#do ı wanna know

[71kedi-yip]

Unexpected side effect of being Turkish:

Was daydreaming trying to visiualize a breakfast scene for a fic I will never write. A kid charachter was adding sugar to his tea thelephatically while his mom was adding cold water again telephatically and it was like oh to be raised by people whom understand our powers and nurture them. To see the effects of big things in small, natural ways.

Then I realized they are American, they wouldn't be drinking tea and the kid for sure wouldn't be drinking tea and I was left with the hole a well written meaningfull scene I cannot put in left behind.

[turkicartist]

DOİNG SOME FASHİON ART BY MYSELFF

Urs truly

[crunchwrapsnoopy]

Don't Call, Don't Text [Tomura Shigaraki x Reader]

↻ ◁ ˚₊ Do I Wanna Know ₊˚ ▷ ↺

"Have you no idea that you're in deep? I dreamt about you nearly every night this week"

drunk msging ur ex on discord >>>> (no use of y/n btw!)

Toxic!Tomura Shigaraki x GN Reader

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WC: 1183

It was late, the only light in your room was the one beating on your face from your monitor. You were just about to shut down your computer for the night to get some much needed rest, when you got a Discord ping out of nowhere, a message lighting up your screen. You froze in your gaming chair upon seeing the name, Shiggy. It had been months since you two had broken up. You’d tried moving on after you moved to a new city, you tried pretending that his chaotic, unsettling presence hadn’t left a somewhat sinister mark on your life. You thought about him sometimes, like when you heard his laugh in a random memory or when you played video games that you used to queue together. You also thought about the tears that streamed down your face often, the nights where he'd ignore you for hours. But that was all in the past. At least, that’s what you’d told yourself. You clicked on his message with a small sigh, and there it was: 

Shiggy (1:09 A.M.) Ever thought of calling when you’ve had a few? Cause I always do.

You didn’t know whether to laugh or scream. You ran your fingers through your hair, the hair that Tomura makes you want to rip from your scalp, trying to process the words, wondering if you were dreaming or if the alcohol had just given him the courage to send this. Your finger hovered over the keyboard, unsure whether you should respond at all. You hadn’t really heard from him since your messy breakup, the closest you've been to contact has been through his friends, who occasionally send you updates on him. And now here he was, seemingly drunk, sending song lyrics on discord of all places. It was almost laughable. But nonetheless strange. A mix of emotions stirred up inside you—anger, confusion, and, yes, maybe a bit of longing. You remembered when things had been different, when it was all fine. But who wouldn't miss a relationship that lasted for two years, no matter how bad it was? There's always a missing piece now, even if the piece was a jerk from time to time. You took a deep breath and typed a response, still unsure if you should do this to yourself this late at night.

You (1:13 A.M.) Drunk messaging me Arctic Monkeys lyrics on Discord? That's a new one.

Shiggy (1:13 A.M.) They’re your favorite, after all.

You (1:15 A.M.) Oh, so now you remember that?

Your fingers hovered over the keys again as you stared at the screen, feeling a strange pull to his words. He had always been unpredictable—sometimes affectionate, sometimes distant, but always a little bit unpredictable in the way he expressed things. You’d never really understood him fully, and maybe that’s why you were still here, still entertaining the idea of responding to him.

Shiggy (1:17 A.M.) I don’t forget shit like that.

Your pulse quickened, but you forced yourself to stay calm. You hadn’t heard from him in so long. You were not about to let a pathetic drunk text pull you back into whatever you two were. But the strange feeling that lingered in your chest was hard to ignore.

You (1:19 A.M.) If you say so.

Shiggy (1:20 A.M.) I do.

The silence that followed felt heavy, like something was hanging between you two, something unspoken, yet palpable. Your eyes flicked over his message again, the way he seemed so sure of himself, you couldn't physically hear him, but you could definitely make out the raspy, cocky tone that he was trying to convey in his messages.

You (1:22 A.M.) You have some nerve Tomura. It's been months, do you really think I'm gonna come crawling back to you because of some lame messages on Discord?

Shiggy (1:24 A.M.) Look at the guts on you. I don’t think anything. But yeah, I remember what we were. Maybe you do too, deep down.

Your heart gave a sharp thud at his words, and the old ache returned—bittersweet and raw. You remembered it too. The fights, the stolen moments of tenderness. The good and the bad. You weren’t sure if it was worth revisiting, though. Not after everything.

You (1:26 A.M.) I do remember but it’s not that simple. You know that.

Shiggy (1:27 A.M.) Never said it was.

The honesty in his response caught you off guard, and for a moment, you were quiet, staring at the screen. You hated how he always seemed to have a way of cutting through your defenses.

You (1:30 A.M.) What do you want, Tomura?

Shiggy (1:32 A.M.) What do you think I want?

The implication hung there between the words, and for a moment, you couldn’t help but let your mind wander to all the things you knew he was capable of. He had a way of doing things, a way of manipulating your emotions, he could destroy everything and still somehow leave you with a strange sense of wanting more.

You (1:34 A.M.) You can’t just show up like this. I'm not gonna be just some drunk text to you.

Shiggy (1:36 A.M.) I’m not asking you to be. And you know damn well you're more than a drunk text. I'm just… trying to talk ig.

The simplicity of his message was almost disarming, and you couldn’t quite tell if he was being genuine or just trying to string you along, mess with your head. But there was that lingering part of you, the one that still missed him, the one that longed for the connection, even if it was fleeting.

You (1:38 A.M.) Why now?

Shiggy (1:39 A.M.) Why not? I miss you.

Your fingers trembled as you typed your next response, unsure whether you wanted to open this door again, but knowing deep down that the curiosity was eating away at you.

You (1:41 A.M.) I don’t know if I can go back to that, Tomura.

Shiggy (1:42 A.M.) I’m not asking you to come back. Just wanted you to know that I miss you.

You didn’t know if he was telling the truth, or if it was just the alcohol talking. But part of you wondered if, deep down, he wanted to fix things, or if he was just trying to have control over something, anything, after all this time. Maybe you could never know the full truth, and maybe that was the most frustrating part of it all.

Your mind was racing now, trying to decide if you should keep this conversation going. Should you close it off, or leave it open, just a crack, to see where it would lead?

You (1:45 A.M.) Maybe it’s better if we just leave things as they are.

Shiggy (1:46 A.M.) Maybe. But you’re not gonna stop thinking about it, are you?

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[niredsw]

hii:D i was wondering if you could wright a Aiden clark x fem!reader who can't feel pretty without makes up?? If u don't wanna do this just ignore this<3

I'm going to be more than happy to write it! Thanks for the request \ (•◡•) / This story takes place in the arcade episodes, after the group beat up Barron an his friends

You guys were in the back of the arcade, watching Logan talk with Barron, ready to step in if a fight starts. You didn't have to wait for so long and now you guys were all fighting. You were just about to punch one of them in the nose but you stopped when you hear ashlyn's scream. Wiping you face and lookin at your hand you realized you messed your makeup, you immedialety rush to the bathroom, not saying anythin to others.

Aiden saw you run inside and ran after you, "Where are you going?" you hide your face from him, "I'll be back in a minute, i need to go fix my makeup" he was suprised, he didn't even realize you had makeup on "Why? It looks pretty fine to me" "I just.. don't feel pretty withouth it, i'll be back soon don't worry. Ashlyn wasn't looking good you might want to check up on her" he didn't listen after you said you didn't feel pretty, you were the most beautiful human being he ever saw, there was no way you think you are ugly! You start to walk again and this made him snap out of his thoughts, he garbbed your arm and made you turn to him. You looked away and tried to hide your face from him. He smiled and looked at you "Don't you ever think you are ugly ever again, you are beautiful, with or withouth makeup, it doesn't matter." "But-" he cut you off by giving you a soft kiss "No buts, i dont care what anybody thinks, i dont even care what you think, you are beautiful to me, the most beautiful girl i've ever seen. I don't want to hear you say you are ugly ever again, i love you for who you are, with or withouth makeup.." you were shocked by this but it didn't take long for a soft smile to form on your lips, you hugged him and whispered only loud enough for hım to hear "I love you too.. and thank you" he smiled and hugged you tight "Don't say that you are ugly ever again okay? I Will Come to your house with a fork at midnight if you ever say it" his words make you giggle "Aye aye captain!" you both chuckled "I'm still going to fix it tho, i look like a racoon" he chuckled "A cute one tho"

WOO ITS FINISHED! ı don't know if thats what you wanted but i tried my best（‐＾▽＾‐）

[astroyongie]

I wanna ask nct 127 member's coping mechanism but I'm also scared to know cause ı know theirs would suck...🧍‍♀️

It's only based on charts, so take it lightly ^^

NCT 127 Unhealthy Coping Mechanism

Taeil: based on chart, he can have a thing for gambling his money. Getting addicted to money games, poker, wheels, or even spending money on himself and other people to give himself a sense of accomplishment

Johnny: He just embrasses himself. He is the type to ridiculize himself by going out and doing stupid things. Getting drunk in a party and picking fight, cursing his hair recklessly, getting a tattoo. Something that damages his appearance

Taeyong: Whenever he is on a low, he restricts. He does that unconsciously, since he would simply not have enough strength to get food and feed himself

Yuta: He manages not well anger, so he can be the type to actually destroy others people life to make himself feel better (leaking information, spoiling lies and rumors). He can also have some reckless and impulsive behaviors that will put him in life danger

Doyoung: I see doyoung as being the type to simply self isolating whenever he is on a low. he needs to be surrounded yet he will push people away and make people hate him

Jaehyun: Jaehyun has good coping mechanism, so perhaps he gets co dependent on his friends and he will try to live through their actions and expectations until he fix his stuff

Jungwoo: when it comes to Jungwoo, I see him to be the type to use hypnotics as a way of unhealthy mechanism. So for exemple using sleeping pils, anxiolytics, benzos, ect

Mark: Mark is probably the type of person to engage in dangerous sexual behaviors as a way to cope. the need to be with other people and seek pleasure to ease his feelings

Haechan: probably smoking? mostly nicotine I think. That would be his way to release pressure and stress from his shoulders

[greeeengoblin]

✏ My Jason Todd angst fanfics ↴

Like Mother Like Son ;

Jason is starting to look more and more like his mother, Catherine. Things don't change, especially when he become a father.

The BatFamily was just wondering when things were going to go to shit ..And yes, Jason had a 4-year-old daughter and her psychology was not very good.

I can keep you safe In my foolish arms :

"What did I do?"

"Don't you see?" Bruce asked, approaching Jason a little more. Jason kept pulling back towards the wall whenever Bruce approached, but Bruce continued to advance towards him, and Jason fell to the ground. Bruce crouched down in front of Jason. He took Jason's painfully weak and scarred wrist and said, "Look. You tried to kill yourself, Jason, there are too many drugs in your system. You keep losing your memory every week."

"No..." Jason said. He tried to pull his wrist away, but Bruce, although not holding it tightly, couldn't let go. "No, no, no." Jason tried to get up, he couldn't breathe. He held his head and started pulling his hair, screaming, but his voice was still very tired, he was crying. "No... I'm sorry, I don't want to, I can't stand staying here." he said, burying his head in Bruce's chest. Bruce hugged Jason.

"Calm down," Bruce said in a soothing voice. He stroked Jason's hair and kissed him on the head. "I can't get you out of here, Jason, it's for your own good. You're insane."

You Make me Wanna Scream at the Top of my Lungs :

After the events of Under The Red Hood, Jayna Todd Wayne isn't sure who to trust. Even though she's not yet 17 and her father chose that sadistic clown over her, so she's not even sure of her own psychological state. Soo ... I think she's madly in love with Slade Wilson.

Bruce and the others aren't happy about it.

The Penthouse :

Opera AU

Jason Wayne was one of the rich, spoiled kids at Hera Place Academy. Timothy Drake, on the other hand, was a servant at the Wayne Manor. One day, Tim surpasses Jason in a secretly attended opera competition and begins studying at Hera Place Academy on a scholarship.

At the same time, he is also on the verge of unraveling secrets about his real family.

For example, secrets similar to those of Selina Kyle, who lost her son 14 years ago.

You're Coming Back and it's the End of the World :

"They hurt me..." 

Dick suddenly fell silent, he gathered all his strength to keep his voice calm and gentle. "I know," he said softly, his voice filled with emotion, "I know what they did. They can't hurt you anymore."

Jason's eyes twitched. Mentally unstable and with brain damage, he seemed like a nine-year-old child mentally. "They put something inside me, it hurts," he said, his voice unclear.

The trauma in Dick's eyes was evident, listening to Jason's words with pain and freshness, but he suppressed his own emotions, took a deep breath. "I know," he said gently, his voice trembling.

From you From me From us :

Jason instantly turned the gun on himself, pointing it to the side of his head. No one expected this. No one knew Jason would aim at himself.

"I can get rid of me for you..." Jason said, his voice trembling, but beneath his tear-filled eyes was a smile, a crazy giggle.

"JASON!" Dick took a step forward the moment he noticed the gun.

"DON'T—" said Jason, gripping the gun's barrel more tightly. "Today.. you will become a killer, Batman.. I will take you down with me. When I die, you will lose your essence too. You will face the consequences of the moral order you established from the beginning. I don't care about the criminals you didn't kill to avoid guilt, but you will watch my brain splatter—"

Could never tell you what happened the day ı turned seventeen :

Oh... right... My fault!" Jason felt the sobs taking over him. His body was shaking, and he couldn't stop it. "Dying was my fault, finding myself in a green liquid was my fault, becoming a stupid zombie and being completely alone was MY FAULT!" Jason stood up. "I’M SO SORRY!"

Bruce was shocked by the unexpected outburst. Still, he maintained his composure. He had never seen Jason cry since he came back from the dead, never seen him so weak, helpless, and childlike... never seen him so sad.

Jason, breathing heavily, found solace in shouting. On this birthday, he decided to do himself a favor and confess what was inside him. "I'm sorry, Bruce... I'm sorry I couldn't kill myself." Jason spoke as he wiped his nose with his elbow.

"What?" Bruce stood up, now face to face with Jason. He approached him. "What did you say?"

Crack Baby You Don't Know What You Want :

What… What��s going on? I didn’t do anything, I didn’t take any toxin and… and I swear I didn’t kill anyone.” Jason couldn’t control the tremor in his voice. If this was a punishment, it was a terrifying one. “I swear… I didn’t—”

"Shhh..." Bruce soothed, stroking Jason's hair. Dick was wiping away his tears from behind the glass. Jason's begging was truly frightening. "It's okay, Jason, it's just... the nurses need to check something..."

"Bruce..." Jason looked at Bruce with anger in his eyes. "What's going on... You're scaring me."

[shiftinglea]

Hi, I actually think about manifesting being a supernatural creature like a vampire . Since we can create whatever we want that's what ı want, ı wanna be an immortal and supernatural creature . In this case , since ı dont wanna be human ı cant die , right? cuz ı mean ı hope ı dont sound ridiculous but the way you write is like everyone has to die like everyone experiences it but ı dont wanna experience death and since ı create my own reality ı can do that, right ? İ just wanna be sure that ı'm thinking right

Love your posts 💞

Hello 👋

I don’t have all the answers, and when we talk about immortality and death, I can only theorize based on what my intuition tells me. I want to remind you that death, in the sense of ceasing to exist, doesn’t exist. To put it simply, death is returning to the Oneness so you can reestablish your identity. I know there are people who shift realities and have lived thousands of years, experiencing an incredible number of lifetimes—from being a simple mortal to an immortal deity (all in one reincarnation). So, I know that experiencing yourself as an immortal supernatural creature is possible. But I don’t know if it means you won’t eventually return to Oneness. Maybe it won’t happen through physical death, but I feel that even if you live for millions of years, there will come a time when you return to where you came from to reestablish your identity. That’s just what my intuition is telling me.

[lavina-arts]

I have two good news and one bad news

1-I have some ideas for Subway surfers season 2

2-İn the season 2 all the characters will be there

3-(bad New) The Serie will end with all of the characters death

Here s some arts of my ideas

Ninja: So... there is many thing ı should say but they will make sad so if I dont say that things?

Maia: Ninja thats fucking lying!

Rain:I dont wanna die! I dont wanna die!

Pink: ...

Hali: Catrine! Bruno! Are you guys okay!?

Brody: I dont know what we should fucking do!?

Morgan: ...

Everyone in school: Weird monster! Weird monster!

Lucy: Tricky pls dont do that! Pls I beg you!!!! Pls dont!

Hammy Bee: Shit,we fucked up!

Catrine: Are you Really say it now?

Alfie: Yuto I think I just killed someone!

Yuto: You did what!?

Catrine: You know, we wore out both ourselves and our teams because of our ridiculous egos

Jake: You are right actually

Spike: C- Callum? No... No! NO! That shit cannot be happening!!!!

Rain's parents: Rain open the door you fucking child!

Rain: *Crying*

Thats all for now

[charmedreincarnation]

Hey Maya,

I'm just here to talk a bit. Like everyone else, I try to enter a state of emptiness and find myself worrying and doubting a lot during the day. I think a lot, I worry that I can't do it etc. All these negative thoughts and anxiety are exhausting, even though I consciously remind myself that I can, do, that the void is already me, that it is no different from meditation. But at the same time, whatever happens, I'm going into the void in 3 days, that's my goal, and frankly, I don't want to waste any more time worrying, afraid, even though I feel like it. I've been trying to get in with meditation for a while now and I'm always distracted or moving and letting go. That's why I decided to do the method you shared. It takes time for me to sleep, but I'm sure I'll make it.

Also, something I want to talk about independently of this is, they say, command your subconscious and it will do what you say. So why doesn't it work when I do this? And I feel like my subconscious not listening to me and at the same time it's not happening, mean what I commented. I feel like I'm fighting against myself. Do I have a problem or am I thinking too much? I don't know.

İ think ı need work sc and vc but I'm affirming like a months and sometimes i really feel disappointed to myself. İdk 😶

You don't have to share it, o just wanna talk and I'm sorry for all the negative energy🥺 İ think that's gonna be my last anon ask in Tumblr now on.

We’ve all been there. There’s nothing wrong with you and it's completely normal to feel overwhelmed. Meditation and mindfulness practices can be challenging at first, especially when our minds are filled with so many thoughts and worries. The key is not to resist these thoughts but to acknowledge them without judgment. It's okay if your mind wanders during meditation; the act of noticing that your mind has wandered and bringing your attention back is actually part of the practice.

As for commanding your subconscious, it's important to remember that our subconscious mind is shaped by repeated patterns and behaviors over time. Changing these patterns can take some persistence. If affirmation doesn't seem to work, it might be because deep down, there are beliefs contradicting what you're affirming.

It's also normal to feel like you're fighting against yourself. This internal struggle often arises when we're trying to change or grow. It's part of the process and it doesn't mean that there's something wrong with you. I think everyone’s journey is just trial and error. Sometimes it feels stagnant, and you have to decide if you maybe need to try a different method, or keep persisting and work on your specific doubts. Most of the times it’s the latter and not the former.

[shrimpy-bitchy]

Just wanna making sure,Are you aroace?Aromatic+Asexual ı mean since you keep saying you dont like anyone!Heck even hate them!!So ı wonder if we making you uncomfortable with any of it :(.ı am sorry if we do,we just want you to be happy with someone🙏

-M

YOU WILL NEVER KNOW!!!!!!!

[theoneandonlyshrimpo]

"HEY!!!You can call me 'M' ,anyways what your opinion on Goob?Why do ı wanna know?No reason buddy!Just feeling curious it's all!Hope you have a nice day/night or life generally!!"

-M

"uuuh... Goob is alright I guess. If he'd keep his stupid big hands off me, I don't care!" "He needs to quit trying to hug me though! Hmph."

[icantgetnosatisfaction]

good times exists, u just dont want it

apparently ı do something wrong when it comes to relationships. apparently ı suck at anything relating to emotions. I make it hard for myself and for the people around me. I know that. I feel that. I question whether if ı actually enjoy some kind of suffering. There is one more thing I question nowadays. Do I like this one guy or not? I mean romantically. We have become close rapidly and I love spending time with him. He is so fun for real. I laugh almost all the time when I am with him, I told my friends how fun he is and how much I enjoy spending time with him. I didn't talk about him specifically but I told how happy and joyfully I feel when he is around me. Just a few days ago, a close friend of mine observed that I love him. Not just like a friend. And this makes my mind quite busy.

I care about him, I love him. I am happy when I am with him. Not necessarily romantically. I feel this situation is like back then just before the dating phase with my ex.

whether my attitude kind of changed towards him or not, I am not sure. I am concerned. I love our friendship and put much value on it. I will be sad if it goes bad.

I just know that ı care about him and quite want him in my life. And I don't want him to be sad. I love that he is joyful and fun. I care about him, I do care.

I feel really comfortable when ı am with him. I like this comfort. I don't wanna lose that.

To conclude, I dont know what he exactly represents for me but I value him a lot and I want us to spend time together. I have mixed feelings and I hope my attitude towards him won't be different than before in any sense of awkwardness.

Well, there is another possibility that its just a thought my friend put inside my head and ı overthink it. And I don't love him romantically at all.

I couldnt sleep

I lack sleep yet it aint enough to put me to sleep.

I aged in this last 4 months. I aged.

I wish I could love and be loved.

"And if you saw my love, You'd love her too"

[siradanbirmuggle]

I wanna write about myself because all of the day i just think about this what i feel what i want what should i do why should do that bla bla bla life really dont understandable for me and i think nobody can say i know what life's mean . We always look for something it can be career or relationship or hobbies. We really tired of that i believe this . For example, ı wanna express my ideas to people but when i do that i what it has beneficial side so i write that in english. So my some sentence probably meanless or has really grammer mistakes anyway it is not important. Because nobody will read that .

[porcelanitaa]

Hello (⁠＾⁠∇⁠＾⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♪

I just saw your post about black butler. I just wanna help to you to know the manga and Sebastian and Ciel's relationship.

Well, the story is amazing. The art is cool and pretty. I don't think you won't like the story because its funny, unique and sometimes bloody (in fight scenes but not much) But but but...if you don't like Sebastian and Ciel's..."sus" interaction, uhh...well... subject of the whole thing is their relationship, how they change each other. In manga their relationship gets closer in each arc, it's mostly cute and heartwarming. They never had an ultra mega romantic kiss kiss type of moment yet(thank god) but in the author Yana's most art, those two are so close. Like, in one art, she used flowers which symbolize "Secret Love" in their drawing. And there are lots of arts like that, like, A LOT. So most fans think they will end up together in one way. But if you ignore it, or don't think much about it the whole thing is super cool and beautiful. There are some very interesting characters other than Sebastian and Ciel. It's up to you. I would recommend you to read and watch the it.

And if you want to watch it here is how you should:

•Watch season 1 till the curry festival.

•Season 2 is not in the story anymore, you don't have to watch it. The author deleted those parts. They have nothing to do with the story.

•Season 3

•The movie "Book of murders"

•The other movie "Book of Atlantis" (or something like that ı am not sure)

•Season 4

Then you can read the manga if you like! The manga is not getting new chapters now, the author is taking a break. But there are a lot of chapters you can read!

I think I might have written too much ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ. But I just wanted to be honest and be clear about it. I finished the whole thing and it would be weird if someone started the manga without knowing...um... about those two and the whole chronology.

Anyway.

Have a nice dayy (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤

thank youuu! ♡ i appreciate your message, I hate starting a franchise without knowing how I should so this is very useful! Once I finish current series I'm watching I'll give it a shot. Sending love and light ♡

[cantgo2you]

Devils... Those devils that come at night to make me suffer. Those devils that come every night to remind me all those shitty things about my life. And I don't know how to get rid of them. They are here, whispering things that make me wanna cry and even I left myself alone. So what do I do darling... All this pain and loneliness... Help me darling, help me so ı can live.

[allo-frouto]

Nooo your eyesss…. Go start now ı wanna know what is your ideas ın ur brain let me know them.

What do you mean?