#doesn't hate his father bur hates how he ended up

[slime-sandwhich-nom]

Personal headcanon is that gumball as an adult is like the more goofy version of his mother

[meowsticmarvels]

im curious. who are your fav characters from each mainline persona game that you have played 🤔🤔 (take this as an invitation to ramble about them)

YIPEEEEEEEE here we go will be long so im hiding it under a readmore again. also since you said mainline im not including toshiro or eri but you Know...... im abnorma, abt them

i have NOT played p1 and i've just barely started p2is (though ive watched snippets of someone elses's playthrough) but i will say. based on my limited knowledge i rly like hidehiko, ayase, naoya, tatsuya, jun, eikichi, yukino, maya, and lisa

p3 and p4 are difficult bc theyre the ones im the most autistic abt and the main entire casts as a whole are comforts for me. but anyways. going to talk about p3 first Yes I Will Include SLs too. im abnormal. top 3 main insaners for p3 though are akihiko, yukari, and junpei. for me

makoto/minato sooo so gender envy. im obsessed with his design a lot. his character i do also like hes a little goofy and so mecore but mainly his design is something i love a lot

same with kotone. also love how she has a sort of distinct personality that you can tell with slight dialogue changes that her counterpart doesnt say. shes rly real. love reload but i miss her...

as stated yukari's one of my favs. she didnt Use to be (i did like her but Not as much) but she's slowly become one and man. i love that silly girl. her haters will not survive the winter actually. it does piss me off though because like. yeah shes not perfect no character rly is but she's a traumatized mentally ill teenage girl with a dead dad and a neglectful mom cut her some slack maybe? god forbid women do anything. idk. but im obsessed with her. her character is actually so interesting to me and not a lot of people talk about it? like her whole fear of death causing issues with summoning her persona like at the beginnning, her dad being involved with the kirijo groups shit, how she puts on a cheerful front but is actually deeply really lonely :(, her kinda playful insult friendship with junpei (deep down they do care abt eachother. i wish that was explored more. i found a rly good fic abt it once.) and etc etc. idrk what to say but shes sooo. i also love how she initially HATES mitsuru and is super jealous of her and then. Well. gay tension is real. anyways shes a transfem lesbian to me btw. yukamitsu ftw

junpei's also become one of my favs. somehow. in a similar vein to yukari in that he wasn't initially my main fav character but i think his character's also pretty interesting and has. a lot of unexplored potential. he's very silly and i love him for that a lot but something i don't see many people talk about is like. his Issues. like yeah hes silly but he's also got some fucked up self-worth issues!!! remember the scene on 5/9 where he kinda gets really upset and goes off on his own and stuff. for example. like i think him being imperfect and having these moments where he's NOT cheerful and goofy all the time and actually deeply really jealous of you because he feels that fighting's all he's good for and he's not worth much else is what makes him interesting. do you get it. like him being tbe silly funny guy isn't all he is as a person yk!!!!! also as far as characterization I point a lot to the scene where yukari's more than willing to go confront the people in the alley while junpei's worried, or scene near the end of the game where yukari teases junpei and he snaps at her, confessing that while he doesn't show it he really is terrified. they all are, at that point. yk what I mean? also people don't acknowledge his trauma with his father enough (maybe because it's only really discussed at all in femc's route... his SL is so good but not enough ppl see it... BUR YEAH did not think I'd go off on a tangent about junpei fucking iori tonight but he's real. hashtag brokeback tartarus. also he's an adhder to me. (oh yeah also want to point out this line in his SL where he says "maybe I have anxiety or something". yeah. that's a line!)

akihiko fucking sanada. ohhhh man. this guy. where do i even START. he's so so crazy like what if your local high school upperclassman boxing champion guy was also really gay for his dying childhood friend and autistic as hell and also traumatized. and he's doing boxing in the first place to overcompensate because the death of his sister made him fear losing anyone else again snd he needs to feel like he has power. he needs control. yk? like this guy made me insane for like several months straight in 2023 and he still makes me ill. to this day. as you can probably tell by my distaste for people seeing yukari and junpei at face value you can probably gather that I hate the protein jokes and i Do. he said it like. Once in p3. it never rly was funny????? and what they did in spinoffs esp p4a to just make him look like a gym rat and nothing more makes me upset bc of the REASON he's obsessed with fighting. he's not just a dumb jock (he also isn't dumb lol he canonically scores very high on his exams) he's overworking himself because feelings of self doubt from trauma have caused him to feel the need to overcompensate so he never loses anyone again. you know? it would've been interesting to see him relapse in p4a if theyd actually done it well. like he doesnt rly give himself time or room to grieve in game (theres rhat onw scene on 10/5 and then he barely talks about it again. man i wish it was developed more...) so realizing that grieving isnt a linear process that he can just repress for a long time and even years after it can still hurt would go INSANE. but no they just turned him into i love protein joke number 20. okay!!! (im very angry) thinking about when my non persona friend after hearing me explain some of the plot described p3 as like a greek tragedy because like. damn. he and shinji were doomed from the start with personas like polydeuces and castor huh. anyways. yeah. continuing writing now that i've watched october 4th in reload AND akihiko's breakdown as a reuslt and i wanna scream and cry and throw up that will be for another post but ooh man it mad eme cry like 3 times. and I KNOEW WHAT HAPPENS. THEYRE SOOOOOOOOOO if you know me im an insane akishinji truther. im just. i wanna talk abt other charactrs so ill stop here but always ask me about akihiko + akishinji + ships i like in general. i am really normal. oh btw transmasc akihiko is forever real to me. also he's autistic and a ptsder. to me (tbf what persona character Doesnt have some form of truama but like. this guy in particular). up there with my highest blorbos

i dooont wanna go on for too long abt every other character in p3 so ill keep this next part short and sweet but if u wanna hear me talk more abt any of them. feel free to. starting with fuuka i love he rmy transfem autistic girlie who has every disease. i also love mitsuru a lot who i Wish had people acknowledge her deeper aspects more. like. she was experimented on and also very sheltered and also a little bit of a girlfail. shes not fully the girlboss you all say she is shes also just a teenage girl!!!!!!!!!! koromaru can do no wrong hes forever the best. i love that dog. ken makes me so so sad he is just a kid!!! what the hell!!!!!! :(. and oh man. shinji. guy who is so wracked with guilt. guy that is dying no matter what happens. guy that dies in his lover's arms

as far as non-sees characters. i rly like strega. esp jin and chidori. dont think abt them enough. also as far as SLs i like keisuke, hidetoshi, bunkichi and mitsuko, kazushi, yuko, and etc etc...i need to see rio and saoris links too they look real. oh also i LOVE ryoji

p4 time !!!!!!

again gonna cut this short so i can actually Fit it all in one post. but wow. i do like all of the IT so so much but im just focusing on my favs. anyways i love yu so much his autistic swagger esp in the animation is amazing. like he is not a "chad" he's just an autistic teenager. ok. also the animation broke me when nanako gets kidnapped he sounds fucking distraught there. love when people delve into yu's issues also bc hes a bit fucked up but Man. ouch. just like me fr tho

i love yosuke in a similar way to why I like junpei because he's kind of a loser /pos snd has some insane issues that his shadow delves into that are Kind of Insane for the FIRST shadow of the game. like ok damn. i really do love his social link in general tho his was the first one I maxed out in my (unfinished because i didn't want to finish it) p4g playthrough so!!!!! many things wrong with him and also the lgbt community has forgiven yosuke hanamura. also similarly to junpei he's adhd as hell. souyo ftw

naotos probably my fav p4 character I think which is Pretty Painful Sometimes. sometimes I need to kill both other persona fans and atlus if ykwim. but anyways i hc him as transmasc for one thing but also if atlus weren't cowards and actually made his story abt rhat it would've hit so hard. his shadow in general is often overlooked apart from that bc what about the part where he talks about being mistreated by others and feeling utterly alone and not allowing himself to act like a kid!!!! it fucks me up!!! he's also super autism btw like god damn. but YEAH point is I love naoto so much and i hate how both some fans and atlus tjemself treat him because his whole arc and shadow had the potential to be super compelling

apart from who i listed above i do like the rest of the IT so much they're such silly friends (i love you chie i love you yukiko i love you kanji i love you rise i love you teddie.). can't think of any SLs off the top of my head that were crazy but I do like daisuke and kou. OH ALSOO the dojimas..... 😢💧😢😢💧 love them

p5 time :3 I'm into it less so than p3 or p4 but Still

yusuke's my favorite p5 character probably. i domt know what it is apart from the common trend of my favs being autistic as hell (see: akihiko and naoto) but he's like. such a fucked up guy. he's traumatized. he loves art. something is deeply wrong with him. obsessed with this gug

i also do like ren/akira, ryuji, futaba, and also mishima (unfortunately. but in my defense there is something deeply wrong with him slash positive). i don't know a lot abt all of p5's confidants but i like iwai I think.... this reminded me I need to make more progress in p5 what the hell. i miss you futaba (i haven't even got to her palace yet im still on kaneshiros LOL)

but YEAH! thank you for asking!!! from the ones I've played my top favs are akihiko + naoto + yusuke respectively so👍👍👍 loved answering this :3 if u have any thoughts on a particular character feel free to ask and ill elaborate :3

[agena87]

1,2,3 pls

(beware, I wrote a full novel here XD)

You know what, I'll answer those not for one, not for two or even three characters, bur for FOUR: Simon, Seamus, Karl, and Agena because I have a looooot of background stuff to share about those four AND BECAUSE I CAN (and I KNOW that Seamus and Karl are, for now, just characters I introduced in renders, but I actually have stuff with them in my never-ending folder of screenshots to edit/post)(which I need to do soon).

How does your character think of their father? What do they hate and love about him? What influence - literal or imagined - did the father have? *Simon: He HATES his father who's a bigot, a narcissist, a tyrant, and an all-around shitty person. All of his life, his father controlled every aspect of his life: who he could be friend with, what he should study, who to date, how to dress, EVERYTHING. It made him very self-conscious and was always making sure he was doing what was "right" growing up, which led to poor-self esteem later on, and a bit of paranoia (it got better in the last few years). It made him rather permissive with the people he loves, too, scared that he would turn into a control-freak like his father if he tries to exerts any kind of authority. *Seamus: They like to pretend to that their father doesn't exist, which was it felt like when they were younger, since the man was always travelling for work (that's what they call "having multiple mistresses/lovers to take care off while ignoring your family" in this household). Since Oswald (for it's their father's name) was never around, he didn't really have any influence on Seamus. *Karl: Finally a good father! Karl loves his father, who always was here for his children. His main influence on Karl is his open-mindedness. *Agena: Her father, Alfred, died when she was two, so she doesn't have any memories of him, and no influence on her. As for Seamus who raised her after that, she loves them. They mainly influenced her in the fact that you ALWAYS stick with your family/friends, that loyalty is the best quality to have.

Their mother? How do they think of her? What do they hate? Love? What influence - literal or imagined - did the mother have? *Simon: He hates her only a little less than he does his father, mainly because she was too drunk to do or say anything to him most of the time. In her defence, she was her husband's tyranny first victim (but it doesn't excuse the fact that she never defended/helped Simon). She was an ever-present and yet absent mother. Because of her addiction, he swore to never touch a drop of alcohol, and he never did. *Seamus: Hate is not a strong enough word to describe what they feel about their mother, Wendolyn. Maybe "loathes" is? Wendolyn was very abusive, both verbally and physically, especially with Seamus, who she despises. She spent years calling them names because of the way they decided to present themself, using the f-slur on a daily basis since they were about eight. She beat them for as long as they remember, and tried to send them to conversion camp when they were sixteen, which caused them to left home and never come back. Because of her, they can't handle people screaming. (She also is the shittiest person on the planet, since she actually is the one who paid someone to kill Alfred, her own brother). *Karl: Just like with his father, he loves his mother, even if she is a bit over-protective and waaaay too invested in her children's lives. From her, he learned to always help those in need. *Agena: This is a weird relationship that Agena and Carol have. Carol, who was rather young - but it's not an excuse - when she got pregnant with Agena, abandoned her as soon as she was born. She got spooked because of [REDACTED] regarding Alfred - not something bad, mind - and left him. It was only after she discovered her pregnancy. She actually thought of aborting, since she was scared that the [REDACTED] thingy would affect her baby, but after talking with Alfred, she accepted to keep it if her ex-boyfriend accepted to raise the kid himself, which he was more than happy to do. Then, when Agena was 13/14, she contacted her daughter, after her other daughter, Tabitha showed signs of [REDACTED] and her mother, Alaria, told her it was something present in their family too. Alaria never knew why Carol got rid of her newborn (nor she knew who the father was) until then, but it turns out that she knew Alfred's family, and after a bit of investigation, found that he was dead and that Agena was living with Seamus. Feeling guilty how she treated her daughter, Carol wrote to her to explain why she left her, and try to make amends. It took several years, but they finally met, and are now in somewhat frequent contact, even if their relationship is still a bit difficult.

Brothers, sisters? Who do they like? Why? What do they despise about their siblings? *Simon: He has five older brothers and two older sisters. He dislikes them all, for they all are too much like their father, all about appearance and status. *Seamus: One younger brother, Reginald. As kids, they were the best of friends, but comes adolescence, they grew appart (mainly caused by Wendolyn). But in the last few years, they grew close once again. Well, when Reginald is not disappearing God knows where (he is very troubled and flees quite frequently). What they like about Reginald, is that they finally learned to stop listening to Wendolyn; what they don't like, is that they don't listen to anyone, even when people are trying to help him get better. *Karl: He has an older brother, Willi, and two younger brothers, Pertti and Reinhold. He loves all three of them (really, this family is a loving-one). What he likes about them: -Willi: his devil-may-care attitude -Pertti: his ambition and drive to reach his goals -Reinhold: his loyalty What he dislikes about them: -Willi: his stubborness (though he is just as stubborn, so he can't really say judge) -Pertti: his Lothario's ways (well, he actually doesn't care that he has relationships after relationships, but when it caused Willi and his wife to divorce because he had an affair with their sister-in-law and got her pregnant, well…) -Reinhold: his temper (once again, he's just as bad, so… kettle, cauldron). *Agena: She has a biological half-sister, Tabitha (which, yeah, not a scoop), and an adopted sorta-sister, Denebola ("sorta-sister" as in, they're not actually related other than as cousins legally - she is Seamus and Karl's daughter - but since Seamus is like a parent to her, she considers Denebola her sister). Both are a lot younger than her. She loves Tabitha, but their relationship can sometimes be a bit difficult due to the fact that Agena - even if she won't confess to it - is jealous that Tabitha was raised by their mother. As for Denebola, she's still a toddler, so it's impossible to not love her. She likes Tabitha's strong personality and Denebola's hugs, but she dislikes Tabitha's foul language (and bad influence on Alfie) and Denebola aggressivity.

Pfeeew, it was a lot (why did I decide to choose so many characters?).

[disillusionedjudge]

Why would killing Drace or Gabranth break Gylfie, but not her own father or brother?

((While killing Takrin and Silas didn't break her the way it would have if she had been forced to kill Drace (or Gabranth), that doesn't mean it didn't fuck with her. I'm... going to split them up, because they each had a similar but different impact on her, but in general, Gylfie doesn't feel good about what she's done, and their deaths absolutely haunt her.

Also it's under the cut because I rambled, as usual sdfghjkfsdg

For Takrin, there is no love there for him. As soon as Gylfie understood he would never love her, she stopped trying to gain his attention and affection, and began to hate him as well. She never wanted him dead, necessarily, but did dream of destroying his reputation because it meant so much to him, and did wish she had let him die the day she almost died to save him. Hell, the only reason she was so insistent on making it known she was his daughter was to spite him, otherwise she would've been perfectly happy disowning him like he tried to do with her. And had he just been spiteful and bitter, she would've let him live, because she knew he would have never posed a physical threat to Larsa. He never would have hurt or killed the youngest Solidor himself, despite how much he preferred Vayne as Emperor and wanted the Archadia Vayne imagined, but... he still would have been a threat nonetheless because of that reason. He didn't want Archadia to exist peacefully with Rozarria or even Dalmasca. He felt Archadia deserved to rule over Ivalice, and that they were far superior to the other kingdoms. He would have made Larsa's rule miserable, and, without question, his presence could have easily caused a civil war in Archadia's ranks because of his discontent. He would've rallied the Judge Magisters also discontent with Larsa's rule to his side, and would not have hesitated to try and overthrow Larsa under the claim of doing so for Archadia's best interest. Gylfie... knew this. She knew her father would never accept Larsa as Emperor, and knew Takrin still posed a dangerous threat, even if he would never hurt Larsa himself.

For that reason, she would throw his words right back into his face: Any threat to the empire must be dealt with, and any threat internal must be terminated. It was on Bur-Omisace that Gylfie realized her father was, indeed, a threat, and knew if he returned to Vayne, then... all hope could have been lost. She did what she had to do (at least, that's what she tells herself), but... killing him didn't make her feel good. She may not have seen him as her father, but she has to deal with the fact that she is his daughter. He claimed her as his daughter, as his heir, with his dying breath, and even though she had long given up trying to get him to see her as such, to hear that was a punch to the gut. She feels disgusted with herself and can't easily shake his words, and it falls into the whole... becoming the person you hate the most, kinda deal, heh. Also, although I don't know how to go about adding this in, but I want to say Takrin actually killed his own father to gain the position of Judge Magister instead of waiting for him to retire, so while Gylfie didn't kill Takrin to take his place, she unintentionally followed in his footsteps. Plus, even though she changed her goal of becoming Judge Magister of his Bureau specifically and focused on becoming the best she could be to take over for Drace, she still ended up becoming Judge Magister of the Third Bureau. The very thing she had wanted the most when she was younger, that became something she wanted nothing to do with, became the very thing she had no choice in accepting. It was no longer and honor, but a burden - a reminder of what she had done to end up in that position. She hates Takrin and doesn't want to acknowledge him as her father, but she can't ignore it, and she feels disgusted with herself for killing her own blood regardless.

As for Silas, it's... a lot more complicated, heh. In the beginning, there was a stronger amount of animosity between them than there should be between siblings, but they still loved each other and looked out for one another. They had little in common and didn't have the same friends, but they would still cover for each other and create matching stories so they could go off and do their own thing with their friends and not have their parents catch on. But Gylfie was horribly jealous when Takrin took Silas on as his successor and named him Judge as soon as he could, all while making her life hell and trying to drive her out of the military as a soldier, because it took Drace and Gabranth sponsoring her to get her the promotion she desperately wanted. It was given to Silas freely, and it was something she would have never received without the intervention of someone else. Silas knew this, but he liked to flaunt it. He believed he was better than her because of what Takrin taught him, and... truthfully, he felt himself above both his sister and even his father. I'll touch on that in a mo, but even despite the bad blood between them, Gylfie still loved him, and Silas still loved her. They still saw each other as siblings, but... while Gylfie held onto the hope that Silas would understand what she was doing, especially after she killed Takrin and he assured her she did what was right, Silas hoped that he could convince Gylfie to see things his way, and give up her silly little dream of a peaceful Ivalice.

Now, while Takrin was faithfully loyal to House Solidor (or, at least, Gramis and Vayne), Silas... was not. He pretended he was, because he knew it was the safe move to play, but he hated House Solidor. He felt they had did nothing, while his family fought and bled and died for them and the Empire. If anyone deserved to be Emperor, it was someone from House Ynarra, not from House Solidor. They had ruled long enough, and treated his family as dogs, and he had enough. He wanted to become Emperor - not Vayne, not Larsa - and he knew exactly how to make it come true. Vayne's plan was slowly beginning to fall apart at the seams, so there was little work he would need to do there. Those he felt threatened by (Takrin, Drace, and Gabranth) were out of the picture - Gylfie killed Takrin, Gabranth killed Drace, and Vayne would leave Gabranth on death's doorstep - so all he would need to do was kill Larsa and be done with it. Bergan was dead, Zargabaath was too spineless to stop him from claiming the throne (or so Silas believed), and in the chaos of everything happening on the Bahamut, it would be easy for him to kill Larsa without anyone realizing it was him. And, unlike Takrin, Gylfie gave him chances to back down. She killed Takrin without hesitation, only realizing the horror of what she had done after it was too late, but with Silas... she knew what she had to do, and didn't want to do it. She didn't want to kill her brother, but... Silas wasn't mad. He knew damn well what he wanted and wasn't going to hesitate to kill her for getting in his way, and Gylfie knew she had no choice but to kill him, too. It was to save Larsa, to save Archadia, and none of that made it any easier to deal with. The fact she actually loved her brother despite her jealousy just made things worse.

Regardless of what she says or how she feels, they were her flesh and blood, and... killing someone isn't something that can be dismissed or shaken off easily. The thing is, for Gylfie, it's easier to kill someone in battle because she doesn't know them. Sure, she might see their face, but she doesn't know their name or their history, or know if they have family waiting for them at home. That disconnect makes it easier for her to swallow the horrors she's committed, but the moment that personal element comes into play, it hits differently. She knows her father and brother - perhaps not as well as she thought - but she knew them. They were her family, regardless of how she felt about them in the end. And she killed them. The reason their deaths don't break her like it would had she killed Drace or Gabranth is because she struggled to love them. She hated her father like he hated her, and her relationship with her brother was complicated and what he was planning to do went against everything she stood for. Their deaths meant a better future for Archadia, but to kill Drace or Gabranth? Sure, it would have still paved the way for that better future, but... they were there to support it. They would have nurtured that new future for Archadia, not ripped the Empire to shreds from the inside. They loved her and cared for her and were more family to her than her own blood was, and they wanted things to change. Takrin and Silas... would have run Archadia into the ground. They would have drenched Ivalice in blood and not have blinked twice. She can justify their deaths - she couldn't have justified the death of Drace or Gabranth.

But, again... it still haunts her. Gylfie isn't proud of what she has done, and has nightmares because of it. She thinks poorly of herself for the things she has done as is, so their deaths just add to that. She hates that she killed her own kin, even though she knows it was for the best. However, to throw this into her mcu verse... that self-hatred is going to be worse, because... now she's forced to deal with the idea that killing them may have been for nothing. Everything she knew, everything she loved and fought to defend, is gone. Their deaths... could be meaningless - could be senseless - and she has to live with that. She has to live with the fact she killed her own father and brother for nothing. Those nightmares will remain, and may even be worse in the mcu verse, and she will never be able to forgive herself for it.

Plus, by killing both Takrin and Silas... she doomed herself by never being able to reconnect with her mother and sister. After all, Alsga and Telina loved them, and never saw the sides of them that Gylfie did. How could she explain to them what she had done and why? How could she expect them to forgive her and to accept her still as family? How could she when she can't forgive herself?

[chocolatte-and-despair]

Yandere Dream SMP Headcanons

Awesamdude/Sam:

Sam is a delusional yandere. Because of his guilt, he always needs to keep telling himself, over and over, that what he is doing is actually for your own good. Sometimes, it's possible to catch him being unsure if keeping you locked up in the prison is really a good idea, but then he convinces himself yet again that as long as there are people like Dream out and about, you could never be safe in the outside world.

The_Eret/Eret:

Eret is a possessive yandere. He is a very collected man. He doesn't let himself show his darker side. He doesn't want anyone to know that you are his weakness. He, as the king, has a lot of enemies and you would probably be the first one who would be targeted. He is a very charming individual, so, it's not really a surprise that he is very good at convincing you that what he is doing is the right thing and that you are happy with him. Though, it doesn't take long before you realize that no one is around you besides Eret.

ItsFundy/Fundy

As much as Fundy might hate to admit it, but he is a worship yandere. From the way, you breathe to the way you talk and walk, everything about you is perfect to Fundy. He loves you more than he loves anything. The reason for this goes back to how his own father treated him, so, he got very easily attached to you, someone who showed him some sort of kindness. Fundy is usually very sweet, be it a little bit obsessive, but if you reject him when he asks you out or if he finds out you are with someone else, Fundy will get more violent and say that you are like everyone else, before taking you away, to 'bring back the real (y/n) back'

GeorgeNotFound/George

George is a harmless yandere. Because of how George is, he usually comes off as distant. At times, you might think that he doesn't even care about you, but that's not true. George knows everything about you and remembers the smallest thing that you tell him. He also makes sure to go out of his way to make all of your dreams come true. If you would reject him, chances are that George would get angry, and would start spreading rumors about you/someone you love if that's why you rejected him. At the end of the day, if everyone else hates you, then, you will have no other choice but to be with him, right?

Ghostbur/Bur

Bur is a harmless yandere. The only reason he is yandere is because of his time as alive, and some of the possessiveness stayed behind, but instead of him wanting to own you, it translated into him always wanting to be near you, share everything with you, and being clingy towards you. All the time, he is there, and he gets sad whenever you spend more time with someone else. If you would reject him, he would be confused, before grinning and saying that you probably were not feeling right. He wouldn't take your rejection and would start calling you his partner. Whenever someone or you would say otherwise, he would end up crying, asking if he did something wrong and if he should just be 'killed'

[euclydya]

ideas we have so far for the Before The Earth Fuckenings happen (aka shit abt The Kitty Sibs before oc!rosie yeets hirself to Earth) uunder thee cut

(btw this is LONG. and very rambly. and probably makes no sense to anyone but us.)

Collars. So. The core gave oc!Rosie a rose collar fucking Forever ago, before we had our hatena account even iirc, and Welp. to keep things balanced™ they gave oc!Janus and oc!Alex collars too bc why not bur there was never a reason Why?? just did so bc their designs felt bland. buuuuuuttttt I'm thinkinnnngggg waht if:

The collars represent which parts of the solar system they reside in/watch over. Alex's has the Mercury symbol on it because he primarily watches over Mercury, Janus' used to have the symbol for Uranus possibly? But he switched his out for a scarf bc he decided to embody Pluto and Pluto Cold™. Tho he still keeps his w him. Rosie's would probs have a moon symbol on it but sie's a rebellious bitch and said fuUck no <3 and probs carved hir rose collar out hirself. As for what it's made of we always assumed wood of some kind (as that's what it's made of in-sys) but The Moon Don't Have Trees On It, So. Moon rocks ifg??

Their mom wanted all her kids to stay somewhat close-ish by and the idea was that while her and her husband embody the sun and moon the kids were to embody/protect/ETC. the planets in between/around the sun and moon.

Like Alex was to rule over Mercury and Venus, Rosie was destined to be stuck on the moon and help their mom (but would've controlled Mars, Jupiter and Saturn), and Janus was to watch over Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto. Earth would've been a grey area between the three of them but alas. NONE of that happened HDJAJKAKSDKDKSKSKDK

So tl;dr the collars have importance and show the main planet (and in Rosie's case the moon) one of the sibs lives on. Since Alex spends his time on Mercury his has the Mercury symbol, Janus' originally would've had the symbol for Uranus, and Rosie's WOULD'VE had the symbol for Mars on it but their mom said Nooo. "I like this one too much sie stays with me now" basically JSJAJDJ

Or maybe to be a bit more inclusive their collars would have symbols that embody all the planets they'd watch over... Dunno how I'd draw that though hdjsjwkdsksk so. fuck it that's for future me to figure out

Actual family dynamics and shit:

Their Dad Is a Controlling Bitch probably. I imagine since he's a (Something) of the Sun and Alex is physically closest to him then Alex would bond w their dad the most and slowly end up being used as a sort of. Puppet? Or Something?? For their dad. And what sucks is Alex truly believes their dad is in the right which is Also terrifying bc the fucker manipulated him over time; Alex (along w Rosie and Janus) did Not Like Him At All bc he was distant and wanted nothing to do w any of them, their mom included

We don't have a Catalyst for the story yet In Full but the bare bones idea is Rosie Goes Against Their Father's Wishes/Ideals/Something Similar In Some Way and he wants hir... Gone. dead r alive doesn't rlly matter. Just So Long As Sie's Not Being Annoying 2 Him </3. Since their dad Cannot feasibly fit on earth (He Lives IN The Sun. Hell he probably makes up most of the sun's mass in this universe, dude's HUGE) he sends Alex to... (in his mind) hopefully assassinate hir. Or, in Alex's mind, talk some sense into hir.

Violence runs in the family a bit thus why they're all dysfunctional as hell, so naturally Alex's first instinct is To Attack Kill While Trying To Force Hir To Come Back And Not Be A Nuisance To Their Father. Rosie, being 10x More Violent, fucking hates that and will not Hesitate, Bitch. This never ends well and they probs almost have tons of near death experiences bc neither want to stop fighting until they Win. tl;dr: It's Bad! NDJSJSJD

Now, while their mother is passive and doesn't agree with Her Husband Tearing The Family Apart she also answers things claws first and thoughts second.

However, Janus is NOT like any of them though. He thinks fighting is: 1. stupid, and 2. painful and not worth it what the fuck is everyone else's problem?? So he took control of the planets farthest away from his family and resides on Pluto to stay the hell away from them allHDJAKSKDJ

Their mom dotes on Rosie the most bc Only Daughter <3 and "Waow u like the moon just like me that makes me so happy <3" bc the moon is the satellite their mom embodies. Bc YES we r all for the sun and moon dynamics of it all. stfu. <3 HFJSJSJDJ but anyways bc of that Janus nor Alex saw much of their mom's attention thus letting Alex get manipulated more easily by their dad and thus leaving poor Janus to kinda just isolate ncndnsjdn

Rosie did Not Like That Though! Sie hates Being The Center Of Attention and the fact that their mom Wants Hir To Be The Next Moon Embodiment/Protector/WaHTEVER bc sie hates responsibility and thinks everyone in hir family is insane. So. Sie leaves <3 Which causes problems FOR LIKE. SPECIES REASONS WE'RE JUST *NOW* STARTING TO TRY TO PUT TOGETHER IT'S A COMPLETE DIFFERENT CAN OF WORMS JFJAJSKDKCJSJJDX

Species specific shit:

Hte more I think of it the more it'd make sense for the family to be apart of a larger celestial species... Which we're just now thinking of well over ~12+ years of the sibs existing as ocs cndjsjfkdkd soooo. More vague ideas:

Two (or more??) beings of the species choose each other, bond, and then find an uninhabited part of space to call home. they then form a galaxy. After, they form two planets; the planets they Embody. A planet one Embodies gives them powers related to said planet, generally, be they mild or strong. (Ex. Rosie's powers include mild telekinesis, not powerful enough to cause Much damage (tho sie can practice w them and make them stronger) but enough to give things motion like how the moon controls Earth's tides.) After this, should they choose, they can create as many other planets as they please, so long as they create a being in their image to Also Embody said planet.

Now. You can see the issue here right. The sibs' parents fucked up majorly. And thus everything in rhe solar system is out of whack </3 uh oh! JFJSJAKSKDKXDK

Wait this mena

s. oh my god

. they're fucking. gods essentially. fucked up and evil!!! hopy shit. ANYWAYS, CNSKDKFKXKDKDKD

This species can also take form of whatever, there's no set rule w them as a whole. Rosie's parents chose cat-looking things bc uhhhh Well. when i was like 11 I wanted to make a litol cat oc and it's causing me PROBLEMS down the line now! /JOKE JAJAJDJXJXKADKXKSKDJZKDKXKXJSJXJX bUt there's some set rules w some things:

Each being has to Embody a planet (or if their parents fucked up, a satellite object or similar will do in a pinch! /lighthearted).

Each being must have the symbol associated w their planet/satellite on their body in some way. The sibs' family chose collars—the symbol CAN indeed be removable if the being so wishes but most don't care abt it ig I don't know ok.

And finally (for now??) each being grows in size over time. They start out small but eventually become the size of what they Embody give or take. Since they tend to live for millennia, they have. TIME to grow. The bigger the being the more power they have irt what they Embody (ex. The sibs' dad is as big as the sun, and should he choose he can destroy the solar system Whenever he wants w his flames. He won't tho. probably).

It's kinda also possible for one being to pass on their planet to one they trust. Takes a lotta energy tho. That's smth we'll think more on though. I imagine others in the species don't do that much bc there's no reason too and again Rosie's family is extremely dysfunctional in everything that they do

Other notes:

Things like Rosie's family having ink tail tips and such are Most likely specific to them. Idk. I don't plan on fleshing out another family in this species so HDJSKAKDKDJDJ if our friends want they can do that we don't mind

The collective species has no name yet as u could probably guess fjsiaodkds if anyone has ideas hmu. we r bad at naming things! JFJSJSJDJ

The sibs' parents DO HAVE NAMES but they're placeholder names kinda???????? V iffy on making them their actual names bc they're just yoinked from googling "god of (thing)" and going w what sounds coolest and we don't want to lkke. appropriate anything. rip. And as for why the sibs have celestial names AND more normal names is Solely bc Earth exists in this story So to blend in Just a tad bit more they started using more human sounding names. But why humans don't look at them and scream bc they're anthro cat things is a different question completely that I haven't thought of Ummm. I'll figure that out later! NXNSAKSKDKXK

[reginadimulini]

Our Happy Beginning

"I know you murdered me ... but I believe we could really become friends ... someday," Robin muttered almost whispering under his breath to his companion, still a little dizzy from the thing which Regina used to call "Poof" , so that at first he didn't notice the place or the fact that he just bursted into Emma and Hook's wedding with the god of the underworld.

"Careful thief ... I would be a little more picky about my friends." replied Hades, but had a big grin on his face when he briefly deigned to look at his companion friendly, whereby in the next moment he had raised his gaze again and was obviously looking for a person.

" Mate, I fell in love with the Evil Queen: I'm already on the bad side and rather proud of it ..." he replied sarcastic but with a grin and also glanced over the crowd of dancing people in the hope to locating Zelena, Reginas Sister.

This would give him the opportunity to ask where he could find Regina, since Hades had apparate himself to to his love, Zelena.

He knew that there was no security that her sister was with her or whether they were still talking to each other after his death, but since it was a wedding and according to the fact that both of them, Regina even more than Zelena, knew Emma and Hook, he was in high hopes that Regina was present.

A heavy slight sigh left his mouth when he thought of how much of Regina's life he had missed.

Moments of happiness that he would have liked to share with her, painful experiences that he would have loved to accompany her through, or moments of illness that he had loved to take care of as well as to help her with raising their children together.

"Hot chicks at 10 o'clock" Hades suddenly whispered in his ear and brought him back to reality, so that his first reaction ended in giving Hades a WTF look.

How dare he, talking about hot chicks when two of the most gorgeous women on earth were waiting for them.

"I don't know why you came back to earth. But I was definitely coming for Reg ..." he wanted to start a heated speech when he finally turned his head to follow his gaze, the word stuck in his throat and his mouth closed opened slightly in disbelief, because he didn't really want to trust his eyes.

Was it really true that "at 10 o'clock" Regina was dancing with Zelena? In a breathtaking, tight, hot dress? A big smile on her lips, not missing the opportunity to express her happiness in twirling her sister around and making that forbidden sexy movements with her hips, letting his blood rush south his body instantly.

Damn she was still so beautiful, so full of energy and life and forbidden hot in this tight white/ purple dress she was waring.

"Hot chicks at 10 o'clock. .. told ya!" Hades joked with a grin and slapped him lightly, amicably on the shoulder, the grin he had on his lips only getting bigger as he saw Robin starring at the black haired woman as if he had just seen the most perfect miracle in the world.

"Ah ... And to ask Regina if she wants to be your wife ... you have all the time in the world for that!" He said carefully and slowly walked towards the two happily dancing sisters a big grin on his face, his eyes laying on the redhead, obviously not believing that he had a second chance with her.

What are you waiting for?" the god of the underworld stopped and turned back to the former outlaw more reluctantly than pleased, because he wanted nothing more than to hold his former girlfriend in his arms, but he felt that something was bothering his new found friend, which made him turn around.

"What if she moved on and found someone else ... someone who won't let her down and who is a better lover and father to our children? Someone like ..." he began but was immediately cut out by Hades with a "For the love of gods thief... Your "Wifey" just changed her partner from her sister to your son ...! I don't know what's gotten into you, but to me it doesn't look like Regina had a new lover" when his patience clearly broke and guided Robin  in the direction of the dance floor to encourage him for approaching Regina.

For a moment he stepped insecure from one foot to the other, bevor he got the courage to step up to his soulmate from behind following her movements for seconds bevor getting more close to her.

"You are beautiful as always my love!" flew over his lips as secure as it was possible for Robin in the moment when he wrapped his arms around Regina's waist affectionately from behind and pulled her body to his, locking his eyes with his stepson, more or less asking his permission to "kidnap" his mother who was yelping in the first moment out of surprise, bevor she calmed down around his soft and tender movements and the well known smell of forest, which she would never forget in a millions of years.

"Robin?" she whispered in a hopeful, loving voice seconds after his "attack" feeling her stomach doing back flips and her heart racing fast, while she used her opportunity and immediately snuggled against his torso with her backside, closing her eyes trusting and relaxing way, even if she wasn't sure if her former boyfriend was reality or hallucination.

Due to her generous and tender, loving reaction, the fear that Regina moved on disappeared immediately, leaving only the feeling of pure love for her, causing him to place a soft kiss in her hair while pulling her closer.

"I'm here my love! I am alive. Everything will work out. You might not believe me, but this is our chance of a happy beginning. I promise!" he replied to his whispered name and couldn't hold back a grin as Regina turned around in his arms so that they looked each other in the eye drowning immediately in themselves while moving tightly to the beat of the music, which Regina had changed with a movement of her wrist.

In contrast to the previous song, the beat was now very slow and enabled him to intensify the movements with his former partner thanking god for this chance in this moment.

Regina's head was bedded on his chest while burring face, which was already wet with tears, as if he was her anchor, as if she would drown if he would stop holding her.

This only caused Robin to embrace the petite body of his girlfriend even more, not stopping to move gentle with her to the rhythm of the slow song.

While rocking both bodies gentle to the slow music he whispered soothing words into her ear none stop, hoping that Regina would calm down at least a little, realizing how difficult all this must be for her and she probably even thought that she was hallucinating him.

"Please don't cry my love!" He whispered almost incessantly against her hairline, her cheeks, her closed eyelids while he kissed away all the tears that fell from her eyes and ran freely down her face.

He always hated to see her cry, but at the same time he knew that she only feels courageous enough to let herself fall in his and only his presence, which makes him proud at the same time, because he earned the trust of such a strong, independent but at the same time fragile woman.

"Robin please stop: please don't make it more difficult for me than it is already. You're a hall ... "started Regina almost desperately begging to stop her illusions.

Not standing her fears and heartbreak any longer he just crushed his lips desperately on hers begging to himself that she would respond to his confirmation of love and see that he was real.

Letting out a surprised gasp as she was immediately interrupted by Robin's lips, which were so warm, lively and passionate over hers it caused her to return the intense French kiss in the same intense way while closing her eyes in the process.

Immediately the butterflies in her stomach came up again and her heart tripled its beat while everything around her wasn't important anymore her thoughts were suddenly blurry and the only thing she was capable of at the moment was that she wrapped her arms around Robin even closer than it was was already the case and deepened the kiss further.

Chance of plans: If this was a dream or a hallucination, it was a damn good one and she wasn't ready to wake up. Hell she would enjoy every bit of it or she should be damned.

"Does that feel like a hallucination?" he dared to let her come to reality as they had to break away from each other due to the lack of air while leaning their foreheads gently against each other to maintain the closeness and physical contact between them, which neither of them wanted to miss under any circumstances .

This was the moment Regina realized that all of this was real. She was widely awake and at the wedding if Killian and Emma. He was alive and soo close to her!

"I missed you!" she whispered with an incredible amorous voice against his lips still in his arms, her forehead against his, her eyes lightly closed, feeling his hot breath against hers so she couldn't resist anymore, starting a kiss, which was just as demanding, passionate and full of love as the first one that took Robin's breath and made him instinctively close his eyes and enjoy his girlfriend.

The intense, gentle, passionate tongue duel only felt like seconds to him, although it had to seem like an eternity for outsiders because they only separated again when the oxygen supply was absolutely necessary.

" I missed you too" he whispered softly with an incredibly big smile he looked down at his petite girlfriend with heavy breath and now he realized that he wanted nothing else than to grow old with her and that this was her happy beginning. But for now it was enough just to hold her tight and enjoy her near.

" The black fairies curse... it's here!" Grumpy suddenly screamed and caused Regina and Robin to snap out of their small but intense love bubble, realising the black clouds full of powerful magic in pure horror, wrapping their arms tighter around each other.

" Where is it taking us?" he dared to ask Regina  with a voice full of concern and alarm while trying to protect his soulmate and his love of his live even though he knew it was useless and that the curse would hit them again.

" It doesn't matter my love... because we will be together! I can promise you that" she whispered not frightened a bit while she looked at the dark clouds locking her lips another time with his trying to savour this special moment with all her might an beeing.

It doesn't matter what would happen now... they would find a way for their happy ending.

And as crazy as it sounds for her. She believed in it. Because true love can overcome all obstacles.

[mistaeq]

Hi Dora dearest 🥰 I'm here for the matchup (but I'm stoned again so if this doesn't make sense at all, delete it and forget this happened).

Soo... currently she/her and 21 yo. Asexual hetero-romantic, bi-curios maybe. I preffer part 5 the most but I'll take anyone from pt.5-7.

The gift I enjoyed the most, that's hard to tell. I'm just glad my family is still alive and well. I don't know what I'd do without them. Hmm but I was surprised that my extremely ascetic father gave me $100. He had never given me money before. Ever. Which means I finally made him understand something and I'm still very shocked about it.

I don't like how commercial Christmas are. But I like the magic it has (I love Christmas lights or whatever it's called). I don't like how stressful it is though. And that my family always ends up arguing and talking about politics even though they know I hate it. I don't know about any other festivities about Christmas?

My 2021 goals are to survive. Find a job or try college again. Save up money to buy rv. Sell more crocheted toys. Learn Italian. Travel. And survive. I just realised my goals can't and won't happen because I have no real motivation for anything. I think I'll go with "survive" only.

Oh jeez, this is way longer than planned, sorryyy :( I can't control my thoughts and have trouble understanding what I've written x.x love you, goodnight! And thanks for existing!

Saturday, 2nd January

Small Matchups Event: 2

damn, this matchup screams "italians"

The first lucky character is... Guido Mista !!

As an italian, Guido can absolutely agree with you about the fact that the biggest gift ever is knowing your family is alive and good. He wishes he could say the same about his own, but... he can't really tell. About money as a gift, he finds it an amazing present. I mean, you can buy what you want with the given money, it's almost the most beautiful gift ever! "I'll waste all of the money I get from Christmas on food."

About Christmas, just like you, he likes the magic and the fun, oh and the lights! But can't stand speeches and discussions about politics. Italy's politicians are messed up by themselves - for real tho - without anyone required to drag them down. Why would you talk about politics on Christmas instead of food or gifts? "Psst, amore. How about we sneak out from this place and go get something to eat while we look at the lights?"

Surviving as a 2021 goal? Well, the other goals are easier to achieve than this one, when it comes to Passione. He hopes he manages to survive throughout the whole year as well, to be honest. Mista will help you actively with saving up money and learning italian, and will be your biggest supporter for anything else you desire for the new year. "I believe we can do it, we'll just need each other's help. It's not impossible."

The second lucky character is... Julius Caesar Zeppeli !!

Yeah, Gyro got taught for his whole life that family is the most important thing, and that he shouldn't disappoint his relatives ever and stuff. But damn, he must admit that during Christmas festivities, he's happier to know your family is fine than his own. He's gonna be happy with just having money for Christmas, for he'll save them. "I know my family would want me to be with them tonight, bur may I be with you instead, bella?"

He'll just follow your vibe, to be honest. Christmas time used to be so empty and almost meaningless within his family, which is kinda weird for an italian. He counts on having better times with you during the festivities. "Should we decorate your house? May I help tho? I've never tried before." Don't talk to him about politics. He knows you won't, but always makes sure you avoid this topic at all costs.

Surviving! What an amazing goal, it's one of Gyro's ones as well. He will get upset though, if he hears you saying you don't believe in the fact that you can achieve the goals you chose for yourself. "You'll never do that, if your mind's discouraged from the beginning." he says, which is almost the same kind of reasonment he used to push himself throughout the Steel Ball Run. He'll also help with italian... curse words mainly.