#diskarte

[kremechihihi]

FUTURISMO ⚡️⚡️⚡️

buwan ng wika already passd but i still wanted 2 draw sum futurism in modernized filipiñana garb 4 funs

[deardiskarte]

what beauty it is to feel. how privileged it is to see. truly, sadly, deeply.

[fieldnotesandsuch]

Bagong sulatin

Went to the doctor today and immediately felt my symptoms settle down a bit, effectively gaslighting myself so it felt like I was exaggerating everything I was feeling. Doctor was able to chalk some of it to post-Covid gland swelling, so we’re just going to wait for a bit for the symptoms to either disappear or worsen with the week. Strangely, I found myself compelled to stream because I felt…

[fishareglorious]

should i even go for a medtech degree but at the same time if not then wtf am i gonna get

[dualupaa]

First time ko magjoiners and hike/trek

Favorite ko na kasama sa mga gala 'tong kasama ko kasi tahimik lang din pag naglalakad saka dedma kung sino man mauna o mahuli sa amin

natawa lang din ako sa kanya kasi walang dalang tubig. Ate magha-hike ka wala kang dalang tubig/jar???? HAHAHA. Buti na lang dalawang tubigan dala ko kaso natapon din yung isa kong dala sa bag nya kasi di pala ayos masyado yung takip 😭 buti na lang waterproof sa labas sa loob hindi

Surprisingly as someone na mabilis maglakad, madalas ako mahuli maglakad dito. Natutunan ko rin sa trip na 'to na it's okay to take the pace how you need it

Napa-practice ko yung diskarte side ko to conquer yung mga dinadaanan at the same time making sure na safe yung tatapakan mo hindi pwedeng basta risk lang or else, mababagok ka HAHA mejo oa

Most of the time sa path/journey na tinatahak mo, sarili at yung tungkod mo lang din aasahan mo to keep going. But its humbling and it felt safe knowing na merong aalalay sayo pag hindi mo na kaya nang ikaw lang at di ka na rin kayang saluhin ng tungkod mo

Nagbunga na yung paglalakad at akyat ko sa bundok ng mrt magallanes. Hindi masyadong sumakit katawan ko

naakyat at nababa ko yan habang masakit ang ulo kasi di pa ganon kagaling yung ubo ko. Sakit sa ulo pag natahol HAHA how much pain can I take eme

ang lamig nung time na yan, tipong nagwi-wish talaga ako na umaraw kasi baka kabagan ako sa lamig huhu

Na-realize kong mas trip ko magdagat at magsurf although I enjoyed both

yung mga ganitong realizations pagtapos at pagka-pahinga ko na na-realize kasi all the way paakyat at pababa ng bundok puro galit at sama ng loob lang nasa isip ko

sobrang alog nung 4x4 grabe tagtag na tagtag yung ulo at katawan ko. Parang mas may thrill pa nung sumakay kami dito eh

May nakita akong red-orange na earthworm nung pabalik ang jubis haha

Kung puso ko ay ima-mapa, ikaw ang dulo, gitna't simula

Daming ebas iba talaga pag first timer. Gusto kong akyatin susunod na bundok is Mt. Kupapey

[kimhortons]

so ayun, labas ko lang 'to. another work stuff rant.

dahil nai-stress nga ako sa mga katrabaho ko, mas nakaka drain makipag plastikan araw araw haha. nakaka pagod makisama. kaya recently, lunch time nalang talaga nila ako nakakausap. kahit work related conversations, hindi ako nakikisali. lalo pag nag tatanong sila about sa process, lagi kong pinapasa kay zha, since siya rin naman ang last call at mas susundin nila—kasi tl.

naiinis kasi ako pag nag tatanong sakin tas mag tatanong pa ulit kay zha, tapos same lang naman sa sinabi ko, parang hindi tuloy credible yung sagot ko. bitch na kung bitch pero kung duda ka sa process ko, bat ka pa saken mag tatanong diba. kaya sinasabihan ko sila pag hindi sila sure anong gagawin, kay zha or sa onshore nalang sila magtanong. lahat naman ng diskarte ko, sunod lang sa onshore e.

tas pag may bagong process, hindi pala shinishare agad nitong zha, nag aassume nalang siya na alam ko since sabay lang kami na almost 2 years na. though sa isang onshore team niya lang naman na may ibang diskarte rin tinatanong. wala man lang initiative na i-confirm kung tama ba yung ganito or ganung process bago i-relay dito sa team niya. gara din kasi paiba iba din ng process yung onshore teammates namin na parang hindi rin nag uusap usap dun. paano, may group chat pero panay pm kaya nag iiba iba tuloy ng diskarte.

nung one time tuloy, nagka error yung isang kateam namin, kasi yun daw ang sabi ng tl niyang si zha. haha. e pagkaka tanda ko, sinabi naman sa group chat yung tamang process nun, ewan ko saan nakuha ni zha na yun ang gawin nila. haha nagkakaron tuloy ng discrepancies. napa i told you so nalang tuloy ako, next time kako wag sakin mag tanong, tutal duda naman siya. haha. bitchesa amp. but in a good way and right tone. hehe

i dunno, nasanay kasi ako sa dati kong work na may sistema, so kapag may tinatrain ako, alam kong credible yung mga tinuturo kong process. iba man diskarte ko, mas may pride akong nakukuha na itong taong 'to natuto 'to sakin, macommend man siya, may part ako na masaya ako kasi ako nagturo sakanya. tulad nung last year, si jessa yung dating kateam namin, nacommend ng CEO namin nun kasi December bago pa siya tapos siya lang naiwan na nag duty, flawless daw yung work niya. sinabi niya magaling daw kasi yung nag turo sakanya. hehe. ako nag turo ng process nun kay jessa, hindi pa tl si zha.

ito yung mga panahon ako lagi ang ina-assign ng OM namin sa lahat. though hindi naman ako nag expect mapromote, it felt like personal nung si zha yung nirecommend niya at hindi ako. forever ko ata 'tong dadalhin kasi paulit ulit ko nalang 'to kinukwento. i know i'm capable of something, sometimes i just need that push. pero na push aside ako lol haha.

kaya nawalan talaga ako ng gana, nawalan ako ng motivation galingan. dati bida bida pa ko e haha. ngayon bahala kayo jan, basta ako gagawin ko kung ano lang task ko. sawa na nga kako ako sa ginagawa ko, nag iisip na nga ako pano makakawala sa client na 'to. it's either sadyain ko magkaron ng error or mag resign ako sa company mismo at mag reapply. walang magandang choice actually, kasi ayaw ko na naman umalis sa comfort zone ko na hindi naman comfort ang nabibigay saken. haha. but i know it will come. hindi palang talaga muna ngayon.

i'm just staying lowkey nalang doing the bare minimum. hehe.

[whooolaanmo]

Yung karamihan sa angkan namin puro story/my day at pag post ng emoji na naiyak, oo nakakalungkot naman nga talaga kasi wala na si Uncle Tito rest in peace Uncle ipinagdasal na agad kita para sa kaluluwa 🙏🏻🕊 mo inuna ko yon kesa mag post o mag story, salamat sa mga tinuro mo sa aking mga kaalaman at diskarte sa buhay, see you later tapusin ko muna seminar/conference na to o see you tomorrow.

Doon sa mga kamag anak namin na kunwari nagdadalamhati kay Uncle Tito alam nya kung sino sino ang totoo sa hindi.

June 06, 2024 03:49 pm

[tangian]

Christmas as an adult:

Hindi to rant post na sasabihin nanaman na ayaw nanaman maging adult ah

unti-unti na talagang nagiging adult, lalo na sa responsibilities mga chong. Noong mga nakaraang pasko tanda ko nakababad lang ako ng Tumblr buong gabi tapos igregreet lahat ng kakilalang nasa dashboard. Ang nangyari kagabi kung sino nalang din nagcomment at like sa post ko 😆 tapos napalitan na yung tambay sa dashboard sa pagluto mismo ng handa sa christmas tapos sariling pera ko ang pag-grocery pero ang gaan sa pakiramdam.

wala lang, adulting na talaga tayo mga chong. Nakakaproud na sabay-sabay tayo tumanda rito sa Tumblr. Pero ayun, kanya-kanyang diskarte parin tayo sa buhay~

[miyamiwu]

Suddenly remembering that time in arnis class and coach asked us what to do when the opponent has a knife, and the first thing that came to my mind was that scene of the old man telling Cheng Xiaoshi to control the opponent's wrist to prevent them from attacking you

But then my coach went and said that holding the wrist is a big mistake, coz in arnis, it's all about diskarte. Hold the enemy at the wrist, and they'll just stab the knife at the nearest skin of yours it can reach

[celery-juice]

The Big List Of Visual Novel Recs

I fuckin love visual novels, I see one I go 💗💗💗 All of these can be played on PC, a lot of them are free or cheap. I might miss some Trigger Warnings so you should definitely check the store pages yourself

Recently added games are in yellow :]

Dating Sims

Blooming Panic Itch.io Free - "Depressed day-in and day-out from a draining corporate job, you become invested in a fantasy webnovel and find a mysterious link to a fan server. Everyone is warm and welcoming, but four members take a special interest in you!" TW for depression

Jester Under Pressure Itch.io Free - "Diskarte, jester of the high castle, has one job: entertaining the queen. This would be easy except Queen Bahaghari has a penchant for magically exploding the heads of subjects falling below her exacting standards. Can Diskarte avoid this frightening fate?" TW for death, war, and one incident of self-harm (not shown)

Our Life: Beginning and Always Steam Itch.io Free - "A twenty-dollar bill, four summers, fifteen years, and a one of a kind life. Create an experience that’s all your own in this near-fully customizable visual novel where you grow from childhood to adulthood with the lonely boy next door."

Amarantus Steam Itch.io $17.99 - "Arik's been told two things all his life: a tyrant is ruling the country, and somebody needs to do something. Now forced to flee his house after a midnight attack, his parents captured and his house torched—maybe somebody means you. It's time to gather a party, head to the capital, and take the Lord down. Along the journey, this crew of old friends and new strangers will grow closer—or further apart—as your choices guide Arik to win friends, make enemies, play matchmaker, and break hearts."

Saint Spells Itch.io Free - "Join us in our special Valentine’s day release of Saint Spell’s very own dating simulator! In your first week of school, meet 29 magical students, practice some special spells, brew a love potion, or simply slack off…" 

Best Friend Forever Steam Itch.io $19.99 - "Pat the dogs... and then their owners. Step into the world of Rainbow Bay in Best Friend Forever, a dating sim-meets-dog care sim where you pat, pamper and train your pup while you search for your own forever friend."

Speed Dating for Ghosts Steam Itch.io $6.99 - "As a lonely specter looking for love in the afterlife, you attend a speed dating event and chat up a cemetery's worth of phantoms, wraiths, and poltergeists. At the end of the spooky mixer, choose your favorite! They'll take you out to all the best haunts: old folks' homes, creepy houses with new owners... Maybe solving a murder is your idea of a good time. Or robbing a bank. Ghosts are into all sorts of things."

The Ratchelor Itch.io Website Free - "Play as The Ratchelor, an eligible single rat looking for love. You'll get to know each of our 21 lovely contestants through intimate conversation. Round after round, you will choose who to eliminate, leaving only your most compatible rat suitors. Finally, at the end of your emotional journey, you will find your rat soulmate."

Someone Stole My Lunch! Itch.io Free - "A short comedy visual novel about your lunch and a thief... both of which are hot." TW for screen shakes

Cooked with Love Itch.io Free - "Perry is, to put it nicely, a bit of a mess. So they can hardly believe their luck when their crush, Lily, agrees to go on a date with them! When the day of the date rolls around, Perry's all set: they've scrounged up some cash, and got a reservation at the nicest restaurant in town. Except... where's their wallet? With nothing left to lose but their dignity, Perry's determined to whip up a fantastic dining experience at home. Sure, they've never cooked before, but how hard could it be, right?"

Cupid Date Itch.io Free - "A short visual novel about three and a half 'love stories' starring a gay alien boy named Kale, whose matchmaking roommate Sugar is determined to help him find true love. But when Sugar's a cupid with his own agenda and all Kale's potential soulmates are under a spell, can love really be all that true?" TW for attempted suicide, depression, and mind control

Dialtown Steam $7.99 - "If you've ever wanted to romantically pursue a phone, then hot DARN, do I have just the game for you."

Hooked on You: A Dead By Daylight Dating Sim Steam $9.99 - "Welcome to Murderer’s Island. Your companions: four dead-sexy Killers who, underneath their murderous exteriors, just want a little romance. Flirt your way into their hearts, uncovering dark twists along the way. Will you find true love, forge friendships… or get hacked to death?" TW for blood, violent threats, referenced murder

Later Daters Steam Itch.io $14.99 on Steam, $15.99 on Itch - "Welcome to Ye OLDE! Your new retirement paradise. Date as an octogenarian and find somebody to love, or just get your kicks in while the getting is good. Remember, if the chairs are rockin', don’t come a-knockin." TW for mentioned death (by old age) and mentioned transphobia from family members

Pinewood Island Steam Itch.io $9.99 - "Find love, solve a murder, and prevent more death in this murder-mystery horror otome | visual novel." TW for drinking, stalking, attempted sexual assault, suicide, attempted suicide, and murder

Meeting in the Flesh Itch.io Free - "Meeting in the Flesh is a free horror/romance visual novel. You play as Vil, the resident of a strange but friendly little city, encountering various people and getting the chance to court one of three different monstrous suitors. Though the game will include some body horror imagery, the game is a romance at its core, with a focus on getting to know and growing closer to your partner. It features romantic scenes that can be toggled between a PG-13 and R rating." TW for body horror

Today, I'm Harvesting You! Itch.io Free - "Very poor and very tired of being single, you set out for your day with one goal: change both of those things, no matter the cost!!" TW for murder, chibi dismembering, organ selling

STOP BURYING ME ALIVE, BEAUTIFUL Itch.io Free - "You wake up to your girlfriend burying you alive, and she won't be convinced that you aren't dead. One of several problems, it turns out, as you find yourself dealing with rats trying to take a few early bites out of you! And just who is the girl talking to you from underground?"

Slasher U Steam Itch.io Free - "A horror-comedy dating sim RPG with full-blown sex mechanics, tons of heartwrenching romance and friendship storylines, and a wicked sick 90's theme sure to make even the most deep-fried saw dungeon aesthetics/dick jokes fans jealous."

Chill Fun

Butterfly Soup Itch.io Free - "A visual novel about gay asian girls playing baseball and falling in love." TW for ableist slurs and brief written depictions of parental physical and emotional abuse

Syrup And The Ultimate Sweet Itch.io Free - "SYRUP AND THE ULTIMATE SWEET is a visual novel made for YuriJam 2015! it's about a candy alchemist, syrup, who one day finds a candy golem in her basement workshop. where did she come from?? who the heck made her????? GO FIND OUT!! did i mention there are 10 endings because. that's right. 10 endings."

Lonely People Potion Shop Itch.io Free - "Somewhere deep inside the magical forest forgotten lies a hut, a potion shop! The creatures of the lands near and far come visit this tiny place sharing their stories, feelings, thoughts on the mystery that's about to unravel... And it's your job to pour 'em some potions!"

The Murder of Sonic The Hedgehog Steam Free - "Sonic the Hedgehog...was murdered!? Get to the bottom of the mystery in this brand-new adventure!"

The Ratchelor Itch.io Website Free - "Play as The Ratchelor, an eligible single rat looking for love. You'll get to know each of our 21 lovely contestants through intimate conversation. Round after round, you will choose who to eliminate, leaving only your most compatible rat suitors. Finally, at the end of your emotional journey, you will find your rat soulmate."

The Ratchelor 2 Website Free - Another season of The Ratchelor with all new characters!

Speed Dating for Ghosts Steam Itch.io $6.99 - "As a lonely specter looking for love in the afterlife, you attend a speed dating event and chat up a cemetery's worth of phantoms, wraiths, and poltergeists. At the end of the spooky mixer, choose your favorite! They'll take you out to all the best haunts: old folks' homes, creepy houses with new owners... Maybe solving a murder is your idea of a good time. Or robbing a bank. Ghosts are into all sorts of things."

I love my follower (count) Itch.io Free - "You are an Eldritch horror, summoned to the human realm. You’re soon to realize, however, that you have more in common with your followers than you thought - they, too, have a longing for The Void. The Void in their case is, however, mostly something they call ‘y2k’ and ‘retro anime aesthetics’.But oh well, every god needs clout."

Creature in the Corner Itch.io Free - "AND IT SEEMS HUNGRY. YOUR CHOICES WILL DECIDE WHAT THE CREATURE CONSUMES (HOPEFULLY NOT YOU)." TW for possibly being eaten

Sad Shit

He Fucked The Girl Out of Me Steam Itch.io Free - "A semi-autobiographical narrative visual novel about trauma and sex work made for the gameboy. The author explains how sex work impacted her life and changed her perception of the world. The game takes approximately 40 minutes to play from start to finish." TW for dubious consent, disassociation, transphobia from family members, sissy kink, misogyny/transmisogyny

Milk inside a bag of milk inside a bag of milk Steam Itch.io $1 - "A short story about what sort of challenges everyday little things can be. Help the girl buy milk, be the first not to disappoint her." TW for parental abuse

if not us Itch.io $7.00 - "Seven years ago, five heroes were brought together to save the world. Their success came at the cost of their leader's life; the secret behind it cost them their friendship. Now they've been summoned for a new heroic quest. if not us is about the moment when they realise everything isn't going to be okay." TW for death, including of the player character

Horror

Today, I'm Harvesting You! Itch.io Free - "Very poor and very tired of being single, you set out for your day with one goal: change both of those things, no matter the cost!!" TW for murder, chibi dismembering, organ selling

(Don't) Open Your Eyes Itch.io Free - "A short, horror-themed Visual Novel about a midnight encounter with a mysterious being. Through conversation, you'll learn more about them, such as their journey so far, or what they think about themselves. And every now and then, it'll make a simple request out of you: to open your eyes."

Don't Toy With Me Itch.io Free - "For a long time now, Dahlia has lived by herself in the Dollhouse with only the stuffed rabbit Wisker for company. One day the owner of the toys decides to present her with a new companion, a sad clown puppet named Huxley. She's delighted for the company but, as the owner soon realizes, it's not so simple to introduce a new friend to the household." TW for manipulation, emotional abuse, murder, violence, body horror with non-human characters

Milk inside a bag of milk inside a bag of milk Steam Itch.io $1 - "A short story about what sort of challenges everyday little things can be. Help the girl buy milk, be the first not to disappoint her." TW for parental abuse

Therapy with Dr. Albert Krueger Itch.io Free - "Has work been feeling more tiring than usual? Your mood, confusing and uneasy? Losing the confidence to speak up when you want to? Then it sounds like you need our newly patented ★DREAM THERAPY★!" TW for jumpscares, loud noises, disturbing and flashing images, implied violence, and cartoon gore

Meeting in the Flesh Itch.io Free - "Meeting in the Flesh is a free horror/romance visual novel. You play as Vil, the resident of a strange but friendly little city, encountering various people and getting the chance to court one of three different monstrous suitors. Though the game will include some body horror imagery, the game is a romance at its core, with a focus on getting to know and growing closer to your partner. It features romantic scenes that can be toggled between a PG-13 and R rating." TW for body horror

Find Love or Die Trying Steam Itch.io Free - "It's the premiere of our new dating show, where ending up single... means ending up dead! Not sure why you'd sign up for this, but now that you're here, you've got 7 days to get one of the lovely ladies on your tropical island getaway to fall in love in with you. If she's willing to put a ring on it, you're both free to leave. If not... well, it's in the name of the show!" TW for manipulation

Pinewood Island Steam Itch.io $9.99 - "Find love, solve a murder, and prevent more death in this murder-mystery horror otome | visual novel." TW for drinking, stalking, attempted sexual assault, suicide, attempted suicide, and murder

STOP BURYING ME ALIVE, BEAUTIFUL Itch.io Free - "You wake up to your girlfriend burying you alive, and she won't be convinced that you aren't dead. One of several problems, it turns out, as you find yourself dealing with rats trying to take a few early bites out of you! And just who is the girl talking to you from underground?"

Creature in the Corner Itch.io Free - "AND IT SEEMS HUNGRY. YOUR CHOICES WILL DECIDE WHAT THE CREATURE CONSUMES (HOPEFULLY NOT YOU)." TW for possibly being eaten

[tobecomeoneofthestars]

hate na hate ko talaga mga taong walang diskarte sa life!!!

[ilaw-at-panitik]

Binago rin ng pandemya ang diskarte nilang mag-asawa sa pagsasaing. Ngayong nagtatanghalian na sila sa bahay, tanghali ang unang saing nila. Tatlong takal. Ang matitira ay iibabaw sa sinaing sa gabi. Dalawang takal lang. Sakto na ito. Kaya kung gusto nilang magsangag sa almusal kinaumagahan, ginagawa nilang tatlo hanggang apat na takal.

Emmanuel T. Barrameda, mula sa "Sinaing" (Inilathala sa Tomás: The Journal of the UST Center for Creative Writing and Literary Studies, Volume 3, Issue 4, 2022)

[fieldnotesandsuch]

Look who's streaming (Day 2)

Still wonky on the lighting pero madaming narating writing-wise in fairness kapag hindi mo “focus” ang writing (kasi focus ko na makapag-focus dahil nagsi-stream) mas playful ang approach ko sa pagsusulat. Ang weird! Parang that quote about that sideways pursuit of happiness. Baka magstream sa YouTube at Twitch nang sabay kapag sanay na. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit, hindi na’ko nagtatanong…

[dualupaa]

isa sa mga bagay na natutunan ko the hard way is hindi lahat nadadaan sa diskarte. sure, it can take you anywhere but not all the time and hindi lang palaging sa diskarte natatapos para maka-survive or mag-exceed in this life. dami kong rejections lately sa inaapplyan ko hindi pa nga ko naiinterview to prove myself just because hindi raw pumasa sa qualification na at least 2 years level in college.