#don't feel bad for the suicidal cats gotta kill themselves nine times before they get it right

[stupidpop]

folie à deux............

[mothzarellaman]

"Don't feel bad for the suicidal cats Gotta kill themselves nine times before they get it right" - West Coast Smoker, Fall Out Boy

Here's a painting of my Dragonborn from Skyrim, Pan! (Yes, she's one of my ocs in general, but shhh). An Imperial from Cyrodiil, Pan was raised to be a politician, and eventually part of the Elder Council itself. Longing for a life away from her oppressive parents, Pan fled to Skyrim during their Civil War, hoping to use the strife as a cover for her sudden appearance. Unfortunately, she was caught in an Imperial Ambush, and, well. We all know what happens from there. Pan, though, wasn't actually blessed by Akatosh. Instead, the damaged soul of a dragon who was slain in Southern Skyrim was reincarnated into Pan. Through a soulless body, luck, and a bit of interference from Arkay to ensure the prophecy, Pan was born a Dragonborn. Her stay in Skyrim is... let's just say, a wild ride. Having to deal with residual loyalties from her past life to the very dragon she is fated to slay is one thing, but having an entire pantheon of daedra, dragons, and aedra all demanding she kill him to save the world they've grown used to is quite another. (She has a destiny, to slay Alduin, and to do as fate tells her to. It's quite a shame, though, that she tries to fight back for the people she loves, every time.)

I'm writing a fic rn, and so that's a brief summary, but if you have any questions about her, the au, headcanons, or the general plot of the fic, please ask me. It'd make me so so so happy.

WIPs Below the Cut!

WIP collection.

[a-nywherebut-here]

Don't feel bad for the suicidal cats gotta kill themselves nine times before they get it rightttt

[rlainarin]

strike me down, crusader a Daeran Arendae playlist

tracklist + links to lyrics + highlights under the cut

Welcome to the Black Parade by My Chemical Romance I'm just a man, I'm not a hero Just a boy, who had to sing this song

Don't Stop Me Now by Queen I'm out of control I'm a sex machine ready to reload Like an atom bomb about to-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh explode

Walking Contradiction by Green Day I have no belief But I believe I'm a walking contradiction And I ain't got no right

West Coast Smoker by Fall Out Boy Don't feel bad for the suicidal cats Gotta kill themselves nine times before they get it right

GASOLINE by Måneskin Your ego is dangerous Your own blood is losing trust Neighbors left in the dust

Troubled Times by Green Day We run for cover Like a skyscraper's falling down Then I wonder like a troubled mind

Killer In The Mirror by Set It Off Let weakness disappear There's nobody but me here The killer in the mirror

Choke by I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME If I could burn this town I wouldn't hesitate To smile while you suffocate and die

The Sound of Silence by Disturbed And the vision that was planted in my brain Still remains Within the sound of silence

Kill All Your Friends by My Chemical Romance It's been ten fucking years since I've been seeing your Face round here And you're walking away and I will drown in the fear

Goodnight Demonslayer by Aurelio Voltaire Tell the devil its time you gave him his due He should go back to hell, he should shake in his shoes Cause the mightiest, scariest, creature is you

crusader by Stevie Howie You cast judgment on the ones who choose thought They pandered to the devil so they've already lost

Bouncing off the Wall by Green Day Cause it's all that I want And I want to be free I got Satan riding next to me

Suzerainty by Polite Fiction And masturbation's just not as fun If you can't cry when you're done

Are You Satisfied? by Marina & the Diamonds People like to tell you what you're gonna be It's not my problem if you don't see what I see And I do not give a damn if you don't believe

BABY SAID by Måneskin Baby said When you're talking I go dead Shut your mouth, give me your head

Who's In Control by Set It Off Living in fear, living afraid Hysterical every day All because I let your poison paralyze me

Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough for the Two of Us by My Chemical Romance And it's hard to say I'm shaken By the choices that I make And well, I find it hard to stay

Sirens by Bear Ghost They say you oughta dance like no one's watching They're a telepathic chorus in my mind

Blood On My Name by The Brothers Bright Not a spell gonna be broken with a potion or a priest When you're cursed, you're always hopin' that a prophet would be grieved

Blame by Bastille Fall upon your knees, sing: "This is my body and soul here" Crawl and beg and plead, sing: "You've got the power to control here"

Tell Me It's Okay by Paramore And maybe it's been years since I wanted to be a part of anything But lately I've been good You know, I've actually been great

[fangsup-cobrastyle]

Chronic Illness in Folie à Deux

I'm coming apart at the seams

Doc, there's a hole where something was

Butterfly bandage, but don't worry / You'll never remember, your head is far too blurry

Restrain that man / He needs his head put through a CAT scan

I'm a loose bolt of a complete machine

I'd promise you anything for another shot at life

Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy

We had a good run, even I have to admit / Life's just a pace car on death / Only less diligent

Even the young ones become irrelevant

Why, why, why won't the world revolve around me?

Head like a steel trap / Wish I didn't, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't, I don't / Just want to be a footnote in someone else's happiness

Keep a calendar, this way you will always know / The last time you came through / Oh darling, I know what you're going through

It's a sign / What if you peaked early?

I gotta feel the wind chill again before I get old

You can only blame your problems on the world for so long / Before it all becomes the same old song

As soon as we hit the hospital, I know we're gonna leave this town

I can't explain a thing / I want everything / To change and stay the same/ Oh, time doesn't care about anyone or anything

Only get lonely when you read the charts

Oh baby, when they made me / They broke the mold

I will never believe in anything again

Said 'I'll be fine till the hospital or American embassy'

I want it so bad, I'd shoot the sunshine into my veins / I can't remember the good old days

My body is an orphanage / We take everyone in

Are all the good times getting gone? / They come and go and go and come and go

I'm not a crybaby / I'm the crybaby

A caterpillar that got stuck / Mr. Moth, come quick with any luck

I can make your heart slow / I can feel the weather in my bones

Not the boy I was / The boy I am is just venting, venting

I'm a young one stuck in the thoughts of an old one's head / When all the others were just stirring awake, I'm trying to trick myself to fall asleep again

Mama, if we don't take the medication / We won't sleep for days

Permanent jet lag / Please take me back

Give me a pen, call me Mr. Benzedrine / But don't let the doctor in, I wanna blow off steam

Don't feel bad for the suicidal cats / Gotta kill themselves nine times before they get it right

I'm a nervous wreck / The drugs just make me reset

Knock once for the father, twice for the son, three times for the holy ghost

[the-drunken-huntsman]

Thinkin about that one line in West Coast Smoker "don't feel bad for the suicidal cats, gotta kill themselves nine times before they get it right" and how I can use this song as inspo for a Khajiit oc

[benzeneteen]

don't feel bad for the suicidal cats gotta kill themselves nine times before they get it right 🎶

jjj yuhh

[seraphic-sapphic-safehaven]

∞, please!

Song: West Coast Smoker by Fall Out Boy

Lyric: Don't feel bad for the suicidal cats / Gotta kill themselves nine times before they get it right

Put a ∞ in my ask box, and I'll shuffle my music and give you my favorite lyric from the song that comes up!

[ao3feedsabriel]

Don't Feel Bad For The Suicidal Cats,

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2MUpc95

by Shaleschnueffler

gotta kill themselves nine times before they get it right.

Words: 2907, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Gabriel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester (Mentioned), Kali (Supernatural) (mentioned)

Relationships: Gabriel/Sam Winchester

Additional Tags: Season/Series 02, Season/Series 03, Season/Series 05, Headcanon, Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Death, Death Wish, Hurt, Heavy Angst, Angst, Hurt No Comfort, Confusion, Pain, Hope, Hope vs. Despair, Fear, Desperation, Fear of Death, Loss, Feelings, Coping, Anger, Self-blaming, Guilt, Narcissism, Fall Out Boy Lyrics, Inspired by Music, Crying, Heartbreak, Team Free Will, Implied/Referenced Torture, Past Relationship(s), Nine Lives, Self-Hatred, Self-Sacrifice, Loneliness, Betrayal, Tricksters, Episode: s05e19 Hammer of the Gods, Episode: s02e15 Tall Tales, Episode: s03e11 Mystery Spot, Running Away, Selfishness, Anchors

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2MUpc95