#dissocistive stufff

[lavalampsys]

alter list for my self

ok uh. here we go. forgive me if my terms are outdated i wouldnt know, i havent been active (or existing) for a long time in system stuff

Carlos - he him - Currently split back into Me aka Cecil, and several fragments.

Ren - she her - first split we really truly "remember" having. Lesbianism is a big part of her identity

Halyn (pronounced hey-lenn) - she her - system little, one of the first 4 we knew of

Octavius - he him - another one of the first 4, also a system little

Brian - he him - not dormant but hasnt been able to front recently, i theorize it's because he spends all his energy trying to make us calm. trauma holder, first alter we knew of, first and kind of the only protector.

Matt - he him it its - fictive, host - literally the "core". Was the host for most our life but the past 2 years he has been around less and less.

Jack - he him - persecutory protector. he was a ""hallucination"" that we could see, feel, and hear for a long time before he could front.

Cupcake - she her - persecutor or "desires" alter

Fern - he him - fictive - ?? not sure where he came from but he Has existed for at least 3 years. Hunter is a suspected fragment / alter of him. They're about the same as far as developed but Hunter is a newer fictive seeing as TO//H didnt exist back then to our knowledge.

Hyde - he / it - fictive - persecutor - alter - idk what else

Martin - he him - fictive - phobia holder ?? idk - protector - a previous host.

Link - he / it - showed up around same time as Ren

Xavier - he him - cooking / functioning alter - integrated (???)

Benrey - he him - fairly recent fictive

Gordon - he him - fictive but he also has a subsystem, but they're also All Gordons

Edd - he him - fictive - matt's bf & friend, used to just be "J"

Milo / T - he, it, etc - introject

fragments

clef - he him, junebug - she her (cupcake fragment), ivy - ??? (carlos fragment, big gay lesbian), Jekyll - he him (hyde's fragment), wilson - he him (some kind of scientist hyperfixation fragment), jane p. - she her (fictive), Tim - he him (martins fictive fragment), Jay Jay - he him, Jon - he him, Ravio - he him (Link's fragment), tommy - he / xe / zir / it, Mr. Wolf - he him, Bubby - he him, stede - he him, Harley Quinn - she her,

-- gotta sleep so im going to cintinue this ifi remember whn i wake up in a lil bit

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