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[71kedi-yip]

Unexpected side effect of being Turkish:

Was daydreaming trying to visiualize a breakfast scene for a fic I will never write. A kid charachter was adding sugar to his tea thelephatically while his mom was adding cold water again telephatically and it was like oh to be raised by people whom understand our powers and nurture them. To see the effects of big things in small, natural ways.

Then I realized they are American, they wouldn't be drinking tea and the kid for sure wouldn't be drinking tea and I was left with the hole a well written meaningfull scene I cannot put in left behind.

[niredsw]

hii:D i was wondering if you could wright a Aiden clark x fem!reader who can't feel pretty without makes up?? If u don't wanna do this just ignore this<3

I'm going to be more than happy to write it! Thanks for the request \ (•◡•) / This story takes place in the arcade episodes, after the group beat up Barron an his friends

You guys were in the back of the arcade, watching Logan talk with Barron, ready to step in if a fight starts. You didn't have to wait for so long and now you guys were all fighting. You were just about to punch one of them in the nose but you stopped when you hear ashlyn's scream. Wiping you face and lookin at your hand you realized you messed your makeup, you immedialety rush to the bathroom, not saying anythin to others.

Aiden saw you run inside and ran after you, "Where are you going?" you hide your face from him, "I'll be back in a minute, i need to go fix my makeup" he was suprised, he didn't even realize you had makeup on "Why? It looks pretty fine to me" "I just.. don't feel pretty withouth it, i'll be back soon don't worry. Ashlyn wasn't looking good you might want to check up on her" he didn't listen after you said you didn't feel pretty, you were the most beautiful human being he ever saw, there was no way you think you are ugly! You start to walk again and this made him snap out of his thoughts, he garbbed your arm and made you turn to him. You looked away and tried to hide your face from him. He smiled and looked at you "Don't you ever think you are ugly ever again, you are beautiful, with or withouth makeup, it doesn't matter." "But-" he cut you off by giving you a soft kiss "No buts, i dont care what anybody thinks, i dont even care what you think, you are beautiful to me, the most beautiful girl i've ever seen. I don't want to hear you say you are ugly ever again, i love you for who you are, with or withouth makeup.." you were shocked by this but it didn't take long for a soft smile to form on your lips, you hugged him and whispered only loud enough for hım to hear "I love you too.. and thank you" he smiled and hugged you tight "Don't say that you are ugly ever again okay? I Will Come to your house with a fork at midnight if you ever say it" his words make you giggle "Aye aye captain!" you both chuckled "I'm still going to fix it tho, i look like a racoon" he chuckled "A cute one tho"

WOO ITS FINISHED! ı don't know if thats what you wanted but i tried my best（‐＾▽＾‐）

[astroyongie]

I wanna ask nct 127 member's coping mechanism but I'm also scared to know cause ı know theirs would suck...🧍‍♀️

It's only based on charts, so take it lightly ^^

NCT 127 Unhealthy Coping Mechanism

Taeil: based on chart, he can have a thing for gambling his money. Getting addicted to money games, poker, wheels, or even spending money on himself and other people to give himself a sense of accomplishment

Johnny: He just embrasses himself. He is the type to ridiculize himself by going out and doing stupid things. Getting drunk in a party and picking fight, cursing his hair recklessly, getting a tattoo. Something that damages his appearance

Taeyong: Whenever he is on a low, he restricts. He does that unconsciously, since he would simply not have enough strength to get food and feed himself

Yuta: He manages not well anger, so he can be the type to actually destroy others people life to make himself feel better (leaking information, spoiling lies and rumors). He can also have some reckless and impulsive behaviors that will put him in life danger

Doyoung: I see doyoung as being the type to simply self isolating whenever he is on a low. he needs to be surrounded yet he will push people away and make people hate him

Jaehyun: Jaehyun has good coping mechanism, so perhaps he gets co dependent on his friends and he will try to live through their actions and expectations until he fix his stuff

Jungwoo: when it comes to Jungwoo, I see him to be the type to use hypnotics as a way of unhealthy mechanism. So for exemple using sleeping pils, anxiolytics, benzos, ect

Mark: Mark is probably the type of person to engage in dangerous sexual behaviors as a way to cope. the need to be with other people and seek pleasure to ease his feelings

Haechan: probably smoking? mostly nicotine I think. That would be his way to release pressure and stress from his shoulders

[spiderlilyforlife]

YOU ALL🫵🫵

Hand me your Sprunki or furry ocs!!(can be human too but ı am not good at it so mainly Furry or sprunki.Also hope you don't mind me if ı draw your sprunki furry-like or if you do mind then tell me it's won't be a problem for me!)

I wanna draw and get rid of this Artblock 😭

Rules(?);

I can draw ship art if you want :)!

Oc x canon or oc x oc fine by me! I just wanna draw lol.(ı do canon x canon but not this time!) 👈 long as it's not illegal(you know basic dni thing,)

Also tell me if you want wholesome stuff or gore/blood stuff(ı am not good at body horror but ı can do heavy gore or at least ı can try!) or angst(mmm my favorite😋)

NO NSFW!(unless it's blood/gore/bodyhorror. Still not sure if those count as nfsw tho-.)

If any more question go ahead and ask!:)

Pls don't dm just RB with your oc (or ship) you want me to draw!

[greeeengoblin]

✏ My Jason Todd angst fanfics ↴

Like Mother Like Son ;

Jason is starting to look more and more like his mother, Catherine. Things don't change, especially when he become a father.

The BatFamily was just wondering when things were going to go to shit ..And yes, Jason had a 4-year-old daughter and her psychology was not very good.

I can keep you safe In my foolish arms :

"What did I do?"

"Don't you see?" Bruce asked, approaching Jason a little more. Jason kept pulling back towards the wall whenever Bruce approached, but Bruce continued to advance towards him, and Jason fell to the ground. Bruce crouched down in front of Jason. He took Jason's painfully weak and scarred wrist and said, "Look. You tried to kill yourself, Jason, there are too many drugs in your system. You keep losing your memory every week."

"No..." Jason said. He tried to pull his wrist away, but Bruce, although not holding it tightly, couldn't let go. "No, no, no." Jason tried to get up, he couldn't breathe. He held his head and started pulling his hair, screaming, but his voice was still very tired, he was crying. "No... I'm sorry, I don't want to, I can't stand staying here." he said, burying his head in Bruce's chest. Bruce hugged Jason.

"Calm down," Bruce said in a soothing voice. He stroked Jason's hair and kissed him on the head. "I can't get you out of here, Jason, it's for your own good. You're insane."

You Make me Wanna Scream at the Top of my Lungs :

After the events of Under The Red Hood, Jayna Todd Wayne isn't sure who to trust. Even though she's not yet 17 and her father chose that sadistic clown over her, so she's not even sure of her own psychological state. Soo ... I think she's madly in love with Slade Wilson.

Bruce and the others aren't happy about it.

The Penthouse :

Opera AU

Jason Wayne was one of the rich, spoiled kids at Hera Place Academy. Timothy Drake, on the other hand, was a servant at the Wayne Manor. One day, Tim surpasses Jason in a secretly attended opera competition and begins studying at Hera Place Academy on a scholarship.

At the same time, he is also on the verge of unraveling secrets about his real family.

For example, secrets similar to those of Selina Kyle, who lost her son 14 years ago.

You're Coming Back and it's the End of the World :

"They hurt me..." 

Dick suddenly fell silent, he gathered all his strength to keep his voice calm and gentle. "I know," he said softly, his voice filled with emotion, "I know what they did. They can't hurt you anymore."

Jason's eyes twitched. Mentally unstable and with brain damage, he seemed like a nine-year-old child mentally. "They put something inside me, it hurts," he said, his voice unclear.

The trauma in Dick's eyes was evident, listening to Jason's words with pain and freshness, but he suppressed his own emotions, took a deep breath. "I know," he said gently, his voice trembling.

From you From me From us :

Jason instantly turned the gun on himself, pointing it to the side of his head. No one expected this. No one knew Jason would aim at himself.

"I can get rid of me for you..." Jason said, his voice trembling, but beneath his tear-filled eyes was a smile, a crazy giggle.

"JASON!" Dick took a step forward the moment he noticed the gun.

"DON'T—" said Jason, gripping the gun's barrel more tightly. "Today.. you will become a killer, Batman.. I will take you down with me. When I die, you will lose your essence too. You will face the consequences of the moral order you established from the beginning. I don't care about the criminals you didn't kill to avoid guilt, but you will watch my brain splatter—"

Could never tell you what happened the day ı turned seventeen :

Oh... right... My fault!" Jason felt the sobs taking over him. His body was shaking, and he couldn't stop it. "Dying was my fault, finding myself in a green liquid was my fault, becoming a stupid zombie and being completely alone was MY FAULT!" Jason stood up. "I’M SO SORRY!"

Bruce was shocked by the unexpected outburst. Still, he maintained his composure. He had never seen Jason cry since he came back from the dead, never seen him so weak, helpless, and childlike... never seen him so sad.

Jason, breathing heavily, found solace in shouting. On this birthday, he decided to do himself a favor and confess what was inside him. "I'm sorry, Bruce... I'm sorry I couldn't kill myself." Jason spoke as he wiped his nose with his elbow.

"What?" Bruce stood up, now face to face with Jason. He approached him. "What did you say?"

Crack Baby You Don't Know What You Want :

What… What’s going on? I didn’t do anything, I didn’t take any toxin and… and I swear I didn’t kill anyone.” Jason couldn’t control the tremor in his voice. If this was a punishment, it was a terrifying one. “I swear… I didn’t—”

"Shhh..." Bruce soothed, stroking Jason's hair. Dick was wiping away his tears from behind the glass. Jason's begging was truly frightening. "It's okay, Jason, it's just... the nurses need to check something..."

"Bruce..." Jason looked at Bruce with anger in his eyes. "What's going on... You're scaring me."

[shiftinglea]

Hi, I actually think about manifesting being a supernatural creature like a vampire . Since we can create whatever we want that's what ı want, ı wanna be an immortal and supernatural creature . In this case , since ı dont wanna be human ı cant die , right? cuz ı mean ı hope ı dont sound ridiculous but the way you write is like everyone has to die like everyone experiences it but ı dont wanna experience death and since ı create my own reality ı can do that, right ? İ just wanna be sure that ı'm thinking right

Love your posts 💞

Hello 👋

I don’t have all the answers, and when we talk about immortality and death, I can only theorize based on what my intuition tells me. I want to remind you that death, in the sense of ceasing to exist, doesn’t exist. To put it simply, death is returning to the Oneness so you can reestablish your identity. I know there are people who shift realities and have lived thousands of years, experiencing an incredible number of lifetimes—from being a simple mortal to an immortal deity (all in one reincarnation). So, I know that experiencing yourself as an immortal supernatural creature is possible. But I don’t know if it means you won’t eventually return to Oneness. Maybe it won’t happen through physical death, but I feel that even if you live for millions of years, there will come a time when you return to where you came from to reestablish your identity. That’s just what my intuition is telling me.

[lavina-arts]

I have two good news and one bad news

1-I have some ideas for Subway surfers season 2

2-İn the season 2 all the characters will be there

3-(bad New) The Serie will end with all of the characters death

Here s some arts of my ideas

Ninja: So... there is many thing ı should say but they will make sad so if I dont say that things?

Maia: Ninja thats fucking lying!

Rain:I dont wanna die! I dont wanna die!

Pink: ...

Hali: Catrine! Bruno! Are you guys okay!?

Brody: I dont know what we should fucking do!?

Morgan: ...

Everyone in school: Weird monster! Weird monster!

Lucy: Tricky pls dont do that! Pls I beg you!!!! Pls dont!

Hammy Bee: Shit,we fucked up!

Catrine: Are you Really say it now?

Alfie: Yuto I think I just killed someone!

Yuto: You did what!?

Catrine: You know, we wore out both ourselves and our teams because of our ridiculous egos

Jake: You are right actually

Spike: C- Callum? No... No! NO! That shit cannot be happening!!!!

Rain's parents: Rain open the door you fucking child!

Rain: *Crying*

Thats all for now

[firegirl888101]

Heyoo İts me! (Again) first of all thanks for answering my question! I'm glad we through same!

Anyway here is what I want to ask;

We all read in the first episode that scaramouche hit us. I wanna ask Are you gonna make some of the harbingers kind of abusive? Like they hurt the reader when she does somhething wrong. And if you gonna do some of them abusive may I ask which? (I'm asking too much things ı realize sorry about that)

Alright, this is important. Thanks for asking this since it's linked to something else I want to mention.

There won't be much abuse, however I will definitely try to include some. This is because the characters are Yandere - not to mention being Harbingers whom are used to kill and fight for the Tsaritsa. Let's look at Childe for example, in the lore he is known to have killed an entire fatui camp under Pulcinella because he was 'training', as well as needing to fight to keep his lust for battle at bay. If he were to fall inlove with someone, in this case the reader, I can imagine his lust for battle increasing if he were to become jealous or feel anything negative when it comes to his crush. Kind of like in Fontaine where he said he 'was in a bad mood' and it was connected to him being in the Abyss when he was younger.

Anyway, I won't spoil what this means for him in the modern world since it'll spoil a bit of his character in Insatiable Madness, but there will be lots of death.

Now, Abuse towards the reader was the specific question so I'll talk about that:

Scaramouche hit and kicked the reader multiple times because he was frustrated. In the lore, Scaramouche is known to be very cruel towards fatui soldiers, and kills some who get on his nerves - please correct me if I'm wrong about this. Besides, his character is known to hate humans with his entire being due to being betrayed by those whom he trusted and connected with the most.

As the Harbingers get to know the reader, they will hurt and force them less into things they don't want to do. However, this doesn't mean the toxic behaviour towards them and others around them will just 'stop'.

If/when the reader feels confident to run away, that's when I think the physical violence will start against them again. The best way to explain it would be in toxic relationships when one side acts very nice to attract the other, when they get what they want that's when they begin to reveal who they actually are and manipulate the victim into thinking they have nobody else but the one who hurts them all the time.

I hope I answered your question correctly!, another thing I need to mention is that I'll be adding the warning at the bottom of Insatiable Madness (8) to every single part since I think it should be reminded more. Thanks for reading :)

[charmedreincarnation]

Hey Maya,

I'm just here to talk a bit. Like everyone else, I try to enter a state of emptiness and find myself worrying and doubting a lot during the day. I think a lot, I worry that I can't do it etc. All these negative thoughts and anxiety are exhausting, even though I consciously remind myself that I can, do, that the void is already me, that it is no different from meditation. But at the same time, whatever happens, I'm going into the void in 3 days, that's my goal, and frankly, I don't want to waste any more time worrying, afraid, even though I feel like it. I've been trying to get in with meditation for a while now and I'm always distracted or moving and letting go. That's why I decided to do the method you shared. It takes time for me to sleep, but I'm sure I'll make it.

Also, something I want to talk about independently of this is, they say, command your subconscious and it will do what you say. So why doesn't it work when I do this? And I feel like my subconscious not listening to me and at the same time it's not happening, mean what I commented. I feel like I'm fighting against myself. Do I have a problem or am I thinking too much? I don't know.

İ think ı need work sc and vc but I'm affirming like a months and sometimes i really feel disappointed to myself. İdk 😶

You don't have to share it, o just wanna talk and I'm sorry for all the negative energy🥺 İ think that's gonna be my last anon ask in Tumblr now on.

We’ve all been there. There’s nothing wrong with you and it's completely normal to feel overwhelmed. Meditation and mindfulness practices can be challenging at first, especially when our minds are filled with so many thoughts and worries. The key is not to resist these thoughts but to acknowledge them without judgment. It's okay if your mind wanders during meditation; the act of noticing that your mind has wandered and bringing your attention back is actually part of the practice.

As for commanding your subconscious, it's important to remember that our subconscious mind is shaped by repeated patterns and behaviors over time. Changing these patterns can take some persistence. If affirmation doesn't seem to work, it might be because deep down, there are beliefs contradicting what you're affirming.

It's also normal to feel like you're fighting against yourself. This internal struggle often arises when we're trying to change or grow. It's part of the process and it doesn't mean that there's something wrong with you. I think everyone’s journey is just trial and error. Sometimes it feels stagnant, and you have to decide if you maybe need to try a different method, or keep persisting and work on your specific doubts. Most of the times it’s the latter and not the former.

[the-mean-shrimp]

Just wanna making sure,Are you aroace?Aromatic+Asexual ı mean since you keep saying you dont like anyone!Heck even hate them!!So ı wonder if we making you uncomfortable with any of it :(.ı am sorry if we do,we just want you to be happy with someone🙏

-M

YOU WILL NEVER KNOW!!!!!!!

[theoneandonlyshrimpo]

"HEY!!!You can call me 'M' ,anyways what your opinion on Goob?Why do ı wanna know?No reason buddy!Just feeling curious it's all!Hope you have a nice day/night or life generally!!"

-M

"uuuh... Goob is alright I guess. If he'd keep his stupid big hands off me, I don't care!" "He needs to quit trying to hug me though! Hmph."

[angel-cryptid]

Hello (⁠＾⁠∇⁠＾⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♪

I just saw your post about black butler. I just wanna help to you to know the manga and Sebastian and Ciel's relationship.

Well, the story is amazing. The art is cool and pretty. I don't think you won't like the story because its funny, unique and sometimes bloody (in fight scenes but not much) But but but...if you don't like Sebastian and Ciel's..."sus" interaction, uhh...well... subject of the whole thing is their relationship, how they change each other. In manga their relationship gets closer in each arc, it's mostly cute and heartwarming. They never had an ultra mega romantic kiss kiss type of moment yet(thank god) but in the author Yana's most art, those two are so close. Like, in one art, she used flowers which symbolize "Secret Love" in their drawing. And there are lots of arts like that, like, A LOT. So most fans think they will end up together in one way. But if you ignore it, or don't think much about it the whole thing is super cool and beautiful. There are some very interesting characters other than Sebastian and Ciel. It's up to you. I would recommend you to read and watch the it.

And if you want to watch it here is how you should:

•Watch season 1 till the curry festival.

•Season 2 is not in the story anymore, you don't have to watch it. The author deleted those parts. They have nothing to do with the story.

•Season 3

•The movie "Book of murders"

•The other movie "Book of Atlantis" (or something like that ı am not sure)

•Season 4

Then you can read the manga if you like! The manga is not getting new chapters now, the author is taking a break. But there are a lot of chapters you can read!

I think I might have written too much ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ. But I just wanted to be honest and be clear about it. I finished the whole thing and it would be weird if someone started the manga without knowing...um... about those two and the whole chronology.

Anyway.

Have a nice dayy (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤

thank youuu! ♡ i appreciate your message, I hate starting a franchise without knowing how I should so this is very useful! Once I finish current series I'm watching I'll give it a shot. Sending love and light ♡

[icantgetnosatisfaction]

19th

(where it began?

ı cant begin to know when

but then ı know its growing strong

was in the spring

and the spring became the summer

who would have known you would come along

...

Warm

Touching warm

Reaching out

Touchiing me

Touching youuuu

Sweet Carolime

Good time never seemed so good...

Sweet Caroline- Neil diamond )

I began my words with a good song to give some good news. Actually, I could have been here on thursday, about 4 days ago. But you know I just didnt feel like writing and I didnt wanna come here only to talk about my test results. Yeah, it came and its negative. I dont remember when I ever became so happy about having something negative lol. Anyways I stressed about this matter unnecessarily, lets hope I dont keep doing this about other things.

Aside these, a idea occured in my mind. Not really an idea, maybe something more like a thought or discovery perhaps? Well I dont know yet. I need to think about that. I can tell you about it but it is pretty abstract for now. I need to elaborate and organize it. Spealing of organization, Yeah, I havent (still) organized my spotify playlist... Hoping to complete before the year ends lol, but seriously. Gotta do that.

[spiderlilyforlife]

I prb asking too much but wateva ><

Do u by any chance have some more lil n/or big facts about ur au? I'm very curious "looking at u with my curious anxious big ol eyes" ● w ●

To be honest, I'm still working on the au!So there's not much to it, plus don't worry, you can ask as many questions as you want, I love answering them xD!

But I can give you some information(not sure if those are big or small facts but facts for sure!):

1. Simon and Oren never, EVER got along in the early days and in the military (when they were on their own planet.mostly because of Simon because he belittled Oren and believed Oren didn't deserve the be a commander). Over time, they became friends and even besties (between us, some people/aka aliens believed they were dating, but that was never the case. It won't happen....?🤫).

2. Simon is visibly afraid of Oren, no matter how much he doesn't want to admit it (Oren knows this and won't hesitate to use it to keep him under control). Even though Oren is not as psychotic as Simon/he only gets the job done with simple deaths but he is really scary when he gets angry (trust me,you don't wanna know.)

3. Oren and Simon usually do not fight (since they were in earth) because Simon does not dare to oppose him, but when Oren came with Sky, they had a small argument, but since Oren was in control and Sky was a child, Simon had to agree to it ( He is still allowed to hypnotize Sky, but only when necessary).

4. Brud saw Tunner's death(was too late to save him) that why he is the second on who died

5. Simon and Oren are alien so eating Earthlings(as they called them) aka humans is actually healthy for them!(ıdk how ı just come up with the idea lol not that important too)

6. They only keep Sky alive bc Sky is child so thats means they would killed them once Sky turn adult(that was their plan but they got softed to them so now they are Sky's father.👈Future thing!Oren and Simon Still not a couple too more like queerplatonic relationship)

7. The reason aliens so scared to get "soft" is because they belied humans/earthlings are use it to manipulate them and they do every bad things to them.Example:experiments,zoo(prison to them),Slavery,ect. because that's what they've been told since they were hatched(from egg/yes ı believe aliens born from egg).Mosly by their elders/gods

8. That one gonna hurt but if Oren didn't keep remind himself that Pinki is "manipulating" Him (she doesn't.She genuinely loved him that why the betrayal by him hurt her so much,,), he could actually be happy and won't believe relationships are lame/stupid and could actually stop it all before it's happend(Oren would be the only thing is EVER stop Simon.)

9. Funny but Oren and Simon did kiss on lips.More like Oren give Simon what he wanted since Simon being too piss boy about it.But no they didn't become couple,the second after Oren kissed him he said "now shut up about you crushing on me it's makes me wanna vomit even more" (he did smile too😋) And left there.Simon not upset about it he was too shock to even progress (Sky didn't see any of this they were sleeping)

That all come to my mind right now so hope you like them :D!

[cantgo2you]

Devils... Those devils that come at night to make me suffer. Those devils that come every night to remind me all those shitty things about my life. And I don't know how to get rid of them. They are here, whispering things that make me wanna cry and even I left myself alone. So what do I do darling... All this pain and loneliness... Help me darling, help me so ı can live.

[allo-frouto]

Nooo your eyesss…. Go start now ı wanna know what is your ideas ın ur brain let me know them.

What do you mean?