#doing the collage application essay rn for r&w
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i actually really enjoy writing for school
#🌙.rambles#doing the collage application essay rn for r&w#due in 1.5 hours uhh i just started a bit ago so i haven't actually written anything in the essay itself#but i have notes n i have a draft in my head of how i visualize it#i helped apollo a bit w theirs as well :>#i loveeee academic writing like this#;w;; i wna help others w their school writing#i wna tell my irls that but hmmm#sobs i'm a bit tired of giving one irl help bcs she doesn't return it#idm i don't expect anything from her n i love to help anyways but it gets tiring at times i think#🫠 i would really love to relate our answers in subjects like perdev#n philo. i want to know our values. not sharing answers for our assignments tho just yk sharing after we've already submitted#or i cld help them a bit with analyzing themselves#my close friends aren't really those kind of ppl tho 🥹 i have apollo to talk to at least thankfully#i wldn't mind i value everyone's individuality but it gets tiring when i feel alone yk?#but it's easier for me to relate this through voice rather than text but#i'm shit at initiating vcs even more so than dms or wtvr#like oh man pls believe me when i say i enjoy talking to ppl. i really do. but i srs get anxious with initiating n i'm trying to fix that#i don't think i've properly called with anyone other than apollo for nearly two months now ?#qwq hmmm i'll continue writing soon but i just need to write this off my mind#i really value authenticity. i'm an open and honest person at my core#i tend to hesitate though at times. i'm not really one to initiate but i'm definitely actively listening n formulating subjective n#objective opinions on it. formulated based on the kind of person i know you to be as well as yeah in general judging it as a whole#sobs i wish though that my friends were more openly insightful. i love listening to others and sharing/relating our own opinions n thoughts#but i'm not one to initiate. if one were to ask directly and read me well then i would definitely open up#ngl i'm not used to being read by others bcs i'm usually the one sharing my perceptions on others in order to give advice#aaah i shld really continue writing but i really do love helping others so please don't hesitate to reach out to me#i probably seem really sad on tumblr but i actually generally manage pretty well. i guess this is just#one of the only places i can allow muself to be more vulnerable about my weaknesses to other ppl bcs it isn't direct. i'm just dumping it#i know the kind of person i am n what i cld be. recent months tho i think i've been struggling tho in a way that hmm
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