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I think I'm having some sort of weird psychotic thing happening.
I'm gonna type it, as it will ground me and remind me it's just all in my head.
So I've woke ylup and my brain thinks I'm reliving my childhood. It's stuck in this loop of your getting ready for school and we did this stuff at primary school.
It's used some real memories and some fake scenarios. Like it's saying that we did this shadow puppetry thing with clth and paper shapes. From sugar paper. I've nor said sugar paper for the longest time. That we pinned the cloth designs to the boards after. Like we did with other projects.
Then its focused on this dentistry device aswell. It's the phrase rinse and spit on some commercial television thing. A women. There's this this thing. We're getting rid of clogged pores aswell. Then medicated cream. We've got this hand competition game with abicus dice tally things. It's pokemon themed and you can fuse them. If you lose you do this embarrassing dance. I think it's linked to shadow puppetry with making it in your hands.
I think the dentistry thing might be inspired by my mutuals chat about going to the dentist but this shadow thing. Completely out of the blue.
I got thinking I was going to the computer room in school. We called it the Ict suite. But said it like I C T Sweet. With sweet rising high on your mouth with emphasis.
I've done my rabbits this morning and Juno was coveted in dust from wood chip as it breaks down despite dust extraction. Kept thinking that she was Mimi. But mimi is gone. She was a white rex and juno is a black mini rex
Just rex type coat. She got upset I went near her face and she bit my fumb nail. But I thought yeah Mimi does that. Wasn't shocked.
Also thought of Hairoo and clover and old hutches. Smells of wood and woodchop. But their old dead, rhd and old age.
None of its happened ing, I'm here. It's 2024. I. Supposed to be going to work. But I've told mystepmum whats happened andvshes said that I'm tired and need time off work this week and next
If rest not help, then I need the doctors.
Grandad is going kitty morning and lunch. I've scratched my hands from stress. Eyes unfocused. Not proof reading this. But who cares. I'll doe zoes dinner feed and playtime though.
I need this yo remind myself, ilthis us real, thrsa in my head.
I've never been like this. I'm grounded. This had only happened in far off places. Happens to others but never you you know. It's not a trip, i take not recreational drugs. I've not got schrixophrenua.
I'll be OK, I'll sletp now.
Love you guys.
I'll trigger this too, so not bad to readd
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