#disordered eating ment /

[batjpeg]

got an email that was like warning!! this account you have on a calorie counter website has been inactive for 3 years!! we're gonna close your account!!!! like ok . You can do this 👍

[beeelderly]

whoevers paying tumblr to put intermittent fasting bullshit in front of me needs to die badly

[tangledinink]

whining. pouting. sulking, even. he better not use my NICE body wash...

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[saaad-and-alone]

No quiero ser la amiga gorda, No quiero ser la amiga gorda, No quiero ser la amiga gorda, No quiero ser la amiga gorda, No quiero ser la amiga gorda,No quiero ser la amiga gorda, No quiero ser la amiga gorda, No quiero ser la amiga gorda, No quiero ser la amiga gorda, No quiero ser la amiga gorda, No quiero ser la amiga gorda No quiero ser la amiga gorda No quiero ser la amiga gorda, No quiero ser la amiga gorda, No quiero ser la amiga gorda, NO QUIERO SEE LA AMIGA GORDA

[pigeonwinnin]

TW: disordered eating mention

Lately I keep sitting in front of the mirror and wondering what I’ll have to lose to be loved. At what weight will I not be tossed aside anymore? What pant size will make me important to people in my life. How will a dress need to fit me to have my awkwardness and anxiety be seen as enduring instead of socially isolating. What bodily ratio will make sure that I’m never abandoned again.

It’s illogical to think that a number in this sense is security against emotional pain. I know deep down it might not fix anything. But it’s all I have left and I need to try because I’m so tired and scared right now. I don’t want to be unloveable for the rest of my life.

[gay-jewish-bucky]

[little-blurry]

Sinto falta sim mas, a vida continua e aceitar é se livrar do peso de expectativas que só geram inseguranças e renovam decepções.

[sugarstarlights]

Challenge complete! I just finished the chocolate. I /desperately/ needed that to wash down that entire jar of pickles, Jesus fuck. Probably shouldn't have shotgunned both energy drinks /first/, those would have been handy during. But I still win! Nobody had any expectations for what I was doing except me but I still win.

[thestarsandskyaboveus]

hunter wittebane-noceda - general hcs.

this man loves physical touch (not that kind y'all nasty mfs)- hand-holding, hugs, shoulder pats, etc. he's touch-starved as hell. he'll probably cry on you if you hug him, but only if he's well-rested enough not to fall asleep instantly.

hugs from people he trusts are really the only way he feels safe... even when he's by himself, he's always on edge. it feels good to know somebody has his back.

that's probably why he's so tired all the time tbh. never been well-rested a day in his life because he just doesn't feel safe enough to let himself relax. dude probably has muscle knots for days.

became the golden guard at thirteen. his hands were very badly scarred on his first mission (like in the moringmark comic) when he had to dig his troop of scouts out from underneath a landslide. he ended up with bad nerve damage from the cold of the mountains, and his hands still shake pretty badly, even when he tries really hard to hold them still. he wears compression gloves to help combat this.

never been in a relationship and never had any friends. the closest thing he ever had to a friend was steve, and the age gap was frickin' enormous, so they never really connected in the same way as hunter would have connected with others his age. still, he sees steve like a big brother and a friend at the same time. steve is fond of hunter in the way a teacher is fond of a pupil, but definitely has no idea how much hunter worships and looks up to him as a person, and he definitely has no idea hunter has never experience any sort of love or affection before.

has legitimately no idea that what he went through with belos was abuse. thinks that he deserved every scar, every bruise, every injury, because he thinks that's just what parental figures do when you fuck up.

has panic attacks over seemingly very small things, and experiences deeply traumatic flashbacks if/when he has to walk through the palace again later in life. even though the flashbacks aren't necessarily noticeable to the people around him, he does have to find an excuse to leave so he has a chance to recompose himself in private.

probably has a mild eating disorder. comes from a similar place to his lack of sleep (aside from not being able to relax) where he has this idea in his head that he needs to be able to survive off of as little as possible and take up as little space/resources as possible.

[tangledthoughtsandribs]

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[lil-white-mice]

The bottom of the barrel (TW: MEANSPO)

Whenever you think you're better: You're not

You're always at the bottom of the chain

There is someone prettier

Someone smarter

Someone greater

Someone who has achieved more than you in less than half of the time you've been laying around and self-deprecating yourself

You're weak, and you know it

He doesn't deserve such a weak bitch like you, now does he?

Of course not

He deserves some girl who's hardworking, smart, great, wonderful and pretty

And there are so many girls like that

You don't deserve to be loved, what have you achieved? You worth nothing

You've done less than the bare minimum, and expect love in reward?

You seriously think ANYBODY would love YOU?? You're the last option in the barrel, you're not even good at being bad at things, you can't even try to look good

You should shut up and take it

Because you have not achieved the right to complain yet

Starve yourself and work your ass off, because that's the only way you could ever deserve to be loved by anyone

He would be right to dump you the SECOND a girl wo is slightly better walks by, because you're not special, at all, to nobody

He tells you such sweet things, but that's because he has no idea how stupidly dull you are

You're not even special in the ways you stand out, because there is always some other person who will stand out more

You're pathetic, weak, dumb

You're a piece of shit that thinks you're a diamond, so keep being delusional while the other girls work on themselves

[tangledinink]

Hopefully they are able to accept this healthy(and delicious) bento. The old man has been very worried the kids aren't eating.

it is very much appreciated. they'll find some quiet corner of the @tmntaucompetition to hide in so they can eat.

[saaad-and-alone]

Feliz cumpleaños a mi

[real-total-drama-takes]

tw ed

kinda a sad hc but i hc courtney to have a restrictive ed. idk i feel like it makes sense because her whole thing w perfection and it shows up in a lot of fics and also i love to project

[fridayiminlovemp3]

sneak peek into some of the 500 drafts i have