#doesnt help that i just look so... basic transmasc ??? lanky white nonbinary with short dark hair and glasses.

[sweet-milky-tea705]

Does anyone else feel like. Fake trans because of internalized misogyny. Like. "Youre just a stupid idiot girl who just likes gay men so much youre pretending to be one. I hate women" which doesnt make sense bc im neither a gay man nor a girl. Nor a misogynist i hope. OR "youre just a girl who felt so ugly the only thing she could do is give up and look like a dude" which :/ rude and also not how it works ?? I also feel fake trans because i dont have a lot of strong feelings about it ?? Other than "yo thats not my name anymore/dont call me [feminine term]" idk. I dont get dysphoric much at all. Idk im definitely sure im agender though. And DEFINITELY sure im queer. I think internalized misogyny really does make me feel like im not allowed to respect myself though.