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What a time and space to be nonbinary.
#ay#doctor who#doctor who 60th anniversary#nonbinary#enby#trans#transgender#lgbtqia#lgbtqia+#♥️♥️#that was quite emotional indeed#still crying#never thought this would happen#doctor who making me feel real#pride#over here#beautiful#trans rights#trans pride#🏳️🌈#🏳️⚧️
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id fumble him so bad
#really really rushed but ill probably go back and clean these up tmrw anyway#i havent played stardew valley but ive been meaning to because i have a little crush on this guy ^_^ hes cute#idk why but smth about him is really endearing. like between him and sunburst i feel like theres a pattern here but idk what#i guess my type is boys that whimper#the last two images are based on a real conversation i had with my doctor a few years ago lol. deadass stared at me for a good 2 minutes#i wanna make a farmersona too...... if my minecraft gameplay is anything to go by id probably play with animals all day instead of#actually farming........ can i just do livestock in stardew.. i dont have a green thumb i managed to kill a succulent once......#actually idk if my computer is even strong enough to run steam but i dont wanna get it on my phone. maybe ill get the microsoft download#unless stardew has its own website like minecraft. i really dont know anything abt it so im going in blind from the start#my art#myart#doodles#puppysona#sona#sdv#sdv harvey#stardew valley#whats funny about this is i have a classmate who kinda looks like if brian david gilbert and harvey had a baby. i havent told him this
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Love the energy of the new doctor who episodes, love Ncuti Gatwa's charisma and the show's willingness to take risks. That being said I'm a bit sad we don't seem to be getting the old character focus of the og RTD seasons. I really like Millie Gibson's performance but on a script level Ruby Sunday doesn't feel like a real person to me. What drives her, what are her flaws, what's her socioeconomic background and how does that inform her behaviour, what are the unlikable parts of her, what does she want most? What's her relationship to her mother like beyond aspirationally and non-specifically positive? How does she dress when she's just sitting around at home? What might she butt heads with the doctor about???
#doctor who#ruby sunday#rtd2#rose martha and donna are just such well written characters to me#think about their families#the way they dress#their arcs on the show#they're so real and human and well observed#ruby just feels like another thirteen companion to me#she's there to be young and energetic and ask questions and high five the doctor and be enthusiastic and show kids a bunch of good qualities#but wheres the tiny human tragedies and triumphs that make a person
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Ten after doomsday
#doctor who#tenth doctor#tenrose#rose tyler#timepetals#doctor who fanart#fanart#my art#the hold tenrose has on me rn is insane#who knew a straight ship could make me feel so happy and help me realize someone was into wasn't right to me#i just#they make me feel#ghruhgue still struggling with ten curse you real people#shout out to jb and the gang server for seeing all my doctor who shit despite most not knowing what the hell it is#shout out to the one who started watched cause of me#meme redraw
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Apparently The Terror producer David Kajganich stated in an Q&A what jobs he thinks the characters would have if they lived in the modern day, and I just…
These are all so fucking funny. Love that one of the show’s producers seemingly has peak Terror brainrot
#personal#amc the terror#the terror#extremely cursed terror posting#also#Franklin- yes 100%. tho I could also see like. mid level office manager who really wants to be your friend#just a real Michael Scott#crozier- yup. fitzjames- yup.#hickey- for sure. silna- absolutely#goodsir- yes. tho I could also just see straight up doctor. like… a pediatric surgeon#little- why do we have to be so mean to this already very sad man????#hodgson- cursed. so cursed. I HATE it#Irving- yup. blankey- ugh. perfect yes. collins- yes please give this man a break#jopson- YES. oh this made me emotional#hartnell- …there something you wanna tell the class david k?#bridgens- yes. but wheres peglar#tozer- god please don’t make him a cop. please. firefighter works great. gym teacher… I feel like he’s hate children#lady jane- yup. sofia- …honestly yea. I see it
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@carlandrea and i have been discussing how jo fits into the roleswap au i've been messing with, and i ended up doing some quick sketches to try to explain this version of three and jo's dynamic
(while the master doesn't work for unit, they are surveilling this alien who's set up shop in england--or, well, they were attempting to, up until jo went and made friends with him. the brigadier now has a load-bearing nepo baby)
#me: i hate drawing real people/my hyperfixations: :)#doctor who#roleswap au#jo grant#third doctor#threegado#this is an art tag#i do feel the need to make it clear that three is projecting the concept of ‘young person i like’ onto jo and that isnt actually what their#vibe is like or what i see them as in canon
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Fuck I hate being an adult. I need a more adult adult to help with the volatile emotional situation.
#I've sort of made a new friend? Like we met at the same art group and he's also trans which was like pleasantly surprising in our small town#but like. We have Differences Of Opinion#and it's not totally his fault because it sounds like he's had a Lot of bad shit in his past that's obviously made him wary and closed off#but like. He's slightly older than me (only 4 years) and keeps blaming a load of his problems on other trans folks?#like you know the type. The like 'all these nonbinary/other identities the kids are doing are complicating shit'#the 'it hurts to see people younger than me inc. kids get hormones thrown at them when I still can't get 'em' (which... yeah not even true)#and he's told me himself he doesn't engage much with the queer community bc it's too 'toxic'#and like. I can absolutely understand why he could've had some bad experiences esp. since he has some mental health shit going on#but he wants to be friends bc he doesn't know anyone else going through the medical shit and it's like. Yeah no shit you don't?#you decided the community you'd find them in is toxic? and that people in them are doing being trans wrong?#and I think if he was just some guy online I'd like roll my eyes and ignore him#but he's a real person in my vicinity and I feel fucking bad for him#and I can see how much self loathing he has and how much that probably informs the bullshit#like he told me he thinks that trans men and cis men are fundamentally different categories and trans men will never be cis men#but not in a 'the experiences are just different and come with different perspectives way'#in like a self defeating way. Like a I just have to settle for being a trans man way.#and it made me SO SAD#like bro#I'm so sorry for whoever the fuck made you feel like you're fighting an unwinnable battle#and I want to be a friend to him. I want him to feel like there's other queer people out there and there's friends and hope#but also I genuinely could see him being the kind of person who would get really angry at you for no fault of your own#like I already get the distinct feeling he resents me a little#like obviously not too much since he still wants to hang#but he's been trying and failing to get HRT for years and I got it super quickly basically by sheer luck/a doctor who looks out for me#like I'm so fucking lucky. And I just genuinely feel like he's the kind of person who might take that personally.#I just do not think I have the fucking. Emotional tool kit to salvage this shit#But I also can't exactly text him and say sorry I don't think we should hang out so. What do.#.....I wasn't even LOOKING for a new friend! I have enough friends!!! I wanted to make clay faces and look at pretty buildings dammit!!!#now I have to be the emotionally mature one who goes hmmm maybe let's not blame other depressed trans kids for our problems buddy#I'm just gonna have to be like. Upfront about my stance and if he doesn't like it well he doesn't have to hang out with me
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bro when u are trying so hard to curate ur life experience so u don't go insane but the insanity comes from within
#i have been experiencing severe intrusive thoughts xoxo#when u feel urself get triggered when nothing is happening and u look inwards and it's You??? it's smth in there????#and ur like WHO IS THAT?????? and it's you. like#does this make sense.#hurgle says things#was it earlier this year that i was starting to feel like i wasn't actually mentally ill lmao#like by no means is this the worst i've ever been. i'm chillin.#but at this point i'm like. oh this might be a Bigger Problem.#and i don't want that ! no thanks x#if i never look at it or get it diagnosed it's not real am i right babes !#(don't live like me. go to the doctor.)#(don't keep things from ur therapist. or if ur brain deletes them when u need to speak abt them write them down)
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“What sort of teacher sits round, making tea for a servant? We don’t live in a world like that.” “What sort of world do we live in, then?” says Doctor Smith. (AU: John Smith takes a shine to a conflicted, heartbroken Martha.)
this fic was written in a burst tonight after my watch brought me to human nature/the family of blood & i had to sit through Putting Martha In The Torment Nexus For No Reason. so i, uh, put martha in the torment nexus for no reason? i guess? but exploring this notion felt a little more compelling to me than just sitting with "the doctor isn't in love with martha and never will be" repeated for the 17th time this season.
anyway: martha jones queen of my heart <333 u do deserve the world.
#doctor who#ten x martha#martha jones#tenth doctor#have learned apparently this watch that tenmartha make me feel feelings. unexpected but super real of me#just something about the MESS THAT IT IS. i am entranced#is every part of this season horrible on my feelings? yes. but writing about it is extremely fun apparently.
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#Ruining the semi normal sleep schedule I'd managed 2 keep going for like a week cus of paranoia 😎#This is ofcthe one time I'm like Actually fucking sleepy#I shocked myself earlier n am in a spiral about the whole “even a semi small shock can fuck up ur heart hours or days later” thing#Which idk if thats unreasonable paranoia or like normal n smart#The internet is 50/50 on it lol#Mom says im being paranoid. Called a like phone nurse about it who said it'd be smart 2 get it checked just 2 be safe#But it's late and doesn't feel serious enough for the er?#Also the er is hell. U just sit there for Hours waiting n then get looked at for 5 minutes told n2 wait even more n then told 2 just go hom#So I am just kinda... existing.. until stuff opens n I can hopefully see a doctor about it or something:)#And cus I was already feeling kinda sick Before the shock I can't be sure if I actually have any symptoms of something worrying#AAAAND my anxiety about the whole thing is making me over analyze every heartbeat or muscle twitch#N tricking my brain into believing shit that's not real#I wanna nap so bad but my brain won't let meee#Ok ramble is done... I just needed 2 get this out of my system somewhere...#Can u believe I use 2 think I didn't have anxiety?? I was all Oh yeah I'm Super chill 😎 while sirens played in my head 24/7#rambles
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No but for real tho how did y’all live with the end of season 4 for fifteen years? I mean like fuck
#I’m serious if I had watched that in real time#and seen both Donna and Ten get such horribly awfully tragic endings#I would simply have died#I would genuinely have had to walk away from doctor who#the very THOUGHT right now makes me want to rip out all my feelings#you have no idea how serious I am I can’t handle that kind of ending#you didn’t even KNOW they’d get a happily ever after#you had no silver lining#your only consolation was what?#rose and tentoo?#could not have been me#I salute all of you Jesus Christ#fucking hell#this is where I confess I’m a complete newbie
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I feel like it could be fun to try and make a Gallifreyan cook book but I have about zero idea how to start
#I like doctor who and I like cooking so why not do something that’s both#I’m trying to think of any references to Gallifreyan dishes but all I can think of is that one part from gallifrey season five I think and#it’s not at all specific#there also like how do you make fictional food from a fictional planet in real life#I feel like I’ve heard of a dw cookbook though#could maybe see if that has anything interesting#doctor who#time lords#gallifrey#also if anyone sees this and has ideas feel free to tell me I’d love to hear them
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BTAS Batman feels like a normal human who's really trained and skilled and manages to pull off amazing feats
Comics Batman just feels like a superpowered human
#my dc posting#btas#batman#the moment 2 big guys with weapons stop being actual threats is the moment he's no longer realistically human to me#like it doesn't matter how skilled or trained you are. a guy w a weapon is always a threat!!#yes it's fiction this isn't an actual complaint#but the point is when BTAS batman succeeds and does something impressive i go wow! amazing! just a regular human w lots of training#doing cool fucking shit!#but when i see any otherbatman do anything ever i just go -_- bc he's not actually limited in any way or grounded in real human capabilitie#this is why i enjoy the action of BTAS so much bc it actually makes me ROOT for the hero#bc he CAN fail and get captured and all that and it doesn't feel unrealistic and when he gets out of it i actually feel#excited abt it yknow??#is it a crime to wanna watch something that actually manages to make you root for the hero instead of just sitting there like this -_- cus#y'know he's gonna succeed anyway and whatever Amazing Super Cool Shit he pulls off doesn't actually feel all that#...kinda reminds me of doctor who when it's done right#like idc how much i get told abt Wow he's just a non-powered human pulling off all these amazing things! he's just so strong and smart!#when there's nothing abt him that makes me actually believe these are normal non-powered human things#like i'm not gonna cheer when a superpowered guy can fly. they have superpowers. and batman FEELS like that no matter what i'm told by word#idk honestly i'm just complaining at this point. but i like doing that especially abt something so low-stakes as this so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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can you elaborate on gender with the twelfth doctor... im spinning she/her pronouns for twelve around in my head so much it gives me life. even if you dont feel like/dont have any further elaboration i want to thank you for introducing me to that concept
because she's a girl...? i don't understand the question she's just a girl
#i am being facetious; thank you very much for the kind ask!#real answer is that pronouns can be kind of an aesthetic choice#like a new outfit or haircut#and it's a choice i could see the doctor making#i think the doctor is always sort of apathetic about gender regardless of the body they're in#and will go by whatever pronouns people perceive them by because it saves time#and why waste time explaining their gender when they could be talking about the planets .#so calling themself a 'man' or a 'woman' is for the sake of not confusing their human companions who care more about that sort of thing#than they do rather than actually seeing themself that way#and i can also see them feeling a sort of joy if friends were to refer to them with pronouns that don't match their perceived gender#because it shows a deeper understanding of who they are#again i think this regardless of body; i think ten would happily respond to she/her pronouns or thirteen with he/him etc etc#but twelve sticks out to me so much a.) because she's my favorite#and b.) because i think she cares the least about what other people think of her#doctor who#delia.txt
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All these posts talking about how it's kinda gross that fans jumped to stanning the white supremacist society white boy from the episode, and are just assuming he wasn't racist just because he's nice are very based and correct
However, I do think the fact that this is even a discussion is partially a result of the way the episode frames all the racist characters as cartoonishly obnoxious people well before the racism is made explicit, and then kills off the only likable one before his racism even comes up at all
Which, in my opinion, is a far weaker storytelling choice than giving us characters that were actually likable if you failed to pick up on the micro agressions would have been
#doctor who#dr who spoilers#I'm not saying it's bad to portray racists as cartoonishly terrible people just to be clear#but I think in an episode like this where the racism only comes up in the last 5 minutes as a twist#it's a very toothless choice#I still think it was good but it's way to easy for white audiences to distance themselves from Lindy and her friends#they were never anything but obnoxious#and we were never forced to accept a nice guy like Ricky could be just as rancid#I think it would have hit way harder if they had toned it down just a little and made people think#how the characters they were loving and rooting for just seconds before could have such vile views#very much like the real life experience of talking to someone who seems nice only to realize later on they're total bigots#which is something that never fails to make me feel sick#now it's just a bunch of terrible people that turned out to be particularly terrible in a specific and gross way
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hiii !! the bracelets you made look so good !! if you don't mind me asking where did you get your beads from? 🥰🥰
Hiiiii!
I got my starter set on Amazon and then I went to Michael's to supplement the colors once I really got into it. I also like these letter blocks the best.
I use this string which you can get at most craft stores. I find that the 1.0 mm weight is sturdiest but can still be used with smaller beads. I also put a dot of jewelry glue on the knot to really make it sturdy.
I'm starting to mix it up more with bead sizes. The ones I linked are called pony beads, but I just ordered some smaller glass seed beads now that I feel confident in my bracelet skills.
I just wanted to be PREPARED cause people had them at Louis' shows last summer and I COVETED them, and you would run into people who were super nice and willing to just give them away. But it's nice to trade and I look down at them and smile and think of the whole fandom experience, you know?
#It's also instilled in me#through years of trading ribbons at Cons#trading is currency!#it's part of the experience#I am making bracelets to trade#for my next Doctor Who con too#vs. doing badge ribbons#I ALSO love that it like#gives me something to do with my hands#my apartment is too small for puzzles#which are my REAL love#but making bracelets#FEELS like a puzzle
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