#dollgxtz

[dollgxtz]

My first and only statement on all the accusations

Hello, I’m sure most of you are aware of the accusations about me and some of the stories I posted on my account. This post is not only an apology post, but an accountability post that details everything that happened from beginning to end. Everything will be here, so I will not be making more posts about this unless it’s to direct to this one.

Adding a tw now for suicide baiting, death threats and mentions of razors. So sorry but it must be included.

First I just wanted to say, no I wasn’t avoiding any of this. When this all started I was still in the middle of finals week, and I don’t live on tumblr 24/7. I had to focus on my finals to ensure I can get my degree and graduate. That was my number one priority. If anyone was blocked or comments were restricted during that time, it was my mostly my irl friend ensuring I wasn’t consumed by tumblr and could focus on my finals. I was already under a lot of stress and she offered to take over until I was finished with finals.

I was also getting death threats (people telling me to skin myself I alive and to jump). So she was ensuring that when I returned to my own blog, I would not see such triggering content. I have a history with suicide attempts and this was necessary for my mental health. The appropriate people were unblocked and remain unblocked to this day.

I always intended to make a statement, I just prioritized my real life first. It also took time to craft the post you are seeing now. I wanted it to be authentic, no misinformation, and well written.

So, as far as plagiarism goes, yes I did plagiarize specifically 3 of zombiekillerbiceps stories. I can’t actually remember the names of them and the author has removed their account from the site. But on my end specifically “Getting Closer”, “Edge of Control” and “Thrills” were not my own writing. Before they deleted their account I had already reached out via dm and apologized. We came to an understanding. I do not know why they deleted their account but they essentially said in DMs they accepted my apology and wanted to put this behind us but they were very hurt that I had copied them.

Edit: I found the post she made calling me out and will attach it.

As far as His Watchful Eye goes, the only plagiarism that took place was specifically the first chapter of it and only the first chapter. The first chapter of Something Permanent and His Watchful Eye are very similar. The remaining 13 chapters are my own writing and ideas. I have already reached out to @explorevenus and apologized. She has responded and made her own statement regarding it if you want to go and read it.

The only reason it was in anon is because this account (dollgxtz) is my side blog. I couldn’t figure out how to send a non anonymous message without exposing my main blog, so anon was the best thing. I didn’t want people sending death threats too that one too. I should’ve put my username in the anon, but it was already very late for me and I hadn’t slept in about 26 hours. I just wasn’t thinking very clearly and for that Venus I am also very sorry.

@manika-whims (the person that first wrote about all this) will remain blocked and some of her followers because I do suspect it was that group of people telling me to die. Manika wrote a very long post as she was upset that I “mischaracterized” Xavier in His Watchful Eye, called me a bitch and a loser because of a fictional man in a fictional story, and I will not entertain such immaturity. Full stop.

One of the anons that sent the suicide bait also called me a bitch and a waste of space. It was just too similar.

I also got this one. It’s too graphic to show the entirety of it.

I apologize for the plagiarism. But I will never apologize for writing characters the way I do or for writing dark content. It’s just not that serious. After she posted that I started getting these death threats and more.

You had every right to call me out for plagiarism Manika, but I stand my decision to keep you blocked. It had nothing to do with plagiarism accusations or me hiding from them, but I do believe you egged on your audience to come attack me over a fictional story and for that reason you will never be unblocked. I’ve attached screenshots below of the entire exchange. This is not to deflect from my own actions. This is simply to explain why she is blocked. She will say it’s because I was trying to hide from this but that is not true. I am just very sure the death threats came from her or her audience. This isn’t to say that she absolutely did but just in case, for my own mental health and safety I had to have them blocked.

Now that that’s discussed, I would like to address my readers and any future readers of mine. The plagiarized stories “Getting Closer” “Thrills” and “Edge of Control”. have been deleted and will remain deleted. Those of you asking for copies, please do not. They are not my writing nor my own works. Any remaining single work story on my blog is my own work and 100 percent my own ideas. My masterlist has been updated to reflect this as well.

When I first made my blog and posted those stories, I was a very insecure writer. I did not think I was truly capable of writing or making a good story. I did those things out of insecurity and not feeling good enough. But as time went on, I began to create my own stories and realize that I can write if I put my mind to it. These are not excuses, only explanations. Nothing excuses my behavior.

If you want to defend me, that is your own choice. I ask that you do not though in terms of plagiarism because I ultimately did plagiarize and that is 100 percent wrong of me to do. But in terms of AI usage accusations, these are not true. I have never and never will use AI to write.

I have spent countless hours writing chapters for His Watchful Eye, pulled all nighters, and even lost sleep making this story. I have timestamps in google docs that show me editing and writing my own story. I didn’t even know AI had advanced to the point that you can write fully blown novels. But make no mistake, Ai checkers are not reliable. I had an incident in my first year of college where a paper I wrote got flagged for 77 percent ai generated content. That paper was written 100 percent by me over countless hours and still got flagged. It was a very scary time in my life and for that reason alone I will never use AI.

If you want to unfollow me, please do so. If you want to block me, please do so. I would never hold that against anyone and am not mad at anyone for doing so. Just don’t come in my anon box telling me to jump, don’t message me rude or disgusting messages telling me to die. I am a human, I am a real person behind the screen. What I did was wrong but you are no better telling someone to kill themselves. Please just block me.

All in all thanks for reading. If you unfollow, thanks for being here. If you don’t, thanks for being here. If you want to be removed from any taglists, please just message me. You will not be blocked. Just removed from any future taglists! I have vowed to only post 100 percent of my own content from here on out, so if you stay I can promise you will only be reading my own work.

I am no longer the insecure writer that I once was, I now know my abilities and am confident enough to make my own stories. I have a 240,000 word fic out right now, I genuinely am still shocked I have done that. Writing has become a joy for me and I will not stop now. I should’ve never been afraid to make mistakes or be bad at it. I’m sorry to the people I hurt, my readers, and anyone reading this in the future. I am still growing and learning from my mistakes, and this has been the biggest lesson I will never forget.

Plagiarism is wrong and hurts authors. If you are reading this and have done so as well, please rethink your decisions and take them down, just as I have done.

I love interacting with you all, when you send me asks and messages about HWE or any of my original single fics. It is amazing getting to explain stuff or gush with you guys over the things that I have truly written. I truly love being an author and want my future as one to be honest and communicative.

The comments on this will be monitored, but not restricted. Voicing your thoughts is okay as long as they are respectful and not a direct threat to me or anyone’s life. Questions are okay as well and I will answer to the best of my ability. Please no:

insulting me or any of the people mentioned in this post (manika, venus, zombie, etc)

death threats or suicide baiting anyone

I want this to be a mature and honest discussion, and that can’t happen if I allow such comments. Despite what has been said about or to me, I do not want to replicate any insults/drama on my own blog. You can voice your displeasure or opinions without name calling.

Same goes for any messages or anon box messages you all may send to anyone involved here. We are all real people with feelings. Keep that in mind please before you message anyone.

We all make mistakes. Without mistakes, we cannot grow as people. It’s what we do after we make those mistakes that truly attest to our character. And this is what I’ve chosen to do. Lay it all out for my readers and the rest of the LADS fandom to see, apologize to the people I hurt and only write my own stories from here on out. Thank you to the readers and friends who approached me with kindness and encouraged me to keep writing authentically. And thank you all for reading, I wish all of you the best in life 🤍

-Umi ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡

[manikas-whims]

More evidence on the situation with @dollgxtz stealing zombie’s works

i’m omitting the usernames of the people who have provided the evidence, as per their request for anonymity.

Someone who's been in both Resident Evil as well as Love and Deepspace fandom, has revealed that @dollgxtz used to be in the RE fandom and that her fic mirrors entirely a Yandere Leon Kennedy fic as well a fic titled “something permanent”

Secondly, here's just one snippet of @dollgxtz stealing word for word from zombie Leon K. story for their popular Sylus Fanfic

there's minor tweaking but otherwise, it's copy-pasting, and you can see it for yourself.

Thirdly, on top plagiarism, @dollgxtz works have also shown the usage of AI in their writing (upto 66% AI generated)

Lastly, as of now, their other “Sylus x Reader” and “Zayne x Reader” one-shot fics that @dollgxtz copied from zombie HAVE BEEN DELETED.

..which clearly shows that @dollgxtz is scurrying around, clearing evidence of their stealing, instead of coming clean and apologizing 😒

After what happened to A*y*mi, I don't think Love and Deepspace fandom should further encourage and support such thieves who'd rather steal and use AI instead of actually working hard to create a beautiful plot.

And this is merely evidence based on how much they've stolen from one person’s works (who clearly talked about it in a post from back in November, showing that dollgxtz has continued to copy from their works for a long time.)

For all we know, they might've stolen from other writers’ fics as well.

[its-regretti]

Playlist to accompany His Watchful Eye by @dollgxtz

[bunnybrews]

BUNNY'S LNDS RECS !

[ key ]:angst ♤, smut ♧, fluff ♡, series ¤, text ▪︎,

dark themes/yandere ◇, bun's favourites ☆

̤̮⚝ SYLUS

• his watchful eye - @dollgxtz [♤, ♧, ¤, ◇, ☆]

• self aware sylus vs jinwoo - @nyashykyunnie [◇]

• loyalty - @muvaginger [♤]

• the price of desire - @m0onlustre [♤, ♧, ◇]

• sleepy - @comatosebunny09 [♡, ☆]

• better than the devil - @syluss-littlecrow [♧]

• Datura Tea, or how all you want is to get some sleep - @amoscontorta [♤, ♡]

• baby blues - @loveanddeepthroat [♤, ♡]

• my greatest weakness - @omiiuvz [♡]

• did you ever love me - @fortunekookie07 [♤, ☆]

̤̮⚝ ZAYNE

• doctor's appointment - @justlin22 [♤]

• nocturne of twilight - @chuluoyi [♤, ♡, ♧, ☆]

• in your arms - @connorsui [♡]

• guidance - @6ronze [♧]

• hostage negotiations - @cute-little-crow [♡, ¤]

• hair washing - @hitoshitoshi [♡, ☆]

• macaron of my eye - @zaephix [♡]

• could you be tender - @aetiologies [♡]

̤̮⚝ XAVIER

• somnophilia - @hitoshitoshi [♧]

• your little secret - @kykyonthemoon [♡]

• she cant come to the phone right now - @aeyumicore [♧]

• such an innocent nap, right? - @sugurugetofavoritemonkey [♧]

• i'll take care of you - @izuwus [◇]

• cicatrize - @xvysarene [♤]

̤̮⚝ RAFAYEL

• her and the sea - @lalunanymph [♧]

• questions that keep us up at night - @chaos-in-deepspace [♧, ¤, ☆]

• the fish that bind - @hitoshitoshi [♤]

• titanic - @saintobio [♤]

• the pearl of my eye - @writingrock [♤, ♡, ¤]

̤̮⚝ MULTIPLE CHARACTERS

• when they turn into cats - @tbaluver [♡, ☆]

• when you're an idol - @tbaluver [♡, ☆]

• reaction to your tweet at 2 am - @fayerien [♡, ▪︎]

• jealous of plushies - @beneathashadytree [♡, ▪︎]

• cute aggression - @strwberri-milk [♡]

• when you get injured - @daosies [♡, ☆]

• when you faint from overexhausion - @teewritessmth [♤, ♡, ▪︎, ☆]

• calling them the wrong name - @beneathashadytree [♡, ▪︎]

• he finds you crying - @chastiefoul [♡, ♤]

[hesperisms]

don't know if you know this but umi dollgxtz has been caught plagiarizing her entire series from another writer https://www.tumblr.com/manikas-whims/769576129145257984/more-evidence-on-the-situation-with-dollgxtz?source=share

Hey Anon (and the other anon's that have sent this link to me too!),

I took the time to go and read @explorevenus Leon story on AO3 and also @zombiekillerbiceps one-shots that were flagged in @manikas-whims post because I'm not part of that RE community myself. I wanted to understand the extent of this and understand if it was blatant plagarism or someone mistakenly taking inspiration too far.

I'm really disappointed that I instantly recognized what I'd read as having come from those 2 writers and just thesaurus shifted key words here and there. I don't know enough about AI to be able to comment on the AI-assisted writing claim, but that claim is kind of irrelevant to me at this point given the evidence I read with my own eyes from those other 2 writers for the main claims. I don't see a way to support reading that series going forwards. They are young, made a mistake in judgement and I hope they comprehend it and correct course.

As someone that for all intents and purposes raw dogs my writing and just hits create post on tumblr and vomits everything out of my head onto the keyboard with minimal editing, I don't understand the drive for people to do things like this, it feels very...soulless? Manufactured? If I don't have 4-6 hours to sit down and flesh something out from start to finish and let my imagination flow, I don't post fics (which is why no one has seen anything from me for about 3 weeks while I've been moving!).

I stand by my comment to @dollgxtz that if people are not a fan of someone's content and how it is written, that rather than actively sending that person hate or death threats as they have gotten, that they should block them and move on to remove them from their timeline. Not every piece of content is going to suit every person, but I'm not here to spend my time on the internet yucking anyone's yums, if I don't like how someone writes a character or I don't like a style of kink I just don't interact with it (and I'm not going to lose sleep if anyone doesn't like how I write for Zayne and Sylus and chooses not to interact with my works).

I don't like to dwell on the negative and this topic is a very negative one, so I'd like to finish this nasty business on a positive note, by highlighting some folks that I think are worth reading for LADS content, so shoutouts and signal boosts to the following writers:

@nanamiscocksleeve

@starmocha

@reilemon

[unluckywisher]

Helllleleoo

I’m here to promote a yandere sylus series that deserves to be read by everyone 🗣️

It’s 🥁🥁🥁🥁

His Watchful Eye by dollgxtz 😻😻

Ignore if you already know this lol

Omg hiii! Here's the link to it <3

No, I haven't read it, honestly I haven't read any fanfics in so long, I struggle to find the energy 😭, but thank you for recommending it! Yan!Sylus is def up my alley, even if I never end up actually reading it, at least now I'm aware of it :D

[biggest-geo-oogami-enjoyer]

don't know if you know this but umi dollgxtz has been caught plagiarizing her entire series from another writer https://www.tumblr.com/manikas-whims/769576129145257984/more-evidence-on-the-situation-with-dollgxtz?source=share

What the fuck.

That’s sad. That’s just pitifully sad.

Thank you for sending me this, random stranger.

[lavlynyan]

Fav Music Tag Game

Tagged by @starmocha, thank you! (❁´◡`❁)

tag game: share 5 of your favorite songs & tag 10 people 🎵

Die With a Smile - Bruno Mars & Lady Gaga

Heaven and Back - Chase Atlantic

His Car Isn't Yours - Wendy

Paranoia - Heartsteel

Ceilings - Lizzy McAlpine

tagging @augmentins @pomegranatepip @deusfoundry @dollgxtz @spicedmilktea and anyone who sees this! (✿◡‿◡)

[babygirl-panda19]

I prefer to stay out of drama and controversies but the previous anon’s ask isn’t completely true. Doll unfortunately has in fact plagiarized which is unacceptable. It was not her whole series though. She made a post in response to this situation to address everything and give a public apology. I won’t go into full detail, but for a brief summary, only the first chapter of the series was plagiarized along with two now deleted one shots. She admitted to and takes accountability for her actions, and she has reached out and made amends to the writers involved. She said she will re-write the first chapter of her series so it will be her own writing. We will see if that does happen and if she learns from her mistakes. I will mention the proof Manikas provided ended up being true but they also might have some resentment towards doll.

I don’t completely agree how this was handled, but everyone is free to think what they want. I’m not sending this to try and persuade anyone, just to prevent misinformation which only makes problems worse. Anyone who is interested enough and wants both sides to the story can feel free to read doll’s post: https://www.tumblr.com/dollgxtz/769843797117059072/my-first-and-only-statement-on-all-the-accusations

Thank you for letting me know anon I did not know this and will do my own research.

Also thank you for informing me in a positive and productive way. let us all remember to be kind to one another.

[gigabyte-flare]

Last post about the plagiarism situation.

The moral of this story is, if you're reading something and your gut is telling you something is off, go check. The worst that will happen is that you're wrong.

I read the first chapter of His Watchful Eye by dollgxtz and got that gut feeling and I absolutely regret not checking. I sincerely apologize for platforming a plagiarist by rebloging their work. It absolutely WILL NOT happen again.

[dollgxtz]

꒰ঌ Hello! ໒꒱

꒰ ♡ ꒱ on this post u will find every story i've ever written for this blog! enjoy :3

꒰ ♡ ꒱ i currently only write for love and deepspace, although i may branch out sometime in the future!

꒰ঌ Navigation ໒꒱

♡ rules | ♡ masterlist | ♡ ao3 | ♡ ask

꒰ঌ Love and Deepspace ໒꒱

Sylus

꒰ ♡ ꒱ Sleepy Crow - (smut, somno) 1.8k words

꒰ ♡ ꒱ Kindred Spirits - (smut, rough sex) 5.1k words

꒰ ♡ ꒱ The Best Cure - (daddy!sylus, smut, ddlg, fluff) 2.6k words

꒰ ♡ ꒱ His Watchful Eye - (yandere!sylus, ongoing series, smut, breeding, noncon) 200k+ words

(Continue reading- Pt.2 Pt.3 Pt.4 Pt.5 Pt.6 Pt.7 Pt.8 Pt.9 Pt.10 Pt.11 Pt.12 Pt.13 Pt.14

Zayne

꒰ ♡ ꒱ Roleplay with Zayne... - (sfw, funny) 446 words

Rafayel

꒰ ♡ ꒱ Coming soon (u may also request fics of him in my asks!)

Xavier

꒰ ♡ ꒱ Coming soon (u may also request fics of him in my asks!)

꒰ঌ Et Cetera ໒꒱

© dollgxtz 2024.

꒰ ♡ ꒱ this is my only account! I will not repost my works to other accounts other than my tumblr and ao3 under the name @dollgxtz. if u see my work elsewhere please let me know!

꒰ ♡ ꒱ i do not permit translations or reposts of my work on tumblr, ao3, or other sites unless given permission (aka pls ask me first for translations.)

[manikas-whims]

“i could care less if she's copying whoever”

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Imagine being so disgusting and supporting a literal thief. Imagine defending a stolen premise and straight up copied paragraphs over moral values.

BOTH THE AUTHORS (@/explorevenus and zombie ), WHOSE WORKS GOT STOLEN ARE GENUINELY HURT!

I don't know when fandom spaces became so rife with rude, insensitive and disrespectful people. But please fuck off from my blog if you are fine with plagiarism 🤬 and with @dollgxtz’s actions.

i didn't know LADS had such insensitive people in the fandom.

[mavphorias]

Hey I saw your reblog on dollgxtz post and I found the proof down here. I just wanted to show you since I was also a reader of her blog. Disappointing that she did all that but death threats is too far. 🙁

https://www.tumblr.com/manikas-whims/769576129145257984/more-evidence-on-the-situation-with-dollgxtz?source=share

I said she should have apologised but also the author her self is so childish 😒 she started all this because doll said she want to broke xavier another leg and some shit like that I think she said it as a hint for the next chapters also saying that hwe is ai is so fucking childish and bitch behaviour it is obvious that she is mad doll has other fanfic that got attention for sylus so I honestly don't care I am not the author mom to tell her to go and apologise she was embarrassed properly that is why she deleted them without apologising and she was afraid to lose her popularity so whatever you say you are all know fighting over deleted fanfics and instead of sending dogs to send some death threats she should have confront her in messages and threatening her with showing how she copied the author (I am talking about doll) but that xavier author start talking shit over some silly comments about some pixels characters and obviously she sounded like a jealous bitch and I am not sorry

[angelsrcute]

I loved your yan!sylus headcanon it reminded me of “His Watchful Eye” on here by @dollgxtz!! I think you might like it if you hadn’t read it it’s a yandere!Sylus story

THAT FIC IS SO DELICIOUSSSS!! I read part 1, now I'm gonna read the second part. (*≧∀≦)

[xmiisuki]

@dollgxtz Doll dear PLEASE DO THIS!!! Such an inspiration to use Sylus's horns!!!🙏🏻😂

man with horns >>>>>>

[lavcia]

Do you know that dollgxtz plagiarized her works? Go to manikas-whims for evidence

No i didn't!! Thank you so much for telling me