#doesnt have any time left even tho he's dying since i was like idk 10 and i should be used to the thought of him being dead craved it even
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Trying to be vulnerable sucks, like how one does it if it's not after 10 pm in your best friend car in the lidl's parking lot?
#i am having trouble reaching out to my friends for comfort rn#bc i need comfort rn very much please#but actively being like: hey so you know how i have been lying for at lesst four months now that i'm fine because i'm really not fine and#at this point i regret not offing myself at 18 and i havent had a day where i didnt cry so hard my eyes didn hurt for at least 3 months now#and i barely gwt out of bed and i cant find a job and i dont know what to do with myself or where to place myself and im tired and ive been#fighting with at least one lf my oarents every day since like i was born and ny dad is dying and this time i really think he actually#doesnt have any time left even tho he's dying since i was like idk 10 and i should be used to the thought of him being dead craved it even#sometimes becasue god do i hate his abusive alcholic ass on so many days bit hes my dad and he cares and there good days where hes kind and#i love him but he's dying and i think its for real this time there is so little kf actually him left and im not ready#and im really falling apart at the seems and i cant do anything becasuse im jst a overgrown child and i started having troubles with eating#or maybe i simply always had thwm and only now im noticing#ya know?#seems like maybe a lil too much to spring on someone?#personal ig
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the masks of majora’s mask ranking that no one asked for
i have many Thoughts about majora’s mask, it’s my favorite piece of media ever and honestly i could go on for ages talking about it, but today i wanna just talk about the masks of the game because i am very passionate about masks
im sorting this list by type of mask. there are only two types of masks to obtain, transformation and collectible, this is just to help me keep track of everything
transformation masks
the Deku mask. ngl deku link is super cute and he may not be the most powerful or fastest but he sure did spin his way into my heart. 7/10
the Goron mask. among other mm fans this seems to be the most popular of the transformation masks due to the incredible speed in which its possible to travel and raw strength with fighting. i personally am not the biggest fan of hand to hand combat using this mask but i sure do love to roll around at supersonic speeds. also this is the mask used for my favorite boss in the game, goht, and is also involved with goron racing which is also fun. speeding is very fun, shame that it only works when my magic meter is full. 8/10
the Zora mask. sorry i couldnt find a bigger png for it first of all but anyway this mask is the one that messes me up the most. you help a dying zora say his final words, then he kicks the bucket and leaves behind a mask which then lets you turn into a zora like what the actual fuck. gameplay wise this mask is my favorite, swimming is actually fun and it is my ideal hand to hand fighter, which is to say fast. 10/10
the Fierce Deity mask. okay. there is a lot to unpack with this one. whereas the other transformation masks are gained as part of the main quest, the fierce deity is only obtainable if you have collected all the other masks in the game. not much is known abt it but boy is it op as hell. like you can literally take out the final boss in like two minutes using this bad boy. the first time i played mm i tried to get the fierce deity mask but then promised myself i wouldnt use it for the final boss, but suddenly i had lost all my fairies and healing potions and i had half a heart left. i said “fuck it, mask time” and with the power of god and anime on my side i beat majora and saved termina without taking another hit. 100/10
collectible masks
Great Fairy’s mask. i thought the actual great fairies were creepy, but then i saw link wearing this mask and i havent been the same since. i have gotten quite a bit of use out of it since i like to collect all the fairies in the dungeons and this mask is required to lure some of them in, so i have to give it points for that. but honestly if it had no other valuable use i wouldnt touch it with a 10 foot pole. 5/10
Kamaro’s mask. OKAY this mask is really weird but also very funny and i think about it a lot. this mask is obtained from a dead dancer named Kamaro and using the mask link can do that same dance and with this ability he can earn a heart piece by teaching another pair of dancers this dance. the fact that its not even a real mask really kills me. theres that fleshy colored bit on the bottom that covers up the whole face and then the face of Kamaro is just sitting on top like a hat and its unreal. 7/10
Bremen mask. now THIS mask, this one is special to me. you see, i was in marching band in high school and i also played mm for the first time around my senior year. this mask allows link to play a little song on his ocarina and march around! its so BIZARRE and i love it. also this mask is needed to obtain my actual favorite mask from the game. 10/10
Bomb mask. makes link’s face explode but its okay because this is a video game and characters can survive shit like wearing a literal bomb on their face. 20/10
Bunny hood. THIS. THIS IS MY FAVORITE MASK. its not technically a mask actually but ignore that the point is that this mask is adorable, useful, and obtaining it makes me smile each time. to get this mask you have to start a marching band with baby cuccos using the bremen mask as i mentioned earlier. this mask is special because it boosts link’s movement speed significantly. its absolutely my most worn mask just because of the whole moving fast factor. all around a very solid and good design 10000/10
Kafei’s mask. okay yes, it is creepy. its very weird. really you only need to wear it once but it is the catalyst of the biggest quest in the game that spans all three days and its also in my opinion the best zelda sidequest ever. so points to this mask for starting an iconic quest, but for the love of god stop staring at me with those empty eyes. 3/10
Keaton mask. obtained during the kafei quest. this mask is used to communicate with nine tailed fox-like creatures called keatons, and if link answers their riddles right he can gain a piece of heart. this is basically just a one use mask that really doesnt do any good in the long run. 4/10
Postman’s hat. turns link into a mailman. 10/10
Mask of Truth. dont even talk to me if this isnt what your third eye looks like. this mask is used to communicate with animals and talk to gossip stones. i wouldnt say this mask is really necessary as it is an optional item to use for a heart piece to collect but said heart piece can also be collected without it, tho it is significantly harder. 5/10
Mask of Scents. hehe piggy. 10/10
Don Gero’s mask. remember that mask that turned you into a marching band kid? This turns you into the drum major. well, not really, but it is used to direct a choir made up entirely of frogs. basically the ideal mask. 10/10
Romani’s mask. allows link to enter bars despite being underage. i do not support underage drinking at all, especially when the underage person in question is like 10. -20/10
Garo’s mask. the first picture there is the mask as seen in the original n64 game and the second is the redesign from the 3ds remake. why did they make such a drastic change? beats me. the mask itself allows link to talk to invisible ninjas and is involved heavily with ikana valley. ikana is a weird and complicated location, and the abilities of this mask truly help build the atmosphere of the area and game in general. 8/10
Captain’s hat. tricks skeletons into thinking that link is their leader. idk how that even works since its not even a transformation mask. idk maybe the skeletons are just stupid. also one of two masks that cause redeads to dance rather than scream at you so thats a plus. 7/10
Stone mask. this mask is so weird, it turns link invisible to almost all characters. its very useful for infiltrating the gerudo fortress and for the quest to earn a certain other mask, but is also not required. it is very funny looking though. i do prefer to use it over doing actual stealth since im lazy so this mask is actually useful for my particular tastes. 8/10
Troupe Leader’s mask. okay THIS MASK. THIS MASK IS THE REASON WHY I WANTED TO MAKE THIS LIST IN THE FIRST PLACE. this mask is literally pointless. the mask itself cries and can stop bandits from attacking you in a certain side quest, however doing that side quest is pointless at that point since that side quest is literally how this mask is obtained. its pointless and stupid. in the 3ds remake it can be used to get an empty bottle but the fact that it literally was completely unusable and pointless in the original game just goes to show how much of a waste of space this mask is. -100/10
All-Night mask. this mask is terrifying and keeps me from falling asleep. incidentally, thats its actual ability. according to some text in the game this mask was used as a torture device at one point which is uhhhhhh. hm. yeah. the actual use for it in the game is literally a thing to keep link from falling asleep out of boredom. what an absolute nightmare of a mask. 1/10
Gibdo mask. makes gibdo (aka mummies) think link is one of them which is useful for not dying to one but boy is it terrifying. the second of two masks that make redeads dance instead of scream at you. 3/10
Couple’s mask. this mask is the product of the entire kafei and anju quest. it doesnt look like much and is only useful for one moment in game to obtain a piece of heart but its true value lies in the journey travelled to collect it. this mask was born as a representation of the love between the characters kafei and anju, and that whole quest is beautiful and heart wrenching and this mask brings it to a satisfying close. infinity/10
Giant’s mask. doesnt even look like the actual giants in the game. 0/10
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No One Will Probably Read This.
tagged by: @ediblesuga
rules: answer these 92 statements and tag 10 people ! if there are questions that are too personal or you don’t want to answer, skip them or make a new on
THE LAST (1-5):
drink: Water because I have nothing else in my fridge
phone call: I never call anyone
text: My dad to say happy birthday
song you listened to: July by Kris Wu (Because Ipraise that song, Idk why. But hey, it’s my fave Wu Yifan)
time you cried: I teared up watching Sirius die on Harry Potter, because who doesnt?, but actually cried 3 nights ago, I think?
HAVE YOU (6-11):
dated someone twice: Nope
kissed someone and regretted it: Nope
been cheated on: nope
lost someone special: Yeah
been depressed: I’ve got depression so mhm
gotten drunk and thrown up: I dont drink
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS (12-14):
Black
Purple
Red
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU (15-21):
made new friends: Not in a long time, I’m seriously boring and never talk to anyone
fallen out of love: I’d actually have to lke someone first so, nope
laughed until you cried: Yes, because sometimes I’ll randomly start laughing and end up on the floor in tears.
found out someone was talking about you: Some of my old friends are gossipers so ya.
met someone who changed you: I’d have to actually get out of my house to meet someone.
found out who your friends are: akmrgiki Some of them, because most of my friends bond over our depression and help each other, so if we have problems with something, we confront each other about it.
kissed someone on your facebook list: Nope
GENERAL (22-34):
how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: There are like two guys I’m friends with but never talked too, but they’re only a year older than me, so those are like the only two.
do you have any pets: I’ve got 3 dogs, but my grandmother has 6 dogs and 1 cat and I help take care of them, so I call them my own
do you want to change your name: Yes, I dislike my first name
what did you do for your last birthday: I saw Johnnie Guilbert live and got clothes from Hot Topic
what time did you wake up: 11:13? Because my insomnia keeps me up all night and I get barely any sleep
what were you doing at midnight last night: Watching The Seven Deadly Sins on Netflix and reading Harry Potter one-shots
name something you can’t wait for: Christmas Break because I start school in 1 week :,)
when was the last time you saw your mom: Yesterday
what’s one thing you wish you could change in your life: I’d get rid of my mental issues
what are you listening to right now: Bomb by Ravi because it’s bomb
have you ever talked to a person named tom: Don’t think so
most visited website: Wattpad, Tumblr, Spotify and Youtube
LOST QUESTIONS (35-64):
moles: Istg, I have some on my neck, chest, back, one on my calf, one on my eyelid, and some on my arms. I have so many.
marks: I’ve got a birthmark under my arm, scar on my chin, scar on my ankle, and scars on my arms
hair color: Dark brown
long hair or short: Long, but I should be getting it trimmed soon
do you have a crush on someone: There would have to be someone I’d find attractive and personality attractive thats not from K-Pop
what do you like about yourself: Honestly, can’t think of anything
piercings: My ears used to be pierced but I hated earrings as a child, so now they are closed. I want a nose piercing.
blood type: I dont know
nickname: Pay Pay, Favorite Child from one of my friends. and Tall One from my short bestfriend
relationship status: Painfully single
zodiac: Capricorn
pronouns: she/her
favorite tv show: Supernatural or Greys Anatomy because I’ve watched like each season twice
tattoos: No but I’d really like one or a few
right or left hand: Right
surgery: Tonsels taken out, if that counts??
hair dyed in a different color:I’ve died parts of my hair purple, but that never came out, so when I died it red, it looked like pink and purple cotton candy, still does. I plan on dying it blue and purple soon
sport: I used to play softball
vacation: I’ve got another 7 days of Summer vacation before I go back to my own personal heel hole called school
pair of trainers: I hate tennis shoes, but I’ve got Converses and AirWalkers, which is like an older pair of Converses?
MORE GENERAL (57-73):
eating: I’ve got Salt n Vinegar chips, sour sweetarts, and a can of almonds I’ve been snacking on.
drinking: Nothing because I finished my water bottle
i’m about to: start writing a draft I’ve been working on, or maybe something new, or work on one of my old works on Wattpad
waiting for: My mom to get back from where she’s living, because I might get to move in with her soon and switch to online school
want: to meet all my K-pop idols and actually write something worth reading.
get married: I want too when I’m older
career: I want to be a doctor, maybe a therapist, so I could help other people, and be like a fictional writer on the side.
WHICH IS BETTER (65-73):
hugs or kisses: Both because they can xpress how you feel about someone
lips or eyes: Eyes
shorter or taller: I’m like 5′3″ and I’ve always dreamt of hugging a guy who was taller than me.
older or younger: Older because I’m already a mother hen, and that’d make me want to coddle them more?
nice arms or nice stomach: Both
sensitive or loud: I’m really sensitive, but I can be really loud around my friends when I’m excited, so both
hook up or relationship: Relationship because I’ve got too many feels
troublemaker or hesitant: I’m really hesitant becaue I always overthink, but I tend to find troublemakers hot
HAVE YOU EVER (74-83):
kissed a stranger: Never
drank hard liquor: Never
lost glasses/contact lenses: I always lose my glasses, but I recently accidentally broke me
turned someone down: Yes, I turned this one guy down 7 times then he asked me if I could ask one of my friends out, so like wtf?
sex in the first date: Never have
broken someone’s heart: Probably on of my old best friends, but she was like a total bitch to me and hurt me a lot?
had your heart broken: Not that I can think of
been arrested: I stay in my house way too much to go out
fallen for a friend: Yes,me and him were best friends but now we never talk
DO YOU BELIEVE IN (84-89):
yourself: Haha, no
miracles: Sometimes?
love at first sight: Honestly. not really.
santa claus: Havent since I was like 6
kiss on the first date: Sure
angels: I believe in K-Pop, so yes.
OTHER (90-92):
favorite thing to do when you’re bored: Rea/write and listen to music or spend time with my little brother
do you wear socks to sleep: Nope, even tho I’m constantly cold in a hot state
favorite movies: Harry Potter, I can even dialogue it.
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okay christ i got tagged in htis massive tag game by @mothable but i love a good ol challenge lets do this buckfucks
RULES: ANSWER THESE 88, THEN TAG SOME PEOPLE
BASICS:
a. NAME AND PRONOUNS: Rae, she/her
b. AGE (and birthday!): 13, Aug 28th :3c im a fucking fetus ny’all
c. SEXUALITY: am i bi? am i lesbian? am i just craving existential death 24/7? i dont fucking know a thing my guy
d. GENDER: cis female hooooh
e. COUNTRY: AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE OI OI OI
f. FAVORITE AESTHETIC: pastel colours and really nice fashion i guess..??? (also smoking is kind of aesthetic eyes emoji eyes emoji)
TRIGGERS/MENTAL ILLNESSES: i’m not actually sure :x
THE LAST:
1. DRINK: salt water hah normal water is for the WEAK (dont drink salt water please im begging y
2. PHONE CALL: my brother asking what kind of pizza i wanted
3. TEXT MESSAGE: “:3c” im such a fufcking furry...fuckck,,,,
4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Daydream warriors by Aquors listen nyall im reconnecting with my hidden buried weebass side of me okay im crying
5. THE TIME YOU CRIED: i dont actually remember? probably like last year unless you count me having tears from laughing too hard as cryng then thats yesterday during the meme aka now called lightning mcqueen server
HAVE YOU:
6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: nahh
7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: dont think ive ever kissed someone thats not my family before im #Pure
8. BEEN CHEATED ON: nope lmao
9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: my grandfather i guess? but he died when i was really young so at that time i didnt really undersyand the feeling of loss and mourn so ksdjfk but we had some goodass memories together
10. BEEN DEPRESSED: they ask you how you are and you just have to say that you’re fine when you’re not really fine but you just cant get into it because they would never understa
11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: im severely underaged please
TOP 3 FAVORITE COLORS
12. red
13. yellow
14. either black or lavendar,,
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yis
16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: ya,,
17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: okay im known as the most giggly person in class i laugh so easily that i easily have tears over everything
18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: nahh dont think i wanna know if its like in a bad way :x
19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: aw y e s
20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: ya :,) (Thanks em, lily, mae and imogen for making this year truly greater than last year and for being the best friends i could ever ask for)
21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: facebook is dead to me
GENERAL
22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: serious facebook is dead to me i roasted above the flames of negligence (also because i have like two facebook accounts one using my pesonal email and the other using my more general email , the one using my more general email keeps recommending to me my OWN personal account and its personally so hilarious)
23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: a cat called lucky! (i love him even though im p sure he hates me)
24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: i guess my irl name uhhh im 50-50 with it? but granted on the internet i waaay prefer using the name Rae over my irl one because its short and simple and nice-
25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOU LAST BIRTHDAY: just want to a chinese resturant with my fam and my uncle because we’re simple that way and like. back then i didnt had that much friends so uh l m a o (but vidhi gave me a nerf gun so that was Really Cool and i love her)
26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY: 9 oclocK BECAUSE A HOUSING AGENT WAS COMING OVER (but then i fell back to sleep and woke up at 12 so lmao)
27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: watching a video on why ‘anime art isnt technically allowed in art school’ because i was just curious and then drawing
28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: VOLTRON LEGENDARY FUCKNG DEFENDERS SEASON 3 SHIT BABES IM REA LLY FUCKING PREPARED AND NEAR END OF MONTH AVCON BECAUSE EYES EMOJI
29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: an hour ago lmao shes like just outside my room
30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: sighs my shyness and social anxiety and awkwardness (all three of those are counted in a pack right? the pack of “socially inept” people)
31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: daydream warriors... by aquors..... (listen im RECONNECTING with my weeb side like said above im actually weeping)
32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: uh idk mate
33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: i havent brushed my teeth yet but im lazy to move my legs lmao
LOST QUESTIONS
34. MOLE(S): um quite a lot like a few small ones on my arm and like one on my face below my right eye and theres one underneath my boob i think lmao tmi and the rest i cant be bothered to find
35. MARK(S): a kind of burnt scar mark on my left shoulder from like 6/7 years ago when i got too close to someone smoking and their cigarette burnt me oh and a scar on my knee from the time i fell off my bike while playing bike catching in the neighbourhood with a couple of other friends like 4 years ago?
36. CHILDHOOD DREAM: vet (now im eh about that tho im probably just going to pursue some art career)
37. HAIR COLOR: brown eyy
38. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: long
39. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: yeah. hopefully its dying down now especially since the person is straight (its hard when she sits next to you in class and you guys are sort of friends now and u somehow feel really satisfied when you make her laugh :,) shit )
40. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: im generally kind with people regardless of whether or not i dont like them or i dont know them well or i know them i guess? (at least in my group of friends im probably the most willing to socialise with others) and uhhhh i guess i can make people laugh? im a huge fucking loser meme nyall
41. PIERCINGS: none and personally dont really want to
42. BLOODTYPE: shit i think it was either a B or an O i cant remember (i think its B tho)
43. NICKNAME(S): maggie, migi, bela, bob, bobbo
44. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single pringle
45. ZODIAC: virgo
46. PRONOUNS: she/her (lmao yay for repeated question)
47. FAVORITE TV SHOW: fuckngin,,, voltron,,, (probably going to stay my favourite for a long while tho)
48. TATTOOS: none atm (unless you count waterbase tattos then yes stick all the water based tattos on me) but like when im Much Older maybe? just a really small tattoo tho not anything big that covers an entire limb
49. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: right
50. SURGERY: had a surgery on my foot forgot which side when i was in kindergarten because the skin was *censored for tmi* and yah stitching up your skin fucking hurt babes
51. HAIR DYED A DIFFERENT COLOR: nahhh i dont think id dye my hair tho who knows
52. SPORT: im probably going to retake up basketball again eyes emoji eyes emoji
53. VACATION: ooMMF nothing planned so far
54. PAIR OF TRAINERS: like uhhh what kind of sneakers?? just normal canvas sneakers i guess????? im, what.
MORE GENERAL
55. EATING: OXYGEn
56. DRINKING: IN OXYGEN
57. I’M ABOUT TO: complete this fucking 88 questions then chat on discord and scroll tumblr and tell myself “hey finish up your art!” but then 5 hours later im still scrolling tumblr. oh and im watching wonder woman later so :3c
58. WAITING FOR: nothing atm i guess?
59. WANT: my family’s financial situation to be solved and so that money isnt going to be a huge bother anymore...
60. GET MARRIED: sounds nice but probably only marriage idk the idea of kids doesnt really sound v appealing atm
61. CAREER: artist! (i wanna either work in a game development team or an animation studio eyes emoji )
62. HUGS OR KISSES: HUGS
63. LIPS OR EYES: lips erally nice to draw really nice to look at
64. SHORTER OR TALLER: buhhh im short so i guess taller would be nice (tall people have such nice legs too im frankly a little jealous)
65. OLDER OR YOUNGER: what is this in regards to
66. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: arms so that dO YOU SEE THESE GUNS
67. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: shrug emoji idk man
68. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship
69. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: troublemaker pardnyars in crime amirite
HAVE YOUR EVER:
70. KISSED A STRANGER: no
71. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: nope
72. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: yeah p sure i had to go through a whole day of school half blind once without my glasses
73. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: nah..
74. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: nO IM 1 3
75. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: dont think so?
76. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: nah babes
77. BEEN ARRESTED: nah
78. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: somehow when someone dies i decide to laugh instead of breaking down in tears i guess laugh away the pain?
79. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: ...shit its a bad idea babes dont do it
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
80. YOURSELF: shrug emoji
81. MIRACLES: sometimes? sometimes no?
82. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: even bigger shrug emoji
83. SANTA CLAUS: nah lmao listen i caught my father and mother wheeling in bicycles for my sister and i when i was like what 8? usually i just played along because hey i was a child
84. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: ehh depends i guess
85. ANGELS: not really lmao
OTHER
86. CURRENT BEST FRIENDS NAME(S): Emily, Mae Shuen and Lily
87. EYECOLOR: dark brown?
88. FAVORITE MOVIE: this changes all the time
only tagging uhhh @pluminkdot (KASJD I FORGOT IF YOU HAD A MAIN REBLOG ACC IM SORRY RACH), @jaspereffect , @blabrabs / @spaceboomerang (it isnt letting me tag ur main boomers skldfjksd) and uh im too lazy for the rest
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Ask meme: all
i was told to do all from both posts so alright here we go with that first one
Do you prefer writing with black or blue pen?
black
Would you prefer to live in the country or the city?
ive only ever lived in city places and i cant stand bugs so i guess city bc im a City Boi
If you could learn a new skill, what would it be?
uh i really wanna know how to skateboard. so id learn skateboarding or how to be able to skateboard bc my feet are really shitty and idk if i can skate with them
Do you drink your tea or coffee with sugar?
i hate coffee and im picky about my hot teas. it has to be pretty sweet so yes sugar
What was your favourite book as a child?
hmm i really loved the magic treehouse series
Do you prefer baths or showers?
showers because baths feel inefficient in a way. idk. should probs treat myself take more baths tho
If you could be a mythical creature, which would you choose?
oooo id probably be a werewolf or Cerberus. since werewolves are generic and Cerberus is like a single entity, leaning more towards werewolf
Do you prefer reading paper or electronic books?
paper. electronic books fuck with my eyes more
What is your favourite item of clothing?
my binder uh my space jam t-shirt
Do you like your name? Would you ever change it?
uh Dennis is an ok name. i dont really like where it came from, but i like when my friends call me Denny and idk its cute and i dont wanna change my name and lose that. im going to legally change my name eventually, but im still figuring out what im going to change it to. Something Dennis Something
Who is a mentor to you?
i dont view anyone as a mentor. at least consciously. idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Would you ever want to be famous? If so, what for?
like being famous would mean id have money so im soo down for that. but never being left alone, never havign truly private moments, being constantly critiqued, etc would wear down my mental state really fuckin quickly. but yes, for the money. id wanna be famous for something dog or animal related and/or just being a really nice/loving person
Are you a restless sleeper?
uh sometimes. it depends a lot. my sleeping has gotten better but i wouldnt say its the best sleep
Do you consider yourself a romantic?
uh i dont really think so. im still sorting out what shit is stuff i like and what is stuff i think i feel obligated to like. but yeah bein grey aro is v v interesting
Which element best represents you?
i guess water? bc it can be really calm and forgiving but it can also be really fuckin not chill
Who do you want to be closer to?
myself and other people. just in general other people. i close myself off a lot and im still learning to be open and i havent really experienced much closeness, both mentally and physically. like example: i dont wanna freak the fuck out if i accidentally sit too close to my friend and we touch. idk stuff like that
Do you miss someone at the moment?
i dont think so
Tell us about an early childhood memory.
when my grandpa was still alive and able to drive himself, he used to take me to denny’s every week. i got the same thing. a waffle and apple juice. we always talked but i cant remember about what. probably silly kids stuff lol
What is the strangest thing you have eaten?
im sort of a picky eater, so if it sounds strange i probably wont eat it. im pretty sure all the stuff ive eaten is p “normal”
What can you see outside your bedroom window?
i can see my university’s stadium, other apartments, a dumpster, a small tree or two, road, sidewalk
What are you most thankful for?
making it to where i am now. things might have been shitty and they might be shitty now, but i am thankful for the opportunities ive been given to be where i am now with who im with now
Do you like spicy food?
i love spicy food unless it makes my nose burn. its fine if its my mouth, but not my nose
Have you ever met someone famous?
maybe a race car driver or two (bc of my hometown) but other than that, no
Do you keep a diary or journal?
i used to. i need to take it up again. its really nice
Do you prefer to use pen or pencil?
pencil. i make too many mistakes for pens
What is your star sign?
capricorn
Do you like your cereal crunchy or soggy?
crunchy. and get tf outta here if you like soggy cereal man (jk you do you)
What would you want your legacy to be?
being a kind and loving person (also being funny but thats less important to me)
Do you like reading? What was the last thing you read?
i like reading even though i rarely read anymore. the last thing i read was probably the mystery book called like Night or One Night or something. it was p good
How do you show someone you love them?
i try to be there for them if they need me, do small things for them, buy them things when i get the money
Do you like ice in your drinks?
depends on the drink. milk? no. juice? yeee tea? hell yee water? yeah
What are you afraid of?
heights, the unknown, the future, spiders, people i love dying. theres more but i cant think of them rn
What is your favourite scent?
lavender or lilac. fuck me UP
Do you address older people by their first or last name?
growing up, i was told no matter what to not call people older than me by their first name, even if they were okay or told people to call them by their first name. i still kinda do that. im tryin not to tho bc if they wanna be called by their first name, i should respect that
If money was not a factor, how would you live your life?
oh SHIT man i would help so many people. i would let people stay at my place if they needed/wanted. i would donate all kinds of shit to all kinds of people. i would give my friends shit. i would save animals from shelters and live in a decent place that the animals would like and my friends could visit
Do you prefer swimming in pools or in the ocean?
the ocean beat me up so much - pools
What would you do if you found $50 on the ground?
spend it on my summer bills
Have you ever seen a shooting star? Did you make a wish?
i honestly dont remember if i have or not
What is one thing you would want to teach your children?
dont take people’s bullshit. love is important, but letting people treat you like shit isnt okay
If you had to have a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it?
i already have a tattoo, but if i were to get another one id wanna get a tree (maybe pine?) on the back of my calf
What can you hear right now?
my ac (couple min after answering this, i started listening to Dan Bull’s Dishonored rap on repeat)
Where do you feel the safest?
i could be gay and say “with my friends!!” but honestly, all my friends and i are queer, not cis, and one of them isnt white so im worried for their and my safety a lot (when together and separate) my apartment or my friends rooms are the best places i got but even then i dont feel 100% safe and comfortable. and idk i know a lot of people have more reason to feel unsafe so i guess comparatively, im pretty safe
What is one thing you want to overcome/conquer?
my (lack of) motivation
If you could travel back to any era, which would you choose?
uh the past was really shitty i dont wanna go back
What is your most used emoji?
the blue heart bc im gay as fuck
What is your favourite season? Why?
winter bc i love snow and i hate being hot and sweaty (and i get hot and sweaty p easily)
How would you spend your ideal day?
id have slept the previous night for 12 hours, id spend time with friends watching steven universe or brooklyn nine-nine, eat some really good pizza with green peppers, watch youtube, and at some point drink some chocolate milk and apple juice
Describe yourself using one word.
silly
What do you regret the most?
regret for me doesnt last long. when i look back, all that ive done has made me who i am. right after something happens ill get high fuckin levels of regret, but eventually they go away. currently my regret is singing loudly while doing the dishes bc my roommate and their dad walked in on me doing that and i didnt realize so idk how long they were there listening/watching me do that
Invent your own word. What does it mean?
uh oh boy im not creative. noop. means to not be a fan of something or to be in a bad mood.
ok second post time
1: How tall or short do you wish you were?
i wish i was like 5′8″ at least (currently 5′6″ and a bit)
2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not)
i really want a dog or a cat or both right now. i know i can choose things that arent real, but man i want a doggo or a kitty
3: Do you have a favorite clothing style?
i like the look skaters have lol i like more edgy clothes i guess? street wear. stuff like that
4: What was your favorite video game growing up?
i loved the scooby doo games i had growing up like holy shit. i had night of 100 frights and scooby do unmasked (both for xbox) man i miss those games
5: What three things/people do you think of most each day:
things: money, food, homeworkpeople: my friends
6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say?
WARNING: Quiet, anxious exterior hiding super gay interior
7: What is your opinion on [insert person/thing here]?
wasnt given a person ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic]
uh idk how accurate this is but i took a quiz and it told me melancholic
9: Are you ticklish?
sometimes. depends on who it is, where it is, how im feeling
10: Are you allergic to anything?
normal stuff and cats. cats make my eyes really itchy. still gonna get a cat one day tho
11: What’s your sexuality?
asexual/graysexual
12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa?
assuming its hot tea, cocoa
13: Are you a cat or dog person?
i wanna say im a both person, but thatd be lying. i do lean more towards dogs
14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson?
merperson
15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber?
i really like good mythical morning and cryaotic
16: How tall are you?
5′6″ and a bit
17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to?
Something Dennis Something (im still working on it lol)
18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]
i havent weighed myself in a while so i dont know exactly how much i weigh rn, but lets just say i weigh more than 200 lbs
19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits?
i dont know. thinking about it fucks with my mind
20: Do you like space or the ocean more?
space is scary as fuck, but the ocean is scarier imo. i like space better
21: Are you religious?
no
22: Pet peeves?
when my stuff gets out of the order i put it in is the only one i can think of rn
23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]?
nocturnal
24: Favorite constellation?
the dippers bc i have freckles that make a dipper :)
25: Favorite star?
dont have one :/
26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls?
sure
27: Any phobias or fears?
heights, unknown, spiders, death of people i love, becoming someone i hate
28: Do you think global warming is real?
yes
29: Do you believe in reincarnation?
idk. i think itd be interesting.
30: Favorite movie?
a big’s life and the fox and the hound are the only movies i can think of rn
31: Do you get scared easily?
i startle extremely easily. i also get scared/creeped out fairly easily. i still watch horror shit tho lol
32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime?
just two. my siberian huskies Wolfie and Dakota
33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.]
youre on anon ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
34: What is a color that calms you?
blues calm me bc theyre so pretty, theyre my fav, and psych shit lol
35: Where would you like to travel and/or live?
uh im not sure where i wanna travel, just that i wanna go somewhere else. i wanna live in a place that doesnt get too hot, but does have sunshine regularly so i dont get stuck in Depression Zone
36: Where were you born?
indianapolis, indiana
37: What is your eye color?
blue
38: Introvert or extrovert?
introvert
39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs?
idk if i believe, but i think theyre fun and i like reading horoscopes and reading zodiac shit
40: Hugs or kisses?
uh never been kissed so hugs
41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now?
im p good rn. my friend recently left my place. alone time is chill
42: Who is someone you love deeply?
my friends
43: Any piercings you want?
i want an industrial on my left ear
44: Do you like tattoos and piercings?
fuck yeah i do
45: Do you smoke or have you ever done so?
no and no
46: Talk about your crush, if you have one!
no crush lol
47: What is a sound you really hate?
the chair i have that is a rocking chair, when it balances on the back and i dont sit down slowly, itll slam against the ground. i hate that
48: A sound you really love?
baby animals. just in general. so cute
49: Can you do a backflip?
no
50: Can you do the splits?
no
51: Favorite actor and/or actress?
dont have one
52: Favorite movie?
this was #30
53: How are you feeling right now?
anxious as shit
54: What color would you like your hair to be right now?
blue or blond
55: When did you feel happiest?
with my friends, watching playthroughs on youtube, listening to my fav music
56: Something that calms you down?
lavender/lilac
57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]
the usual depression & anxiety, trichotillomania, and since trich is seen as some form of OCD, maybe i have some OCD too? who knows, i dont
58: What does your URL mean?
my friend tagged me in a post and was like “new life motto” i was like “agree” and made the phrase from the post my url
59: What three words describe you the most?
silly, gay, reserved
60: Do you believe in evolution?
yes
61: What makes you unfollow a blog?
aphobia, antisemitism, shit like that
62: What makes you follow a blog?
dogs, relatable content, i think the person is cute, pretty content. extra follow if they have multiple of these
63: Favorite kind of person:
kind but takes no shit. is not shitty
64: Favorite animal(s):
dOgS, cats, sloths, seals, manatees, snakes, uhh and the rest of the animal kingdom
65: Name three of your favorite blogs.
handsomedogs, all the ace/aro positivity blogs, all the nonbinary positivity blogs
66: Favorite emoticon:
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
67: Favorite meme:
fUCK this is hard…. i guess the new positivity memes. where it took something super negative and made it cute and :)
68: What is your MBTI personality type?
INFP-T
69: What is your star sign?
capricorn
70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog?
no
71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most?
black jeans, grey vans, black socks, space jam shirt (or my black & white vans shirt), my (black and white) staff hat, and my black and white bracelet
72: Post a selfie or two?
73: Do you have platform shoes?
no
74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself?
im simultaneously really fucking loud and also super fucking reserved and shy
75: Can you do a front flip?
no
76: Do you like birds?
yes
77: Do you like to swim?
uh yes and no. i always hated swimming in swim suits and i dont have trunks that fit me and you cant wear shirts in pools and i cant be shirtless (i totally would tho to spite someone. like “um take off ur shirt u cant wear it in the pool” “yeah ok” *takes off binder* “motherfucKER” idk) but i like being in the water and chilling and i love lazy rivers and stuff
78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you?
swimming. ice skating is so scary
79: Something you wish didn’t exist:
shitty people or just people
80: Some thing you wish did exist:
my bank account overflowing in money
81: Piercings you have?
both of my earlobes are double pierced
82: Something you really enjoy doing:
i wasnt good at it, but i really enjoyed playing tennis with my old friend. i had a good time every time
83: Favorite person to talk to:
my friends
84: What was your first impression of Tumblr?
i dont remember much. i joined octoberish in 2012
85: How many followers do you have?
only 364. not much
86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes?
uh i havent tried in a long time but im gonna go ahead and guess no
87: Do your socks always match?
nope. if i can, i usually mismatch them on purpose. they have to have the same texture/thickness though
88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely?
no
89: What are your birthstones?
garnet
90: If you were an animal, which one would you be?
dog or sloth
91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be?
idk. i like hydrangeas. so them
92: A store you hate?
i cant choose just one, but the type of stores i hate are problematic ones that appropriate shit or are racist and shit
93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day?
00000000 i hate coffee
94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds?
fly. reading minds would stress me the fuck out
95: Do you like to wear camo?
yes and no. see, i hate camo. i think its ugly as fuck. but i do have a shirt i got free from school thats camo. its a little big on me and its comfy to wear to bed or i wore it when i went swimming in the ocean
96: Winter or summer?
my mental health is saying summer but my body temp is saying winter
97: How long can you hold your breath for?
around 49.26 seconds
98: Least favorite person?
too many to choose from
99: Someone you look up to:
jeffrey marsh
100: A store you love?
tillys, vans, zumies. (im like 13 lol i know)
101: Favorite type of shoes
i like mid rise shoes. like converse street mids, vans half cabs, vans bedfords. i also like old skools. i like new balance 710, 576, 574, 565. i like saucony too. not their athletic shit, but their causal wear shoes. NICE. idk i just love sneakers
102: Where do you live?
indiana
103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why?
no
104: What is your favorite mineral or gem?
Dioptase is really pretty
105: Do you drink milk?
yes
106: Do you like bugs?
i like them when theyre not near me
107: Do you like spiders?
spiders creep me out so fuckin much
108: Something you get paranoid about?
mostly how people feel about me
109: Can you draw:
no
110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked?
uh i think it was something about turn ons or whatever
111: A question you hate being asked?
“What do you want to do after college?”
112: Ever been bitten by a spider?
think so
113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach?
yeah
114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days?
suns out, but there are clouds in the sky
115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now:
uh
116: Favorite cloud type:
Stratocumulus
117: What color do you wish the sky was?
i like it blue
118: Do you have freckles?
yes
119: Favorite thing about a person:
uh their laugh or smiles. i like seeing people happy and everyones laugh and smiles are different and cute and unique and wonderful
120: Fruits or vegetables?
fruits
121: Something you want to do right now:
sleep or eat
122: Is the ocean or sky prettier?
sky
123: Sweet or sour foods?
sweet. sour shit makes my jaw hurt
124: Bright or dim lights?
ideally, neither bright nor dim, just the right amount. but dim if not bc bright lights for too long give me headaches
125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature?
idk
126: Something you hate about Tumblr
all the fuckin nazis and racists and aphobes and shit
127: Something you love about Tumblr:
people punching nazis, ace/aro people coming together to have a good time, the positivity posts
128: What do you think about the least?
im not sure
129: What would you want written on your tombstone?
my real name, even if it hadnt been legally changed yet
130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now?
a racist
131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself?
im not entirely sure. like there are things i hate and things i love but idk something thats both
132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures?
yeee i do
133: Computer or TV?
computer
134: Do you like roller coasters?
god no
135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness?
i think i get motion sickness. idk about seasickness
136: Are your ears lobed or attached?
i think lobed
137: Do you believe in karma?
idk
138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are?
a solid 3.1
139: What nicknames do you have/have had?
some friends call me Denny :)
140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends?
i dont think so? i cant remember
141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink?
yes
142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others?
ive been both, but i hope more good than bad
143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help?
i love giving other people things and helping others
144: What makes you angry
being disrespected, hypocrisy, racism, aphobia, most cis people, homophobia, transphobia, nazis, etc etc
145: How many languages do you speak fluently?
only 1 fluently
146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries?
this question makes me laugh. all of my friends arent cis. idk its easier to be around fellow trans/nb people than cis people
147: Are you androgynous?
no
148: Favorite physical thing about yourself:
eyes
149: Favorite thing about your personality:
im a pretty kind person
150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person.
i dont wanna talk to anyone im p good rn
151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose?
answered this
152: Do you like BuzzFeed?
yes and no
153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.]
im a single pringle
154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons?
i havent really done it much but i think i like it? im not entirely sure
155: Do you like to play with others’ hair?
yes i do
156: What embarrasses you?
me singing, my music tastes
157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious:
fuckin everything
158: Biggest lie you have ever told:
“yeah im a straight girl”
159: How many people are you following?
319
160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)?
80,086
161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)?
0162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)?
13,576
163: Last time you cried and why:
uh i think it was bc i was really overwhelmed with school and i had realized i was being taken adtantage of (again) and my eyes were ready to GO
164: Do you have long or short hair?
short hair
165: Longest your hair has ever been:
its been down to my ass before
166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon?
people use it as an excuse to be shitty
167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created?
its interesting to me
168: Do you like to wear makeup?
ive only worn it twice but idk i guess its okay?
169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds?
no
170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully?
yes
jesus christ this is long. ok. thank you anon
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