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Spirit animal SQH
#svsss#shang qinghua#but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but#but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee#also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but#I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg#oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left#I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something#or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird#LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm#I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either#I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself#eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it...#I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up#I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa#man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong#cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk#its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment#with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig#and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨️break down#but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀#irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living...#just the ol regulars yknow?#and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want?#I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what?#whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate?#so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it?#that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications#and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly#man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk
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trying to figure out how to do High Rollers speech impediment like girl how you do that
before I hop off to sleep fr - it's a lisp!
like buck it's supposed to be like daffy duck's lisp because Cartoon Duck, except instead of "th" for buck it appears as "ff" for High Roller when written
It replaces any 's' or just.. s type sound. if you say it out loud purposefully lisping and there's a lisp it's probably good to write the ff there
so uhh example that's funny for buck existence would be
"ethithtence" and for hr "effifftence" but for readability you could drop some stuff and make it just "exifftence" and go by the s rule only...? It's not very consistent, the lisp disappears for readability when trivia questions are read and the text on HR's website aren't lisped as well considering she probably wrote that himself and Didn't Speak it
That's it. piano daffy duck
I had a bad lisp growing up until I got my teeth fixed so idk seeing a character with a lisp like that even if it's a daffy duck joke makes me happy. (though it can be hard for me to read, dyslexic combo) (I was bullied for a million things but when I spoke back suddenly it was about the lisp so yknow having a guy just Do That is Silly Fun to Me)
#[answered]#I've also noticed thst at least in one dialogue hr just ADDS ff to the start of what he says but I'm not sure#His longer dialogue especially holly round is hard for me to read#I just need to see it as it's own text and not an ingame speech bubble with 3 seconds to read it djdjfjf
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look at my ocs, boy (/silly) (with names and pronouns also)
I love all of them and will sticker their face and shake them and squeeze them like a stress toy and-/pos
#AJAHDDH YOU'RE SO CREATIVE WITH DESIGNS SHAKING YOU DJDJFJF#Please take away my moots from me I'm not normal (Will kill for them)
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I had a dream about you darling
You were on the phone with me, speaking about a little of everything. One thing led to another, and I could hear the way your voice changed. I could hear how every word dripped with need, practically poured like a flood from those pretty lips.
You let me sit there and guide your hands with my words, phone pressed against your ear. You make such cute little whimpers darling, keep touching and letting me listen pretty darling.
Let me hear you and dream of the second I can do every little thing I promise you. Even when I can no longer understand a word from your mouth.
#unknown#i mean ok the reason i stopped understanding was you started speaking lovcraftian horror language but like#shhhh even with that it was still hot as shit ok?#djdjfjf look at me shooting the mood in the foot
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Wait Where's that post which was like moms having a bad day be like im gonna makes it everyone's problem like it feels like radiation poisoning etc bc it's Literallyyyyy so true but thankfully I've grown up and also kinda don't live there anymore like i seeeee right through the bullshit and she keeps changing tactics when she realizes im unaffected its so funny actually now that it's all so transparent to me
#Started w something then started blaming me then victimized herself#I was like yeahh you're like the world's biggest victim#Then she was like no one in this house values what i say o was like maybe it's something in you 🤷🏾♀️#Then she changed and then started self blaming lol#When i didn't reply started cursing my dad lol#Again no reply just walked off djdjfjf
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Oooh I'm really interested in your opinions on the flaming trainwreck that is gojo's relationship with women!
I wanted to respond to this topic in this ask, but then I realized it would be better as a part of something else. So I will link you to my yapfest that happens to delve into what I think are Gojo's woman issues.
So thanks for sending me into a mini crisis within a crisis! It gave me that nice little missing piece to pull apart Gojo even more.
I'm also shoehorning your tags on this post into this ask since they contributed to that analysis.
#fjddjdjs hiiii I apologize right back for subjecting you to my yelling in your tags almost all the time fjdjfjd #but WHAT a time for you to post this bc I literally just typed out a whole rant on gojo's sexuality that I bravely chose to not post djdjfjf hj
Post the rant anyways. Or whenever you feel brave enough. The perspective unique to you is valuable even if the topic has already been discussed.
#but you absolutely hit the nail on the head on why satosugu was and is n will always be doomed bc of COURSE gojo would never act on anything #like his whole thing in this story is witnessing human rights violations and only acting when the consequences are fatal
#hes absolutely my favorite jjk character but hes so very full of his own prejudices that I think the fandom doesnt acknowledge bc hes fruity #like we see him let a LOT of shit slip by bc to him (one of the most privileged cogs in the machine) they aren't real problems #which reminds me of cis white gays whose complections and even the random bouts of misogyny and mild racism he matches up with #he has a lil bit of that 'I can't be shitty to women I'm literally gay kinda' vibes and we see how he talks to utahime #and how he doesn't stand up for maki like you mentioned
That's usually my biggest complaint with fan culture in general. They shave off the yucky parts to make characters more palatable. Gojo's racist reveal post-mortem made me love him even more. He's my favorite character in JJK too and he has also unseated my most favorite fictional racist: Oliver Fire Emblem. (Yes, I have a fictional racists tier list. I'm giving myself a pass to have one as a person with a unique skeletal structure and muscles as Mr. Gojo Satoru would say.)
I think the reason people try to ignore these things is because of how subtle/realistic it is. Gojo's unsavory behaviors are the kinds people are most likely to have themselves. He kind of forces you to look at those flaws and that can be a deeply uncomfortable experience.
Also I think Gojo would be more like "I can't be a misogynist, I'm not a Zenin."
(Cough more on my racists tier list. It's more of "Were they written well? Was the racism properly condemned by the narrative? Is the racism relevant to themes? If they try to get better, is the racism properly addressed? Is it funny in the pathetic loser way?")
#but I also have this different vibe that he. despite how much he says so and maybe wants to. does NOT care about 'the weak' beyond his job #we see him literally step on people in shibuya to get to where he needs to quicker #he doesn't even bother remembering the names of the kyoto kids besides maybe todo and mechamaru (strong)
Well the thing is teen Gojo definitely didn't care about the weak. Post-Geto break up and after he started mimicking all of Geto's moral teachings? No idea. Gojo treats people he loves poorly so it's hard to tell when he really hates or doesn't care about someone. And he does posture about those things like with Megumi's body being used by Sukuna.
During the Shibuya incident, he does step on all those people's heads and let them be thrown against his Infinity like objects. But he doesn't hurt them. This is a guy who stepped on ants and made sure his Infinity prevented them from being crushed.
Kenjaku's group uses his love for other people against him here. Gojo tries to posture during it, but his composure breaks a few times when they start killing a lot of them. He also checked in on their survival after he UV'd them.
That being said, he probably cares more about them as living things than as equals. He has a very clear bias for the strong when it comes to putting in time and effort. ...But also Ijichi is so weak and Gojo trusts him the most. Gojo went out of his way to care for him when he was suffering. ...And he also relentlessly bullies him. (As you can see Gojo's true feelings on the topic are iffy as fudge.)
#imo the only reason he cares enough to correct nanamis language when talking abt yuuji is that he simply has a lot of potential to be strong #he took maki in hoping to make another toji out of her but bc he doesn't know how a toji is made he basically gives up #which is why I think he didn't even think to call suguru out for the way he talks to her
That would be really fudged up if he was trying to make another Toji and I wouldn't put it past him. He does put his students in really questionable predicaments in the name of growth. That might also explain why he corrected Nanami with Yuji. Someone with his power experiencing immense discrimination could churn out another Geto.
#like gojo has really lofty goals but his day to day consists of ignoring it all until there's a problem or he needs to talk about his goals #he's very much running around aimlessly like a headless chicken mostly bc of the higher ups so it's understandable that he doesn't have time #to even think about let alone try to unlearn all that internalized shit stopping him from achieving his goals #also everything about your tags YES TO ALL OF IT YOU'RE SO RIGHT AND BIG BRAINED
So true! Gojo is stretched so thin that I think he defaults to "cold logic" as Mahito puts it. If he's going to change things for the better, he has to invest in strong people, so they get all his attention and time. All the little systemic issues can be ignored because he was raised to only care about the big things.
It's such a frustrating predicament because I want to be mad at him for this, but it's also [Joker Voice] Society. I've settled on calling it out as a character flaw that can be explained (not excused) by circumstances.
#also uwu thank you 4 talking about kirara shes my everything and gojos an idiot for losing that entire years worth of students (2 whole ppl) #anyway I am sorry for clogging your tags yet again your posts make the gears in my brain turn very fast
Thank you as well. Clogging my tags makes me reexamine things more. I think after reading this response you'll be able to see the parts of your tags that influenced certain parts of the Ok Dad Gojo Analysis.
#cactus yaps?#Gojo is such a unique can of worms and I don't think I'll ever be able to express it in full.#I'm praying the light novels and anime give him more character interactions.#My biggest complaint about this series is all those relationships being glossed over.#Please for the love of fudge I want to see his falling out with Hakari and Kiara.#I also view him as trans because it adds another layer of Funny to his decisions and character interactions. Especially with Kiara.#Like if the Utahime stuff is T4T Trans Inclusive Radical Misogyny? Kino. Peak.#asks#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#jjk spoilers
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i really really miss being almost best friends with you last year 🌸
aAAAWEEEE DJDJFJF IVE GOTTEN SO BAD AT KEEPING UP WITH FRIENDSHIPS BUT I PROMISE IF WE'VE EVER BEEN FRIENDS EVWR I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME !!! feel free to shoot me a message 🫶🫶🩷🩷🩷 i hope you're doing well!!!
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legitimately thank you for being such a safe space for transmascs,a nd also not being afraid to call out the few of us when we are wrong. it really isn't mostly transfemmes at all who r doing The Transandrophobia, it's usually more like
TERF: ugh, why can she have just stayed a hot lesbian?! she must hate herself, but she's a gender traitor for not suffering like the rest of us as she must
TEHM: ugh, these fetishizing straight women are tricking poor brainwashed gay men into having disgusting straight sex with them
<3 I want to be able to make transmascs feel safe, they have always made me feel safe and loved (and that is not a requirement for me to care about others but, it does make me feel even more protective)
also I forgot about those posts djdjfjf I keep them muted and am terrified to look at them + Tumblr search means I won't find them anyways
i think that social media makes you easily a reactionary and I don't want to blame people too much for acting out of passion but we really need to look at each other and care for each other when we can and those who can but won't break my heart... but again it is very complicated. i just hope us all can come out of this not separated. take care of each other in your little whenever you can and don't be afraid to tell someone hey let's maybe look at a different angle when you hear something sus
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oscar feels bad one day and is like aw sorry I’ll make u cum to make up for it. and landos like no wtf bro
so oscars alternative is to have his current girl toy (landos ex) get him off, but really it’s just a pity fuck. lando should feel embarrassed and oscar laughs his ass off at how pathetic this is.
this is sooo fucking mean omg. poor lando djdjfjf
lando trying to ask him to stop ruining his relationships but oscar’s like “oh, are you jealous?? take your pants off, i’ll fuck you too.” and lando is confused and angry because he just wants his teammate to not fuck every girl he brings around, he does not want to fuck his younger teammate. he tells him that and oscar gets snippy, says something along the lines of “okay well clearly you’re doing something wrong if every one or your girlfriends wants to fuck me more. let me show you how to fuck.” then calls lando’s ex and she’s happy to be a little test subject for lando to practice on while oscar tells him what to do to get her off. she’s also hoping if oscar teaches him some tricks then lando will be able to keep his next girlfriend away from oscar and she can have him all to herself and not have to worry about him dropping her so he can seduce the next girlfriend lando brings around.
oscar keeping lando’s exes around just to show off that he stole them away from lando <3
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graves and clear are my blorbos. they are onions (layers)
GRAVES is what’s throwing me off actually holy shit…. you’re 100% right they have layers and you have impeccable taste bc clear is such a blorbo of mine personally djdjfjf. graves tho, who has expressed interest in my grouchy cowboy 😭
yet clear is also throwing me off cuz i haven’t talked about tcol on here nearly as much and the one person who i beweeb loves my boyo wouldn’t pick graves as their other blorbooooooo….. maybe @muddshadow but i could be wrong 😭
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you are so so lovely and i adore interacting with you whether through random tumblr posts or when you talk to me via your sibling djdjfjf. i love seeing u on the dash!!! if u ever want to chat my dms are always open!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕💕☀️☁️
YAYYYYY TY FITZ i love 2 talk to u via pinky teehee :-)♥️♥️♥️
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Odysseus: iuegrukfhoeuhfeoruhf
Athena : What is that?
Odysseus: it’s a keyboard smash
Athena : How do I do it?
Odysseus: just press anything
Athena : 7
Ooc: djdjfjf shes so me jfkfjf XD
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wait i was so out of it bc of the video and then i cooked lentil soup (for the first time in my life!!! and did a good job 🙂↕️) (im surprising myself w my cooking bc yes im doing low effort dishes but like they taste good??? i was so scared id be terrible at it and hate the stuff i cook djdjfjf) anyway so yeah i forgor we had a show today. let me catch up in a while
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not having a good day✌, so i dived head first into my comfort show and after rewatching a few eps from the seasons i wanted to draw my son again 💖💖
#djdjfjf ignore how rusty i am on humans#but he always makes me feel better i love david so much 💖💖#i hold him ever so gently#hes my blorbo#my little scrunkly#camp cambell#camp camp#david camp camp#mycel doodles
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Prince Luke >>>>>
Luke in Yves' route >>>>>>>>>>>>
⚠️ spoilers for yves' route below the cut! ⚠️
how are you both a teddy bear and a puppy at onceㅡ someone pls lock this man up, he's so bad for my heart!
#i know im a certified yves simp but soft sweet bb luke has always had my heart as well (as rio & licht- djdjfjf lmao)#aerin's peak whipped behavior 🥴🤙🏻#more like peak simp behavior but anyway-#we're not here to spend all day chastising me here now are we#we're here to simp together and rejoice over our (in)fidelity to hundreds (or thousands) of fictional characters :^)#ikepri luke#ikemen prince luke#aerin.jpg#my post 📫#ikepri yves route#yves route spoilers
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have some yugioh memes for the nostalgia
#went down a dark rabbithole tonight.. article after article of anime lists and posts and memes and fjjffkf#i was like articles down the cardcaptor sakura rabbithole alone#and then yugioh and isekai and underrated anime and memes and djdjjff... look cbr(?) is dangerous clickbait#its 8am rn and i still haven't gone to bed ....bc of many factors but still... then articles really did me in chief 😩#yugioh#ISS THE HEART OF THE CARDS YUGI#...speaking of which did i ever mention that for my occult class project abt tarot cards i made several super memey refs??#i forgot the whole post but i had to make an infographic so i did a timeline of its history and stuff#and i named a lot of the subsections with memey titles and stuff like that lmfaaaooo#got full marks on it /and/ the prof liked it enough to want to use it as an example??? gods bless canva hahahahah 🙌🏻#queuesus take the wheel#yugioh memes#yugioh meme#yugi#jj.tagspeak#jj.jpg#my post#pretty sure these were all stolen off cbr(?) articles or knowyourmeme so djdjfjf
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