#do you know the number of times i’ve begged the universe to show scoliosis signs on the physical exams | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sunriseverse · 5 months ago

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i wish there was something overtly wrong with me so i could just. get people to BELIEVE me. it’s so frustrating to be in constant pain and have every single medical test they’ve run on me come up negative. i’ve given up trying to figure it out at this point because it’s just…….too exhausting, on top of the exhaustion i already have from pain and psychiatric issues, but it. sucks to not be able to give people a reason. you can only say “sorry, i can’t do xyz because i’m in pain” so many times before people stop sympathising and start getting annoyed with you.

#do you know the number of times i’ve begged the universe to show scoliosis signs on the physical exams #or arthritis on the blood tests?#not that i WANT arthritis or scoliosis. but god at least then i would know what the fuck was going on!#instead i just get to have ebbing and flowing pain. some days it’s so bad i can barely think.#other days it’s good enough i can manage to exercise #mostly it’s somewhere in the middle and stops me from doing things i’d like to #do not reblog #spinecorset bodily derangement syndrome #this post brought to you by: my back acting up. AGAIN.#c.txt

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