#do not.nreblog.

[caressthosecheekbones]

had the wildest most loving afternoon and evening with my mum just now. talked about my ruined holidays, my mental health, we had food, fun, she told me about hearing me cry devastatingly when she had to watch me get checked over by a doctor when I'd been just born. how she felt like it was ripping her heart out to hear me cry like that. "we were still so closely connected. you were still a part of me and I felt your pain."