#doctor who making me feel real
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What a time and space to be nonbinary.
#ay#doctor who#doctor who 60th anniversary#nonbinary#enby#trans#transgender#lgbtqia#lgbtqia+#♥️♥️#that was quite emotional indeed#still crying#never thought this would happen#doctor who making me feel real#pride#over here#beautiful#trans rights#trans pride#🏳️🌈#🏳️⚧️
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id fumble him so bad
#really really rushed but ill probably go back and clean these up tmrw anyway#i havent played stardew valley but ive been meaning to because i have a little crush on this guy ^_^ hes cute#idk why but smth about him is really endearing. like between him and sunburst i feel like theres a pattern here but idk what#i guess my type is boys that whimper#the last two images are based on a real conversation i had with my doctor a few years ago lol. deadass stared at me for a good 2 minutes#i wanna make a farmersona too...... if my minecraft gameplay is anything to go by id probably play with animals all day instead of#actually farming........ can i just do livestock in stardew.. i dont have a green thumb i managed to kill a succulent once......#actually idk if my computer is even strong enough to run steam but i dont wanna get it on my phone. maybe ill get the microsoft download#unless stardew has its own website like minecraft. i really dont know anything abt it so im going in blind from the start#my art#myart#doodles#puppysona#sona#sdv#sdv harvey#stardew valley#whats funny about this is i have a classmate who kinda looks like if brian david gilbert and harvey had a baby. i havent told him this
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Love the energy of the new doctor who episodes, love Ncuti Gatwa's charisma and the show's willingness to take risks. That being said I'm a bit sad we don't seem to be getting the old character focus of the og RTD seasons. I really like Millie Gibson's performance but on a script level Ruby Sunday doesn't feel like a real person to me. What drives her, what are her flaws, what's her socioeconomic background and how does that inform her behaviour, what are the unlikable parts of her, what does she want most? What's her relationship to her mother like beyond aspirationally and non-specifically positive? How does she dress when she's just sitting around at home? What might she butt heads with the doctor about???
#doctor who#ruby sunday#rtd2#rose martha and donna are just such well written characters to me#think about their families#the way they dress#their arcs on the show#they're so real and human and well observed#ruby just feels like another thirteen companion to me#she's there to be young and energetic and ask questions and high five the doctor and be enthusiastic and show kids a bunch of good qualities#but wheres the tiny human tragedies and triumphs that make a person
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Apparently The Terror producer David Kajganich stated in an Q&A what jobs he thinks the characters would have if they lived in the modern day, and I just…
These are all so fucking funny. Love that one of the show’s producers seemingly has peak Terror brainrot
#personal#amc the terror#the terror#extremely cursed terror posting#also#Franklin- yes 100%. tho I could also see like. mid level office manager who really wants to be your friend#just a real Michael Scott#crozier- yup. fitzjames- yup.#hickey- for sure. silna- absolutely#goodsir- yes. tho I could also just see straight up doctor. like… a pediatric surgeon#little- why do we have to be so mean to this already very sad man????#hodgson- cursed. so cursed. I HATE it#Irving- yup. blankey- ugh. perfect yes. collins- yes please give this man a break#jopson- YES. oh this made me emotional#hartnell- …there something you wanna tell the class david k?#bridgens- yes. but wheres peglar#tozer- god please don’t make him a cop. please. firefighter works great. gym teacher… I feel like he’s hate children#lady jane- yup. sofia- …honestly yea. I see it
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@carlandrea and i have been discussing how jo fits into the roleswap au i've been messing with, and i ended up doing some quick sketches to try to explain this version of three and jo's dynamic
(while the master doesn't work for unit, they are surveilling this alien who's set up shop in england--or, well, they were attempting to, up until jo went and made friends with him. the brigadier now has a load-bearing nepo baby)
#me: i hate drawing real people/my hyperfixations: :)#doctor who#roleswap au#jo grant#third doctor#threegado#this is an art tag#i do feel the need to make it clear that three is projecting the concept of ‘young person i like’ onto jo and that isnt actually what their#vibe is like or what i see them as in canon
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i think i got very lucky with my parents :,)
#everytime i think they don’t understand how im feeling they always do something that proves me wrong#we were planning to stay over at a relatives house and then we had dinner on their bed that we were supposed to sleep in and my fear of food#and fear of contamination couldn’t deal with that so i told my dad over whatsapp and he said okay then we’ll go :(#also i was feeling very tearful one morning and i called my dad upstairs and asked him to take me to a mental health professional because i#was on the verge of a panic attack and he sat next to me while i ate and took me to a doctor immediately after:(#because i ran out of my medicine#my mom is the same :( she actively tries to get me out of situations where food is involved like if my cousins ate something and didn’t wash#their hands afterwards she makes me sit in the front seat of the car so nothing accidentally touches me and flares up my obsessive thoughts#and anxiety :(#i feel so bad when they do this because i feel so fucking stupid for feeling like this in the first place but it does feel very very real#and dangerous:( i don’t know how to stop:(#like if anyone eats i feel so happy for them but if i make contact with them i feel physically disgusting#so if other people eat in their bed i’m fine with that but i just can’t sleep in that bed afterwards#my parents are the same people who held me in their arms and cried with me when i said i really really wanted them to let me die:(#so i really really love them :(#✉️
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steven moffat has a lot to answer for in his poor writing of women but his worst crime is what he did to river song
he took a very cool and interesting woman with an unexplored plotline that had limitless potential and turned her into another of his two-dimensional sexy-woman-who-could-shoot-you archetypes. her plotline also falls victim one of his repeated attempts to craft an exciting mystery with a plot twist which ended up being needlessly convoluted and somehow condescending almost, by neglecting to give river her own meaningful journey and centring her existence around creating puzzles for the doctor to solve
#it makes me so angry#in silence of the library and forest of the dead she's so full of life and feels real#she has depth and her own motivations#and in the eleventh doctor's seasons it feels like all character has been stripped away and she's just a plot point#clara amy river madame kovarian and the mistress feel like a continuum of the exact same character#the main difference is how likely they are to wear dark lipstick#they're all the same flavour of 'im smarter than you but flirty about it'#same thing with moffat's irene adler honestly#anyway im annoyed about it#he basically turned her into another personification of his own weird fantasy woman and it sucks#doctor who#river song#anti steven moffat#paxtxt
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bro when u are trying so hard to curate ur life experience so u don't go insane but the insanity comes from within
#i have been experiencing severe intrusive thoughts xoxo#when u feel urself get triggered when nothing is happening and u look inwards and it's You??? it's smth in there????#and ur like WHO IS THAT?????? and it's you. like#does this make sense.#hurgle says things#was it earlier this year that i was starting to feel like i wasn't actually mentally ill lmao#like by no means is this the worst i've ever been. i'm chillin.#but at this point i'm like. oh this might be a Bigger Problem.#and i don't want that ! no thanks x#if i never look at it or get it diagnosed it's not real am i right babes !#(don't live like me. go to the doctor.)#(don't keep things from ur therapist. or if ur brain deletes them when u need to speak abt them write them down)
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“What sort of teacher sits round, making tea for a servant? We don’t live in a world like that.” “What sort of world do we live in, then?” says Doctor Smith. (AU: John Smith takes a shine to a conflicted, heartbroken Martha.)
this fic was written in a burst tonight after my watch brought me to human nature/the family of blood & i had to sit through Putting Martha In The Torment Nexus For No Reason. so i, uh, put martha in the torment nexus for no reason? i guess? but exploring this notion felt a little more compelling to me than just sitting with "the doctor isn't in love with martha and never will be" repeated for the 17th time this season.
anyway: martha jones queen of my heart <333 u do deserve the world.
#doctor who#ten x martha#martha jones#tenth doctor#have learned apparently this watch that tenmartha make me feel feelings. unexpected but super real of me#just something about the MESS THAT IT IS. i am entranced#is every part of this season horrible on my feelings? yes. but writing about it is extremely fun apparently.
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#Ruining the semi normal sleep schedule I'd managed 2 keep going for like a week cus of paranoia 😎#This is ofcthe one time I'm like Actually fucking sleepy#I shocked myself earlier n am in a spiral about the whole ���even a semi small shock can fuck up ur heart hours or days later” thing#Which idk if thats unreasonable paranoia or like normal n smart#The internet is 50/50 on it lol#Mom says im being paranoid. Called a like phone nurse about it who said it'd be smart 2 get it checked just 2 be safe#But it's late and doesn't feel serious enough for the er?#Also the er is hell. U just sit there for Hours waiting n then get looked at for 5 minutes told n2 wait even more n then told 2 just go hom#So I am just kinda... existing.. until stuff opens n I can hopefully see a doctor about it or something:)#And cus I was already feeling kinda sick Before the shock I can't be sure if I actually have any symptoms of something worrying#AAAAND my anxiety about the whole thing is making me over analyze every heartbeat or muscle twitch#N tricking my brain into believing shit that's not real#I wanna nap so bad but my brain won't let meee#Ok ramble is done... I just needed 2 get this out of my system somewhere...#Can u believe I use 2 think I didn't have anxiety?? I was all Oh yeah I'm Super chill 😎 while sirens played in my head 24/7#rambles
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No but for real tho how did y’all live with the end of season 4 for fifteen years? I mean like fuck
#I’m serious if I had watched that in real time#and seen both Donna and Ten get such horribly awfully tragic endings#I would simply have died#I would genuinely have had to walk away from doctor who#the very THOUGHT right now makes me want to rip out all my feelings#you have no idea how serious I am I can’t handle that kind of ending#you didn’t even KNOW they’d get a happily ever after#you had no silver lining#your only consolation was what?#rose and tentoo?#could not have been me#I salute all of you Jesus Christ#fucking hell#this is where I confess I’m a complete newbie
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I feel like it could be fun to try and make a Gallifreyan cook book but I have about zero idea how to start
#I like doctor who and I like cooking so why not do something that’s both#I’m trying to think of any references to Gallifreyan dishes but all I can think of is that one part from gallifrey season five I think and#it’s not at all specific#there also like how do you make fictional food from a fictional planet in real life#I feel like I’ve heard of a dw cookbook though#could maybe see if that has anything interesting#doctor who#time lords#gallifrey#also if anyone sees this and has ideas feel free to tell me I’d love to hear them
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BTAS Batman feels like a normal human who's really trained and skilled and manages to pull off amazing feats
Comics Batman just feels like a superpowered human
#my dc posting#btas#batman#the moment 2 big guys with weapons stop being actual threats is the moment he's no longer realistically human to me#like it doesn't matter how skilled or trained you are. a guy w a weapon is always a threat!!#yes it's fiction this isn't an actual complaint#but the point is when BTAS batman succeeds and does something impressive i go wow! amazing! just a regular human w lots of training#doing cool fucking shit!#but when i see any otherbatman do anything ever i just go -_- bc he's not actually limited in any way or grounded in real human capabilitie#this is why i enjoy the action of BTAS so much bc it actually makes me ROOT for the hero#bc he CAN fail and get captured and all that and it doesn't feel unrealistic and when he gets out of it i actually feel#excited abt it yknow??#is it a crime to wanna watch something that actually manages to make you root for the hero instead of just sitting there like this -_- cus#y'know he's gonna succeed anyway and whatever Amazing Super Cool Shit he pulls off doesn't actually feel all that#...kinda reminds me of doctor who when it's done right#like idc how much i get told abt Wow he's just a non-powered human pulling off all these amazing things! he's just so strong and smart!#when there's nothing abt him that makes me actually believe these are normal non-powered human things#like i'm not gonna cheer when a superpowered guy can fly. they have superpowers. and batman FEELS like that no matter what i'm told by word#idk honestly i'm just complaining at this point. but i like doing that especially abt something so low-stakes as this so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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can you elaborate on gender with the twelfth doctor... im spinning she/her pronouns for twelve around in my head so much it gives me life. even if you dont feel like/dont have any further elaboration i want to thank you for introducing me to that concept
because she's a girl...? i don't understand the question she's just a girl
#i am being facetious; thank you very much for the kind ask!#real answer is that pronouns can be kind of an aesthetic choice#like a new outfit or haircut#and it's a choice i could see the doctor making#i think the doctor is always sort of apathetic about gender regardless of the body they're in#and will go by whatever pronouns people perceive them by because it saves time#and why waste time explaining their gender when they could be talking about the planets .#so calling themself a 'man' or a 'woman' is for the sake of not confusing their human companions who care more about that sort of thing#than they do rather than actually seeing themself that way#and i can also see them feeling a sort of joy if friends were to refer to them with pronouns that don't match their perceived gender#because it shows a deeper understanding of who they are#again i think this regardless of body; i think ten would happily respond to she/her pronouns or thirteen with he/him etc etc#but twelve sticks out to me so much a.) because she's my favorite#and b.) because i think she cares the least about what other people think of her#doctor who#delia.txt
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All these posts talking about how it's kinda gross that fans jumped to stanning the white supremacist society white boy from the episode, and are just assuming he wasn't racist just because he's nice are very based and correct
However, I do think the fact that this is even a discussion is partially a result of the way the episode frames all the racist characters as cartoonishly obnoxious people well before the racism is made explicit, and then kills off the only likable one before his racism even comes up at all
Which, in my opinion, is a far weaker storytelling choice than giving us characters that were actually likable if you failed to pick up on the micro agressions would have been
#doctor who#dr who spoilers#I'm not saying it's bad to portray racists as cartoonishly terrible people just to be clear#but I think in an episode like this where the racism only comes up in the last 5 minutes as a twist#it's a very toothless choice#I still think it was good but it's way to easy for white audiences to distance themselves from Lindy and her friends#they were never anything but obnoxious#and we were never forced to accept a nice guy like Ricky could be just as rancid#I think it would have hit way harder if they had toned it down just a little and made people think#how the characters they were loving and rooting for just seconds before could have such vile views#very much like the real life experience of talking to someone who seems nice only to realize later on they're total bigots#which is something that never fails to make me feel sick#now it's just a bunch of terrible people that turned out to be particularly terrible in a specific and gross way
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hiii !! the bracelets you made look so good !! if you don't mind me asking where did you get your beads from? 🥰🥰
Hiiiii!
I got my starter set on Amazon and then I went to Michael's to supplement the colors once I really got into it. I also like these letter blocks the best.
I use this string which you can get at most craft stores. I find that the 1.0 mm weight is sturdiest but can still be used with smaller beads. I also put a dot of jewelry glue on the knot to really make it sturdy.
I'm starting to mix it up more with bead sizes. The ones I linked are called pony beads, but I just ordered some smaller glass seed beads now that I feel confident in my bracelet skills.
I just wanted to be PREPARED cause people had them at Louis' shows last summer and I COVETED them, and you would run into people who were super nice and willing to just give them away. But it's nice to trade and I look down at them and smile and think of the whole fandom experience, you know?
#It's also instilled in me#through years of trading ribbons at Cons#trading is currency!#it's part of the experience#I am making bracelets to trade#for my next Doctor Who con too#vs. doing badge ribbons#I ALSO love that it like#gives me something to do with my hands#my apartment is too small for puzzles#which are my REAL love#but making bracelets#FEELS like a puzzle
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