#don't have any advice but I'm glad you felt safe to vent 💜

[your-queer-lil-sib]

Why the hell is love so fucking confusing? I'm pretty sure I'm aroace but I'm the same age as you so I'm not a hundred percent sure and it could also change in the future. Anyway i have a best friend of 4 years and I think I might be in love with her but idk I don't really get butterflies or anything. I just kinda want to be in a relationship with her. But also it's scary because I don't want to ruin the friendship or what if she doesn't feel the same and then it's awkward and then she treats me differently. Also don't get me started on kissing. I had one kiss (with some other girl) but before the kiss when I thought about kissing her (the other girl) I didn't really have an opinion. And now I don't know if I want to kiss my best friend.

Also I vented to my little cousin (she's 11) and I talked about some heavy topics and now I feel bad

Sorry for venting. I hope you have a good day

- Maya

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