#does being unhinged and mentally insane mean at least I'll be a good artist?

[swimmingclassicrockpizzawombat]

I have a question for you.

Do you still think I'm Satan himself?

The last real time we spoke you told me

I was the worst person you'd ever met

That I was incapable of change

And you made it clear that you would never

Forgive me, and I mean ever

For anything I've ever done

Even when I miss you so much

And yeah I know you won't read this

You don't want to hear from me

Not anymore

Not ever

Now that for you I am death

You won't care anyway

No matter what I have to say

But I still cant get those words out of my head

Saying I can't change

Saying things will always be the same

And you say that even when

You know I have tried looking for help

You know I don't like being this way

That I am in so much pain

So tell me why then

You say and think I never cared

When for me you were my best friend?

And I tried to always be there?

Tell me why then

Do you think so low of me when

I think so very highly of you?