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hi, hi. i still can’t do intros, but i’m dani, twenty and this is my boi !!!

JEON JUNGKOOK, CISMALE, HE/HIM — have you seen VAN GYEON around lately? you know, i heard he’s itching to move out of gaithersburg because HE WANTS TO GET AWAY FROM HIS FAMILY. i guess he dreams of moving to LOS ANGELES, to MOVE IN WITH HIS BROTHER. but i think for now, he’s stuck here.

links:

his pinterest board. ( pls check this out! it has his style, his car, etc. )

his spotify jams. ( it’s...lit? a mixture of his fave jams & songs related to him. )

family:

lost his mom when he was a junior in highschool.

his dad remarried 1 year later to woman who already has 2 kids, both boys are now in high school.

he has an actual older brother who left when their mother died. didn’t say anything to anyone, he just got up and left. he never heard from him again.

van and his dad have a rocky relationship. ever since his mom died they completely ignore and avoid each other. if not they argue but it hasn’t fully blown up yet.

+ he isn’t fond of his “new family”. the kids are obnoxious. the mom is too naive. and frankly he still has a lot of anger in him for how quickly his dad moved on.

back to the brother bit. he recently reached out to van say 3 months ago, and van, despite having shaped himself to hide particular feelings/emotions completely lit up at the idea of his brother calling him. he knows he should be angry at him but he feels that he can’t blame him for leaving. it basically got to the point where van wants to move out to los angeles where he is. ( but hahaha, i have plans for that. stay tuned. )

himself:

owns a 2015 sports lexus. his baby. the only love of his life. also a guilt present from his dad but fuck it, it’s a lexus and van isn’t dumb enough to turn away a car.

after his mom died junior year, he came back completely different senior year. he was already pretty popular amongst his class but somehow people expected him to come back...depressed ig, but no. he knows how to put up a front. and somehow became even more of a social butterfly, always getting invited to parties. etc. etc.

everything is bottled up. all his sadness, and tiredness, and frustrations are tucked away. except his anger. he can have a temper, like heart racing anger and ready to fight. boy has gotten into many fights but it’s usually dumb boy fights. like talking shit and stuff. anger is like very important when it comes to van, like it’s easily triggered or he can control it. depends on the situation but it’s definitely something i want to touch on with him.

have u guys seen skam? he’s basically william. except not as quiet.

he’s always lit the late night snap chat aesthetic. friends all piled up in his car with loud music and beers in the cup holders. he’s an Embarrassment sometimes.

van is the type of friend that majority of the time offers to pay for lunch/dinner. it’s a miracle if u catch him for breakfast though. maybe this is why he has friends, bc he buys food.

he’s v helpful. i think it makes him feel better about himself if he helps people out. like helping them move, or paying for something, it makes him feel less...empty. wow that’s edgy.

also, he’s twenty-one.

relationships:

lmao. commitment? he doesn’t know her. he didn’t cheat when he did relationships, but he does get bored very easily, and hates feeling like he’s on a leash.

he tells himself that he likes his space. he fucking hates clingy people, and the idea that he has to be with them all the time.

he’ll make up excuses for people to dump him instead just so the other party doesn’t get all butthurt or in their feelings.

LIKE the idea of a relationship isn’t bad but van doesn’t know how to give himself fully. plus he’s hella picky and just, he doesn’t want to get Fucked up so he tells himself that it’s ridiculous, that he won’t ever get his heart broken because he doesn’t care.

he’s fucking fake as hell even with himself lmao. he’s an air sign though, what do you expect.

also hella bisexual.

anyways. i’m going to stop here. there’s A LOT i want to touch on with him but i don’t want to write a full on six page essay with sources. so if you have questions just let me know! or if you want to like plot or something (~:

#disillusion:intro #this is long but it's good info?

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