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isabelguerra · 24 days ago

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@honey-dont :’) I haven’t considered that actually. Unfortunately I don’t think it would do much, since the fandom is so small and since i’d have to essentially act like i’m a different person for jonah to not know it’s me. It’s a kind suggestion but i’m not interested in starting over or hiding myself like that. ill just keep figuring it out

#as messed up as my feelings around this blog now are i still like what i built here. remaking would be like.. giving that up. or at least #feel that way idk. what would i even make my url. I could never give up isabelguerra ;_; i’m just adjusting to it i guess. ty though david #replies #honeydont #i know youre not exactly the person to talk to abt this and i respect that but i even feel #weird talking about izjo on here now. me. the izjo guy.#i know its stupid and unserious but after a friend sent me the things he said they just keep buzzing around my head.#I was already shy about shipping them or talking about it publicly which I also thought was dumb. what was someone gonna do?#throw rocks at me for shipping two characters? that would be ridiculous i thought. nobody acts like that anymore i thought.#don’t think of the pnat fanbase so lowly i thought. surely we’ve all learned after the exodus of 2018.#nobody would be visibly cruel over something so silly i thought. shame on me for fearing as such so irrationally.#dear reader you would not believe what happened

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