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[aspectraldisaster]

I'm dangerous and no one should ever talk to me.

[theladydalek]

My Tumblr Crushes:

3e3e (3%)

heart-knows-no-shame (3%)

djtauri (3%)

gavioticaonthejollyroger (2%)

sylar-went-awol (2%)

fangirling-always (2%)

alishenciya (2%)

whatacuriouslifewehavefound (2%)

whenlifesucks-alwaysdance (2%)

[darksnowflakes]

I just wanna say that you're one of my favorite blogs, AND OMG ASSASSINS CREED

[hobbityhobbity]

I was tagged by bring-adam-back-you-fucktrucks

Rules:

Rule 1: Always post the rules

Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 12 new ones

Rule 3: Tag 12 people and link them to the post

Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them

bring-adam-back-you-fucktruck's questions

1. What song are you listening to right now?

Smother by Daughter, on one of the fanmixes I've created :)

2.Did you join a fandom because of tumbr?

Yeah, I joined Doctor Who, Sherlock, and Lord of the Rings through tumblr.

3.Are there fictional characters who annoys you so much you want them dead?

That's a tough question! Most of the ones I thought were annoying are already dead (like Denethor , Saruman, and Grima n Lord of the Rings) and the ones that didn't die I've learned to like with time (like Ben from Lost). Well, now that I think about it, I really wish Claire from Lost would have died, but don't tell the Lost fandom!

4.What’s your favorite fanfiction about? 

I don't really read fanfiction, but one of the ones I read where Harry Potter went missing after he defeated Voldemort and years in the future Hermione is working at Hogwarts as a professor and she meets Harry once again (only under a different name) and they fall in love and it's one of my favorite fics but I don't know what ever happened to it. Plus I also like Flowers in a Box and anyone who's in the Sherlock fandom has probably read that.

5.Do you still sleep with your plush toys in your bed?

Uhh.. Yes. 6.Do you understand, what Homestuck ist about? please explain 

I have no clue what Homestuck is even about it looks like some weird people with horns and the fandom cries a lot and was on hiatus for a long time and something with zodiac signs I actually have no freaking clue.

7.What’s your main fandom?

Hmm... A difficult question. I would say Lord of the Rings because my URL is based on it.

8.Do you Cosplay?

No, but I'd like to.

9.If you could live in the world of your favorite book/movie/series/game, which would it be?

I hate to say it, but Lord of the Rings. Even though it's all medieval-ly and stuff, I still think most of the locations in Middle Earth look like pleasant places to live. My second choice would be in Animal Crossing.

10.If you can have any superpower, what would it be and why?

It would be the power to alway have the right amount of money to pay for stuff so I can buy whatever I want. My second choice would be time travel.

11.Last book you read?

The Restaurant at the End of the Universe by Douglas Adams, book 2 in The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy series. Was a really good book, but the ending was really strange.

12. Is there anything you’re afraid to say/to admit?

Yes. It is that I dislike Amy Pond. (Please don't kill me for saying that!) Plus, I also hate pickles and mustard and I find chocolate a real challenge to eat because it leaves a bad taste in my mouth after I eat it. I also don't like hamburgers.

My questions:

1. How many t-shirts do you think (or know) you own?

2. What is your favorite game system (phones and computers also count!)

3. What did you eat for lunch yesterday?

4. Do you like the town you live in?

5. Is your bedroom a mess, or is it clean?

6. What are your favorite musical groups or bands?

7. Do you watch any TV shows that aren't widely represented on tumblr?

8. Where is your computer/laptop/phone located when you usually use it?

9. What type of phone do you own?

10. Are you scared of snakes?

11. What are some foods that you dislike?

12. What was the last movie you watched?

[aspectraldisaster]

Waiting for class

[loongsnouts]

Rule 1. Post the rules

Rule 2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you then make 11 new ones.

Rule 3. Tag 11 people and link them to your post.

Rule 4. Let them know you’ve tagged them.

the-trees-blazed-with-light's questions 

1. What middle earth race would you most want to be ?(i.e. elf, wizard,hobbit, orc, goblin, dwarf idk maybe even an Ent?)

Hobbit probably a took or a brandy bock 

2. Any place fictional or real, where would you go and if so why?

Middle earth or Hogwarts

3. Who is your favourite person?

All the people helping me and supporting me

4. Sherlock, Supernatural or Doctor Who?

Sherlok

5. 9, 10 or 11?

10

6. Any weird celebrity crushes? 

Way to many to be put here

7. Best band?

Beecake

8. What is your favourite fictional character in the history of ever?

Kili

9. In your opinion (and I won’t judge) who had pavlova first, the aussies or the kiwis?

Kiwis

10. Fave blog?

Moriarty-is-our-king

11. Disney or Dreamworks? 

Disney

My questions:

1.Have you ever made a fanfic?

2.What are your favorite topping on pizza?

3.Where do you stand on the twilight films?

4.You are at the doctors office she tells you have one month left to live what would you do? 

5.Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities

6.Do you have any celebrities you like much more after joining tumblr?

7.What does tumblr mean to you?

8.Latest ship you read a fic about?

9.Hoe do you feel about johnlock probably will become canon in season three?

10.Your hogwarts house?

11.5 characters you relate with the most.

[chibistarlyte]

Okay I'm sorry, I've been waiting for this for a long time.

221 followers.

Another hello to even more new followers!

[theladydalek]

My Tumblr Crushes:

djtauri (4%)

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saltyunicorn (3%)

fandom-of-everything (3%)

wayward--impala (3%)

heartinseattle (2%)

hughdancysexual (2%)

thatkenziegirl (2%)

pagesofarandomrambler (2%)

[stiltlinski]

Tumblr Crushes:

lilybearjones

djtauri

korraiswhelmed

norsegodsandfallenangels

bree4thewin

that-is-illogical

consulting--shipper

showxthexlove

artemisiacrock

[moriartyownsthetardis]

i found your blog looking for naked pictured of benedict cumberbatch. i atomatically followed when i saw you post tom hiddleston and the avengers

This is the best ever. You wint at everything. 

[angelofthemask]

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Thank you all for following! Hope you enjoy your stay :)

[aspectraldisaster]

Where is everyone?

[aspectraldisaster]

Long version of my last post

Honestly writing down my thoughts is the only writing I’m going to get out any time soon. Its been almost a year and a half since I wrote anything for fun and it's really cutting me deep because it used to be something I really loved and now there’s no passion there. I feel like theres not even a spot where it once was, that it’s just gone and I can't deal with that anymore. I want to be creative and I don’t know what's wrong with me. I haven't been drawing, reading, writing, anything really unless it’s an assigned paper or reading. I want it to stop and I really just don’t know how to stop it, it brings me to tears because its something I love and I can’t even do the reading for school anymore. I actually am envious of others for being able to do it, others who care because I can’t. Maybe its just a lost emotion to me because I only care about little things anymore and serious things don’t seem to matter as much as they just stress me out. I was numb for a long time, almost six months really and it was hard but it was almost easier than realizing I had stopped caring. I don’t know when I really started noticing it beside when I was trying to read a textbook and kept reading the same three pages over and over and thats when it brought me to tears because I can’t handle that. I have shelves of unread books now that I’m tempted to sell because I just either haven’t finished them or haven’t even started them. I stopped finishing TV shows, video games, books, writing, drawings and its hard to look at all of it so I’ve started throwing it away and its almost more painful to throw something unfinished away than it is to look at it because it makes you feel like you’re at a stand still. I’ve been moving forward but I’m also running in a circle at this point, nothing is standing out to me or even about me.

[aspectraldisaster]

I'm so fucking angry at myself.  I can't stay focused enough anymore, and I feel like I just don't care about anything. I used to be so passionate about reading and writing and now I just can't and it upsets me so bad I want to scream. I want to scream, throw things, and just run until I give up because I want to care and I want to be creative again and I literally can't and its so painful.

It's making school hard, and making functioning even harder, and although my depression has gotten better as of recent this is still a roadblock that I hate. I've always had really terrible mental blocks on things and it makes me tear myself apart constantly. 

Sorry, I just really needed to say something because its been bothering me so much and I don't know what to do anymore. 

[aspectraldisaster]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

its my birthday, so yeah. I'm 18.

[aspectraldisaster]

I'm on a life high right now. Great music and great friends <3