shouldn't have aimed for anything.

0:02:43.610,0:02:54.360 Touya: It’s just how you’ve been feeling too. Not being able to create that ideal sound, the frustrations, the realization that this is only the best you could do, so much so, you want to cry.

0:02:55.361,0:02:57.389 Touya: I don’t know how many times I’ve thought of running away

0:02:57.576,0:03:05.449 Touya: But by continuing to practice for 1 or 2 years, little by little that sound changed.

0:03:06.847,0:03:12.346 Touya: I was happy about that. Amidst bearing the pain of practicing, I played music with devotion.

0:03:14.097,0:03:18.347 Touya: Then each time I’ve exerted effort, the music met with me halfway.

0:03:19.097,0:03:22.848 Touya: And by somehow, I was able to hear a beautiful sound that I made.

0:03:23.826,0:03:25.326 Touya: That’s why…

0:03:26.327,0:03:33.077 Touya: If you carry that feeling of wanting to make a beatiful sound, then please, I don’t want you to give up.

0:03:34.176,0:03:35.679 Saki: (Ah…..)

0:03:42.176,0:03:45.930 Student A: Hey, let’s hurry and go shopping! I want a cute outfit!

0:03:46.176,0:03:49.796 Student B: That’s fine and all but what about homework? We don’t know if the teacher will get pissed tomorrow.

0:03:50.729,0:03:52.180 Students: Ahaha!

0:03:56.429,0:03:58.180 Saki: …..Must be nice.

0:03:59.430,0:04:02.430 Saki: (When's it my turn…)

0:04:05.179,0:04:07.180 Nurse: Tenma-san, you got a letter!

0:04:08.179,0:04:11.429 Saki: Oh…Uhm, thank you so much.

0:04:13.180,0:04:15.608 Saki: (Who could it be from? Maybe it’s Icchan…)

0:04:19.683,0:04:21.679 Letter: Happy Everyday🩷Momoi Airi

0:04:22.931,0:04:28.930 Saki: Huh, Happy Everyday? Could it be? A reply to my fan letter?

0:04:31.929,0:04:37.180 Letter: To Tenma Saki, Thanks for the fan letter! The handwriting is so cute! I wanted to try copying it!

0:04:37.929,0:04:43.430 Saki: a…awesome! I got a reply from Momoi Airi!

0:04:48.930,0:04:55.929 Saki: That line from Happy Everyday was Airi-chan’s adlib! Aweeeesome!!

0:04:56.681,0:04:59.179 Saki: (Ah, there’s two pages)

0:05:00.681,0:05:05.001 Letter: I can’t begin to imagine it myself but spending your life hospitalized is really tough, isn’t it?

0:05:05.252,0:05:09.252 Letter: Not going to school, not seeing your friends, not even being able to go shopping and hang out.

0:05:10.001,0:05:12.751 Letter: But if you would, I don’t want you to ever give up.

0:05:13.501,0:05:17.758 Letter: Because of that, everything you’d need, be it courage, uplift, hope; I’ll do all I can to deliver all of it to you.

0:05:24.503,0:05:27.002 Saki: Airi…chan…

0:05:32.752,0:05:39.002 Touya: And with that, the boy, was able to make a sound with the trumpet with ease.

0:05:40.501,0:05:47.501 Tsukasa: Ooh! That boy is brilliant but even with an instrument you weren’t used to, you stuck the landing to him!

0:05:51.501,0:05:58.003 Touya: Not at all. It’s just that I didn’t want him to quit.

0:06:00.753,0:06:07.502 Saki: Well, I think those feelings are suuuuuuupeer important!

0:06:08.253,0:06:13.847 Saki: The times where we think hopelessly, our minds get shrouded in a lot of negativity.

0:06:14.350,0:06:21.633 Saki: But since To-ya-kun checked up on him, he could move forward to a future where he could play beautifully.

0:06:22.633,0:06:27.633 Tsukasa: Ah! To that boy, you’re a hero!

0:06:28.883,0:06:30.831 Touya: I am?

0:06:32.383,0:06:41.633 Saki: Someday, that kid will become an amazing trumpeter and he’s definitely gonna say “Man, if that guy wasn’t there at that time…”

0:06:42.633,0:06:45.569 Touya: If that happens, that’d be an honor.

[lettersfromcarm]

February 19th, 2024.

Some people claim that their soul is magic. Others, that it is made of love. And there are some (annoying) poets who will indulge in beautiful words to describe their soul as an ethereal beauty, a unique and calming landscape that they love, but exalted with the perfect words to create a perfect illusion.

Arguably, I belong to the last group. But my soul isn't pretty. I wish it was. In reality, it isn't nothing special. It's just an intricate weaving of contradictions.

I call myself a writer, yet I refuse to give myself time to bleed out all those thoughts in my head that could become stories.

I long for deep connections, yet I'm afraid of opening up to others and show vulnerability because the intensity of my bottled up feelings scare others.

I want to achieve bigger things, way bigger than the satisfaction I currently feel, yet I'm scared of giving up the stability and peace that I found so hard to believe is mine.

I miss my friends all the time, yet I'm so afraid to call them because I think I'll bother them.

I act like I'm quite confident, yet I'm always second guessing myself and all my shaking beliefs could crumble instantly with the right combinations of events.

And despise my awareness about how short our mortal life is, I still firmly believe that there's always a tomorrow...

Tomorrow, I will start writing again.

Tomorrow, I will start doing those things I've thought about, but I can't find any motivation to do.

Tomorrow, I will drive there and treat myself

Tomorrow, I will text them.

Tomorrow, I will tell them that I love them.

Tomorrow...

But what if tomorrow never comes?

I always joke about how old I am. After all, I'll turn 30 in a couple of months. And even if I should know better, there are some realities that still feel foreign to me.

Seeing my peers getting married and having babies is not as scandalous anymore. But seeing them getting sick is still unusual. Our parents are starting to pass away. Some of us didn't make it to 30 either...

Yet that noise of finally establishing ourselves in a job we actually enjoy, of having a relationship, of meeting new people, of looking the prettiest we will ever look, makes us forget that death is always lurking. Almost completely forgotten by the numbness of our daily routine, it is always ready to stab us from behind.

Over the weekend, I got some news about a friend that left me shaken to my core. I can't disclose the situation because it isn't my place to do it, especially because they kept their situation private for as long as possible, yet the quick scaling made their partner reach out to their friends. And they have always been quiet about their life. Their social media is almost empty, just a few snapshots of some particular moments they shared with the world.

And whereas what they did is respectable, I can't help but to feel guilty about trying to fill those gaps they left, and as soon as I stop keeping my mind busy, I can't help myself but to spiral down into so many what if in our particular relationship.

It suddenly hit me. I'm the same way.

I barely share anything publicly. I just tweet what comes to my mind, and I think people don't really care about me because I allowed myself to be forgotten.

But for some reason, I don't want the people I love to feel the same way as I do right now. I'm pushing myself to write every single day, journal every day to leave a footprint for them to find.

Is it selfish? Definitely.

But I believe it's even more selfish to keep on accumulating my experiences for me and me only.

I think that tomorrow I'll also start an Instagram with captions in Spanish, because I want my mom to easily find a piece of me as well.

But for now, I've pushed myself so much out of my comfort zone. I hate that I can't just rant. I need to find a "cute" way to let everything go.

God bless for this empty blog I guess.

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T-LOG⌨️ | Translating Live for EXO 엑소 생방송 번역 by ringmybella7

Original hard-sub captions by ringmybella7

Video Transcription by CCKN is under the cut

[0:00] Long time no see :D

[0:02] Tomorrow is EXO's Countdown Live

[0:04] Right now I'm watching MONSTA X's online concert

[0:08] I like looking at the English subs to see how they're translated

[0:12] Done watching, getting ready for the live tomorrow

[0:16] (While watching a podcast lol)

[0:22] ?

[0:23] I have a mosquito bite that's killing me

[0:31] I can't multitask, so I have to turn everything off when I really need to work

[0:37] I've translated for KAI, SUHO, XIUMIN, CHANYEOL, CHEN and BAEKHYUN

[0:42] But it's my first time translating for EXO as a group 😬

[0:47] Watching their MV

[0:50] MV teaser

[0:53] Teaser photos

[0:58] While on Twitter, I saw this Tweet 👆

[1:02] The answer is yes :)

[1:06] This Tweet made me laugh lol

[1:10] Anyways, I went to sleep after that

[1:13] Good morning

[1:14] My breakfast for the day

[1:19] Puffy [referring to her face/cheeks]

[1:21] I started a new show called '290 Million KRW: Marriage War'

[1:24] But I only got to watch 30 minutes of it because I had to go to work lol

[1:30] Off to work

[1:32] By the way, I got new glasses 👓 (Did anyone notice?)

[1:36] You all know the drill

[1:39] On Monday's I have to come to Arirang first (For my regular live show)

[1:46] I always get nervous because I get scared the traffic will be horrible

[1:51] Luckily, I ended right on time so I didn't need to rush

[1:55] Off to EXO now

[1:58] (I had to really squeeze out of parking lol)

[2:04] Made it (And looking so drained)

[2:08] Setting up my seat

[2:14] Going over my notes for the live

[2:18] About to start

[2:21] 📍LIVE

[2:23] My spider hands lol

[2:25] I am very thankful 'EXIST' is a full album

[2:28] because I got to rest during the highlight medley

[2:31] Thank you EXO 🙏

[2:33] End of the live

[2:35] I couldn't wait till I got home to eat dinner since I was starving

[2:44] I pour my everything when I live translate

[2:46] so eating after a live show is the best feeling ever

[2:52] Going home now

[2:57] Listening to the artist's new album while driving home is my ritual

[3:02] 'Cream Soda' is super catchy and makes me want to drink cream soda lol

[3:05] I can't wait to try it when they start to sell it

[3:09] I was very unsatisfied about how I translate today

[3:12] but the EXO-L's messages on Twitter made me feel so much better (Thank you)

[3:19] This song is a bop

[3:22] Till the next time, stay healthy EXO-L 🤍

[3:28] Thanks for watching

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Personal Notes: WE EXO-LS ARE WINNING, BABY! COMEBACK?! FULL ALBUM?! YEEEAAAAHHHHHHH! Ehem, I mean, hi everyone. This is my first time transcribing a video that already has captions. I wanted to try out transcribing a video with captions already embedded in them as her videos usually don't have closed captioning and are captioned the hard-subbed way.

As for what is referenced:

2023 MONSTA X 7TH OFFICIAL FANCLUB MONBEBE FAN-CONCERT. This was aired first on July 9th, 2023. For those interested but unable to make it or want to re-watch it, click here to learn more about the re-stream on August 6th. For all I know, a monbebe somewhere probably has it posted or saved. Good luck to y'all.

2. Korean Cowboys podcast. Watch around the 5-minute mark where you can hear bits from the video.

3. There is a tweet from greenbunny7 that states, "@ringmybella7 Will you be doing EXO YouTube on 7/10?"

4. There is a tweet from no_loey_no_life that says, "Praying for the live translator on Monday 😅". NeNi961111 re-tweeted/replied, "If it's @ringmybella7 then no worries 😌"

5. "Cream Soda" by EXO is the second to last song being played. Quite a jammy- jam-jam.

6. The bop song at the end is "Regret It" by EXO

That's all for now. Glad that EXO made a comeback. I can't wait to finish listening to the album. I hope Kai is doing well in his military service and Lay is doing well in his solo activities. And I hope you are doing well too in whatever you're doing. If there is anything I miss in the references, please let me know in the comments. In the meantime, I'll see you in the next video transcript.

P.S. - To support the comeback, go to https://exo.lnk.to/EXIST to see what platforms and ways to support the album such as streaming it on YouTube and other sites or purchasing the album.

[henry-and-the-seven-lords]

Hello @gluttonousfruit you are in fact my first request. (I did not forget about you in moving my blog.) I am super excited to have anyone ask me to write something! Also I would love to be friends! Feel free to message me through asks or in private DMs! I hope you enjoy the imagine!

Warnings: Fluff with a small amount of angst because Levi doubts himself 😞

Brothers Masterlist | Dateables Masterlist

Levi with an Animator S/O

"Okay MC, I know we just finished 'Swimming Only Leads to Hot Mermaids,' but I was thinking since we are already watching otomes, we should watch another series that everyone is recommending online!" Levi says this as he begins to pull out one DVD and place in another while bouncing on the balls of his feet like an excited puppy.

"I guess I could watch one more series, but it better be a good one. Sure the mermaids were attractive, but there wasn't much of a plot." MC says with a yawn. A quick look over to the clock, and it reads 11:48 PM in a blinding blue light. Not too late for one of Levi's normal bingefests, but a little too late for MC when they have classes tomorrow.

"No, I promise this one is good. Everyone is talking about the art style. They say it is so original that it's captivating." Levi walks to the small futon briskly and plops himself down next to MC as he continues to ramble about the art. His voice slowly trails off as the opening begins to play.

As the music fills MC's ears, they perk up and a small smile appears on their face. "Levi, could this perhaps be, 'I Went to Hell For a Weekend and Got Stuck in a Love Heptagon with Seven Incubi'?"

Levi faces MC in shock. The look on their face is quite smug. (In all seriousness, it reminds Levi of Mammon when he wins poker, but he doesn't want to be think about his brother while looking at MC. So he pushes that thought away.) This anime came out only the day before their bingefest. And even then, Levi had this copy pre-ordered for this very occasion and it arrived before any stores were selling physical copies. There is no way a normie like MC could have heard about its release. Does this mean MC isn't such a normie after all?

"You heard of this show already?" The surprise in his voice was impossible to hide.

"Yeah, I have heard of it." MC smiles and chuckles quietly, "I have never actually seen it, but I have heard the opening quite a few times."

"Oh..." Levi sighs. He was so stupid. Of course MC had heard the opening. It is all over his Devilgram and they were on their phone for part of the last show, so they obviously just heard it on there. Levi deflates looking solemn. It was just a pipe dream that MC would ever be interested in his yucky otaku interests.

"Hey! There is no reason to be all sad just because I know the name of the show. I still haven't seen the whole thing. My first time watching will still be with you Levi, isn't that special enough?" The smile on MC's face seemed sincere enough, but the words that came out of their mouth made blood rush up to Levi's cheeks. Their first... did they really mean to say it like that?...

As thoughts begin to flood Leviathan's head the show began. It was true the art style was captivating. So captivating in fact, that he forgot about his embarrassment. But MC's words still lingered in his mind as he watched the show.

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"Well, I am dead tired." MC stands cracking their aching joints as they look at the clock. 2:37 AM. It was that late already? "I think I need to head to bed Levi. I have classes in the morning and I need at least a few hours of sleep."

"Are you sure?" Levi was just starting to enjoy MC's presence. At the beginning of the night, he was on edge trying to make everything perfect. Levi did want to mess up by being a yucky Otaku and give them a reason to leave him all alone. But as the night progressed, (and more snacks were consumed) he felt increasingly more comfortable with sharing his favorite shows with MC. "I have other shows we could watch to pass the time, or we could play this new game I got-"

MC walks over to Levi and gently sets their hands on his shoulders, "Games and anime are great, but what I need right now is sleep." MC watched as Levi's face filled with a blush and his eyes flashed with hurt. "I am not leaving because I am mad... or sad... or anything really. I just need to sleep, Leviathan." Their voice was barely above a whisper as they said his name. How could he disagree with them when they said his name like that; all the while, looking deep into his eyes. He felt like he could explode.

As MC turns away, the demon in question then sighs mutters a quiet "okay" under his breath. "Don't worry, Levi. This isn't the last time I will watch anime with you. I promise we can do another one of these when another new anime comes out." MC begins to pick up their things. A blanket they brought with them to keep warm in Levi's cold room and the rest of their human snacks. "Besides, I really liked that one, and I have heard they are already making season two." As they speak, MC makes their way across the room to the gigantic tank.

"Wait. How do you-"

"Good night Henry. Good night Levi." And with that, MC leaves. Closing the door behind them.

How did MC know about a second season? Even he, the Great Otaku Levi, has not heard about a season two on any forums or on any other website... After thinking about it, Levi suspects it's probably on Devilgram like the opening was. To prove his theory, he pulls out his D.D.D. and opens up Devilgram to the 'I Went to Hell For a Weekend and Got Stuck in a Love Heptagon with Seven Incubi' page. He scrolls through their posts and finds the opening, like he predicted, but what he didn't predict was their most recent post.

"This show would not have been possible without MC. Thank you for making such a great story and great art to go along with it!"

Levi reads the caption once, twice, thrice and is speechless. The photo for this post is none other than his MC standing with a hand drawn piece of the protagonist. He can even see their signature in the corner when he zooms in! He knew that they liked to draw, but he never thought they would make an anime.

Without thinking, Levi gets up and begins to run to MC's room. He needs to know that this isn't some sort of elaborate prank that MC and Satan brewed up to make him like a normie more.

The door to MC's room busts open, "MC!" The room is completely dark except for the light shining in through the doorway.

"Levi...? Is that you? Is something wrong?" MC's voice is soft and laced with sleep. If this were any other time, Levi would have screamed over their cuteness, but today he had a mission. He immediately marches up to the half asleep MC and promptly shoves his phone in their face.

"Did you make 'I Went to Hell For a Weekend and Got Stuck in a Love Heptagon with Seven Incubi'?" MC sits up and squints as their eyes adjust to the blinding screen and look at the post.

"Um... yeah. That's me isn't it?" Silence takes over the room, before Levi begins to scream.

"WAHHHHH! MC, why didn't you tell me!" Thankfully with the phone only being pointed at MC, they can't see the blush spreading across his face.

"Well, I didn't want you to treat me differently because I make anime." Laying back down as they speak, MC tucks a pillow under their head and looks up to where they guess Leviathan's face is. "Besides, I thought it was really cute how you were fanboying, and I didn't want you to stop because you knew you were in the presence of the creator." A small smile makes it's way on to MC's face as Levi feels his own get hotter.

Now covering his face, Levi quickly makes his way to the door while muttering, "You can't just say things like that..." As he begins to close the door, he pauses and opens it up again while looking back, "Can you tell me more about your show tomorrow, MC?" His voice sounds small compared to his previous scream.

"Of course Levi. We can talk for as long as you like."

[outrunningthedark]

As soon as KR said in that interview that it wasn't Henren begins but had some flashbacks I was immediately 😒 It's not like the title "tomorrow" is spoilery so why register it under a different title? The only things I can think of are a) using the title to get fans to hype up the show since they can't be bothered to promote like they used to, or b) it WAS a sort of Henren begins but KR wanted to extend some cop storyline like she did last season (probably the Athena in Florida episode since it so far sounds like a bottle episode for Bathena) and so she's mushing 2 other episodes together so it can't be Henren begins anymore since they're putting other stuff in, or c) that was a joking "working title" and since things seem to be as messy and all over the place as last season someone just forgot to correct the title on the list they submitted.

There are two reasons I like to keep speculation to a minimum: 1) low expectations/no expectations means I don't risk feeling "let down" and 2) the overlap in filming leads to a lot of confusion. This situation is the latter. When I made my posts about Buck in the jeep and (Buckley?)Diaz family day at the beach, it did not cross my mind that those scenes *aren't* for 6x07 and maybe 6x08 (because 6x08 is called Pilgrimage). Just a few days ago that article was published where OS said "we're on episode seven", so I figured the new content was for that storyline, if not beyond, seeing as the show always films scenes for more than one episode at the same time. But then the picture of OS and Joaquin came out, and suddenly I saw people either asking if they were still on the episode formerly known as Henren Begins, or assuming 6x07 hasn't begun yet because of the caption. (Which, tbh, doesn't make a whole lot of sense to me because Joaquin is a director ANYWAY and posts content from set even when he's not THE person in charge - the Ryan and Oliver pic from Defend In Place, for one.) I sure as hell hope these new clips/pics are for 6x07 and Tomorrow is still majority Henren with a side plot - think Fight or Flight, it was about Maddie, and Buck wanting to help Maddie, but we got a little of everyone - because Henren's backstory deserves better than to be thrown in as an anecdote amid emergencies and scenes of jeeps and beaches that have NO relation whatsoever.

[katiew1973]

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I added 30 tags in 2021

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My Top Posts in 2021

#5

Stop watermarking pictures you don’t own whore

Wow. Thanks for your insightful comment Nonny. Maybe you'd like to discuss it without hiding behind your keyboard like a coward.

I don't watermark any pictures, I post pictures that are watermarked by others.

17 notes • Posted 2021-11-09 18:05:44 GMT

#4

🤣🤣🤣

21 notes • Posted 2021-10-04 06:14:10 GMT

#3

Happy Star Wars Day

39 notes • Posted 2021-05-04 13:53:35 GMT

#2

Happy Halloween

Just a little Halloween story! Posted to the right account this time!!

Chris Evans x Reader

Warnings – None.

Words - 444

“I think we’re just about ready now, have we missed anything?” you say as you take a step back to see the kitchen surfaces full of food and drinks ready for the Halloween party you were hosting after going out trick or treating.

“CHRIS” you shouted as you saw him sneak a handful of jellybeans into his mouth. “Stop that, there’ll be none for later on if you eat them now.” He smirked – raising that eyebrow in the way he does – “you should have left them in the packet if you didn’t want me eating them honey.”

Slapping his shoulder, you cover the last plate of snacks and set it down on the table, taking a handful of the jellybeans yourself, much to Chris’ disgust.

“Are you ready?” he asked, grabbing the last bits of his costume before heading out to the car. You were going to spend the afternoon trick or treating with Lisa, Shanna, Carly & the kids before hosting the part at your home later that evening. “Yes, I think so, if there’s anything missing now then we don’t need it – I think we have enough food to feed the entire town!�� “That’s the whole point, pretty much everyone’s invited just to stop by, and there’s plenty of candy to last until tomorrow.”

He turns and looks at you – your makeup on point as always, and that black dress showing off ALL your curves – just as he liked it. You’d toned it down a bit for the kids but knew you could slip the dress off your shoulders later for the party. “You look gorgeous as usual honey; c’mon we better go or we’ll be late.”

The trick or treating was a success, and the kids had more candy than they could eat and were coming down off their sugar high when you left Lisa’s and headed back to your home to welcome the guests to your traditional Halloween party.

Just as you got home, your phone started to notify you with texts, tweets and DM’s on various social media. Pulling up Instagram, you came across a photo Chris had posted – taken earlier that day by either Lisa or Carly you weren’t sure. Chris had cropped your head out of the photo, but you didn’t mind – now he’d publicly confirmed your relationship, proper photos would no doubt follow.

You smiled at Chris’ caption – “Looks like Gomez has found his Morticia”

Turning off your phone, you followed Chris inside, before he took your hand, dipping you at the waist and captured your lips in a passionate kiss – just like Gomez Addams.

“I love you.” He said, before being interrupted by the doorbell.

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51 notes • Posted 2021-11-01 12:26:10 GMT

#1

Twins

Chris Evans x reader

Warnings - None - maybe Dodger?

Words - 266

A/N - Covid doesn't exist in this world.

It had been a long month, your work taking you away to the UK for a month and with the 8 hours time difference between London & LA you had barely spoken to Chris - his day starting as yours was finishing.

But your business trip was over, a great success for you personally and professionally, and you were taking a well earned break in LA before both of you returning to Concord in time to celebrate Thanksgiving with your families.

Settling down in First Class - a luxury you still weren't used to - you accepted the glass of champagne offered and switched off your phone for a bit, promising to catch up in an hour or two but for the first couple of hours you were going to relax, enjoy the luxury and catch up on some well needed sleep!

After a couple of hours rest, you woke feeling great, no stress and you were looking forward to going home. Switching on your phone to lots of notifications, one Instagram one stood out amongst those from friends, family & work colleagues. Clicking on the notification, you couldn't help but smile when you saw your favourite furry friend, and your very handsome boyfriend. You couldn't help but laugh at his caption, and you clicked the heart, liking the post.

You sent him a photograph of the position of the plane over the Atlantic, and captioned it "Halfway home x Missing my snuggle buddies, see you soon x"

You couldn't wait to be back with them, and you missed Dodger almost as much as you missed Chris!

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92 notes • Posted 2021-11-16 20:04:56 GMT

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[nonawaaa]

Lovers Series: Forsaken Story 

1, 2, 3 , 4

Sakura feels sick. So sick of what happened. It's been a month since she confessed which left her mad, confused and heartbroken. How could this happen? She was sure she had a chance.

"Dinner was wonderful Sasuke-kun, thank you for driving me home," Sakura smiles, she gave him a coy smile, not to say that she has been blushing the entire time they were driving in silence.

"Hn, thank you for coming,"

Sakura went out of the car and stood before the car door still opened. Her heart is pounding as Sasuke looks at her with a smile, getting ready to leave and just waiting for her to close the car door.

"Uhm… Sasuke-kun I ha- I have been wanting to tell you…" Sasuke looks at her confused, waiting for what she is about to say. What a shitty way to start a confession. He is still waiting and she is still standing. A minute has gone by and they look like they are having a staring competition.

"Sakur-?"

"Sasuke-kun I like you, I really really like you," She cuts him off and says it so fast but her words are easy to understand. She says those words looking at him straight in the eye, her whole body almost blushing which is evident because of her very red face. Sasuke stares at her, first with a smile, but that smile slowly turned into a serious face, no emotion at all. Sakura is confused, did she ruined their night? Not at all right? They have been hanging out for months now, she's sure he got her signals.

Sasuke's eyes turns toward the windshield of the car, he looks forward still with no emotion at his face. Sakura don't know what to do, she just stands there, waiting for him to talk, waiting for a response. Suddenly Sasuke starts the engine which made Sakura step backwards from the car.

"I'm sorry Sakura…"

That was the last thing she heard from him before she slammed the car door closed and rushed inside her dorm. She didn't heard from him after her failed confession, she tried to talk to him, she really tried, she went to his friends, she calls his number, she waits for him by the campus gate wishing maybe she can see him and get some closure about what happened but nothing happened, he was always away or gone or any other excuse as to why she can't see him. It was like Uchiha Sasuke vanished.

'He doesn't want to see you, he doesn't like you, that's your closure dumbass,' the voice in her head said to her with pity in her voice.

The week after the confession went by so fast that she was not sure what happened. It was like her mind and body was in auto-pilot. Finals was coming that week and her mind and body just studied and slept, she didn't cry, she doesn't have the time.

The week after when she was done with school was when everything hit her. That was when she looked for a way to see him, that was when she shed her tears for him. Her emotions hit her like a truck she didn't saw coming, she didn't know that she was holding back her emotions. She didn't torture herself though, she knew better than that, she ate and slept even when its hard but she can't deny how heartbroken she was. Her parents started calling her as they haven't heard from her for a while, after hearing her mother talk to her she broke down, she let out all the tears she was holding back, she was broken. Since the school year was done, Sakura has about a month and a half of vacation, her parents suggested that she go home to their hometown.

The third week she was supposed to go home but she chose to postponed it, she was still looking for a way to see him. She wants her closure. She deserves a closure. Why did he reject her? Why did he just left? She knew that he always noticed her feeling for him but why did he chose to lead her on and then reject her. But God is busy for Sakura right now, she can't find him, she might have just filed a missing person report just to see him. She was getting better though, her tears shed now comes her anger. She is not mad at him for leading her on, she was mad at her self for expecting, she was mad at her self for jumping to conclusions after conclusions.

Now in her fourth week, she started packing her things she's going to bring back home by the end of the week. She promised to her self that by the time she's on her way home she will not bring any negative emotion with her, she is going home to rest.

"Did you start packing already forehead?" Ino called her all of the sudden. As broken as she is right now, her friend is also going through something and she is so thankful for a friend like Ino. They didn't need to see each other to know that both are going through something painful, but they will always be there for each other.

"Yes, ma'am I have,"

"Very good Ms. Straight A student. It's good that you chose to go home for awhile but I'm kind if sad that we won't be spending the vacation together,"

"Why? Are you not going home too?" Sakura ask her friend with concern, she knows Ino also needs a break from all that has been going on with her.

"I can't, I need to start my final project for next school year so I need to stay near the campus,"

"That early?!"

"Don't you remember that we need to make a couture runaway for the final year, I need to make at least five gowns!"

"Wow good luck with that Ms. Fashion Designer,"

After the call with Ino, Sakura went back to packing her things. She's bringing home the clothes that are rarely used, some books from her 1st year which is just laying around her dorm, some gifts and the things she will be needing. The last she was going to pack was the 1st year books, she got the boxes ready but when she was about to put the books one book fell from her hands and some notes fell together with other things. As she was picking up the papers, she noticed three polaroid pictures.

The first picture was a picture of her taken by Ino on their first day at the campus with 'good luck mixing some medicines Dr. Haruno!' written below. She laughed at the picture and caption. They looked so young back then, she looked so young and innocent, she even need to tell her age whenever she's introducing herself to someone because they all thought she was 15.

The second picture was her parents taken by her, it was taken during her 2nd year when she visited, that was the last time she visited home, about a year ago. She took the picture as a sign that her going home was a good choice, she needs rest.

The last picture is another picture of her but this time she was studying, 'Dr. Haruno' reads the hand written note below, it was taken by Sasuke. This was their first study session in their 3rd year. She just stared at the picture, she expects tears falling but none came, she smiled. She bittersweetly smile at the picture.

'He's love was a secret she was hoping, dreaming, dying to keep,'

The truth is, she knows that moving on was not going to do any good for her. There isn't really a thing to move on to, they're just friends, were friends, nothing more, nothing less.

"What am I going to do now Sasuke-kun huh?" she said to the picture as if she was talking to him.

"I really do love you, you know,"

"I was begging for you to take my hand basically, I was ready if you were even to break my plans, but seems like God didn't want us to be together,"

"Seems like you didn't like the thought of us being together,"

Sakura continuedly talk to the picture as she was walking towards her bed to lay down. As she lay down, she looked at the ceiling and put the picture in her chest.

"I'm going to be happy Sasuke-kun. I'm going to be happy with my friends, my family, alone- I mean if given the chance I want it to be with you but if not, I want to be happy for myself," she said while looking at the ceiling. After 10 minutes of staring blankly, she felt the urge to start packing again, now with more determination than ever.

"I'm gonna do it Sasuke-kun, I'm gonna be HAPPY! Nothing less than that remember that!" she shouts as she stands up to her bed. She rushes to the last book that was needed to be pack, put everything together, tied the box shut, and she look at her mirror, she's beautiful.

She looks for her polaroid camera in her drawers, she is sure its in there somewhere, she wants to take a picture. After she found the camera, she set it up and point it to her mirror, showing her own reflection, and she smiled, her packing her things is shown through the mirror also.

'Click'

She waits for the picture to show at the polaroid, as the picture is appearing, she felt alive again. She is seeing her own reflection, she is seeing herself, her beautiful, smart, intelligent self. She didn't write a note below yet, she is waiting for the perfect timing to do that. She cleans everything up and get ready for bed, as she closes her eyes, she knows one thing.

'Tomorrow, I'm going to be happy'

Thank you so much for reading! The next update will be the end for the Forsaken Story also I hope you enjoyed this chapter（￣︶￣）↗　

[moonshine-dan]

As the day winds down you find yourself sinking further into your couch. The red and golden hues of the sunset shining into your living room from the large window on the northern wall. It was a rough day, and all you want to do is shut your brain off and fall asleep, hoping tomorrow won't be any worse. The stress of the day has taken its toll, and you'd give anything to feel a glimmer of happiness right now.

Almost as if on cue, your phone buzzes with a new notification. You pick it up, unsurprised by the name on the notification. It's her, sending a new picture message. You are aware of her feelings for you, but are still unsure if you are ready to fully reciprocate them. The last thing you need today is to let her down easy yet again. You really aren't sure if you want to deal with the pending argument. Opening the message you are surprised by what you see.

It's a full body mirror picture, and she is wearing a bright pink tank top and jet black panties. The caption with the picture reads "New sleeping top! You like??" You are pleasantly surprised by the message. It's a tad more forward than her previous attempts to court you, but you are still uncertain if you want to indulge her. You want to respond, but don't want to send the wrong signals about your feelings. You decide to reply with "Looks great, though I prefer a looser fit to my PJs."

A minute passes as you wait for her reply. Just as you begin to wonder if she was upset at the responce, the phone buzzes with a new message. It's another picture, same as before. The only difference is the pink top is now gone, revealing a black bra that matches her panties. "Oh you mean like this?" She has captioned. You feel unnaturally drawn to the curves of her hips, the skin tight underwear perfectly accenting her features.

It's obvious where she wants the conversation to go. Still conflicted on your feelings towards her, you take a moment to reflect. You've had a shit day, and all she wants is to make you feel better. It's time, you think to yourself. The message you type as a reply is decidedly more forward. "Oh, that's much more my style." You send. It's time to let her have what she wants. Another minute passes, she sends another message.

"Or is this better?" Another picture, this time she is down to only her panties. The gentle curves of her breasts captivate you. You've seen bare women before, but she seems so perfect to you. You begin to feel yourself over your pants, now fully turned on. You've made up your mind, you want to be with her now. Before you can type a reply she sends another response.

"Best???" She is now fully nude. By this point you can't take it any more. You have to be with her. You have to fuck her. Her method of capturing your attention has worked. You hastily reply with "I need you to come over, I can't be without you any longer."

Minutes have gone by. You know she lives on the opposite end of the city, so you don't expect her to be over right away. While waiting you admire her fully nude body some more, continuing to gently rub on your genitalia in anticipation of her arrival.

Eventually you hear a knock on your apartment door. Springing from your couch you reach the door in a hurry. You open it to find her, standing there. She is smiling big, entrancing you with her beauty. She springs forwards into your arms, her lips meeting yours. You close the door behind her, your lips not leaving hers. As you both continue to make out with a passion that you haven't felt in years, you begin to undress each other. Making your way to the bed, you're unsurprised with her eagerness to sleep with you. It's nice to feel wanted.

The two of you fuck for a long time. You mainly take control, drawing hushed moans and deep breaths from her. Her increasing cries of "Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" as you caress her clit with your tongue have you more aroused than ever. As she cums her legs quiver while wrapped around you. The feeling of her chest pressed against yours as you climax from her hand is nothing short of ecstasy.

With the sexual fever now dying down, you lay naked next to one another. Usually this is when you want to be alone, when the fling is over. But oddly you don't want her to leave. She turns to you  grinning nearly ear to ear. She teases you, "you want to be with me!" With the words now being audible, you take only a moment to reflect on them.

"Yeah, I really do want to be with you." Her smile grows, and she leans in to kiss you one more time. You can't tell whether or not tomorrow will be as hard as today was, but at least you'll be waking up next to her to start the day off on a positive note.

[clairedelunetunes]

In the East, the philosophy and religion are tied together. It lies more on belief systems which were taught in order for someone to become a 'perfect' person. It's quite fascinating how they share that same goal. In regards to the beliefs each religion has, there are some that I find interesting and perhaps I believe in. The concept of reincarnation is not something I want to disregard completely. It makes you evaluate your life today that it lies in your hands on the state you wanna be at in your next life. Their karma is what I believe in. Be it a good or bad one, there will always be consequences for our actions. The Buddhism's 'nothing is permanent but change' heavily applies to everyone. To change is inevitable. But do not fret for it can also be a good kind. The Golden Rule of Confucianism is an essential thing for us to have a better relationship with others. Why would I inflict pain in other people if they don't deserve it. I think there'll be always limitations when it comes to this virtue. People can be impulsive and act without thinking about the repercussions. The balanced life a selfless person can have from Taoism is a nice take.

Eastern concept values relationship with other people. They become dependent of others unlike the Western on which singularity is more common. Because of this take of the Eastern, we learn how to be responsible, to pay respect, and to obey the authority and people older than us. You'd think it's that easy, right? Being sociocentric has its perks but it also has its cons. For instance, in an Asian household, voicing out your thoughts can result to elder people interpreting it as talking back with no respect at all. And they proceed to lecture you that may end up to be an argument or a one-sided kind of talk although you're still torn on what should you do. It seems like a superiority complex that some older people have. Directly or indirectly stating that "I am older so I know better", "I am older so I am always right", and "Because I am older and have more experience, you know we know what's the best for you" are just some observations that I greatly dislike about being overly respectful to the point that it creates conflicts with relationships. You may feel like following the Western Philosophy at some point.

On the other hand, when it comes to discriminating Asians, it is exhausting and suffocating that it still happens on the present day. When foreigners happen to know about your race they can be surprised because they just conclude that all Asians look like Chinese people. This stereotyping is sick. There's a lot of nationalities the Asia comprises of. Recently, I saw a video on tiktok about this generalization of Filipinos to the point that it becomes exaggerated. We all know that Filipinos like to eat food with just our bare hands. They captioned the video as 'this is how Filipinos eat' and proceeded to portray us like some kind of wild animal who devours the food like no tomorrow. That mockery is highly offensive I must say. But then when these things come up , we don't have to be afraid to step up and defend ourselves for their audacity to belittle our race. It may take a lot of courage but we shouldn't feel inferior to others. They're just another nationality like us.

In conclusion, it's really up to you if you'd stick to what you know or 'free' yourself to something that chokes you and your state of mind. Beliefs can be changed. Your values can be change. YOU can change. After all, this change is what will constantly remain within us.

[macleod]

Someone reblogged this with a caption (summarized as "if all you've had to do in life is to survive, then you don't know what you want") , and promptly deleted it. I will write what I was writing here:

That's exactly what I am talking about! That's what makes the future so exciting and hopeful, against all odds that is the only time you have to find out what you want, whether that be to change, to discover, or to experience. The future is a world of endless possibilities that isn't beholden to the present, and less so than the past.

There are mindsets that feast on disappointment and sticking to the status quo, they fear the future not because of the current world, but because their current world could change to something that they never imagined.

There is a strict dichotomy between two different mindsets: The idea that change is good, and that change is bad. It's up to each person to determine if they want a change or if they want to be stuck to the same rhythm humming the same chorus all their life.

Being optimistic about the future, no matter the terms, is always a positive. The future is change, the past isn't, and the present is bound to the past. The future is the only spot you can place happiness because it is the only thing that hasn't happened and that you can do something about it, even if incredibly minor.

I have depression and extreme anxiety, came from less than nothing and have had to fight tooth and nail for everything I have and then some (mostly against myself), I know how easy the programming in my brain is to prefer being nihilistic and fatalistic, but there are better ways to be. I know this, we all know this, being negative doesn't help make the world better it just makes the world a more tortured place to exist in.

A child doesn't think about yesterday as much as they think about tomorrow. The possibilities of growing up in a castle, or parties, seeing their friends, having a car, or having cake every single day. They think about what could be in a positive light, not in a negative way because that's more fun, that brings joy and happiness, to at the very least imagine it. Doom and gloom have their place, but to be the ultimate force in your mind to dictate every action taints every action you can possibly take.

If you don't find the future inspiring, then you're thinking about it wrong.

If you don't find the future inspiring, then you're thinking about it wrong.

[flyingcatstiel]

I just want to say that I completely agree with everything you said in that cas post you just reblogged and wrote in. I have absolutely no positivity or hope when it comes to S13 and Cas. The writers have been treating his storyline so horribly so far - why would they change that around now? I almost don't want him back in S13 just so his character won't keep getting butchered with these horrible arcs, or him being lesser than the Winchesters. What I really can't stand is destiel shippers (1/2)

(2/2) cheering about his death, because it will make destiel go canon or something. I feel like this is a little bit…. delusional? I just feel like S13 will have little to no Cas. At least not OUR Cas. Anyway, sorry for the rant. I just feel like everyone around me is being so positive but I don’t have any positivity and it’s been really hard for me to write fanfic or stick with the fandom.

about this post and this post

Dude, I know. One of the first posts with Cas final scene right after 12x23 had a caption - “I didn’t notice Cas wings, I was too busy looking at how sad Dean is”. Like, that is how a large part of fandom views Cas in a nutshell. And then there’s that post with “Cas death = destiel is happening!” with last sentence in bold, and I quote - !!! Clappy hands!! Happy Dance!!! cant wait for S13!!!

A beloved character was just brutally murdered, Cas fans are emotionally devastated and you are gonna do a happy dance over his dead body? Ok then, fam. 

About destiel shippers. Sigh, I’ve seen this argument going around and I gotta say that I kinda disagree? There’s very few destiel shippers who could be called pure, only destiel shippers. The rest of us are biased towards Dean or Cas, and connect with one POV more. First time I saw this difference of POV very clearly after 11x23 when so many Dean fans were ecstatic about Dean/Cas moment in the car, while Cas fans were upset and sad. Which is fine, since we understand our fave better than the other. But then, Cas fans were told to shut up and not to spread negativity, because Cas was clearly cured from his depression after that little pep talk. Only when later Misha said that Cas is still depressed, I saw the change of minds among destiel meta folks. 

Similar opinion divide happened in S12 as well. Destiel shippers/Dean fans were happy about them bickering in 12x10 while destiel shippers/Cas fans like myself were sitting in horror - Dean gave Cas silent treatment for days??? Because Cas killed Billie to save a Winchester? Do you even know how silent treatment from a family member feels? Not like cute bickering couple, that’s for sure. 

So yeah, I’m also not happy to see so many fans being content with Cas death but we gotta be clear here. It’s not shipping destiel per se that makes them so happy about Cas death. It’s a simple luxury of having Dean in all 23 episodes of S13. And if in some episodes there will be some destiel subtext and sad, pining Dean, then yay! so excite

There’s an excellent meta by mijrake about Cas feelings and how Cas perceives Dean’s emotions, I’ll reblog it tomorrow with some comments. But yea. You see mostly positive fans because Dean fans have reason to be excited about S13 and Cas fans have been told to shut up. A lot of Cas fans are silently leaving SPN, renaming their blogs or just waiting for 13x01 to make their final decision about the show. I know I’m hanging by a thread now and a very long summer hiatus away from fandom looks very appealing. I’m afraid that 12x23 is a breaking point for a lot of Cas fans and there’s very little what S13 could do to change my mind. 

ETA because I’m still thinking about this and you said “it’s been really hard for me to write fanfic or stick with the fandom.” Please take care of yourself and don’t stick with fandom if it hurts you. You can always come back when you feel better, but first you gotta feel better. I think Cas fans should stop bleeding for the Winchesters in all possible ways. 

[punkscowardschampions]

Janis & Jimmy

Fake dating begins!

Janis: Grace wants to buy you a coffee for being such a gent. Janis: If I was you I'd have a freebie black and charge it to her tab. Her and her cronies are in there enough, and it'll save you having to endure a frappe/her and said giggling gal pals. Jimmy: Me and her or a group hang with the BBs for the 'gram? Jimmy: 👍I did that last week and the one before Janis: Depends. She obvs wants alone time with you but she's never passed up a #goals photo-op in her life, so. Janis: Can't be freeing the nip on Insta but maybe she's got a private snapchat she wants to whore out, you'll be well in then 👍 Janis: Christ. Good to know not ALL her money goes on Brazilian blow-outs, she's also topping up the salary of every hot barista in town, what a philanthropist she is, amongst other less favourable titles. Jimmy: If you can be arsed to 3rd wheel this I'll shout you something from the secret menu Jimmy: Which exists swear down and isn't just a invite to my snapchat Jimmy: Why am I worried Brazilian blow outs is a way bigger euphemism any day Janis: Hmm. As much as I try to avoid spending ANY time with Grace, for obvious reasons as you well know, it could be pretty amusing to see her make such a twat out of herself. And it would piss her off if I gatecrashed...Fuck it, I'm in. Janis: Don't get any ideas about making some taboo twin content though, lad, that only happens in the minds of pervy porn execs, and in weird old lady novels from the 80s. Janis: Lol. Yeah, it ain't a Cavante special. Its to make her look MORE white, funnily enough. As if the coffee habits and UGGs weren't making her a literal meme for the cause already. Jimmy: I'd rather down a strawberry açaí refresher with coconut milk every time Grace makes a gaff, which funnily enough is what necking with your sister's tall mate tastes like, than get sandwiched between the two of you Jimmy: I'd shout her a flat white if she'd get the joke though. One for each of them Jimmy: 😩 Janis: OMG, girl code, Grace sooooo saw you first, Tammy is gonna be out on her flat white arse when Gracie finds out, like 💀 Janis: The feeling's mutual, dickhead. Wouldn't put it past my sister though, she's more obsessed with me than she'd EVER be with you. 🤢 At least she'll be moving on when you finally give in and give it to her, I've got a life fucking sentence, mate. ⚰ Jimmy: OMG Minnie (??? Isn't that her name maybe) launched herself at me first and I'd be out on my penniless arse if I'd let her crack on over the counter ⛔ Jimmy: I like my encounters with a little less ego it's no crime. Or slight on you, mate. Jimmy: I'll tell Gracie that if she ever lets me get a word in. Janis: Fuck knows. All look the same to me. Ironic if it is, though, fucking jolly green giantess. Janis: And soz but sexual assault ain't no crime either when you're them though, they're just being #girlbosses swear down garda 💋 Janis: Good luck with that one, kid. Even if she gives you the chance, she won't be listening. Fucks with the fairytale where you shut the fuck up and carry her bags 'cept to call her pretty once in a while for said ego's boost. 🙊🙉 Janis: oh, and look good in the 'gram, standard. Jimmy: Could be what the lads call her... whoops Jimmy: Damn. I'll have to spoil her fun by letting it be known I've got myself a girl already. 🎻 Shame it'll take me years to find one who can stand the interrogation 💔 Jimmy: Gotta get Cass to keep her ear low. Effort. Janis: The 'lad's' secret is safe with me, the 'girls' are hardly likely to listen and I'm even less likely to bother to tell 'em. She'd just think #pussygamestrong 'neway so I ain't giving the bint that unwarrant stroke when you've all already been there, done that. Sloppy. Janis: Woe is, lad. Like everyone ain't on your dick rn 'cos you got that shiny, new appeal. Just pick one that ain't TOTALLY unbearable- ah, I see your problem. Janis: Sadly, I can't help, I ain't the massive lezza you've no doubt heard from the lads and girls alike that I am. Janis: Slim pickings either way you swinging, you see. Jimmy: You can help me then. Go on. Think how mad it'd make Gracie if nuffin' else Jimmy: Counter distance between us at all times if you want Janis: Aside from pissing off my sister, which I'm more than capable of by me larry, what's in it for me? You get her off your dick and back into Costa to cry it out, like Jimmy: Freebies of any of Common Grounds finest where you can also hang without her and her hangers on Jimmy: Semi trained mutt if I can wrench it from my sisters grasping hands? Jimmy: Plus an end to the rumors if you're arsed about that. You said yourself I've got the newbie appeal Janis: Alright, alright, you had me at dog! Janis: I won't deprive your sister but I could do with an AM running partner who can keep up. I'll wear it out and have it back to you at the end of your morning shift, before she's even had her weetabix or found her school tie. Deal? Janis: I'm down for writing our own rumours, why the fuck not, eh Jimmy: Done. Her name's Twix and she's as annoying as the name makes her sound. Jimmy: Get ready for rumors about how many bodies she's buried for you after all the holes dug Janis: Cute. And I'm sure I've dealt with worse bitches, I'm up for the challenge. 💪 Janis: Its always the dog walkers init, suspicious cunts. Jimmy: Yeah, and if you wanna bury a few of 'em yourself I'll keep my lips sealed Jimmy: Tomorrow too soon? Janis: Good man, you will if you know what's good for you. Janis: Though, not too sealed, gotta set this dump's/my sister's world alight, like, and I don't think that's happening if we just hold hands. 😲 Janis: Nah, I'm ready. Only thing I got scheduled is double chem and that can always do with livening up. Janis: How you wanna do this, lover boy? Jimmy: Point taken. I better work on my angles too. For the 'gram. Jimmy: With minimal cliches if that can even be a thing round 'ere Jimmy: Probably wouldn't believe it without 100s would they Janis: You best, I don't know how to work facetime, you've got the wrong twin there. Janis: Well, I could oh-so casually ask Grace if her and the bitch squad are going for coffee on the way home from hell (as if they don't every fucking day) and she will be buzzin' thinking I wanna come 'cos she's always asking/attempting to drag me like she's on a mission from the coffee bean gods Janis: Then we can be there, together, oh-so casually again Janis: Aside from sucking face on the playground (which is a little first school, even for these hoes) its the best way to get max attention and thus the rumour mill will do the rest Jimmy: Make sure Tall Tammy's at the back. Can't have Grace missing it Jimmy: See if you can get one of them to spill coffee on you too. Everyone loves a heroic gesture and a clothes share 😏 Janis: 😂 Brilliant. Janis: Assuming Grace doesn't straight up throw it at me, I'll be sure to make that happen. Janis: I'll probably come chat to you at lunch tomorrow too. Can't have this springing out of nowhere, like, how implausible! 😏 You hang with Sean Bryne and that atm, yeah? Jimmy: Yeah we'll be in the smoking spot if not our usual corner Jimmy: I'll slide into the seat beside you the period after make it look like we got it really bad 💘 Janis: 👍 twos up on the ☠ 🚬 then, lad. what could be more romantic? Janis: good thinking, grace is in that class too and she's hopeless with maths so she won't be paying the slightest bit of attention to anything but the absolute scandal Jimmy: What should I call you so you don't wanna punch me in the dick as soon as I go in for a pet name? Janis: Eurgh, good shout, even if it is just to save your own bollocks, can't blame a boy. I don't fucking know, what's not vomit-inducing but also #couplegoals enough to make it worth the hassle? Janis: Blah, just remember my name, yeah, that'll have 'em creaming. Such courtesies are not often extended their way, like. Jimmy: Deal. And I'll # everything #JJ so you can block it from your feed easy Janis: Solid. Janis: Imma take a picture with your dog tomorrow, it best be fucking cute. Jimmy: [Takes a selfie with Twix and sends it] Do you? Jimmy: Not my #goals but should spark jealousy with the intended Janis: Cute. Janis: The dog ain't bad either. 😉 Janis: I'm getting in practice Jimmy: I'll do mine in the comments when it's posted Jimmy: How keen is cringe in the eyes of Gracie and her friends? Janis: You're asking a mouthful there. If you're too nice, they'll say you're boring. But they've gotta at least pretend they're feminists in this day and age so if you are too full of the bants and low-key treating me like shit, they're gonna have to pretend they ain't here for that even though that's every boyf they've ever had, na'mean? Janis: Just say something confusingly inappropriate for what is not gonna be a hot pic, isn't that how you lads do? Janis: I'll set you up with a lame caption Jimmy: Thanks. There's back room access in it for you Jimmy: Again not a private snapchat invite Janis: Steady on there, not until the 3rd date, at least! 😂 Jimmy: 😂 Jimmy: Seriously though. You're not as much of a bitch as everyone says. Nice one. Janis: Well, don't be spreading that backhander about, will ya? Janis: You've got a rep to make, that's a bit of mine I'd like to protect Jimmy: 🤐