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hippityhoppityyourenowmyproperty · 6 years ago

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Reset! Rant (part 3)

Chapter: 16

That familiar feeling of rage returned to him. His fist and teeth clenched and he had the urge to hit something, preferable someone. Bart was the first thing that came to his mind, but he had better control of his Impulses than his brother did. He couldn't let Thawne win.

This is another big hypocrisy moment. He is not better at controlling his impulses than Bart is. Whenever he gets angry, he starts insulting and picking on Bart. He hurt Bart before because he couldn't take Kon making fun of him, and while doing so, he made the mission more dangerous and more prone to failure. He let's his anger out on Bart every time, and he had multiple agressive outburst. He's not as in control as the story leads on.

Bart hopped to his feet and rocked on his heels. "I screw up all the time. Everyone says so. That's why I'm not supposed to do the hero thing without an adult. That's why I wasn't invited to join the Teen Titans."

"Are you kidding me?" Thad's tone was sharp and angry. "What business does anyone have in telling you you how to help people? What business do you have in even listening to them? I don't see you calling yourself Kid Flash and running at Wally's side like and obedient puppy. You're not a side kick."

...................................."In any case, we're more than capable of operating on our own. We don't need some nosy busybodies lording over us and expecting obedience just because of the legacy we inherited."

At the first glance, this looks like Thad trying to emotionally support Bart and make him feel better. At the second look, not so much. Let's untangle what exactly is happening in this conversation. Bart is explaining why he is still supposed to have adult supervision, namely because people think that he can't handle missions on his own and that he'll mess up. Then Thad argues that he's not a side kick and therefore no one should tell him how to do the hero thing. Which...doesn't really makes sense. It was said that the reason why people are convinced that Bart can't be a hero without some guidance is not because he's part of a legacy, it's because they think that because of his impulsiveness and trouble at focusing he will screw them up. They're not expecting obedience because Bart is part of a legacy, they're expecting a willingness of Bart to work with a mentor because he's not experienced enough and will mess up at being a hero, otherwise.

Thad is self-projecting here. If he didn't misunderstand the situation for being about legacy, he wouldn't have tried to make Bart feel better. I'm certain he's just saying this because he's angry about the legacy he is conected to. The only reason Thad rants about Wally is because it reminds him of his situation with his legscy, and not becaus he's mad at Wally for being mean to Bart. Again, Thad is doing this for himself.

Remember when I told you to keep in mind what Thad said about Bart somewhere in Chapter 11? "Bart lacks the capacity of forethought that is requiered in an operation like this"? Also remember how Thad is always insulting Bart's intelligence, criticizes him and says that he won't survive without him? So what about the "In any case, we're more than capable of operating on our own"? This is not Thad suddenly making a turn around and seeing the flaws of his thoughts he had earlier. Thad's always saying what fits his interests best. He changes his opinions on whatever suits him best at the moment. He's such an obvious hypocrit at this point. He's bending his opinions on whatever he needs them to be. This is one of the most in your face instance of Thad gaslighting Bart. Through denial, controdiction and lies relating to his actions and words, he's planting seeds of doubt in Bart. Thad is making Bart question his own perception of memory, perception of reality and his sanity, whether Thad is intentionally gaslighting Bart or not doesn't matter. It's still damaging.

Chapter: 17

Thad thumped his fist against the garage door. "At least I had Craydl before. Now, I'm stuck with you." He glared at Bart again.

Gosh what a horrible fate, Thad. I feel so sorry for you. No really, I can't fathom what an awful nightmare this must be for you! He can never be satisfied, can he? He can count himself lucky that Bart is tolerating his toxic behavior. He is stuck with Thad. Bart is the one who has to put up with his constant belittling and verbal abuse. No one forced Thad to stay at Bart's home, Thad just decided that it now be that way. If it bothers him so much he could've asked to stay with the Garricks. Which would've also made more sense for everyone involved because Jay has superspeed and can look after Thad in case he would try to kill anyone else again.

Also note how Thad is threatening Bart through his gestures.

"Besides, mom said I'm the big brother and that's what big brothers are supposed to do." Rolling his eyes, Thad snorted, "Thanks for the touching moment, but it's not making my situation any better."

This is a form of withholding. It's also condescending demeanor.

Thad clenched his jaw and fists and said nothing in return. He stalked back into the house, punching the doorframe as he passed by.

He threatens Bart yet again.

I'm pressing buttons", Thad snapped. "What does that accomplish? This-" He pointed at the television, "is frivolous. It does nothing!" Bart tilted his head, looking at his brother then the controller. Then, without a word, he punched Thad. Startled, Thad stared at him, and then noticed the surprised expressions on Jay's and Helen's faces. Bart stood up. "Well, aren't ya gonna hit me?" Thad eyed Bart warily and stood. "What is this? Is this a trick?"

"No I'm serious. Hit me." When Thad hesitated, Bart insisted, "Fighting game im real life. Right here." Helen sucked in a breath as she realized what Bart was up to. "Not in the house." Bart nodded and grabbed Thad's arm. "C'mom! I know a place that's still in Manchester." When they ran off, Jay tipped his head to Helen. "I'll keep an eye om them." Once the boys were sure that nobody other than Jay was watching, Bart faced Thad with a combative stance.

Thad struck with a punch and Bart blocked with his forearms. Jay stood aside and watched, ready to intervene in case the fight got out of hand. Every now and then, a particularly solid strike by either boy, he tensed up and stepped forward, but they would continue on as if there was nothing to worry about. As Jay watched, he saw Thad smile for the first time. It was a wicked, predatory grin, full of bloodthirsty pleasure. Bart wasn't smiling. Instead, it was taking everything he had to hold himself against Thad. Sparks of static and stray speed force lightning trailed after them. Then Thad slipped past Bart's defenses and slammed down with an elbow and up with a knee. The next thing Bart knew he was looking up at Jay's concerned face. The elder speedster held out an arm to halt Thad. Thad's yellow eyes gleamed and he was still smilling, spoiling for more. Jay held out his other hand to help Bart to his feet. "You all right, son?"

This whole scene is so wrong, in so many ways, for so many reasons. Yes, you read this right. Bart suggested that Thad beat him up in order to let Thad get rid of his anger. Jay and Helen hear this offer, and say fucking nothing about it. Once again, they're irresponsible and neglectful. Helen shows absolute zero concern for Bart's well being. For crying out loud, the first thing she says after she realizes what Bart's suggesting is: "Not in the house." I repeat, the first thing that comes to her mind after she hears that Bart offers getting beat up by Thad is: "Oh no! My poor house! Everything will be so messed up!" I mean, damn. You have to be a really neglient, bad parent when you're more concerned with the state of your house than with the physical and mental health of your child. Helen and Jay should have been disgusted and put off by this offer. Helen should have said something along the lines of: "If Thad has anger issues, then that is his problem to work through, not yours. It's not your responsibility to keep his emotions under control. You are not his personal punshing bag, and you shouldn't put his well being before your own. No one expects you to make sacrifices like that for him." But nope, she is more afraid of what will happen to her precious kitchen than of the fact that Thad might break every bone that Bart has in his body because he feels like it. They both know what Bart is suggesting, and they don't see anything wrong with it whatsoever. They should have been horrified by this suggestion.

And keep in mind: This all happens after Thad killed the clone and almost killed Max and Bart. Helen knew of both altercations. She knows how brutal and vicious he can get. She knows that Thad is quick to violence, so why isn't she more concerned? Wouldn't she be at least a little scared that Thad might kill Bart because he can't control his brutal urges again? The only resonable explanation I can find is that she doesn't care about Bart. That's why she let's this happen, that's why she allows Thad to emotionally abuse Bart and call him names right in front of her eyes. She never makes Thad apologize for what he does to Bart, not even once. I don't like accusing her of favoritism, but that is what it looks like. Seeing how dispicable Thad's actions and words are is not that hard. Helen should have noticed by now. Jay isn't much better in this. He watched until Thad hit Bart so hard that he fainted and collapsed. I know that I couldn't stand idly by while watching a kid beat up another kid until he lost his conciousness and still feel like a good person.

If you think that we've hit rock bottom yet with this scene, think again.. Jay's and Helen's complete lack of concern makes Bart's actions seem like this was a healthy, acceptable way of helping people deal with their anger. That this is something normal in a sibling relationship. Worse, that offering someone to hurt you so that they can relieve their anger is something that is expected of you. A relationship where one part is expected to take responsibility for the other's negative emotions is a twisted, damaging one. You get what this is saying? "Someone's anger justifies them hurting and beating you up." This is just as bad as "abuse justifies abuse" (Which is also being taught here.) God, those are terrible, atrocious morals to teach to people. What Helen should have done with Thad the moment he moved in with them was taking him to an anger management class and getting him a good therapist, not ignore/encourage Thad's abusive tendencies.

Jay sat down at the table. "He's not as mean as his brother though. That kid...For his own grandfather to make him like that..." Jay shook his head with a frown. "If I ever get a chance to meet that man..." He clenched his fist on the table. "I hope I never do."

"Same here", Helen replied.

Seems like Thad's not the only one who takes a liking to being hypocritical and two-faced. This makes total sense, talk about poor Thad and all the abuse he went trough, but completely ignore the fact that he is abusing and actively inflicting pain on Bart right now. They're furious about what Thawne did to Thad, but when Thad does the same things to Bart it's totally okay and fair. In case you couldn't tell, this is a shit moral. Stop trying to justify abuse by saying that the abuser has been trough a lot and just needs an outlet. Having been abused does not give Thad the right to ruin Bart's life. It does not give him the permission to be a toxic jerk to him. He should be held accountable for his actions. Abuse doesn't justify abuse.

Chapter: 18

"So, you don't know anything on how to properly maintain it." Thad snorted and rolled his eyes. "Wonderful. Do you know where engineering is? Take me there. I'll do what you neglected to do and actually learn about the mechanics of this ship." Bart opted to ignore Thad's nasty tone, brushing it aside as just how Thad talked.

....................................

"If I'll get lonely, I'll come visit." Thad snidely assured. Not wanting to listen to another degrogatory rant, Bart decided to just let Thad find the room on his own.

This is critizising and judging and a put down, delivered with a very very condescending tone and manner. Do me a favor and take a shot everytime you read the sentences "Thad snorted" or Thad rolled his eyes." You'll be drunk in no time, trust me. Bart has been exposed to Thad's emotional abuse so long that at this point he is willing to accept Thad's verbal abuse as normal.

Chapter: 19

Thad:"They probably got distracted by with something shiny."

Thanks again Thad, for enforcing hurtful insults and exaggerated stereotypes about people with ADHD.

Thad:"Moron! Can't you come up with something that simple?"

Again with the name calling and the put down linked to Bart's ADHD.

"He's a nuisance" grumbled Thad.

"Not that I've had much first hand experience, but that's what siblings generally are, from what I've heard."

"So wanting to strangle Bart is normal?" Cissi laughed. "Everyone's wanted to strangle Bart at one point or another. That's just him."

Oh now it all makes sense! It's Bart's own fault for being abused because he's so annoying! Remember folks, if you've been abused, it's your own fault. If you hadn't been so burdensome, they wouldn't have treated you this way. They can't be responsible for their actions, it has to be you! How can we expect them to control their impulses and get a handle on their anger? That really would be too much to ask of them. The victim is to blame for being abused, that's obviously the logical conclusion here, right? God I hate this fic so much.

This whole conversation serves one purpose: Normalizing and rationalizing Thad's repugnant behavior towards Bart. Look! This is how healthy sibling relationships work! This is how they're supposed to be! Except not really.

This conservation is actually very cleverly done, because it only shows Thad's oppinion while stimuntaneously making it seem like Cissi agrees with his values about relationships when she's really not. They're coming from two completely different points of views, but that is concealed here.

Starting with the "He's a nuisance."

"That's what siblings generally are."

I get her statement, there will be many times when one can get annoyed with their sibling and not find themselves in an abusive relationship. Every sibling pair fights and argues, that's in the nature of things. It only gets problematic when that's literally the only thing you do. When the only thing you are to each other is an annoyance and someone to get mad at. When every encounter with them ends in hurtful words and accusations. Indicating that your brother/sister is sometimes a nuisance in a playful, teasing way is fairly common in healthy sibling relationships. "Those 5 minutes before you were born? Haha, those were the best 5 minutes of my life." Something like this is normal. The problem here? Thad doesn't mean what he says in a sarcastic or playful way. He's completely serious with this. This is all he sees in Bart. An annoying idiot who always stands in his way. There's no sympathy and no compassion for Bart. Only unjustified resentment and hatred. See, in a positive brother or sister relationship the individuels really love each other. Despite the jokes they sometimes make about not wanting the other around, they see more in their sibling than an annoyance. Thad doesn't, and that's what Cissi misunderstands. Thad is dead serious about his feelings towards Bart in this conversation. All he sees in Bart is a nuisance he has to tolerate. He has nothing but contempt for him. He doesn't try to see more in him than that. Thad has no right to complain about Bart. He has been nothing but nice to him. Despite all the shit he put Bart through, despite Bart still tolerating and trying to support Thad in every way he could, Thad somehow still has the audacity, the arrogance to make himself out to be the victim in this situation. Thad is an abusive jerk to him, if anyone has the right to vent, it's Bart.

Moving on to the "So wanting to strangle him is normal?" argument. Feeling a desire to hurt your sibling 24/7 just for existing isn't normal. Cissi means what she say in a more playful, harmless way. None of Bart's friends would go through with harming Bart because he was annoying them. There's a big difference between wanting to do something, and actually doing something. Moreover, Cissi doesn't get that Thad would like to hurt Bart all the time and not only when he was being annoying. Thad wants to hurt Bart even when he is nice to him. Thad means it in a "If Bart looks im my direction one more time I might strangle him and I really don't care if I accidently suffocate him and he dies." Cissi doesn't. Thad is aggressive and violent to him for absolute no reason. The emotions Thad feels towards Bart aren't normal, not in the least. Stop trying to justify his abusive behavior.

And, I think this goes without saying, hurting someone solely because they're annoying you isn't okay, either.

#tw manipulation #tw abuse #sibling abuse #bart allen #impulse #inertia #reset!rant

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achitachi · 5 years ago

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survey says

because i’m bored and waiting for “asks” to appear is still a weird concept to me

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

Probably my oldest 2. Are you outgoing or shy?

Depends on the situation 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

God. There are going to be words. 4. Are you easy to get along with?

::shrugs:: 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

yes 6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

I plead the 5th 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

yes 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

The same person that always is 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

Depends on the situation 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Er, probably hubby 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

Youngest got molars coming in 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Uh, high hopes by panic at the disco, hungover by 30h!3, breaking benjamin, jet pack blues by fallout boy, heathens by 21 pilots 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

YES 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

yes 15. What good thing happened this summer?

I don’t know. The world hasn’t ended? 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

yes 17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

yes 18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

No 19. Do you like bubble baths?

I have eczema and psoriasis so no 20. Do you like your neighbors?

What neighbors? 21. What are you bad habits?

Er, I can’t escape my past 22. Where would you like to travel?

Disney, Legoland 23. Do you have trust issues?

ROTFLMAO. DURRRR! 24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

Watching tv with hubby after the kids go to bed 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

The middle 26. What do you do when you wake up?

Try to go back to sleep 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

Lighter, I want to blind people with how pale I am 28. Who are you most comfortable around?

Myself 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

Er…. 30. Do you ever want to get married?

I am, so yeah? 31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

Yes. My hair is usually in one 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

I don’t do casual sex. If we were all single and into then – Jay Baruchel, Ben Feldman (yes, I have a type) 33. Spell your name with your chin.

Huh? 34. Do you play sports? What sports?

Nope, unless mental gymnastics count 35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

Tv includes music hurdurdur 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Yes 37. What do you say during awkward silences?

Usually I make random noises and if I like the person I will poke them; if not I just walk away 38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

Physically see #32. I like people who can both act like a big kid and be an adult. Also someone who shares a majority of my interests. 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Target. Art Supply Stores. Lately though I do enjoy window shopping beauty stores like ulta and sephora 40. What do you want to do after high school?

i’m doing that 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

NO 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

You are fucked and should’ve probably started running away yesterday 43. Do you smile at strangers?

I’m paid to 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

ocean 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

Usually my kiddos or my bladder 46. What are you paranoid about?

A lot 47. Have you ever been high?

Does being zoned out of your mind on benadryl count? 48. Have you ever been drunk?

Yes. New Years before we started trying for our first. 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

I don’t think so... 50. What was the color of the last hoodie you wore?

Either forest green or charcoal – yes I am THAT person 51. Ever wished you were someone else?

doesn’t everyone? 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

My weight 53. Favorite makeup brand?

I don’t wear it often enough to have one 56. Favorite color?

Fire 57. Favorite food?

Cheese stick 58. Last thing you ate?

Breakfast – veggie blueberry muffins, maple sausage, scrambled egg, and banana 59. First thing you ate this morning?

-_-^^^ 60. Ever won a competition? For what?

Not that I recall 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

nope 62. Been arrested? For what?

nah 63. Ever been in love?

Yes. Unfortunately more than once 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

My very first? I was in kindergarten, it was on the playground under this giant banyan tree 65. Are you hungry right now?

kinda 69. Are you watching tv right now?

no 71. Craving something? What?

Date night 72. What color are your towels?

Most of them are blue 72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

The number keeps increasing. Currently i’m at 6 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

no 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

Too many 75. Favourite animal?

cat 76. What colour is your underwear?

No of your business 77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Chocolate 78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

Black raspberry 79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

Why do you care? 80. What colour pants?

Seriously why? 81. Favourite tv show?

Currently Wynona Earp 82. Favourite movie?

oi. tough call. All time is still Tenchi Muyo In Love 87. First person you talked to today?

oldest 88. Last person you talked to today?

oldest 89. Name a person you hate?

AMLA and AR 90. Name a person you love?

hubby 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

Amla 92. In a fight with someone?

nah 93. How many sweatpants do you have?

one 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

2 95. Last movie you watched?

2 lego movie 96. Favourite actress?

Amy Acker 97. Favourite actor?

Nathan Fillion 98. Do you tan a lot?

No. I just burn. A lot 99. Have any pets?

no. not enough room. 100. How are you feeling?

Emotionally exhausted, otherwise i’m good 101. Do you type fast?

meh 102. Do you regret anything from your past?

Rotflmao. YES. HELL YES. 103. Can you spell well?

Sort of 104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

Every single damn day 105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

No TnT 106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

yes 107. Have you ever been on a horse?

Yes. I wanted immediately down. They are TALL 108. What should you be doing?

Cleaning. 109. Is something irritating you right now?

Yes. 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

Rotflmao. Yes. It still fucking hurts. 111. Do you have trust issues?

ROTFLMAO. DUH! 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

myself 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

yes 115. Do you play the Wii?

no 116. Are you listening to music right now?

Nope. Just the a/c and my oldest playing in his room 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

I prefer tomato or butternut squash 118. Do you like Chinese food?

:9 119. Favourite book?

Only Alien on the Planet by Kristen D. Randle and Sabriel by Garth Nix 120. Are you afraid of the dark?

Sometimes. I don’t really have the luxury to be 121. Are you mean?

Yes...when I have to be 122. Is cheating ever okay?

NO 123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

I could 124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

::grumbles:: yes 125. Do you believe in true love?

No and I think it’s a toxic notion 126. Are you currently bored?

i’m filling this out aren’t I? 127. What makes you happy?

Hubby, kiddos, sleep, hanging with bestie 128. Would you change your name?

I changed the last part 129. What your zodiac sign?

Aries 130. Do you like subway?

Not really 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

This is how I lost that friend. They crossed a line. 133. Favourite lyrics right now?

I hope you’re happy – Happy by Blue October 134. Can you count to one million?

No. just no. 135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

That I was dating a guy named Michael when I got back together with a guy my parents didn’t approve of :🙄: it was his middle name 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

closed 137. How tall are you?

5’7” 138. Curly or Straight hair?

I like curly hair. I have wavyish hair 139. Brunette or Blonde?

brunette 140. Summer or Winter?

Neither. Fall 141. Night or Day?

Night 142. Favourite month?

It use to be october, but honestly whenever summer vacation starts 143. Are you a vegetarian?

no. I like my meats tyvm 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

Dark like my soul 145. Tea or Coffee?

tea 146. Was today a good day?

So far 147. Mars or Snickers?

musketeers 148. What’s your favourite quote?

“I love whom I love," Prince Lir repeated firmly. "You have no power over anything that matters.”

― Peter S. Beagle, The Last Unicorn 149. Do you believe in ghosts?

yes 1. Did you wake up cranky?

Er….

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

HELL NO

3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

I am a hermit

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

i’m paid to

5. Can you commit to one person?

i have

6. How do you look right now?

okish

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

depends

12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

uh...i'm married to the person i like so...that poses a problem

13. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

*snort* NO

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

Nope

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

*shrugs* as long as it doesn't get back to me. i don't give a flying fuck.

16. Are you going out of town soon?

nope

17. When was the last time you cried?

What day is today?

18. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

yes

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

20. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

Get the kids out of the house

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

it’s not friday

22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?

23. Are you nice to everyone?

to a point

24. What are you sitting on right now?

a desk chair

25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

dur

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

yup.

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

hubby

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

I have 2 kids and live with someone who works in a hospital - guess

29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?

no. i'm not a prison bitch

30. Does anyone hate you?

Probably. Do I I give a damn? nope

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

33. Are you a jealous person?

yes. just like god

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

Not so much a year, but a stretch of time right after my final breakup with my first bf to right before I meet my hubby

35. Did you have a dream last night?

I don’t remember

36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

i hope so

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

yes

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

possibly

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

meh

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

yes. still in the same relationship

42. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

no. I have an extra little person in my life

43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

I don’t know. This?

44. What’s the best part about school?

THE SUPPLIES! i have an addiction to pens, pencils and markers

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

Old ones

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

yup

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

constantly

48. Were you single over the last summer?

49. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

cleaning

50. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

yup.

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? yup

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused? taken

3: What if I told you that you were pretty? um, thanks

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”? no. that’s a stupid line anyway

5: Are you interested in anyone right now? yup

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week? Going to a museum with the kids

7: Do you want to be single? nope

8: Did you go out or stay in last night? Stayed in. always staying in

9: How late did you stay up last night? 11pmish

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot? sorta

11: Last three things you had to drink? Water, flavored seltzer, water

12: Have you pretended to like someone? no

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? yup - to my mom, she lies to me too, so we're even

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? yes

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? Gawd, yes

16: Think back five months ago, were you single? nope

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? Putting youngest down for a nap

18: Hold hands with anyone this week? yes

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? yes

20: What would you name your future daughter? I’m done with having kids and I have 2 boys so the point is moot

21: Do you miss anyone? all the damn time

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? yes

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? no

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? hell no

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad? yes, yes i have

26: Who did you last see in person? oldest

28: What is something you currently want right now? Either a brand new king size mattress and my OWN bathroom

29: What is the last thing you said out lot? don’t forget to put the “oldest” to bed

30: How is your heart lately? Stitched together and always sore af

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? not usually

32: Are you wearing socks? now? no.

33: What do people call you? my name

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? i live with him, so yea

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? always

36: Who did you last share a bed with? my hubby

37: Did you do something bad today? no

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? Recently, oldest did

39: Do you get stressed out easily? YES

40: Will you sing today? I sing lullabies to my kids, so probably

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? yes

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone? Right now, my own mind

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance? yes

45: What is wrong with you right now? I can’t escape my past

46: What is on your wrists right now? skin?

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing? the store 0_o

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider? Chai tea

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11? er, no

50: Are you a good artist? i like to think so

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? No. it’s messy, it’s ugly, but it’s the most precious thing in the world

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? can i remember six months ago....um. no

53: Ever been on a golf cart? yes

54: Do you have trust issues? hells yeah

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who? Yes. Twice with hubby. I think once with my ex...not sure

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic? Not anymore. i’m 35

57: Do you use chap stick? sometimes

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face? heh. yes. with a wet towel in fact

59: Do you have a little sister? yes

60: Have you ever been to New York? yes

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? yes

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week? yes

63: What were you doing at midnight last night? Trying to get youngest to fall back asleep

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? yup

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? yes

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person? uh....

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? yes

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? Alone. Honestly even after so many years, I miss having a bed to myself. Hubby is a friggin’ space heater

69: Will next Friday be a good one? dunno

Name: i have a lot of them and few i actually answer to

Does your name mean anything? strong Were you named after anyone? yes Nick Name(s): not in the mood to share those Date Of Birth: March 31, 1984 Current Location: earth Sign: Aries Religion: heathen Height: 5'7" Weight: none of your business Hair color: silver blue What do you look like? me Innie or Outie? Innie Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous? right like a left Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other: ok. Currently cis, demisexual biromantic. Have fun with that Do You Have... Any sisters: one Any brothers: technically two, one living Any pets: no A Disease: eczema, psoriasis, anxiety A Pager: nope A Personal phone number: yup and you can't have it A leather jacket with studs on it?: nah A heroin needle: nah, heroin is too expensive A Pool or hot tub: no. too much maintance A Car: yes Describe Your... Personality: tired mom Driving: cautious as fuck Bed: not big enough Relationship with your parent(s): interesting to say the least Do You... Believe in yourself: most of the time Do you believe in love at first sight? sorta... Consider yourself a good listener: yes Consider yourself a good friend: i try Pray: sorta Believe in reincarnation: yes, been there done that and i think i've done this all before 0_o? And i’m really really really not looking forward to doing this crap all over the fuck again Like to make fun of people: no Like to talk on the phone: no Like to drive: yes Get motion sickness: yes @.@ Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: sometimes Dream in color: don’t you? <_< Type with your fingers on home row: yes Sleep with a stuffed animal: no What Is/Are/Was... Right next to you: computer On the walls of your room: an ugly cream On your mouse pad: map of westeros Your dream car: van Your dream date: any that involves a babysitter for kiddos and hubby and I leaving the house Your dream honeymoon spot: well, my honeymoon took place at disney Your dream husband/wife: honestly, someone who gets me Your bedtime: 11pm Under your bed: wires and story stuff The single most important question: do you trust me? Your bad time of the day: 4:50pm Your worst fear(s): something happening to my kids or hubby The hardest thing about growing up: growing up, moving forward Your funnest experience: there've been a number of them Your scariest moment: being so happy to hear my boyfriend at time cursing The silliest thing you've said: i've said a lot of foolish things The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: shit. a lot of things. beg is at the top of them The craziest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): damn, a lot of things The best feeling in the world: being loved [ favorites ] Color: the colors of fire Day: monday Song: anything by breaking benjamin Movie: tenchi muyo in love Food: string cheese Season: FALL Class: art Teacher: ms. ariel Drink: seltzer water with lemon Veggie: frozen peas TV Show: wynona earp currently Radio Station: TnT don’t have one Store: target Animal: kitty Flower: peach roses State: denial sounds good City: the one were old rich people go to die [ love and relationships ] Do you have a bf/gf?: no. i'm married :D Do you have a crush?: yes How long was your longest relationship?: long and going How long was your shortest relationship?: a month? Who was your first love?: technically micha, but I was in kindergarden. Love love: JMD What do you miss about them?: everything [ the past ] What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?: dating amla Who is the last person you kissed? youngest Who is the last person you hugged?: oldest Who is the last person you fought with?:myself Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: I honestly have no idea [ the present ] What are you wearing?: pjs what are you doing?: this? Who are you talking to?: no one at the moment What song are you listening to?: none Where are you?: my apt Who are you with? The kiddos How are you feeling?: thoughtful [ future ] What day is it tomorrow?: tuesday What are you going to do after this?: put youngest down for a nap How old will you be when you graduate?: graduate from what? What do you wanna be?: happy and well adjusted? What is on of your dreams:? to own a place of our own that has some green space Where will you be in 25 years?: i'll be 60. who knows [ have you ever ] Drank?: like alchol? Yes. don’t care to though Smoked?: just j00r mom Had sex?: dur Stolen?: once Done anything illegal?: nope Wanted to die?: a few times Hit someone?: yes [ other ] Do you write in cursive or print?: small print What piercings do you have?: I use to have 2 per ear, they probably need to be redone it’s been so long ;_; Do you drive?: yes Do you have glasse or braces?: both at one time, now just glasses Did you like this survey?: meh [ Physical appearance ] What do you most like about your body? : my eyes And least? The middle and could I swap brains for one that works? How many fillings do you have? : in my teeth? 2 I think... Do you think you're good looking?: i am teh smexy Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: yes actually Do you look like any celebrities? : no clue. I was once told I look like winona ryder, but I have no idea where they got that from <_<; [ Fashion ] Do you wear a watch? : that's what my cell phone is for Favorite pants/skirt color? : jeans most expensive item of clothing? : wedding dress Most treasured? my stolen black gap tee What kind of shoes do you wear? : slip on shoes with memory foam insoles Describe your style in one word : comfy [ You ] How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?): ancient What are your worst qualities: I can’t escape my past What are your best qualities: i’m loyal af How long does it take you get ready in the morning: +hour [ School ] Do you like school?: use to Why/why not?: friends What's your fave subject? : art Most hated subject? : english Do you have a fave teacher? : ms. ariel Ever had a crush on a teacher? : ew no

[ Friends ] Do you have heaps of friends?: no Do you have a best friend?: yes Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: I have one girl friend Do you ever get annoyed at any friend?: sometimes Have you ever lied to a friend?: yes Have you ever stolen a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope, but i've been stolen [ Family ] Do you like your parents? : er... Ever run away from home?: should've Ever thought about it?: read the above Do you feel your parents spoil you?: no Do you not get along with any of your family?: all of them [ Relationships ] Have you ever experienced unrequited love?: too many times Do you find it romantic or hurtful?: hurtful j00 weirdo 2. What is bothering you right now? That I can’t escape my past 3. Will you kiss the last person you kissed again? :-* chuu! 4. What is in your wallet right now? Cards, money? what’s in your wallet? 5. Wallpaper on your computers desktop? Burnt toast 6. wallpaper on your cell phone? kiddos 10. Where do you work? Where the lie “where shopping is a pleasue” came from 11. What is the last thing you ate today? food? 12. What are you doing this weekend? what's this weekend you speak of? it is a foreign term to me 13. What are you wearing? Clothes? 14. Who was the last person to send you a text message? hubby 15. If you could have one person with you right now who would it be? They are here 16. Listening to? a/c 17. Have you ever kissed anyone named Phillip? on the cheek. he's my cousin 18. What do you smell like? Nothing on a good day. Bog swamp thing with a side of potato chip on a bad day 19. Eating? souls 20. Have you hit someone today? No 21. Do you believe in a soul mate? Yes and no. and I think the whole fucking thing is toxic as all get out 22. What do you wear to bed? pjs 23. Are you excited for school? only the supplies 24. Do you burn easily in the sun? OH GAWD IT BURNS! CLOSE THE F*ING WINDOWS! 25. Have you ever been gambling? nah 26. What is your dream car? van 27. What did you do last weekend? Work? 28. What have you learned recently? Stuff? 31. Have you ever had a crush on your sisters/brothers friend? actually yea...he lived across the street 32. How good is your eyesight? i can see the colors in white walls, you tell me 33. What was the last thing you drank? water 34. Whose house did you go to last? my own 35. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? hubby– bad vertigo 36. Do you love someone right now? :3 yesh 37. What do you wear more: shorts, slacks, jeans, or sweatpants? jeans. 38. Name three drinks you drank today? water 39. what are you excited about? Sleep? 40. What is your dream phone? dream phone pfft come on 41. Ever broken a promise? *laughs* 42. Favorite Yankee Candle scent? Mountain Lodge ::snort::

43. Last birthday party attended? uh.... 44. Last vacation? Where? Huh? 1. How many people do you have feelings for? What kind of feelings? 2. Who is your worst enemy? myself 3. What's on your mind? Why do i still care about this shit? 4. What are you doing right now? thinking 8. Are you jealous of someone right now? yes 9. Who makes you happy most of the time? The kiddos and hubby 11. How was your halloween? it hasn't happened yet 12. When is the last time you have been to taco bell? not in long time 13. Are you mean? i am the meanest bitch alive XD 14. Where would you rather be right now? i’m good 15. Are you mad at anyone? yes 16.What was the last thing someone said to you on the phone? bai? 17. Who did you last hug that wasn't family? uh...i'm not big on the touchy feely with people who aren't my family 18. Have you gone out of your way to make a new friend? no, they just sorta come outta the wood work 19. Do you shower? most days 20. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? 0_o oh geez, most of that shit i don't remember and for good reason 21. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? most likely 22. Do you cuss when you're mad? and not always in english 23. When was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out? Hmm...let’s see what day is today? 24. Do you like crying? sometimes, yea. i feel better and can breathe better 25. are you normally a happy person? uh...*shrugs* 27. Does being with your friends make you happy? ^-^ 28. Do you hold grudges? I make arya stark look like a saint when it comes to that 29. Are you annoying to people? prolly 30. Is cheating ever acceptable? NO 31. What's one thing you hate right this second? Lord moldy cheeto? 32.What really bothers you? My memory

33. Animals around you at the moment? there’s a black cat outside 34. Drinking anything at the moment? nope 35. Ever thought you were going to get married? sorta 36. Last person from the opposite sex you told you loved that wasn't family? that wasn't family? *shrugs* 37. Last person who told you they loved you? oldest 38. Where did it go? OVER THERE! IT'S BEHIND YOU! RUN!!!!! 39. Favorite video game? Halo 2 and left 4 dead 41. Do you like spiders? Only spiny ord weavers. The rest if they come inside my home they are DEAD 42. Are you a cat person or a dog person? cats have claws, dogs your suppose to pick up their poop 44. First kiss? i was in kindergarden, his name was Micha 45. Tan or pale skin? tan = skin cancer 46. You're deserted on an island, what do you have with you? the red pill 47. Favorite lyrics? All those fairy tales are full of shit One more fucking love song, I'll be sick 48. Biggest regret? dating amla 49. Did you have a New Years kiss last year? don’t remember 50. Do you want children? I has 2 1. Who was the last person you hung out with, actual one-on-one? bestie 2. Do you think you're approachable? When I want to be 3. How do you feel about the person you kissed last? cutie 4. Do you regret doing anything in the past week? yes 5. When was the last time you had alcohol? uh... 8. What does your last received text say? dunno 9. Do you have a dirty mind? dirty and morbid 11. Have you been pressured to do anything recently? no 12. Who's the sweetest person you know right now? kiddos 14. Do you know anyone with a serious illness? yes 16. Is anyone interested in you right now? yesh 18. What's your favorite number? 13 21. Do you hate anyone?

Lord cheeto, amla, ar... 29. Who do you miss? its not so much the people, but the time we had together 30. Have you ever quit a job by just not showing up? wanted to, but no 31. Have you ever lost a person? yup 32. What would you do if your ex is engaged?

Both ex’s are married. First I wish him the best. The second – karma is going to catch up with you one day. 34. Would you rather feel pain or be numb? Both suck 36. Do you like competition? no 37. Would you take someone back after they cheated on you? No 38. Have you ever taken anyone/anything for granted? doesn't everyone? 39. Do you hate being alone? um...depends 40. Has anyone ever broken your heart? broke my heart, ripped my soul, fractured brain...etc 43. Last time you went swimming in a pool? Weeks ago 44. Where was the last place you went shopping? Big box store 45. How do you feel about your hair? it's on my head 46. Want to kick anyone's ass? hehe >:D yes, very much 47. When was the last time you were hugged? a few hours ago 51.Who was the last person you hung up on? idiots

Do you think somebody's in love with you? hai<3 Is it easy to make you cry? yes and no it's not a good idea to try Do you consider yourself lucky? sometimes Can you honestly say you're okay right now? Lol no What are you planning on doing after this? Put youngest down for a nap and hopefully nap myself Next time you will kiss someone? soon Have you ever read an entire book in one day? I am the devourer of books Have you told anybody you loved them today? hai How many months until your birthday? A lot. won’t have another one till next year What's a word that rhymes with "tower"? bowser. *shrugs* What's on your agenda for tomorrow? Get kiddos out of the house Who do you not get along with? My mom What's your biggest fear? Something bad happening to my kids or hubby Last time you had grilled cheese? Not in a while Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months? Yup. Am and going Besides your mouth where is your favorite spot to get kissed? heh...neck How did you feel when you woke up? can i sleep in some more? What does your hair look like? A hot mess. it’s brown and mauve right now. Need to fix that. When was the last time you saw your father? recently Do you wish someone would call or text you right now? Yes Do you crack your knuckles? no. causes artheristis and i like my hands, even thou they hate me What were you doing yesterday at midnight? Trying to get everyone to sleep When was the last time you laughed really hard? really really hard? that's an easy answer: 9th grade during lunch. ian just knew what to say to have the liquid i was drinking come out my noise. funny yes. hurt like hell thou *shrugs* Last awkward moment? um... What did you do last night? sleep Are you tan? i have a moon tan Who is the next person you'll hold hands with? Oldest or hubby Are you afraid of the dark? I don’t have the luxury Do you have good vision? no Have you ever tripped someone? dunno. my bookbag has thou. so far 200,000 kills and counting Have you ever slapped someone? yes. yes, i have. Do you use chap stick? sometimes Do you have any scars? on my right thumb, in the middle of my nose, on my right cheek... What's bothering you most right now? Memory and hormones Is there someone you will never forget? Yes and I wish I could damnit Would you marry someone 8 years older than you? no Can you go in public looking like you do? Could, but won’t Where were you at 9am this morning? Making breakfast Do you take walks often? No, but I should What woke you up today? youngest How has the week been? meh Do you find it hard to trust others? *laugh* this is me your talking to. of course i have trouble trusting people. i mean come on, seriously Are you single/taken/heartbroken/crushing? Taken by the sea….points if you get the reference How fast does your mood change? how fast is j00r mom? Do you miss the way things used to be? often. Where is your phone? Infront of me Want someone back in your life? Yes.no. it’s complicated What are you excited for? sleep Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Cut them out of my life Are you planning on going to college? Nope. Have my AA. i’m done Will tomorow be better then today? Hope so Is there anyone who understands your relationship status? 0.o wtf kinda question is that?

1.Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire.which ex? first ex: yea, he IS fire. second ex: point and laugh 2.Your best friend tells you she's pregnant. uh... 3.When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? recent 6.What are you craving right now? Alone time with hubby. Hey you asked 7.What was the last thing you cried about? Stuff I can’t change 8. When you buy something and your change is a penny.What do you do? save it up 9.What color is your tissue box? blue or green 12.Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year? Hubby having bad vertigo 13.Have you ever had a garage sale? yea, they're not fun 14.What is the last alcoholic beverage you had? uh...i don’t recall 15.Are you happy right now? mostly 16.Who came over last? bestie 17 Do you drink beer? looks like piss, smells like piss, so yea my theory is that it IS indeed PISS 18.Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted? XD that’s how you know you’re related 19.Dark or light jeans? come to the darkside, we have cookies :D 20.What was the last movie you watched at home? 2 lego movie 21.What is in your pocket? no pockets :( 22.Who introduced you to your boyfriend/girlfriend? exbestie 23.Where do you hurt? my heart, my head 24.What is your favorite aisle at Wal-Mart? face wash section? 25.When is your birthday day before april fools 27.Who was the last person you went shopping with? myself 28.What about your favorite dessert? What is it? Dark chocolate 29.Do you have the same name as one of your relatives? yes. both my aunts 30.Do you like pickles? sweet jerkins :9 31.Is someone in love with you? hai <3 32.What color is your couch? brownish 33.Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member? only on the phone -.-* 34.Does someone like you right now? durrrrr 35.Do you know anyone in jail/prison? hmm...i dun think so 36.Who was the last person to send you a text message? hubby 37.How many hours did you sleep for last night? i don't keep track. i sleep. i wake up. 38.Do you swear at your parents? I don’t bother anymore 39.Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? prolly my ear is ringing 40.What is the last thing you spent money on? food 41.Name one thing no one can ever take away from you? ....that's a deeper question than you really think it is... 42.What is the last thing you ate that had onions in it? Bloomin’ onion :9 43.Crunchy or Puffy Cheetos? crunchy! 44.The first person on your friends list just called you a bitch. LOL, i call them a slut, they call me a whore, etc... XD – this is an old answer. I want to cry. I don’t talk to them anymore and I miss this. 46.Do you wear a name tag at work? Unfortunately and I don’t know why everyone has a weird interest in what my full name is 49.Say you were given a pregnancy test right now. Negative 50.What were you doing at midnight last night? Attempting sleep

Who is the funniest person you know? youngest What kind of first impression do you think you make? I honestly don’t know Name your last reason for using a camera? kids doing something cute Type a lyric from the song you're listening to? I walked the path, it led me to the end, remember Do you own a pair of converse? TnT no What color are your eyes? ice blue Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed? couch Do you have a best friend? hai Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? dunno Whose bed did you sleep in last night? mine own What are you excited about? going to the museum Seven days from now, will you be in a relationship? yes, and the world will end Do you like to cuddle? hai <3 but not with random ppl, Have you spoken to your mother today? *rotflmao* NO Have you ever thought you liked someone and then found out that you really didnt? ...once, after 4 years....it's a sad story back from my brainwashed days -.- *sigh* Are you too forgiving? fuck that Do you think someone is thinking about you? yes. you. now. mwahaha! If you could pack up and move, would you? Yes. But I hate packing Are you a happy person? eh Would you ever get a tattoo? yuppers Did you enjoy your weekend? mostly Do you regret anything you've done recently? no... Is there anybody you wish you could see? yes Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with J or C? Yes Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl? who hasn't? How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? *laughs* fully trust? you're asking me this? Do you have good eye sight? no, but i still can see THAT What was the first thing you did this morning? wish I could go back to sleep Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years? yes... Where were you at 9 pm friday night and with who? probably at home Do you know anyone with the same name as you? yes.... Have you ever cried and didn't know why? nope. i generally know why Do you have any plans for tomorrow? blergh. Yes. errands Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a B, or A? unfortenately yes, yes i have How old do you think you will be when you finally have children? I was 30 What made you happy today? kiddos What are you thinking about right now? sleeping Do you like country music? does old town road count? What are you looking forward to in the next couple of months? dunno Do you do your own laundry? yes Is your hair curly? wavy a bit Are you cheating on someone right now? -.-* no Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only sober one? yup Do you straighten your hair often? Don't have to. Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence? coworker Do you wear a ring on your finger? no. none of mine fit anymore TToTT Who was the last person you had a phone conversation with for more than 2 minutes? Huh? If myspace made you pay would you still use it? Hells no. Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point and isn't around? *dripping the resentment* yes Will tomorrow be better than today? hope so Do you honestly believe that good things come to those who wait? i don't believe it in , but it happens anyway Do you believe in love at first sight? sorta What catches your eye more? Eyes or smile? whole package Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you? hai <3<3<3 Are you wearing something you borrowed from someone? currently no What time did you go to sleep last night? 11ish Who's someone you can always count on? myself Who's the last person to text you? hubby What are you two talking about? life Are you seeing anyone? hubby Who was the last person to piss you off? hubby Anyones birthday coming up? hubbys Who is one person you want back in your life? uh...plead the 5th Do you like where you go to school? done with school Where were you last night? work, then home

What will you be doing in the next 2 hours? napping Who were you dating around Spring last year? no one. I be married Do you want any tattoos or piercings? yes please What's the one thing you would be doing if it wasn't Winter? wishing it was winter? What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed? no idea Are you single? nope How did you feel when you woke up today? why Are you a jealous person? yes. Just like god Where were you at 2:02am? in a blissful coma Did you hold hands with anyone today? not yet How has the week been? interesting Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? yup Where were you at 9am this morning? getting breakfast for the kiddos Whats your natural hair and eye color? ice blue eyes, dark brown hair What was the last song you listened to? Something on the radio Do you think two people can last forever? ask me again at forever When is your birthday? day before april fools Can you do splits? XD no! Who did you last shoot a dirty look at? customers What is in your pocket? hankie Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now? store Do you have any tan lines? i ish a vampire and NO i do NOT sparkle! Do you remember the name of your kindergarten teacher? nope Last time you cried? what day is today Are you wearing makeup at the moment? Nope. What do you really think of Starbucks Coffee? nice store, keep your coffee gimme the hot chocolate Do you have a camera? no Are there certain things that can't be joked about? yes Is the last person you kissed your ex? no Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now ? er...so so Are your parents still together? No, lol. Are you cold right now? no Can you crack your knuckles? nope Would you go in public looking like you do right now? nope. Have you ever liked someone that you knew you shouldn't have? yea, and now i know better When was the last time you had your hair cut? *shrugs* Does your head hurt? on a daily basis Is there anyone you would like to get things straight with? yes, but sadly hell is going to freeze over first Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the most? yes and no

1. Who was your FIRST prom date? first prom date? i only went once and no i did not have a date and yes it sux'd 2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love? no 3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink? red headed slut - it was awful 9X 4. What was your FIRST job? receptionist... 5. What was your FIRST car? Lil’ black car 6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today? hubby 7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning? youngest 9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane? New York

12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today? youngest 14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning? Wish youngest would go back to sleep. Too early 15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to? 3DD concert 16. FIRST tattoo? no tattoos, just scars 17. FIRST piercing? ears 18. FIRST foreign country you've been to? canada 19. FIRST movie you remember seeing? uh...bambi? 20. When was your FIRST detention? detention? fsk that shit, i was a good kid. i never got caught 21. What was the FIRST state you lived in? denial 22. Who was your FIRST roommate? my lil' brother

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