#doing cosplay stuff is exhausting and frustrating and scary

[rockmonopoly]

I just wish doing things I know I used to like still made me happy

[scarefox]

15 people, 15 questions

got tagged by @mygwenchan and @veertjed

1) Are you named after anyone?

nope

2) When was the last time you cried?

call me weird, but when I watched that korean new year drone show. I don't know why my brain is wired like that. I can watch the saddest story unfold and just get a bit of wet eyes at max. But when I see some emotional, epic, pretty art stuff that connects / gets seen by many people at once. kinda overwhelming

3) Do you have kids?

nope, don't want any. I rather have pets :P

4) What sports do you play/have you played?

Pole Acrobatics (aka pole dance focused on strength and flexibility... no dancing in my class unfortunately :( )

5) Do you use sarcasm?

yea often

6) What's the first thing you notice about people?

Face and vibe?

7) What's your eye color?

greyblueish

8) Scary movies or happy endings?

Both are fine. But i hate jump scares.

9) Any talents?

I can draw when I am not exhausted 24/7

10) Where were you born?

Saxony in Germany :/ one of the most frustrating places in Germany atm

11) What are your hobbies?

atm watching asian dramas and listening to music. In better brain times it would also be playing video games and doing anything creative like: drawing, video editing, photography, graphic design, storytelling. I even cosplayed for a few years.

12) Do you have any pets?

at the moment 2 rabbits and 2 dwarf clawed frogs

13) How tall are you?

170cm

14) What was your favorite subject in school?

art, biology and ethics. in uni surprisingly I liked media law and media ethics a lot but mainly because the prof is a RL lawyer which made it more interesting

15) What is your dream job?

Originally it was graphics design (which I studied for years) but somehow that only ends in marketing and advertisement here (which I learned to hate). I would love to go into the creation of entertainment (film, games, books, comics, etc) or education material. Which I got some small jobs in the past and atm. But am not there yet where i wished to be. But summed up I just want a job that makes sense and doesn't kill me physical or mentally.

alright tagging time, if you want to~ (I don't know who did it already)

@bobafvcks @braceletofteeth @justsomebonnie @vegasandhishedgehog @blmpff @dummerjan