#doc says i need to be at 80kg before i can get top surgery. so i need to lose 9kg and stay there right?
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#mhmhmmm let's not cry#not exactly E.D. stuff cs like uh idk#but i am a little weird about food? rather about not uh uhhh#doc says i need to be at 80kg before i can get top surgery. so i need to lose 9kg and stay there right?#i told my mum and she's#well she did have an e.d.#i think i panic cs i don't i can't counting calories and stuff i can't i don't i just it makes me panic to look at#i eat. a normal amount. but that is more than the daily recommended whatsit.#dad's losing weight now and is glad for it but he is doing that by eating one meal a day#i like beijg solid. i know im larger than bmi says i should be. i know part of this panicky cry is that i came on again today and that mak#makes me feel like shit like as well#but specifically all the tracking and counting and i mean there's a reason i don't own scales at all#like oh yeah it's a good thing make it a good thing in your head - how?! how.
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