#dirty shine album
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
mermaidinthecity · 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media
Ride Or Die by ZZ Ward
3 notes · View notes
fulltulips · 8 months ago
Text
bed chem - l.dh ; part o n e
Tumblr media
description: what happens when you finally come face to face with the one and only notorious playboy!haechan...? you can't help but wonder your bed chem with him.
pairing: lee haechan x fem reader
genres: fluff, smut, college au
warnings: alcohol and smoking mentions, pet names, kissing, vulgarities, suggestive sexual activities, drunk mentions, reader uses her/she pronouns
author's note:
hihii !! this is my first ever post... so please be nice and I hope you enjoy this ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა ♡ recently i’ve been listening to short n sweet album !! and i love bed chem sooooooo much ˘͈ᵕ˘͈ so i got the idea of writing this fic !! do lmk if you guys might want a entire series of short n sweet with other members hehe
Tumblr media
location: home
“come onnnn y/n! i promised the dreamies i would be there at the party at mark’s houseee!” renjun whined as he tugged on your cherry patterned silk pyjamas.
“okay…go then?? i don’t understand why i would have to go with you??” you lazily said as you continued watching bridgerton without sparing renjun a glance.
“because you’re my best friend? and plus the dreamies have been wanting to meet my housemate for so long!”
ever since college began a year ago, renjun was in search of a place to stay in and luckily then you were in search of a housemate.
it was awkward in the beginning to say the least…
you had never lived with a boy your entire life until college but luckily renjun was the nicest guy ever, you guys instantly clicked and became great friends.
well renjun could’ve stayed with his dreamies friends that you’ve never met but renjun claims it’s too dirty and messy to live with 6 other boys.
you wouldn’t even dare to imagine the chaos…
“okay but what’s in it for me if i go?” you sighed, finally turning over to look at renjun.
“you’ll finally step out of the house and interact like a normal social functioning human?” renjun sarcastically replied giving the most “duhh” face.
although that was sarcastic, it was true… you hadn’t stepped out of the house since the semester break had began last week.
you’ve just been lazing at home with the same routine everyday.
you woke up in the late afternoons, ate lunch, binged watch your favourite shows till midnight before you finally ate your dinner and continued watching shows till you fell asleep.
the only person you communicated in the past week was only renjun but he was always out and about.
a huge difference between the two of you…
you were definitely comfortable but upon hearing renjun’s statement made you realise just how much you’ve been living like a cavewoman…
“fine! i’ll go with you… ONLY because i cant keep living like a cavewoman…” you finally stood up from the couch and got to your room to change and get ready.
“10minutes is all you get y/n!” renjun yelled.
pfft… 10minutes? in his dreams…
20 minutes later
“y/n! YOU MUST MAKE HASTE!!” renjun yelled.
(bridgerton reference hehe)
“i’m ready!! geez calm down renjun” you walked out of your room in a sheer white babydoll dress as you finished touching up on your lip tint .
“gosh i could fly back and forth between korea and china and you still wouldn’t have finished getting ready” renjun joked erupting laughter from both of you.
⋆. 𐙚 ˚
location: mark’s house, at the party
the moment renjun and you had arrived at the party…
my oh my… you could feel the bass vibrations of the music through your ears and the ground.
it was obvious this is mark’s house.
with vibrant neon flashing lights shined and lighted up the house as the lights peeked it’s way out of the windows giving the dark neighbourhood some sort of lighting.
you couldn’t imagine how badly your eyes were gonna hurt the moment you stepped into the party.
“hey! renjun you’re finally came!” a pretty boy with the biggest grin welcomed renjun.
“i would’ve been here earlier if miss given 10 minutes didn’t take so long…” renjun complained.
man… this dude won’t ever let this slide anymore…
“oh? she’s your housemate? you didn’t tell me she’s this beautiful? hi ! i’m na jaemin nice to meet you” jaemin introduced himself with sparkles in his eyes.
warmth crept up your cheeks as you’ve never had someone directly compliment you like this.
“hi…? im y/n… nice to meet you?” you shyly greeted back feeling nervous while jaemin held the most intense eye contact with you while you were mess looking everywhere but jaemin in the eye.
“you’re so cute like a tiny bear! gosh i would keep you in my pockets if i could!!” jaemin grinned and patted your head.
you could feel even more warmth rushing up this time round.
“okay jaems i don’t need you flirting with my housemate. my house is the last place i need you to be in” renjun rolled his eyes as jaemin held his hands up as if he was surrendering.
you chuckled lightly loving their friendship banter.
“let’s go find the others they’re waiting! come on little bear” jaemin told renjun as he slung his arm around your shoulders.
although it felt weird having a arm around your shoulder with a random dude you just met… it made the party felt less taunting honestly.
squeezing pass a body of strangers was the worst feeling ever but having jaemin’s arm to guide you made you felt safer while you could smell the beer coming from jaemin’s breath.
“alright guys! meet y/n! she is renjun’s housemate” jaemin stopped in front a place with a couch and a few beanbags placed with 4 other boys there.
you shyly waved at them
“hi!! im chenle nice to finally meet you!! ya! jisung quick say hi” chenle excitedly nudged this tall guy sat beside him which you assumed to be jisung.
“hi im jisung…” he muttered
“don’t worry about jisung he’s quite shy with new people” jaemin whispered to you as he stood beside you.
“hi jisung! nice to meet you” you mustered the friendliest greeting you could give and waved at jisung which he returned.
“hi y/n ! im jeno” jeno introduced as he smiled forming crescent moons gathering attention to the beautifully placed mole beneath his eye.
“ayo wassup im mark! you can mark me in your hea-”
“ok that’s enough mark!!” everyone interrupted mark’s introduction.
“aw dude i was hoping to say it once tonight” mark sulked as he took another sip from his red cup.
you couldn’t help but laugh at their silliness.
“wait where’s haechan hyung?” jisung questioned.
“probably sucking off a girl’s face or smoking right now” renjun said like it was the most natural thing ever.
“whatever he’ll find his way back later. come sit y/n !! do you want a drink? i can get it for you”chenle said as he patted the empty seat on the couch beside you.
“oh that’s okay i can get it myself! does anyone want anything from the kitchen?” you smiled appreciating the offer from chenle before you asked the group.
everyone shook their heads with some saying thanks.
⋆. 𐙚 ˚
you squeezed past the bodies of strangers again with random turns and passes until you finally found the kitchen.
but of course… another obstacle was in your way…
like a literal obstacle.
two humans making out in-front of the fridge making it impossible to get your drink.
you coughed lightly in hopes of getting their attention…
nothing.
“excuse me…?” you softly said.
still nothing.
“uhm hi… if you could just excuse me-” you said as you tapped the guy’s shoulders.
“what?” he scoffed, rolled his eyes before he finally faced you.
‘i was in a sheer dress the day that we met’
you felt the world stopped.
the music tuned out and you could feel your breathe stolen away.
you were faced with a guy with beautiful honey skin and a pair of the softest brown eyes despite the heavy smudged eyeliner.
he had beauty marks on his face that formed constellations.
he towered over you allowing his scent to engulf you. it was mix of woody scent, alcohol and cigarettes.
he stood tall as he dressed in in a black singlet and jeans with a classic black leather jacket over his shoulders.
the girl he made out with was long gone, it was just the two of you staring at each other in the kitchen.
it was safe to say you were attracted to this man in-front of you knowing well he screamed bad news.
the longer he stood and looked at you, his eyes softened.
you stood in-front of him, doe eyed, full of innocence in your white sheer dress and your pink pouty lips.
“fuck…” he thought in his head.
the same you thought. from just his appearance you could feel wetness pooling in your pink laced thongs.
you couldn’t help but wondered what was your bed chem with him.
he was the complete opposite of you, he embodied bad news, he was dark and mysterious, like a thunderstorm.
but you were different, you were alluring, you were like a breeze in a garden on spring day, like a breath of fresh air.
“cat got your tongue love?” he finally broke the silence.
“huh..oh.. uhm i just wanted to get a drink from the fridge sir?” you stuttered as you looked down at the ground barely gathering any courage to speak up.
weirdly the endearment felt so smooth when he called you as if he has always called you in that your entire life.
he found you so adoring.
but the way you said sir, made him felt something in him stir.
“did you just call me sir?” he questioned feeling intrigued.
“well… i don’t know your name” you finally looked up at him.
“don’t go around calling any guy sir randomly love. you don’t know what it does.” he leaned forward closing the distance between both your faces as he cups your face in his rough hand.
what a hypocrite this man was calling you love…
you could smell the mix of alcohol and cigarettes in his breath, which you usually hate but somehow you didn’t mind when it was with him.
“yo hyuck! finally i found you come be my beer pong partner- oh? y/n you finally met haechan!”
‘we were both in a rush we talked for a sec’
‘your friend hit me up so we could connect’
oh… so he’s renjun’s friend… haechan… haechan… hyuck?
haechan removed his hand from your cheeks, somehow you felt sad from the loss of comforting warmth from him.
“haechan this is y/n! she’s renjun’s housemate” mark staggered his way over to you and swinging his arm across your shoulders clearly losing his senses to alcohol soon.
“alright let’s get going beer pong championship achiever” haechan rolled his eyes as he removed mark’s arm from your shoulders.
“lessgooooooo!” mark excitedly exclaimed as he exited the kitchen to the beer pong table.
“i’ll see you around love” he patted your head with a smirk on his face and left with a wink.
blush crept up to your cheeks, you could feel yourself physically feeling hotter.
you quickly got your drink from the fridge and left to sit on the couch with the rest of the dreamies.
⋆. 𐙚 ˚
but the whole night you couldn’t help but let your eyes wander towards haechan standing at the beer pong table.
with the occasional glances and winks haechan would give you was not safe for your heart.
there was no denying you found haechan attractive.
but how could it be when you just met him?
“y/n? you good? you’ve been staring at haechan?” chenle questioned.
you’ve been exposed.
“oh? no i wasn’t… i think i’m just tired i tend to usually blank out” what in the stupidest excuse.
“aite it’s time to head back stoned y/n! let’s goooo” renjun stood up from the beanbag and walked towards the door.
“whaaaaat we just met stay longer little bear!” jaemin whined with rosy cheeks and eyes that were barely focusing on you anymore.
“sorry guys it’s late i should head back now… we can hang out sometime soon again tho” you suggested with a smile on your face.
jeno smiled and gave a okay sign with his hands before he waved bye.
before you could even step out of the house, a hand grabs your wrist.
you turned to find haechan holding onto you.
“leaving so soon love?” he cocked his eyebrow as he bent down to reach your height, making both of you face to face now.
you stumbled back a little, shock from the barely existent distance between the two of you.
haechan’s hands found it’s way behind your waist supporting you from tripping. you felt your breathe hitched from the contact.
his hands were warm but the silver rings he had on gave a cold touch to your waist. you love his touch, you craved for it and wished to be held by him as long as you can.
you couldn’t help but wonder how his touch would feel all around your body, playing with your tits as his other hand fingers you making you cum all over his fingers.
and watching him lick your cum all off his fingers and your pussy.
“i bet we would have really good bed chem…” you thought to yourself.
as you looked into his eyes this time, it held softness and sincerity different from when you had first met. you could feel his hot breath against you while you were quite literally holding onto your breath.
he smelled so good, you just wanted to be around him all day but you had to remind yourself, you had just met.
“yea it’s getting late and renjun’s already waiting so…”
“before you go…” he hands you his phone with his keypad on display.
you looked at him with questions in your eyes.
“what’s your phone number love? i need to keep in contact with you don’t i?” haechan chuckles as he jokingly uses his finger to push your forehead.
he looks so good smiling, like a bright sun on a cloudy day.
“oh! you could get it from renjun tho…” you said while keying in your phone number on his phone.
“if i get it from renjun, i wouldn’t have a chance to talk to you right now don’t i? and i wouldn’t be able to give you this.”
“huh? give wha-” suddenly you felt a pair of warm lips on your forehead.
“goodnight sweet dreams love. get home safe, text me when you’re home” he smiles and ruffles your hair.
oh haechan… what are you doing to my heart…
447 notes · View notes
trendywaifus · 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media
↳ i fantasize about you all the time!
the girls can’t get you off of their mind so they jerk off to you.
featuring — transfem! march 7th, stelle, bronya, kafka x fem!reader
cw: pillow humping, cursing, grinding, cream pie, facefucking, masterbation, pet names, not proofread
Tumblr media
sighing happily, march plops onto her plush bed. her recent mission was incredible and felt like a fresh breath of air compared to the previous ones that involved wild goose chases and non-stop wrongly arrests. the planet she visited was beautiful; full of breathtaking sights, delicious foods, large cities, and for once, normal people.
with her precious camera in hand, she goes to her recent photo album and browses through series of photos she took over the duration of the mission. there was a few particular pictures that made her smile and shake her head—stelle messing around with a few exotic monkeys while you were nearly kneeling over laughing and danheng standing there looking awfully dumbfounded in the background. warmth floods her body when her gaze observes your pretty face; parted plush lips spilling with laughter, literal tears in your crinkled eyes, the way the sun shined so perfectly on your face—aeons, you were gorgeous.
“ geez, i feel so mushy inside now. “ she giggles, skimming over a few pictures, only taking a few seconds to look at them. it went from gorgeous scenery, animals, group photos, to you. march abruptly stops at a photo of you idly eating a slice of cheese cake. she eyes your pink lips wrapped around the fork and then her gaze shifts to the blissful expression on your face. she remembers the soft, dulcet moan you produced after taking a bite of the slice of cheesecake. gosh, did it really taste that good to make you moan like that? well, it was delicious but seriously?
without thinking, march takes her bottom lip between her teeth. all that aside, you sounded so pretty. march can’t help but imagine those pretty lips wrapped her dick. blood rushes down her abdomen and she feels herself getting hard. heat rushes in her cheeks as dirty thoughts of you fills her mind. “ not again. .” she groans, glancing down at the growing bulge poking out from her skirt. she feels ashamed for thinking about you this way; you’re her best friend after all.
“ ugh. .” she sighs, carefully setting her camera to the side. march adjusts herself to tug her skirt and panties down to her plush thighs, freeing her hardened length. she wraps her hand around the base and work her way up. closing her eyes, she envisions you kissing her cockhead while grinning up at her with roguish eyes. “ don’t just look at me like that.” march groans, softly squeezing herself. she can almost hear you giggle in response and take her inside your hot mouth, teasingly circling your tongue around her tip.
“ aeons, please st-stop teasing me, (name). . “ march moans, throwing her head back in frustration as she hurriedly drags her palm back down her cock. she imagines your head slowly lowering down until your mouth hits her abdomen. her dick is pretty average and little more on the skinny side, so you shouldn’t have to worry much about gagging. march lets out a soft moan, buckling her hips as she starts to speed up her strokes. pleasure courses through her body like a wildfire.
“it feels so good, keep doing that, (name)–please. . !” she begs, focusing her attention on her leaking tip, smearing precum along the shaft. she falls back on the mattress, covering her mouth with her free hand as a high pitched moan escapes her lips. she repeatedly thrusts her cock into her hand, imagining herself sloppily mouth fucking you. “ ah, c’mon, just like that—i’m gonna cum soon! “ march breathes, arching her back in pleasure. she feels a familiar knot twisting and turning in her belly which only prompt her to go faster. despite her hand burning with exhaustion, she maintains her pace.
the thought of you peering up at march with hazy eyes as she’s desperately fucking your mouth drove her over the edge. “ cumming—cumming! “ she nearly screams in a muffled voice, eyes rolling to the back of her head as cum spurts out from her cock and spills all over her thighs and the sheets.
her cock twitches as she slowly ceases her movement, easing herself down from her high. filled with ecstasy, she sighs deeply.
she wishes you were more than her best friend.
Tumblr media
grumbling, stelle tosses and turns in bed, restless as she’s unable to fall asleep. heaving out a small sigh of frustration, she lays on her back. “ maybe i should of had a warm glass of milk before bed or asked for another room. “ she mumbles, running a hand through her grey locks. you’d think a luxurious hotel would have fairly soft beds but nope. instead, the mattress felt more on the harder side and bumpy. she wonders if march and danheng had similar beds like hers.
“ even if my bed’s terrible to sleep in, i still would sleep better if (name) was here. .” stelle whines, longing to be cuddled up in your arms and nuzzled up against you. she wants her face buried in the crook of your neck, inhaling your sweet scent while your nimble fingers soothingly comb through her hair. stelle whimpers softly, imagining your hand running down her back and slipping under her shirt to massage the warm skin underneath.
stelle instinctively palms herself through her sweatpants, breath hitched as her cock twitches. “ (name). .” she lowly groans, pretending that you’re the one rubbing her, whispering sweet promises into her ear—whispering about how you wanna ride her thick cock until she’s milked dry. “ wanna fuck you. .” stelle whispers out, screwing her eyes shut as she lets herself get swallowed up by lust and desire.
“ please let me, please. .” stelle begs, hurriedly pulling down her sweatpants and boxers just enough for her stiff cock to spring out from its fabric confinements. she takes herself in her hand and strokes her swollen red tip. she imagines flipping you over on your stomach and have your hips up in the air, displaying your pretty ass and pussy to her. stelle’s length twitches with excitement. she’d knead your ass and tease your drooling entrance with her cockhead, coating it with your juices before slipping inside.
“ shit. .! “ stelle groans, fist pumping her cock. all she could think about is your pussy clamping around her as she fills you up, bottoming you out. she desperately wishes you were here so her imagination can become reality. your cunt is far more perfect than her hand. she huffs in frustration, stopping herself mid stroke. she turns herself around on her stomach and props her elbows against the mattress. she snatches the pillow and situates it under her so her cock is pressed up against it.
another groan escapes her lips as she slowly drags herself along the smooth, warm surface. a sense of relief and lust washes over her. “ so much better. .” she chokes out, rolling her hips against the pillow, beads of precum darkening the thin covering. she envisions the pillow being you; getting fucked into the mattress while you’re nothing but a moaning mess. stelle throws her head back in ecstasy at the mere thought. she moves her hips faster, each thrust pushing her closer to her orgasm.
mind clouded with lust, drool dribbles down her chin. “ wanna cum inside (name)—please, i’ve been good. .! “ stelle moans out, the bed creaks as her pace becoming more feverish and sloppy. she can hear your sweet voice in her head, telling her to cum and not a moment later, she does just that. “ c-cumming. .! “ she whimpers loudly, thrusting one last time before her hips stutters, ropes of cum shoots all over the pillow and her stomach.
hair sticks to her sweaty forehead as her head droops down to see the mess she’s made. “ how am i going to clean this up. .” she wonders tiredly, slowly catching her breath.
Tumblr media
“ you sure you don’t want me to bring you back anything while i’m out? “ you asked with a warm smile, massaging bronya’s tense shoulders. she melts under your touch, sighing in content. “ it’s fine my love, don’t trouble yourself. you’ve been stuck here with me for quite awhile, i preferred if you go out and get some fresh air. “ she answers, turning her head a bit to give you a loving smile.
“ if you say so. “ you dipped down to place a lingering kiss on bronya’s lips, delicately running your hands down her arms before detaching yourself away to leave. her cheeks turns pink from the simple gesture and she waves you goodbye with a shy smile as you exit her office. grabbing her pen, bronya’s gaze returns back to the current document she was working on.
after forty minutes of signing and reading lengthy documents, the sudden memory of you running your hands down her arms as you kissed her pops into her mind. she swallows thickly, why was she thinking about that? it was just a simple innocent gesture shared between lovers. bronya adjusts herself in her chair, loosely crossing her legs, setting her ankle on the opposite knee. shame swells in her chest as indecent thoughts flows through her head. bronya’s only been with you for a couple of months now and if something like that is able to rile her up then she’s going to have to get use to it.
her cheeks turns darker as she feels her cock grow hard against her tights. she sighs exasperatedly, grabbing a fistful of her hair in utter annoyance. bronya tries to resume her work and did her best to ignore it but she couldn’t. when she attempts to think about something else other than you, she couldn’t either. bronya’s very confident to say she’s well–disciplined but it seems to be not true when it comes to you.
“ i musn’t. .” she whispers, voice strained as the thought of masterbating in her office enters her mind. if she makes too much noise, the guards present outside of the double doors might get alerted. not to mention, you’re also coming back soon, considering you left about forty minutes ago. she can’t face anyone—especially you like this. if you were to walk in right now, you’ll see bronya’s cheeks stained with a deep red and a look of frustration on her face.
she has to have some sort of relief if she wants to think clearly again. this will be the first and last time she’ll ever do this. tentative, she uncrosses her legs and leans her back against the chair. her deft fingers snakes under her dress to rub her clothed length. she nearly sighs in relief as she runs her gloved palm along down the shaft. chewing on her lip, bronya’s eyes flutters closed as she gives in to the lewd thoughts plaguing her mind.
bronya sees herself bending you over on her desk, peppering kisses along your back while rocking her hips against your ass. she can hear you beautifully gasp as she roams a hand down your stomach to play with your clit. “ you don’t have to worry about a thing, sweetheart, allow me to take you here. “ she softly moans, gently squeezing herself through her tights. if you let her, she’ll first fuck your thighs, slotting her cock between the supple flesh and indulge herself.
precum leaks out of her tip, causing a small dark patch to form on her tights. aeons, bronya can just feel it; your thighs squeezing her while she slowly thrusts between them. a gentle moan surges from her chest. her hips buckles, eagerly pushing up against her palm. the supreme guardian desperately wants to free her arching length from the fabric confinements to please herself properly but she’s afraid of going further.
in bronya’s fantasy, she’s pulling herself away from your thighs and if you give her permission to, she’ll finish all over your pretty back. she lets out a shaky sigh, trying her best to fist pump her shaft. “ i’m going to enter inside now, okay sweetheart? “
she knows that her dick is little more on the heavier side so she’ll try her best to be gentle. excitement fills her chest at the thought of your gummy walls welcoming her cock while she settles inches in you. once fully inside, she’ll fuck you ever so lovingly against the desk. “ mmph, as expected you’re taking me so well. . . “ she whispers, increasing her pace and roughly rubbing her palm against her swollen tip.
“ you feel so wonderful, my love—i’m nearly there. . !” bronya breathes, feeling tension rise in her belly. her hips are nearly off the seat of the chair as she desperately rolls and grinds her cock into her hand. sweat rolling down her brow, chest heaving heavily as she breathed, her flushed face crunched up with pleasure—she swears if anyone barges in to see her like this, they’ll think she’s having some sort of rare panic attack.
her hand flies to her mouth, muffling a loud broken moan as the tension in her abdomen tightens until it becomes utterly unbearable. before she knows it, a large patch of her tights is sticky and drenched with cum. bliss wraps around her like a blanket and her mind becomes clear again. she lets out a deep sigh, back slightly slouched against the chair. the underlying sense of shame doesn’t mix well with the satisfaction she’s feeling right now.
when bronya hears the doors creak open and your excited voice calling out to her, she immediately straightens her back up, fixes her dress, and grabs her pen; acting as if she didn’t cum at the thought of fucking you right where she sits.
“ welcome back, my love. “ she musters up a warm smile as you approached with a few bags in hand, trying her best to not appear undone.
Tumblr media
kafka lazily takes the last sip of her wine and places the empty glass on a small table next to her. “ hmm. .” she sighs, resting her cheek on her palm with a bored look on her beautiful bare face. soft classical music idly plays in the background as she thought about what to do for the night. resting in her own room while drinking wine and listening to her playlist is peaceful, but she’s starting to get a bit restless. bothering her fellow colleagues were out the question since it’s already late.
clad in a black robe, kafka stands up from her chair and sits on her bed. when she glances over at her phone on the nightstand, you immediately come into mind. it’s been months since you two broken up and to be truthful, she regrets letting you leave her and the stellaron hunters. but since you’re in the astral express crew now, she doesn’t have to worry much about your safety. also, elios did say you and her were going to cross paths one day as well.
but fuck, during nights like this when she had you, you’d already be folded like a pretzel on her bed getting stuffed full of her dick. kafka wonders what you’re doing right now. are you thinking about her like how she’s thinking about you? well, you should be. she made sure to convey her love for you in all different types of ways and positions before you left. hell, if you were to contact her right now and ask for her to prove herself, she’ll be there within an hour. sneaking on the astral express train is extremely easy. but apparently, you want nothing to do with her which she believes is a poor lie, but oh well.
a sly smirk tugs on her lips as a exciting idea settles in her head. “ my pretty girl wouldn’t mind. “ she says, moving her robe a bit to wrap her fingers around her hard length in one hand while the other grabs the phone from the nightstand. stroking herself a few times, she goes to her camera and angles herself so everything below her neck is only showing then she presses record. kafka smoothes her hand up her cock. “ ya know, darling, if you were here right now, i wouldn’t even let ya sleep.” she drawls, a soft chuckle escapes her lips. she imagine being in between your legs, eating out that pretty pussy of yours. fuck, you’d taste so good on her tongue right now.
or better yet, your pretty lips sucking her length while she sips her wine. you use to be so eager to please her and she’d always return the favor. that was one of many things she loved about you. she releases a breathy moan, pumping her shaft into her hand. purple tresses spills from her shoulders as her head tilts to the side. “ fuck, i miss you baby. .” she moans, biting her lip. she starts to feel herself grow desperate at the thought of pushing your knees against your chest and splitting you open with her fat cock. she wonders, what type of expression you’ll make? perhaps that one fucked out expression of yours where its clear that you’re drunk off her dick; face twisted with pleasure, wild (e/c) eyes filled with nothing but infatuation and lust, and swollen lips parted open.
“ i know you miss me—i just know you do, darling. . !” kafka’s practically fisting her cock, jerking her hips up to meet the strokes of her hand, not caring if her robe becomes undone. she bets you’ll take it like a champ as she reshapes your tight pussy. “ such a good girl for me, baby. fuck, i wanna cum all over your pretty pussy. i know you’ll like that, yeah?” kafka rasps, swiping her thumb over her drooling tip to use the precum as lube.
“ damn, i might actually cum faster than i expected. . ! “ she groans through gritted teeth and then forces out a strained laugh. she feels a knot tighten in her stomach. desperate to cum, her fist pumps becomes less aimed and more sloppy. “ keep your eyes on me, darling—i-i’m going to cum!“ kafka moans out, throwing her head back in pure ecstasy as ropes of cum spurts from her cock and spills all over her.
kafka mumbles out a small string of curses while smiling at the mess she made on herself. she felt no shame when she ends the recording and sends the video to you.
if anything, she wishes that you were here to clean her up by licking the cum off her half naked body.
2K notes · View notes
melanchoire · 1 month ago
Note
Uhh hiii I've been reading all of your fics for a while now and all I can say is they're all so goooddd. It's my first time sending a request can I request kiof belle x sub reader where the reader is innocent and a ball of sunshine but little they know belle has already been fantasizing of fuckinv them and shoving their pretty face in the bed
first kiof request 💕 i love these girls SO MUCH since september 2023 and i'm happy that they're getting so much love and support 😭 anyway here are a couple of belle crumbs my dear kissy anon
cw: cunnilingus, degradation, fingering.
Tumblr media Tumblr media
your cute bandmate and main vocalist of the group who helps you practice when it comes to the vocal parts of the group 💕 julie with rap parts, natty and haneul having more vocal parts and you and belle also having vocal parts but being more adlibs and high notes as opposed to simple verses. but what if what started out as a night of recording songs for the band’s next album ends with belle fucking you in the studio to “help” you relax your voice because you were having difficulty reaching your notes?
she noticed the frustration on your face when trying to reach a specific note, your voice sounded tense or you were out of tune in the middle of the verse, feeling bad because she noticed all the effort you were putting into this but it was still in vain because it wasn’t enough :(
“(y/n)nie, how about we do something to relax your voice a little?” and you thought she meant a little vocal warm–up, but when her hands massaged your hips and her always innocent eyes now had a suggestive shine, you knew that your unnie wasn’t referring to a little vocal practice…
your voice breaking and gasping for air every time you tried to hit a high note or a certain pitch on a note because of the way belle was teasingly flicking her tongue against your clit and and her fingers buried up to the knuckles in your pussy 😵‍💫 giving you a look from under her eyelashes and smiling against your pussy when she sees you cover your mouth or cover the microphone to keep from moaning against it
you never thought she would be like this! she was always so protective and loving towards you, defending you when you when julie and natty were starting to get really fruity with each other and worked on including you in their plans, pushing them away from you when they tried to get a little handsy and pulling you against her body, pretending to hug you affectionately and give you some friendly playful pats on the lower back when in reality it was just an excuse to discreetly touch your ass 😇 always being so sweet and loving to you, but deeply longing for the day when she can finally destroy you…
and here you are! being eaten by your bandmate while trying to record a couple of notes 🥰
cumming in her mouth with a sweet, squeaky moan that belle wishes to use for a song the day her group can finally use a sexier concept with explicit lyrics 🫠 they had already done a more sensual concept in ‘nobody knows’ and sometimes their choreographies were somewhat “explicit” according to the public, but she would like to use moans as adlibs and camouflage them with the instrumental
“if you record this part without any complications or problems, we can finish recording today and continue tomorrow with the rest of the girls. and if you’re good enough, maybe i will take you to my room after the recordings and fuck you like you deserve.” and you came untouched on her fingers after the dirty words left belle’s lips 😵‍💫
135 notes · View notes
youreyeson1y · 8 months ago
Text
when no one is around, you'll find me on my tallest tiptoes (shining just for you)
Tumblr media Tumblr media
pairing: bang chan x reader (you/your)
title: mirrorball by taylor swift (album: folklore)
cw: swearing, mental health (reader is emotionally drained)
synopsis: sometimes someone just needs to show up for you to realise that maybe even the end of the world doesn't sound so bad if they're with you. or, where chan sends you a text that makes you break down.
tags: comforttt, chan being the absolute sweetheart that he is, reader is the silent type who doesn't prefer talking about their struggles, unedited, lowercase intended, relationship is not defined so can imagine it however y'all want 🤍
author's note: this was heavily self indulgent because sometimes you just need the reassurance that it'll be fine. so to anyone that needs to hear it, whatever you're struggling with now, you'll just look back on it in the long run and be proud of yourself. i love you, and my dms are always open if you wanna talk <3
word count: 0.9k
enjoy !
Tumblr media
"did you eat today?"
it was just a text. just a single text.
but you were surprised to see teardrops on your phone screen as you stared at those words for a solid ten minutes.
it was nothing out of the ordinary; chan was always checking up on you, making sure you were hydrated, got home safe, or anything and everything else.
but sitting in the hallway in front of your apartment door, with messy hair and crumpled up pieces of papers in your bag and your glasses resting on the top of your head, covered with dirty fingerprints... you felt pathetic.
chan was the one managing a world famous band, he was the one constantly producing songs or brainstorming ideas or working on their demanding choreography.
as you absent-mindedly scrolled up your chat, it was him who was constantly checking up on you and asking you the simplest things that held the deepest meaning.
and what were you doing?
letting some mundane crisis wear you out and come back to being the person you had tried so hard to escape.
the silent vibration of your phone made you wipe your tears with a shaky breath, and accept the call request with a smile on your face.
"hey man, how was practice toda—"
"i'm coming over with your favourite take-out, and you're gonna shut the fuck up for once and let me treat you."
"chan..." inhale. exhale. you could not allow yourself to cry in front of him.
he already had a lot on his plate with the comeback, he didn't need you to add on to that and ma—
"and if you need to, we can talk about your day, and i can tell you about mine, and we can laugh about the stupid things me and the boys did or how steve has been pissing you off these days,  or we can just not say anything and eat and go to bed. how's that sound, love?"
what did you ever do to deserve this man?
"where are you, chan? i miss you."
the elevator dings, making you look up and exhale, your whole body instantly relaxing at the sight of him.
"i'm right where you need me to be." he smiles, his dimples and tiny nose scrunch making your insides ache.
"i'm sorry," you almost felt bad because of how good it felt, having someone you care about meet you halfway. being taken care of. "you're probably so tired after practice, you really didn't have to..."
you didn't want to be a burden, but looking at the way his gaze softened and his shoulders relax as you meet his eyes, you realise...
maybe you could help carry each other's burden; together.
chan placed his bag on the ground and crouched down on the floor beside you, mirroring your position.
he saw your tear streaked face, and you remember telling him once how cringey you found it when male leads would enter like knights in shining armour and save the helpless maidens.
you wish you hadn't, because you really needed the saving right now.
chan smiled.
"you know," he started, taking your glasses from your head and wiping them on his shirt. "i had a pretty shitty day today. i mean, it wasn't that bad, but i feel like i could've done much better, that i couldn't give my best. and maybe we couldn't finish recording today because of my mistakes. but the weird thing is, i realised that i wanted to say that to you. and you know how much i hate letting people know that i messed up." he chuckled.
he gently puts the glasses on your face, making you look at him.
"i wanted to let you know that i didn't do well today because i knew you would not just cheer me up, but tell me to do better next time.
i sent you that text purely out of selfish motives, so that i could get a chance to talk to you. so honestly, you don't have to feel bad."
you hadn't even spoken a word since he'd arrived, but it felt like he understood you better than you could've ever put it into words.
"plus, i was craving some chinese anyway." he stood up, reaching out his hand to you. "so, are you gonna make me wait outside the whole night, or are we gonna get in?"
"chan," you felt... love. adoration. gratitude. he did have a way of making you feel things you didn't know you could feel anymore. "did you get those complimentary starters they give? i will simply not let you in if you haven't."
as you saw him finally flash his biggest smile at you, you knew you would be okay.
"who do you take me for? of course i did! and i was going to wait till desert but they may have given me a little somethin-somethin on the house as they were closing up their shop."
it didn't matter what you both talked about as you sat down to have cold take out food; why you felt like punching steve or how chan was having the time of his life trolling stays on his lives.
at the end of the day, what mattered was you knew he was there, someone to listen to you talk for hours and hours and someone he could fall asleep in the arms of, forgetting for a moment that he had the weight of the world on his shoulders.
and thats how you know it would all be okay.
because even if it felt like the end of the world, there was someone willing to spend it with you.
Tumblr media
a/n: comments and reblogs are what keeps me going so they are highly appreciated, thank you !
if you're going through something similar, please feel free to reach out to anyone, remember, there are people out there who love you more than you may realise.
untill next time 💌
bang chan masterlist
Tumblr media
134 notes · View notes
penvisions · 11 months ago
Text
zest {chapter one}
Tumblr media
Pairing: Chef! Joel Miller x Professor! Reader (formally known as Bartender! Reader)
Summary: Changes are sudden, lifestyles are altered, and important questions bubble up but through it all, you have Joel by your side.
Word Count: 6.5k
Warnings: canon typical language, c'mon reader and joel have potty mouths, age gap (joel is mid 40’s / reader is late 20’s -early 30’s, protective joel, reader is canonically midsize, pregnant reader, surprise pregnancy, reader goes through nicotine withdrawal, smoking, cigarettes, nicotine use, lots of feelings, lots of emotions, complicated family dynamic, reader has family issues, death of a loved one, mention of life-threatening cancer, reader has religious guilt, restaurant lingo, triggers associated with the food industry, reader canonically has an eating disorder, mentions of therapy, references to time apart from each other, adult content, smut, piv, unprotected piv be safe y'all!), talk of marriage, adult conversations, joel and reader are down bad for each other.
REMINDER: this is a sequel series, the previous series can be found here {garnish}
A/N: THEY'RE BACK, BABY! ♡♡
ao3 link || series masterlist || masterlist || ko-fi
Tumblr media
It’s the perfect spring day: sun shining in a warm but not hot brightness, a gentle breeze rustling the trees as you zip past them, an iced coffee, and the singing figure of Ellie in the passenger seat all make the first half of the day melt away. The amber of your sunglasses allows for everything to be swathed in the honeyed hue and you smile to yourself as you recall a rather heated comment from Joel ‘that every goddamn show feels so creative ‘n artsy when they slap the same tones over Mexico’ and then a softer set of words as he had cuddled closer to you on the couch ‘it’s not really like that, I’ve been there, darlin’, trust me’.
“What’re you all gooey lookin’ for, Sabrosa?” Ellie pauses to catch her breath between songs from the newest pop punk album from a band you first enjoyed in your teenage years. Unable to resist the temptation of adding it to your already laden down basket at the bookstore last week when you and the young girl had ditched Joel to run errands. “Ew, gross, don’t think about my dad while I’m sitting right next to you.”
“Oh hush,” You stuck your tongue out at her. Getting a kick out of how casually she sounded. It hadn’t ever been awkward between you two, or her and Sarah despite the six or so years between your birthdays. But then again, Sarah had let you into the secret of the older guy she had started seeing in her graduate program the last time she had been in town visiting… “It’s nothing dirty, just one of his many rants about my choice in television.”
“Lemme guess….oh! The washed-out way they show Mexico, huh? Cause you were watching…oh fuck, what’s that show called…”
“Breaking Bad.” Was the supplied answer from your lips as you turned on the turn signal and began to slow down to turn into the parking lot for the restaurant. It wasn’t operating hours quite yet, too early yet for the dinner crowd Joel preferred to cater to. But Ellie had a shift, and you were dropping her off after classes. She wasn’t in either of the ones you teach, having completed the two semester course you had started off with. But you both had a class that ended around the same time, living so close to the university, she liked being able to walk but then catch a ride with you. Tradition, the word rang in your head. Routine, followed it and you smiled wider at the way your life had fleshed out.
“That’s the one!” She exclaimed as she unbuckled the seatbelt and leaned back in her chair. “Man, I really don’t have the energy for work today, but the old man said we have a full reservation list and then open seating at the bar.”
“Gonna be that way for a while, the article about him came out only two months ago. Everyone’s clamoring for a chance to try the ‘bursting flavors’ and ‘exciting combinations’ of the renowned Chef Joel Miller.”
“Yeah, yeah. He’s hot shit right now, at least the restaurant is.” Reaching for her coffee in an imitation of you, she sipped at the whip cream, caramel whatever it is she had gotten. Coffee wasn’t her favorite, so she always got the espresso taken out, a glorified milkshake Joel had teased her once. “Proud of him, though. The restaurant was in shambles when he bought it from the previous owners, some shitty Italian place that never cleaned anything.”
“He’s done good.” You quietly agree, sipping from your own overly complicated drink. That was another tradition of yours and hers, to make your way through the menu at the coffee shops on campus, always pausing to get the special of the month. Joel claimed he didn’t understand the need for so much stuff mixed in with coffee, but you caught him stealing sips of yours if he were to come across it unattended around the house or when you were out and about with him and treated yourself.
“There’s my girls.” Joel chimes as you input your code into the gate for the employee parking and round the side of the building. His voice filtering in through the open windows as you pull into a spot and cut the engine. He’s leaned against the back of the building, cigarette in hand. “Was wondering what took you so long.”
“Accident on the main road, had to detour.” You appease as he approaches to open the door for you and pressed a greeting kiss to your cheek as you roll up the windows. He does the same for Ellie as she sidles up beside him for a side hug before trotting off to the door and disappearing through it. He let’s you pluck the lit cigarette from his fingers as you shoulder your bag and close the door. His hand goes around your waist to walk alongside you toward the building.
“As long as you two are safe, that’s all that matters. Today’s special is spaghetti all nerano, wanna do some grading here and try a plate?” He takes the smoking roll back from your offered hand and takes the last drag before tossing it into the pale beside the door. Opening it and leading you through it with a hand hovering over your lower back.
“That sounds yummy, I’m starving.” You toss him a smile over your shoulder before greeting everyone with a wave.
Tumblr media
It’s well into the third hour of service and you never got the chance to leave once the doors opened. The bar had been struggling, Millie having taken over as manager and Mary trying to appease the picky impatient customers who all want a taste of the raved over menu and a glimpse at the alluring Chef Miller.
Picking up a shaker and twisting a bottle of vodka in your grip, you glance at the ticket that just printed and adjust the amount you free pour into it. Mary had been looked so guilty as she approached you’re the table where you do your work on a regular basis, the question of if you were willing to help out getting drinks started for those waiting on tables barely out of her mouth before you were nodding and cleaning up your stuff. It was now safely tucked away in the office and you were moving at a fast pace behind the bar to keep up with everything. Millie stepped down to let you take the reigns, knowing she would only get in your way. Ellie could be seen picking up and dropping off glasses at the well as often as Millie as she acted as barback.
The restaurant was buzzing, excited conversation and pleasant atmosphere making you remember the tingling high of getting off from a busy shift with a wad of cash tucked into your pocket. Just as you place a strainer over the shaker and begin to pour the contents over six shot glasses the door to the kitchen swings open and Joel walks through. You’re too busy, so you shift the chilled shots to the mat over the well and place the corresponding tickets beside them. Moving onto the next drink, you rinse out the shaker with the star sink in place.
His eyes catch yours through the crowd of people when you look up as Ellie comes up to take the shots and then watching as she delivers them, the sound of the shaker loud in your ear as you hold it over your head. His steps don’t falter as he approaches the table, he was delivering the plate to, but you could see something flash over his face. He’s back behind the door as you move to lodge the shaker open.
The night goes by quickly, taking orders for those lucky enough to snag a spot at the bar but hadn’t been able to make a reservation. Shoving each cash tip into a pint glass for the girls and even taking a few business cards from people interested in hosting parties in the space. You’ll be sure to pass those along to Mary, even if some of them requested you as the bartender. You didn’t mind, missing the atmosphere and good moments you had experienced in the setting. Ellie is taking back the remaining dishes from the last few tables, Millie is out back smoking after helping to clean up the bar top when Joel ambles from the kitchen once again.
He's got his chef’s coat unbuttoned and loose around the shirt underneath, the glint of his belt buckle catching the fairy lights around the bar. His steel curls are slicked back, but you could see the frizz and fluffiness where they rested over the back of his neck. He had been saying he needed a haircut, but you had made a sound in the back of your throat that made him put it off.
His eyes are trained on you as you move the trash cans full of empty bottles to line up beside the drink pick up area. You’re about to return behind the bar with a wink thrown over your shoulder when he snakes his hands around your waist and pulls you to him. He smells amazing, the perfect mix of savory spices, smoke, and Joel.
“Playin’ restaurant, huh? Thought you went home and passed out.” He leans down to kiss your jawline.
“Nah, Mary asked for my help when Millie got swamped.” You breath out, hands coming up to rest on his chest and push should he get a little too enthusiastic in you still being here.
“Not your responsibility.” His eyes hold no real heat or command, you know it’s born from a place of worry, of not wanting you to stretch yourself too thin.
“It’s okay, baby. I don’t mind.” You cradle his cheek in one hand and play with the collar of his open coat with the other. His eyes glance down, the glitter from your lotion catching the light on your neck and chest.
“Hmm, you looked good. Dress looks good on you, shakin’ those drinks and-“
“Dad, holy crap, it was so busy tonight. Some dude tipped me like fifty percent because he was trying to impress his date!” Ellie plops down on a stool with her server’s book. She doesn’t even look up from where she begins to go over the receipts. “Wait until everyone leaves to start doing that or better yet, wait until you’re home to do that.”
“One day you’re gonna meet someone and it’s gonna be hard to keep your hands to yourself.” You only giggle at the typical parent response from Joel. Ellie wasn’t a touchy-feely person, but you were sure she would be with the right person, you’d seen her flirty interactions with girls while out with you and your friends, tagging along for the free drinks and to have safe company. She was pretty smooth if she didn’t get into her head too much, soft touches to shoulders and waists, though she steadfastly refused to dance. With anyone, no matter the setting.
“Gross,” She begins to fill out the printed shift report before organizing the receipts in order and then asks you for the stapler. Detangling yourself from the man, you do make it back behind the bar. That’s when she notices the pint glass. “Holy shit! You made all that?”
“Huh? Oh, no. The restaurant did. Here.” You hand the wad of bills over to Joel. With your own shift report and stapled receipts. He uses two nimble fingers to extract the shift report but leaves the cash in your hand. Frowning, you track the report as it’s tucked into his back pocket along with Ellie’s. Her own cash tips secure in her booklet.
“Also gonna see about getting some of the petty cash from the safe for the hours you worked.” He begins to take the full bags from the trash cans, tying the ends together tight.
“Joel.”
“You worked, you get paid.” He doesn’t look up as he reaches into the bottom for the rolls sitting inside and begins to place new ones over the lips of the plastic.
“I’m your girlfriend. Who used to work here. I was just helping out.”
“Nope, not gonna fly, darlin’. It’s yours.” He slides the empties cans back around the bar for you to put back in their designated places.
“If you don’t want it, I’ll take it.” Ellie reaches for it and you let her swipe it from your hand. Only for Joel to set her with a look. “Oooor not.” She says as she puts it down atop the clean bar top.
“Joel!”
“Can’t hear you, Sabrosa, gotta make sure the kitchen duties were done.”
“Seriously, I’ll take it if you don’t want it.” You quirk an eyebrow at the younger girl, but Millie bounces up and says everyone was going out for a bite at the taco truck parked a few blocks down. They have a spot in a lot that has picnic tables and offer late night service. Ellie takes off, ensuring you she’ll text either you or Joel when she’s back at the townhouse afterwards. She’d been staying the second bedroom there more and more, as you found yourself splitting your time pretty evenly between it and Joel’s. He would join you sometimes, but certain nights either you needed you own space or he did and that was okay.
Sighing, you lock the patron door behind her and turn the sign from open to closed.
As you’re double checking everything is shut down properly, you open the washer to let the last load of glasses air dry, the steam billowing out. Turning when you hear the swing of the kitchen door again, Joel has his chef’s coat tossed over his shoulder and his backpack over the other. His eyes zone in on the cash and then a smirk takes over his face. You turn your attention back to the washer and ensure it’s off before you round the bar top and makes sure it was swept underneath the stools. You’re about to ask him which car you were gonna take home when you spot a crumpled napkin you must’ve missed.
As you bend down to pick it up, you feel thick fingers sneak beneath the skirt of your dress. You don’t think anything of it until you feel Joel tuck a bill from the stack into the band of your panties. Knuckles grazing against your slit as he moves to the other hip and does the same. You shoot up, the napkin forgotten as you try to turn around.
“Nu-uh,” His palms come to rest on your lower back and shoulders, bending you over one of the stools as the heat of his body looms close. He whispers something about having to scrub the video cameras set up around the dining room before you hear the clink of his belt being undone and feel him move your panties to the side. You throb at the feel of the cooler air circulating around the room, a gasp leaving your lips as he gently runs the head of his cock over your folds, arousal from you both making it such a smooth motion.
As he reaches over your back for something, he fills you up, the stretch of his girth feeling like a reward for the hectic shift completed. But you know the night would’ve ended like this either way.
A moan rips from your chest as he grabs a hold of whatever he had been trying to get, hips flush with yours. He chuckles, pleased with himself before his hands sneak around to cup your breasts as they threaten to spill out from your dress at the prone position. His fingers tuck more bills into your underwear, beneath the straps over your shoulders, into the already full cups to peak out over the swell of your chest. He even tucks one into the mess of your hair thrown up into a clip at the back of your head before his hands secure around your waist and he begins to thrust.
Tumblr media
That’s the last memory you have of both smoking and drinking, only a few days before you had anxiously waited for a piece of plastic to tell you your fate. It was now a month since finding out, Joel making sure to go with you to get confirming bloodwork and a full physical. The headaches from missing both finally having abated. Joel on the other hand, he was sneaking cigarettes, you could smell the lingering smoke on him when would come home and you were still up. It didn’t really bother you, knowing he indulged for far longer than you had in the bad habit. But you missed the social aspect of the act, of seeking out the designated spots around campus and chatting, of sitting out on the back patio with Tommy as he enjoyed one on the evenings he stopped by with his own little family for dinner.
But it was all worth it, you mused as you poured yourself a cup of steaming water into what was once your coffee mug. Tea was something you indulged in now, the cupboard filled with the different types you were trying to work your way through to see what would help with the onslaught of nausea and also appealed to your tastebuds. You preferred the fruity ones, just like you did with your cocktails, hence the nickname Ellie had graced you with that stuck.
Jingling keys and heavy footsteps signaled you to Joel’s return, the sun still shining on the calm afternoon. He had been gone when you showed up at his house, a cookout planned for the day. Tommy and Maria had been here an hour, the grill just about ready for the first of many things to be cooked and the pool was sparkling as it awaited the arrival of Sarah and Ellie. You had spent the morning cleaning it of debris and adding a few treatment drops. The whole family getting together. It was good, it was a good feeling being surrounded by them all. You and Maria hitting it off even more over the news of what was to come. Her own child now nearing two, she had given birth while you and Joel were split. But you had sent a care package and visited her in the hospital with her favorite takeout.
It was so domestic, so full a life…it made you wonder why you hadn’t been able to experience it as a child yourself.
“Missed ya, darlin’.” Joel steps up behind you and embraces you. Kissing your temple, you feel the frown mar his lips as you don’t respond. “Everythin’ alright?”
“Yeah,” You mumble, turning in his hold and wrapping your arms around his chest. He smells like cinnamon and the grill brick he used while closing up the restaurant after a brunch shift and you breathe him in as you press your face into his broad chest.
“Gotta shower, wanna join me?’
“The girls will be here soon.” You hold him tighter, missing your own family even if it had never been the same as his own. Dinner once a month with your own father, no visits offered or initiated, grandparents raising you since you were young. A mother who had passed early due to complications from cancer she hadn’t known she had until she was pregnant with you herself. “Wanna make sure everything is ready for them.”
He peppers kisses into your hair before pulling away and disappearing upstairs.
The afternoon continues, the smell of grilling meat and roasting vegetables lilting into the air alongside ruckus laughter and bad jokes. Everyone is comfortable around the patio and the in the pool, food served and consumed. Just a few bites left of everything, Joel ensuring you that he would heed your cravings and what you felt like you could stomach, not worried about leftovers lately.
“So when do we get to meet the rest of the Sabrosa clan?” Tommy askes around the lip of his beer bottle. He’s across from you at the table, Joel off by the grill as he messes with something he hadn’t let you sneak a peak at.
“Oh, um…you don’t?” Caught off guard, the bite of food falls from your plastic fork frozen halfway to your mouth.
“No siblings or nothin?”
“Um, well-“ Clearing your throat you take the bite and chew it contemplatively. Honesty or the thinly veiled truth? Your mind is working hard, something Maria must hear in her seat beside you at the patio table. She shoots Tommy a look you catch out of the corner of your eye, trying to keep calm so the child in dozing in her arms doesn’t stir. “I’ve got two half-siblings, but we don’t keep in contact much.”
“They gonna be at the wedding?”
“What wedding?” “Oh my god, dad! You proposed and didn’t tell us!” Ellie and Sarah holler from where they’re in the pool, one of them resting on a floating device and the other is practicing her laps to get more comfortable in the water. Joel turns from where he was ensuring the grill was off and brings over the s’mores dip he had just let melt to perfection. Your stomach rumbles at the sight of the gooey swirl of marshmallow and dark chocolate, of the rye biscuits he must’ve whipped up at work steaming beside it in a single use tin. Set up with a divider in the middle.
“Haven’t proposed to ‘er yet, quit it.” He sits it down atop a trivet, but no one makes a move to reach for it until he gives the go ahead. But he doesn’t until he’s got one of the dark biscuits covered in the dip and set in front of you. Then it was fair game as the girls begin to swim across the length of the pool, or well Sarah tries to glide her floaty across while Ellie does. Tommy readies one for Maria before making his own, quirking an eyebrow at you as he watches the pull of the dip.
“But your dad is gonna walk you down the aisle, right?” Tommy presses on, not catching onto the awkward way you were shifting in your seat or how you had placed your fork down to rest on the edge of your paper plate. The dessert untouched. But you don’t get to think of an answer before one is flying from your emotionless face.
“Can’t, he’s dead.”
Silence falls over the once happy and jovial backyard, the splash of Sarah slipping from her floating longue echoing.
“Tommy.” Joel’s voice is firm as he pins his brother with a mild glare. Maria is equally unpleased with her husband’s penchant for talking without thinking, not reading the room. He yelps as she kicks his shin underneath the table.
“It’s okay, wasn’t much of a father when he was alive anyway.” You reach for the mocktail you had made a pitcher of for you and the girls to enjoy. No one says anything as you pour yourself another and take a sip from it. Not liking the tension that had crept into the atmosphere, you gather up your nearly empty plate and stack it atop Maria’s to take inside, making more room for the messy dessert. Slinking away, you feel Maria reach out a hand to trail down your arm, comforting you before you’re gone back into the house.
“You dumbfuck.” Ellie mutters under her breath, earning a glare from Joel over his shoulder for her language. But he doesn’t disagree. You do, but it wasn’t his fault. How was Tommy supposed to know he had picked the one subject you had nothing good to say about?
“Shit, I- holy shit.” Tommy’s voice follows you before he yelps a second time as Joel brandishes the still warm tongs from serving biscuits.  
“Way to shove your foot in your mouth, we were havin’ a good time.”
“I didn’t know! I thought she was just quiet about her family not that she didn’t have any.”
“Tommy, you’re the father of my child and my husband but you are seriously so stupid sometimes.”
“Dad, she-she doesn’t have any family?” Sarah is tearing up, affected by the sudden realization of why you never brought anyone around except for a friend every once in a while. She could understand not having a mother, as her own was so distant, only showing up when she needed something or felt lonely in the life she created for herself. But to not have a dad? That was all she knew and she couldn’t fathom how her life would have been without him in it;.
“She’s got us, baby girl.” Joel goes to run a hand over her shoulder and press a kiss to the fluff of her kinky curls as she stands beside the pool set into the ground outside the patio. He wraps the towel she brought out around her and rubs it across her shoulders before lifting his hands. “We’re her family, pretty good deal, huh?”
“Dad….”
“She’ll be okay, I promise.”
The laid back vibe from the afternoon returns once everyone piles into the living room to watch the season finale of an admittedly awful reality tv show. But everyone was hooked and harmless bets were made on who would cause the most drama and how things would end. You’re a little subdued, but you make comments along with everyone else and laugh at the absurdity of what happens on the screen.
Tumblr media
Stepping out of the bath you had decided to soak in, you startle when you see Joel sat on the small bench in the master bathroom across from the vanity as you pull back the shower curtain. He’s already changed into his sleep pants, his freckled and bronzed chest on display through the steam.
“Darlin’, why didn’t you tell me your dad was passed?”
“Because it doesn’t matter.” You stand in front of him, taking in the way he watches you through the mirror as you press a bead of toothpaste onto your toothbrush and wet it before popping it into your mouth. A heavy silence fills the room, tangling with the rose scented steam from the bubble bar you had used. The pink water swirling down the sink a near silent hum.
“It-uh, kinda does. Makes me feel…like a whole wedding would be…”
“You don’t have to ask me. We don’t have to get married if it’s going to be a problem.” Shoving down the worries and residual guilt of being raised in a certain religious culture at the thought of having a child out of wedlock, having a child as a single woman you catch the man’s gaze through the mirror. The burn of embarrassment simmers beneath your skin, shame for feeling such embarrassment sparkling behind it, creating a swirl of emotions you hadn’t wanted to feel this close to bed with an early class. You want to marry him, to experience that with him, to live life together as husband and wife, but it feels perfunctory when you didn’t even believe in the reasoning behind why you felt that way. He’s frowning, his brows knit close together, something off in the depths of his brown eyes.
“It’s not a problem…right?” You see the worry flickering through him, in the way his eyes shift and the way he clenches his fists in his lap. “I just…you know you’re a part of the Millers. Have been since the moment you caught my attention, but baby…I don’t want you to feel lonely if it’s my family and your friends.”
“Are you insinuating because I don’t have a family of my own, I’m somehow missing something?” Anger flared hot and sticky in you, washing out the embarrassment. The heat from your bath making it so much worse and you cross the room to pull the door open. Back at the vanity, you ignore his gaze and rinse out your mouth before moving on to clean and moisturize your face. He’s quiet behind you, knowing he phrased his sentiment wrong and this…this communication was new for you both. Still hard sometimes as you both realize how deep some things run and how different you could be.
“You know I’m not.” The gaze he has trained on you reminds you of the way he would watch you through the kitchen, tensions high as you both couldn’t seem to get your heads out of the dirt and just be honest with each other. A time that had passed, allowing for the present to bloom.
“Then a wedding wouldn’t be a problem. But it’s kind of moot, you haven’t proposed.” You don’t anticipate the slight edge to the words as they leave your lips, but they slice through the air. You feel shame overtake the waning anger, making your face hot underneath your massaging hands. The burn of tears threaten to ruin the routine you just completed and you hiccup as your hands flatten atop the vanity, head hanging between your shoulders. You do not like this, but you have no idea where it’s coming from. It really doesn’t bother you that he hasn’t asked. You know he has the intention to, the agreement of a visit to town hall and then a small party to celebrate. Nothing fancy, nothing crazy, simple.
“Hey,” He whispers as he comes up behind you, hands resting over the quick beating of your heart, his naked chest pressed to your back, the damp towel the only thing separating you. But you can feel his own heart between your shoulder blades, strong and sturdy. Grounding you in the way you had explained you preferred when overwhelmed. “I promise I wasn’t trying to upset you, just want you to be comfortable, to have everything you deserve.”
You let him help you to dry off the rest of your body, lotion lovingly applied to your body by his hands before you slip into a nightgown and slip between the sheets beside him. You kiss an apology to his lips, needing him to know that it was just initial panic and not the real way you thought or felt. He accepts it and offers one of his own, lips pressed to your chest, right over your heart before sleep takes ahold of you both.
Tumblr media
“I said don’t.” You warned, no humor in your voice. You had tried and failed to put on every one of your pairs of pants, jeans, leggings, and none of them were comfortable. None of them zipped, buttoned, or stretched enough underneath the slight bump that had seemingly blossomed overnight. Joel was sprawled on the bed, working his way to getting up at the late hour. He had been at the restaurant late, later than usual as they had a party stay well after service hours. He had let the staff go on time, ensuring they would get the tip out but not wanting them to have to stay once all the cleaning and side work was done. One of the many things you adored about the man, his willingness to heed situations like that in favor of his staff even if he was gruff and to the point most of the day.
“Didn’t say nothin’, darlin’.” He rumbled from beneath the sheets, tan skin looking deliciously golden paired with the pale pink set you had insisted changing from the white that had previously been curled around the mattress. You had woken up with bad cramps last month, terrified something had happened as you pulled back the covers to find blood spotting the pristine fabric. A quick trip the emergency room as he shared in your panic, albeit in a more controlled way, assured you that spotting was normal during the early months of pregnancy.
“Dress...” You muttered to yourself, hand cradling around the small bump. Joel only hummed, stretching out to alleviate his sore body, thick legs appeared from beneath the fabric. Your eyes traced the long lines of his body through the mirror atop the dresser, drinking in the sight of him and your body began to thrum with arousal. When your eyes roved up the expanse of his broad chest dusted with dark hair to his face, he was smirking at you with an eyebrow arched in a silent question of how long you would ignore his deliberate departure from the bed.
You had all but jumped him when he got home last night, papers you were grading scattered all around you on the couch and coffee table, a Josh Gates show on the television for moral encouragement. He had teased you once about your affinity for the man but you had clapped back with his borderline obsession with Anthony Bourdain, to which he simply said ‘can’t help it darlin’, the man knew his shit’.
The dinner he had brought home had been tossed to the entry way table, as you knelt down to help remove him from his shoes and pants. Mouthing at the line of him through his boxer briefs before he could even get his keys hooked on the mirror over the table. He had been prepared to find you fast asleep, a different kind of tired taking hold of you more and more, almost demanding naps during the day when you got home from campus and right before dinner if you hadn’t worked. But you had sprung up from your spot and welcomed him home, the food forgotten in favor of getting your fill of the man that had been consuming your thoughts. The thought makes his cock fill, twitching underneath the sheets as he recalls your enthusiasm.
He sees the way your eyes dilate at the movement, the hush of his hand skimming down to grip himself.
Suddenly, you’re no longer debating over the clothing flowing from the draws inside the closet or those of the dresser. You peeled the pants you had been fruitlessly trying to zip up and nearly threw yourself at him. He greedily accepts your frantic kisses, starting from his shins and all the way up neck to finally connect with his own. He groans at the taste of coffee you had allowed yourself this morning, his own cup still steaming on the bedside table. His glasses beside it, his cellphone lighting up only to be ignored.
“Does mama need some attention?” He breathes into your open mouth, large palms caressing the exposed skin of your hips. His hands graze your middle, and you shy away from him, self-conscious of the extra jiggle, the stretchmarks from rapid weight fluctuation of your years now accommodating the swell of the beginning signs of the life you two had created together. “Hey, no, c’mere.”
You’re sure he sees the flicker of emotions across your face before you school it into a cool arch of your brow, the playful smirk of your lips. Falling back on bravado that wanes far too quickly these days as your hormones ping pong all over the place. You were just as apt to burst into silent tears as you were to jump him, confusing for you and devasting for him as he tries to read your moods as well as he can. He was hoping to dislodge the habit of you seeking refuge in the townhouse you had gifted Ellie, her own budding relationship prompting her to ask for her own space just as the new stage of your life became known to them. Equal parts of respect for the more tender and tense moments sure to happen and yearning for her own space again.
“Mama needs some new clothes, wanna spoil me?” Your voice is a confident hush, hands reaching forward to urge him to shift closer, both of you on your sides and facing each other.
“Do anythin’ for you, darlin’, you know that.” His teeth sunk into the curve of your neck, tugging you back to him. That seemed to get you to forget your insecurities as he felt you pull him closer, your smaller hands so soft on his chest as they caressed his skin.
“I think I wanna go to that fancy mall, maybe get some pretty underwear that won’t make me feel like a total loser.”
“I’ll take ya anywhere you want, maybe even that big shopping center in Dallas? It’ll be just like the trip we took to Arizona. Could get a hotel, see the sights and just relax. Hear they have a mac and cheese restaurant in the arts district.” He rolls to pin you down, and you move to allow him space between your legs instinctually. Body hovering over yours as he kisses down your neck, your chest, he lets his words sink in. The bralette you had put on doing nothing to hide the perk of your nipples. He laps at them through the thin fabric, delighting in the way it makes you arch up into him. You were so sensitive to his touch lately, your body on high alert as your hormones fluctuate erratically.
“That’s a lot, Joel. Shouldn’t we-“ Your hesitant words are cut off by a searing kiss, the press of his skin against yours making it hard to keep your train of thought.
“We should do what we want, darlin’. Wanna get everything sorted to go this weekend?”
Tears are suddenly pitter pattering over the sheets, darkening the fabric where they land after rolling down the sides of your face. He pushes his weight from where it pressed you to the bed, back on your sides and you let him, unable to stem the tears.
“Oh hey, hey it’s okay,” Joel crowds close, the thin fabric separating your bodies as you bury your face in his neck and curl your legs up, knees pressing into his stomach. Hiccups startle you both as you find it suddenly hard to breath through the onslaught of emotions spiking. “Hey now, darlin’, it’s alright.”
“I’m sorry,” You mumble into his skin, embarrassment flaring up hot in your cheeks and chest. You feel so silly, pulled in too many directions in so quick a succession. “I just…you’re so hot and I’m all bloated and my skin feels all tight and I really want some ice cream.”
Twenty minutes later, you’re happily spooning a sundae into your mouth with a red plastic spoon in the passenger seat of his truck. All the tears and frustration gone from you as you held tight to the treat in your hands with far too many flimsy napkins. He’s got a cigarette dangling from the hand he rests on the inside of the door, trying to keep as much smoke from wafting back into the cab as possible. Errands, today was an errand day and you smiled over at him. Pairs of sunglasses meeting, eyes hidden beneath them. He just leans over to press a kiss to your temple, not wanting to disrupt your enjoyment of the ice cream you literally cried over.
next chapter
taglist: @hiddenbabynyc @jessthebaker @clevergirl74 @anavatazes @samiamproductions @76bookworm76 @tuquoquebrute @sarap-77 @koshkaj-blog @corazondebeskar-reads @ozarkthedog @littlemisspascal @endlessthxxghts @its-nebuleuse @janaispunk @sawymredfox @cumberpegg @grandanchorkitten @noisynightmarepoetry
@regalwhovianbrowncoat774
@pazizz
Tumblr media
163 notes · View notes
thehypnone · 5 months ago
Text
'Tis time...my 'tism decided to challenge me and stand me up against the ultimate musical 'tism. Tobias Forge's
Influences in the music of the band Ghost (tributes, nods & inspirations)
Some of them are a very straightforward copy-paste action, some of them are smaller nods towards other artists and some of them are only influences, or even something I personally hear, but not everybody might. They are in order from most obvious to might-be-my-delusion. I didn't include covers because. Kinda obvious.
It is possible that some of these are simply samples, I didn’t look into that, but if I’m being completely honest, I don't think Tobias is a sample guy. Also, there’s couple examples from Impera alone, mostly because he spoke about his inspirations for it a fair amount, which makes it easier to trace, so to say.
Tumblr media
This one goes first, because it's literally the same thing! Just reversed. I feel like that's common knowledge in the fandom, but I couldn't skip it. If you didn't know and Deus Culpa always hurts your ears (same), this is why!
(These two are in one file because Tumblr has an audio limit and I had to merge something) Tobias frequently speaks of his love for Metallica's music, as well as its members, so it's honestly no surprise hfhfh. He fangirls hard, and it even got him to open for them as we all know, so that's super cool!
I haven't seen/heard him talking about Opeth that much, but he is and/or used to be close with multiple members so again--no surprise at all.
This one is super interesting, because it's not only similar soud wise.
“[...] we recorded this album [IMPERA] in Atlantis Studio in Stockholm, [...] where ABBA recorded most of their hits. [...] it’s the exact same outboard gear, mixing console, microphones, marimba and piano we had around us. You’d play the piano and it would sound exactly the same as it did on Money, Money, Money.” --Tobias Forge for Guitar World
Not much to say about this one other than hell yeah, Michael Jackson.
This one also has a play on Europe's, which I find super cool! Swedish rock unites. From what I remember Tobias has also mentioned something about Whitesnake being an important influence.
(This one is empty for the first 10 seconds to go around the copyright scan) This is a cute little nod towards Pink Floyd that has Tobias put into live shows, and it's been a thing since 2015.
Another one that Tobias has spoken about for Guitar World.
“The double bass allowed for that Vinnie Paul [of Pantera] thing where there are triplet-feel things on the kick drum. Nothing against Pantera, but what influenced me there was actually a track called Blood Ritual by Samael, which had that feel I wanted to tap into.”
It was said about Watcher In The Sky, but I think same idea guided Twenties as well.
Griftwood was also talked about for Guitar World
“What made the song for me was the fact that there’s this crazy breakdown in what’s otherwise a Sunset Strip kind of thing, which I see as more Van Halen than Ratt.”
No song was mentioned by Tobias, but I had Talkin' 'Bout Love in mind even before I read this article, so I'd say it fits!
Pretty self explanatory, I think.
(This one is empty for the first 10 seconds to go around the copyright scan) Kansas is an absolute gem and to me it does sound like it was the inspiration here. Knowing how much respect Tobias has for rock classics, I'd say it's very possible he had Carry On Wayward Son in mind.
Tumblr media
And that's it! Sorry if y'all hoped for more jfgjdfg but anyways, hope you enjoyed my yapping and, as always, any questions are very welcome :3
Tumblr media
Taglist: @delusionalbitchinthehouse @0-miles-away @callmeghoulshit @skele-bunny @ratsummer @kentuckyfriedsatan @everybodyshusband @lilhoechlinsbae @jimothybarnes @starling-ghoul @rain-ghoul-appreciator @devilsandstarlight @karmicbias @jazz-bazz @arkeusruin
73 notes · View notes
gleamingyu · 2 years ago
Text
Tumblr media
hits different.
part I of the midnights series. inspired by taylor swift’s midnights. part II
pairing: music-producer!seungcheol x lawyer!fem!reader [exes-to-lovers]
genre: romance. slight angst. drama.
warnings: she/her pronouns for reader (but no specific physical characteristics). mentions of a pretty rough breakup. slight angst. some light cursing. mentions of death (jokingly though). terrible knowledge of law stuff (thank my brief interest in htgawm). yearning. loads of miscommunication. slow burn. cheol & reader are both stubborn. mentions of drinking. alternating povs. lower caps intended [if there’s anything i missed, please let me know!]
word count: 4.7k
notes: this is the first part of a new series i thought of! this is also my first time writing (or more like, finishing writing) something, so please be kind! any comments, reblogs or likes are welcome. and thank you to whoever decides to give this a chance :)
summary: still recovering from a not-so-fresh breakup, seungcheol leans on his friends to get back on his feet. it turns out to be much easier said than done, especially when his record label recruits the help of a law firm to deal with a recent scandal, which just so happens to be the same firm his ex works at. just his luck.
Tumblr media
if anyone could see the scene in front of mingyu, they’d be severely concerned, much like he is at this very moment.
seungcheol is quite literally buried under a pile of blankets on his bed, the only visible part of his body a tuft of his dark brown hair. the floor of his bedroom is covered in clothes and empty food containers, and the air feels so stale and hot, it’s taking everything in mingyu not to gag. there is no light coming into the room except from the lightbulb shining in the hallway where mingyu is standing, and… is that… phoebe bridgers he can hear playing from somewhere?
mingyu glances down at his feet where kkuma, seungcheol’s devoted dog – and only girl who’s ever truly loved him, according to him – is sitting staring right back at him, a look on her fluffy face that mingyu swears looks just as depressed as her dad.
“this is way worse than i thought,” mingyu sighs, finally stepping into the bedroom. “okay, enough of this!”
mingyu grabs the blankets on the bed and pulls them away, revealing a very aggravated seungcheol. “what the hell are you doing?!”
“i’m not sure yet, because this,” mingyu gestures around the room, “is a lot. but it starts with you getting your ass out of bed and into the shower. immediately. this place smells like there’s a corpse somewhere in here.”
“yeah, it’s me. i’m the corpse. or i wish i was, because that would mean i’ve finally died,” seungcheol groans, turning away from mingyu and effectively shoving his face into the bed.
mingyu sighs, turning around to start collecting some of the dirty clothes on the floor. he finds himself regretting not calling jeonghan or joshua to come with him, because seungcheol might have been more easily persuaded to stop moping with them around. the reality is, they all thought seungcheol was doing better; he was back on his grind at work, finishing several albums he had been producing for, he was making progress in his jiu-jitsu classes, and he even joined the rest of the guys on their trip to australia last month, with minimal persuasion from his friends.
looking at the shell of a man laying on the bed in front of him, mingyu realizes he should’ve asked. he should’ve asked his friend how he was really doing, what he was feeling, what he could actually do to help him move past this.
better late than never.
“listen,” mingyu starts, going to sit on the edge of seungcheol’s bed but reconsidering. who knows when he last changed these. “i’m sorry if we haven’t really been there for you. i know a thing or two about breakups and heartbreak, so i guess i should’ve figured you weren’t alright, not like you said you were. you don’t have to keep all you’re feeling locked up. you can talk to us.”
seungcheol’s head moves slightly to the side, peeking at mingyu from the corner of his eye. he sighs, and turns on his back. mingyu tries not to cringe at seungcheol’s sullen face, his eyes red and still wet, as if he was still crying when mingyu arrived at his apartment.
“don’t beat yourself up, gyu. believe it or not, i was actually doing better. but a few days ago, i … i was cleaning around the closet by the entrance and …” he pauses, and mingyu thinks he might burst into tears. seungcheol breathes in however, closes his eyes, and continues. “i found one of her old hats. you know, the yellow crochet bucket hat she always used to wear in the summer? i bought it for her birthday when we had just started dating and … i don’t know, i just broke down. it hit me again that we’re over. like really.”
you and seungcheol broke up … four, five months ago? seungcheol shakes his head, he feels like time hasn’t passed the same since. days pass him by where he just goes over and over your last conversation – which was more of a fight, really – and he always ends up regretting everything he said that day. regrets resenting you for always working late, for never asking him to accompany you to firm events… regrets accusing you of some unspeakable things.
looking back, he can’t believe how big of an idiot he was. no wonder you left and didn’t even bother to come back to get your things. you left everything behind, all your clothes that still smelled of the lavender detergent you used to buy, your makeup haphazardly thrown into one of the bathroom drawers, the cooking books you always bought “for inspiration” but never, ever actually opened… and the yellow bucket hat you got from seungcheol for the first birthday you spent together. seungcheol had left everything where it was, a tiny part of him hoping you two would work this out somehow. but weeks went by with no word from you, and when he had tried reaching you, he came to the grave conclusion that you had blocked him on all platforms, cut him off from your life like a dead limb. back then he thought he deserved it. he still does.
“i’m sorry, hyung. i really am,” mingyu shakes seungcheol from his reverie, reaching a hand to pet his shoulder. a beat passes between them. “have you tried… calling her again since?”
“no. i don’t know what good it would do,” seungcheol sighs. “even if she answered, i doubt all the apologies i could offer would fix anything. i said some pretty fucked up shit.”
“yeah, i know. if you remember, i was there the next day ripping you a new one,” mingyu teases, desperately trying to cheer up his friend somehow. he swears he can see seungcheol’s lips twitch a bit. “but who knows… now that you both had some time to yourselves, you might actually be able to overcome this calmly. and if… if it doesn’t work out in the end, at least you’ll both have some closure.”
closure. that’s a funny word, because seungcheol wants the furthest thing from closure. he wants you back in his bed and your arms around him, he wants your indie artists he’s never heard of playing around the apartment in the morning, he wants your laugh echoing in the halls. he wants you.
he knows that the only way this ending could even be a possibility would be if he actually took mingyu’s advice and called you up, but another part of him is terrified of the other possibility: the one where you pick up and tell him to go to hell and fuck himself and never call you again or show his face around you. so for now, seungcheol opts for a third option: emotional limbo, with a side of trying-to-move-on.
he gets up from the bed and asks mingyu if he could help him straighten out the place. mingyu, bless his sweet heart, of course says yes and gets to work after sending seungcheol to clean himself up. just as he’s about to close the bathroom door, he hears mingyu’s exasperated voice.
“oh, for the love of god, where is that god-awful music coming from?!”
seungcheol can’t remember the last time he laughed so heartily.
Tumblr media
the bar you find yourself in is bustling with people, laughter and cheerful conversations filling the space. you’re only half listening to whatever topic your two best friends, yunjin and chaeyoung, are discussing – something about “that bitch” in yunjin’s department at work that’s been giving her a hard time – instead reveling in the pleasant buzz of the champagne you’re nursing.
it had been a while since you were able to enjoy a nice evening with your girls. the past few months had been filled with endless meetings, client-induced headaches and sleepless nights, but thankfully, today you had managed to finally strike a deal for one of the firm’s most important clients (to be read as filthy rich), which you had been working towards all these months. naturally, upon hearing the news, chaeyoung and yunjin had begged you to join them at a bar in the city, “to celebrate your newfound freedom.”
you splurged on a bottle of champagne for the three of you and decided that tonight, you were going to have fun. you were going to relax, enjoy some drink, and catch up with your friends who you hadn’t seen in weeks.
and you will not, under any circumstances, bring up seungcheol.
you like to believe that in the last two months you had gotten better at shutting out any thought of your ex-boyfriend. in the days – more like weeks, if you were to ask chaeyoung and yunjin – following the ugly breakup, you were quite the literal mess. finding yourself alone and with nowhere to go, considering you had left the apartment you shared with seungcheol with nothing but your work stuff (how on-brand for you), it wasn’t surprising that your mental and emotional health had taken a massive hit. thankfully, at the insistence of yunjin, you agreed to crash at her place while you put yourself back together and took time off from work – something you had never done before.
to the surprise of your friends, it only took you two weeks to go back to work and start looking for your own place. two weeks after that, you were moving into a new apartment and claimed that you were feeling much better since the breakup. or at least starting to. chaeyoung and yunjin didn’t want to argue with you on this – even thought they 100% believed the front you were putting up was a load of crap – but in the end, they didn’t even have to, because the first time you went out with them again since the breakup, you had your first meltdown.
but was it really your fault that the man sitting two seats down the bar from you had ordered whiskey neat, just like seungcheol always used to? and was it really your fault that he was wearing a maroon leather jacket similar to the one seungcheol always used to wear in the fall, which you absolutely adored?
could they really blame you for bursting into tears right then and there and wailing about how much of a jerk seungcheol was for never understanding your dedication to your work? how much of a hypocrite he was for expecting you to just dip from the office when he suddenly had some free time, when he had never done so for you?
that night, chaeyoung and yunjin quite literally dragged you back to chaeyoung’s place and held you while you cried yourself to sleep, and in the morning, when you had embarrassingly admitted that “no, you weren’t really doing fine,” they held you again and offered soft-spoken words of support, opting to keep the classic we told you so in their thoughts.
four months passed since that incident and now, you could confidently say that you were truly feeling better. you weren’t quite over seungcheol per se; there were nights when you still thought about the smell of vanilla that filled the room whenever he was fresh out of a shower, the way he always got so giggly when you brought home a tray of cherries… yeah, you still found yourself missing him terribly sometimes. but the more time passed, you realized that seungcheol hadn’t tried reaching you at all in the months since the breakup, and so you thought he might be moving on as well.
it is true you had blocked him on all social platforms for weeks after you stormed out of your place. but on a particularly bad day, when all you did was cry and cry and cry after him, the thought of calling him up and asking him to go back to how things were crossed your mind, and you unblocked his number. unfortunately, your pride had set itself in your way, convincing you that it was seungcheol that needed to make the first step, considering he was the one who quite literally cornered you into a fight. so you didn’t call and instead prayed to whatever forces exist in the universe, that seungcheol would try your number again.
he never did.
Tumblr media
“soooo, cheers to the lady of the hour! finally free from the clutches of corporate law!” yunjin cheered, clinking her glass against yours and knocking you out of your reverie.
damn it, seungcheol, i said i would not think of you tonight!
“yes, cheers!” chaeyoung joined in. “how do you feel? are you going to get a big ass bonus for the amount of time you put into this asshole?”
chaeyoung was probably right, you probably did deserve a huge ass bonus for the deal you pulled for the client you were handling. when you were in law school, you had never imagined yourself working for sleazy, corporate pigs who behaved like none of their actions would bite them in the ass eventually, and expecting others – like yourself – to clean up after them. but, as your boss grimly explained to you the day you had complained about your client, everybody has to start somewhere. “and junior partners don’t get to choose cases, sweetheart.”
life at the firm wasn’t always terrible. you were lucky enough to be part of an amazing team, and the firm worked with plenty of influential and big personalities, so you almost never had to worry about your income. but sometimes, some of the people you were asked to represent brought you to the brink of just quitting your job altogether.
“i just feel relieved,” you say. “if i had to hear the incessant whining and nagging of that idiot for one more day, i might have gone insane!”
“well, thank god you’re a stellar lawyer and managed to get rid of him,” yunjin teases, taking a sip of her drink. “do you already have anything else lined up?”
“god, no! i have a few days off just to take care of paperwork, maybe help out some of my colleagues around the office… but nothing big for now, thankfully.”
“oh, that’s amazing! which reminds me, this means you can actually join us on that weekend spa trip we were talking about last week,” chaeyoung happily suggests, as she’s already pulling up the website of the spa retreat.
“i guess a spa day would be nice,” you say, looking over at chaeyoung’s phone. you feel your body already going lax at the thought of a hot stone massage.
“oh, that would be so nice!” yunjin pouts. “we haven’t gone on a girls trip in so long! i miss going away, just the three of us… do you guys remember that trip we took to croatia two years ago? that was the best one we ever did, i swear!”
while chaeyoung joins yunjin in reminiscing about all the trips the three of you took over the years, you feel your phone buzzing in the pocket of your dress paints. pulling it out, you see an email notification…
“oh, no…” your voice trails off, reading over the email you had just received.
“what? what’s the matter?” yunjin asks, her conversation with chaeyoung coming to a halt.
“my boss just emailed me. he wants me in the office tomorrow morning. some big case that just came in,” you explain, already feeling a headache coming in.
“but tomorrow’s saturday,” chaeyoung frowns.
“i know… i know.”
Tumblr media
when monday rolls around, seungcheol really wished that he had died before mingyu had found him the week before.
the day started normal enough. he woke up at 5 a.m. and took kkuma for a walk in the park near his apartment building, just like every morning. by 8 a.m., he was already set up in his studio inside the PLEDIS building, ready to work on the tracks he was supposed to finish mixing by the end of the week. seungcheol liked the buzz of the label, people from all different departments running around trying to stay on their schedules; it motivated him to also do his part diligently, and reminded him that he was extremely lucky to be doing one of the things he loves most: music.
seungcheol should’ve guessed something was up today the moment the clock struck 11 and jihoon, the other in-house producer of PLEDIS, and one of his oldest friends, hadn’t come by his studio. he and jihoon had known each other since their college days, having met in an audio engineering class they apparently shared, and had been friends for 8 years now. during their last year of college, they were recruited by a record label that was just starting out (which became the PLEDIS of today), and despite all warnings from their families, they decided to take a leap of faith together and join the company. it all worked out for the better, it turned out, as PLEDIS only grew and soon became a household name in the music industry.
as the only producers that have stuck around PLEDIS since the beginning, they developed several… traditions, or rituals over the years, one of which was jihoon’s 11 a.m. coffee run, which they’d spend sharing ideas and notes over each other’s work, and, if jihoon was in a particularly good mood, engage in some office gossip (not that either of them would ever admit it). today, however, jihoon is a no-show and seungcheol can’t help but wonder what his friend is up to.
when he shoots jihoon a quick text, asking if he’s alright, his friend only replies with a “just busy,” and tells seungcheol not to wait up for him at lunch, as he’ll probably be stuck in the studio all day. this doesn’t surprise him that much, seeing as jihoon might be an even bigger workaholic than he is, but he still can’t shake the feeling that something must be up with his friend. he decides that instead of going out for lunch, he’s gonna pick up some takeout and join jihoon in his studio. he wouldn’t be able to rest easy knowing his friend will go a day without eating anything.
once lunch hours begin, seungcheol takes a quick walk two blocks down the street to the restaurant mingyu works in, who’s already waiting for him with the food seungcheol had requested for him and jihoon. on his way back to PLEDIS, he texts jihoon again, just to make sure he’s still in the studio, but there’s no answer, and now seungcheol is seriously starting to get worried. he jogs the rest of the way until he’s back inside the building, and takes the elevator to the 6th floor where jihoon’s studio is stationed.
walking up to the door that reads UNIVERSE FACTORY, he stops in his tracks when he hears more than one voice from the other side of the door. he easily recognizes jihoon’s voice, but the other voices – two other men and a woman – are harder to make out. except… except the woman’s voice is eerily familiar, and without a second thought, seungcheol grips the handle and swings the door open, four pairs of eyes whipping in his direction.
his eyes land on jihoon, who looks like he wishes he was anywhere else in that moment, and then scan the rest of room, recognizing mr. han, their CEO, and… you. it’s you.
seungcheol feels like he’s going to faint. mr. han does not look the least bit happy about seungcheol’s intrusion, and he really wishes the man would slap him just so he can know for sure if he’s dreaming. if you’re surprised to see seungcheol, your face shows no sign of it, and seungcheol can’t help but stare at you. you look so beautiful, so put together; your make-up is soft, almost unnoticeable, your hair pushed behind your ears, and you’re wearing a dark green suit… oh, how he loved you in green.
you were the picture of grace and professionalism and he was… not. he really wishes he hadn’t come to the studio in sweatpants right now.
“mr. choi, what a… surprise,” mr. han exclaims, standing up from his seat, you and the other man – who seungcheol has no idea who he is, but he knows he doesn’t like the way he’s standing so close to you – following suit. “i didn’t know mr. lee was expecting you,” mr. han continues, glancing towards jihoon, who turned red as a tomato.
“i wasn’t, actually,” jihoon squeaks, avoiding both seungcheol and mr. han’s gazes.
“i apologize, i was… i was just bringing jihoon some lunch. i didn’t know there was… a meeting happening,” seungcheol says, looking towards you, and he’s almost thrown back by the way you’re just… staring directly at him.
mr. han sighs, but remembering the situation, he quickly puts on a polite smile as he turns towards you and the other man. “mr. choi is one of our other in-house producers. mr. choi, this is mr. jeon and miss L/N. they’re helping us with some… legal matters.”
so that’s why you were here. and who the other guy was. but what legal matters? and why was jihoon involved? and why didn’t he tell seungcheol?!
before seungcheol can ask more questions, mr. han gestures towards the door he came through and says “now, if you don’t mind, you can come back in a few minutes, mr. choi. we’ll be done soon.”
Tumblr media
soon. soon, his ass!
seungcheol had been pacing the hallway outside jihoon’s studio for the past 20 minutes (he checked, he wasn’t exaggerating!), trying very hard not to eavesdrop through the door, and thinking of every possible reason why jihoon would need legal help and why you would be here.
jihoon was definitely in some kind of trouble. for the CEO to be involved as well, it for sure must be something that could affect the whole label. seungcheol just can’t understand why jihoon wouldn’t tell him if he had any kind of problem. they were colleagues, but most importantly, they were friends. he would’ve dropped everything to come to his aid.
now, when it comes to you… seungcheol knows you’re a lawyer, obviously he does. he met you when you were halfway through law school, and he was there for every failed and aced exam, for your graduation (he was so proud of you that day, it was the first time you’d ever seen him cry), for every measly job you had before finally securing the one you currently held at one of the top firms in the city. he also knows you’re a damn good lawyer, seeing how hard you work and how dedicated you are. he supposes it’s not surprising you were chosen to represent jihoon in whatever mess he got himself in.
he feels bad now that he remembers how he held these things above your head during your last fight. how you were working late so often, how you never asked him to join you at office parties, despite how eager you always were to go out with your coworkers for drinks, how you always asked him to wait for you outside the office building, as if you didn’t want people to know you had a partner...
he knows that both of you were to blame for how things went down between you, but since he started the argument in the first place, he thinks he could’ve brought all this up in a better way, at a better time.
his thoughts are interrupted when the door to jihoon’s studio opens again, and he finds himself regretting waiting in the hallway because now he has to face you again and he’s not ready and he doesn’t know what to say and he still looks like a hobo and –
“mr. choi!”
he looks up to see who he imagines is your colleague – mr. jeon – step towards him, as you and mr. han step out after him, discussing something. you glance once towards seungcheol before turning back to the conversation, and seungcheol feels his heart clench.
“mr. jeon, i’m sorry once again for interrupting your meeting,” seungcheol says, extending his hand to shake mr. jeon’s.
“don’t worry, no harm done at all. i’m actually glad you stuck around, because i had something to ask you. seeing as you and mr. lee are close, would you be available for a short talk with us, sometime in the next days? we’ll have to build a strong case for mr. lee and, well, some insight from his colleagues would be very helpful,” mr. jeon explains, fixing the thin-rimmed glasses perched on his nose.
seungcheol is taken aback by the man’s soft tone. his sharp eyes and cold look on his face made him look pretty intimidating, but his voice is the complete opposite, putting seungcheol weirdly at ease.
“o-of course, anything for jihoon,” seungcheol quickly replies. “can i ask, though, what exactly does he need help with?”
“plagiarism.”
“PLAGIARISM?!”
Tumblr media
“you’re being sued. for plagiarism.”
“yes.”
“and you just found out last friday.”
“yes.”
“last friday when we all went out for barbeque and you didn’t even think to mention it? not even once?!”
“will you stop pacing and sit down? you’re making me even more nervous than i already am,” jihoon sighs, dropping his head in his hands.
seungcheol sighs as well, muttering a sorry, and sits down on the couch opposite jihoon’s chair.
jihoon continues. “i didn’t mention anything because i didn’t want to piss on everyone’s good mood. it was joshua’s birthday… besides, i didn’t know all the details of the situation at that point. i thought it was another baseless accusation, you know? but they’re serious about it. they wanna take me to court.”
“what? that’s insane,” seungcheol says. “i feel weird even asking, but did you even plagiarize?”
“no! of course not! i don’t even know the people!” jihoon exclaims, flopping down on the couch next to seungcheol. he lets out a long groan. “this is just what i needed.”
seungcheol pats his friend’s back, thinking of some encouraging words. jihoon was the most talented and creative guy he knew. to think that someone would accuse him of using somebody else’s work was a concept seungcheol couldn’t even entertain.
“don’t worry. that jeon guy looks like he’s already got a game plan.”
“and Y/N,” jihoon says.
silence falls around the two of them, until jihoon stirs from the couch, sitting up to look at seungcheol.
“are we just not going to acknowledge her or what?”
“no! that’s not what i…” seungcheol sighs, hanging his head. “i just wasn’t expecting to see her. i don’t know how to feel.”
“that’s understandable. you guys haven’t seen each other in a while, right?”
seungcheol shakes his head. “did she… did she say anything to you?”
“oh, no. she was super professional, went straight to business. but…” jihoon trails off, debating whether he should say what he was thinking.
“but? but what?!” seungcheol grabs jihoon’s shoulders, shaking him a little.
“but i think she was just as rattled to see you as you were. her hand kept shaking while she was writing, after you left. i guess she was just better at hiding her surprise,” jihoon continues. “now let go of me, you animal!”
seungcheol sighs. could it be that you were just as much of a mess inside as he was? the hopeful part of him thinks you might have thought of him all these months, just as he thought of you. the other part of him thinks your hand might as well just have been shaking from anger.
“you know, this might be a good thing,” jihoon says, getting up and sitting back in front of his computer.
“what, you getting sued and her being around?”
“yeah. maybe this way you’ll finally grow some balls, put your pride aside, and actually fix things,” jihoon deadpans, and seungcheol knows the conversation is over.
yeah. easier said than done.
556 notes · View notes
ada7201 · 1 year ago
Text
bllk boys …
with a clutz s/o! < hcs >
gn! reader
part 1 ⭠ ★ part 2 with Isagi, Bachira, Nagi, Reo ⭢ part 3
note: if you have anything you want me to write, please suggest me some things! ( ˘ ³˘)
Isagi Yoichi
he tries really hard not to laugh
but he can’t help the little giggle he lets out
of course he helps you up, though
the way you always manage to get yourself into clumsy situations really confuses him
sometimes catches you the hood of your jacket (if you’re wearing one)
he tried to teach you ways to be slightly less clumsy, such as watching your step and other things but he ended up falling himself. (he never tried that again)
doesn’t let you do anything such as hold your bags, open a door, etc.
partly because it’s the “gentlemanly” thing to do, and also because he just doesn’t want you to trip over your feet and break something.
like Kaiser, he hates seeing people laugh at you or make fun of you when you slip up
you and Isagi were at a cafe, just eating and chatting with each other as the morning went by. it was a nice day, the sun was shining - the temperature wasn’t too hot, or too cold. it was just right. almost a perfect day for the two of you.
“really?” you’d ask with a smile on your face, your dominant hand reaching out to pick up your cup.
“mhm.” Isagi would nod with a matching smile, which soon faded when he realised what was going to happen -
CRASH!!
“oh.” Isagi sighed, chucking softly at your mistake. you sat there, eyes wide as an embarrassed blush covered your cheeks. really? again?
the people around you began to laugh and giggle, some giving dirty looks. Isagi watched as you sunk into your seat, ashamed at how you managed to break the cup.
“what are you all laughing at?” Isagi would announce, eyebrows furrowed angrily as he turned to the other people around you. “this isn’t a show for you to laugh at! mind your own business!” he’d add with a huff, before turning back to you. “i’m sorry, love.” he then said, staring lovingly into your eyes.
“you didn’t have to do that… it was my fault.” you mumbled shyly, avoiding eye contact with him - until you felt his hand gently touch your chin, turning you to look into his eyes.
“don’t ever say that again. it was a simple mistake, i love you and your clumsiness.” he’d smile reassuringly.
he did get a little upset about having to pay the cafe back for the broken cup, but got over it after a few kisses.
Meguru Bachira
he absolutely adores your clumsiness
it was probably one of the main reasons he fell for you.
you were walking (carefully) along the halls of an art gallery, making sure not to break anything as you looked at each art piece. that was, until you bumped into someone - causing the two of you to topple onto the floor.
“i-I’m sorry!” you would squeal, immediately hopping off of the mystery person as you apologised profusely afterwards. only for them to respond with - a giggle?
“you’re cute!” a sweet voice would say, sitting up and looking right into your eyes. Bachira would smile happily, watching the way your cheeks seemed to get warmer.
“oh- uh! thank you!” you responded nervously, looking back up at the handsome man in front of you.
“you wanna walk around with me?” he asked, followed by a childish giggle as he grabbed your hand and helped you up.
he most likely falls with you every time you fall
and a lot of the time, he’s the reason you fall!
makes it a habit to step on the back of your shoe.
has a photo album of you fallen over.
buys you cheesy shirts that say things like “i’m clumsy”
claps and has a whole celebration when you pass a record of how long you can go without having a little mishap. (not in a mean way, like he is genuinely excited for you. you know?)
finds you the cutest thing ever and loves to tease you about your clumsiness
Seishiro Nagi
at first, he thought you were a hassle.
you were a clumsy girl, even growing up - so it was no surprise when you ended up in the nurse’s office for tripping down the stairs. Nagi and Reo were there for other reasons, but they couldn’t help but notice the way the nurse sighed when you came in - was this a regular occurrence?
“y/n again?” one of the other nurses would whisper as you came closer - was your nose bleeding?
“what’s up with that girl?” Reo would chuckle to Nagi, who was staring intently at the way you walked.
“is she limping?” Nagi asked curiously.
“i mean, it looks like it…” Reo responded, watching the way you had a slight limp and - you had fallen over again. right in front of Nagi and Reo. you groaned, sitting up on the floor as you sighed. it didn’t seem to bother you that much, which intrigued the pair. Nagi thought it must’ve been a hassle for you to be so - so - clumsy?
“y/n, at this point i think you need a wheelchair.” a nurse would say, chuckling.
“not even that could help the poor girl. she’d probably end up falling out of it!” another would reply, a grin on her face.
“is she really gonna let that slide?” Nagi would whisper to Reo - who was simply watching as you struggled to get up. “what a hassle.” he added. “Reo, help her up.”
Reo did what Nagi had said, holding his hand in front of your face.
“y/n, right? here.” Reo said with a polite smile.
it took him a while to realise he actually wanted to help you.
like, he’d always get Reo to do it - until he started getting jealous. like, why was Reo holding your hand?
when the two of you started dating, it was a bit of a shock to Reo, but he was happy of course
was very surprised whenever he saw Nagi help you.
he literally hates it whenever you feel insecure about your clumsiness. like he’d overhear you just mumbling to yourself saying things like “i’m too much of a hassle to him -“ before he interrupts you with a big fat hug.
he doesn’t like to let you hear his gaming setup, because of that one time you almost tripped over the wires - but still allows you to be near him.
he doesnt want you to feel sad or lonely!
tries to comfort you, but he’s not very good at that
keeps a pack of bandages that Reo bought for Nagi to give to you in his bag or pocket, for if you ever hurt yourself
when you were all at school together Nagi absolutely refused to let you to the nurse’s office and got Reo to find some dirt on the nurses.
nobody hurts his clumsy baby’s feelings >:(
Reo Mikage
he finds your clumsiness super cute, and isn’t bothered by it at all
he was slightly surprised at first, but is always patient with you
he chuckles every now and then when you fall in a funny way or situation, but apologised after.
when you first came over to his house, he spent ages organising his room so it would be the neatest and almost impossible for you to trip or break something.
has you go places in his limo. he can’t risk you falling over in the streets.
he buys you plasters with cute designs on them that he knows you’ll like
sometimes forgets you’re a bit of a clutz so he turns to look at something - and you’re staring at him with a shattered phone in your hands and a nervous expression on your face.
he bought you a new phone after that - along with a screen protector.
“you’re so cute, y/n. it’s my pleasure” he’d smile, giving you a hug. “i’ll get you anything you want, and you don’t have to worry about breaking it! because i’ll just get you another.” he chuckled, kissing your cheek gently.
“thank you, Reo!” you would say, hugging the purple haired male back. “you’re so sweet!”
He’d simply chuckle, pulling back from the hug to pat your head.
gets super happy whenever you fix something yourself, like - you dropped his favourite plate or something and the next day you’ve got the same plate but glued together.
he thinks it’s the sweetest thing ever!
always ties your shoelaces.
“Reo, you don’t have to do this.” you would say, looking down at Reo who was on one knee and tying your laces.
“no, but i want to.” he’d respond with a smirk, giving your shoe a little tap before standing back up.
“now you can blame me if you trip over!” he’d add, kissing your forehead sweetly, intertwining his fingers with yours as he held your hand.
he gives you piggybacks if he can (Nagi likes to have that privilege most of the time…)
215 notes · View notes
doc-pickles · 1 year ago
Text
sent to save me | sidney crosby (ch. 1)
Tumblr media
series masterlist
summary: sid meets nikita’s best friend and runs into a ghost from the past
warnings: none! :)
author’s note: hello! sooooooooo I have probably a million other things to do/write but this came to me and I knew I needed to write it. this is going to be a series and will probably be a lot angstier than my vegas series. I have some ideas for what’s going to happen and I can’t wait to share them with y’all!! anyways I hope yall enjoy this!
xoxo
nina
(ps - title is from ‘always been you’ by shawn mendes)
It starts off innocently enough. He’s at Geno’s for dinner like he does once a week. Nikita is babbling away next to him about everything he’s learning in first grade.
“And Mrs. Riley is super nice and I get to sit next to Vivie who always shares her fruit snacks,” Nikita says all of this at a speed that Sid can barely comprehend but he simply nods at his godson.
“Always with Vivie,” Anna coos as she ruffles Nikita’s hair, her other hand coming to rest against her swollen belly. “Attached at the leg you two.”
Sid chuckles and gently corrects Anya which has her rolling her eyes as she squeezes his arm. Being with his best friend and his family made going home to an empty house hard, but Sid knew he wouldn’t trade his weekly dinners at the Malkin house for anything.
“Vivie is my best friend in the whole world,” Niki rambles on as he runs out of the room. He comes back with a picture frame and shows it proudly to Sid. “This is us at science camp over the summer.”
Sid’s brows furrow as soon as he looks at the photo. The little girl with her arm wrapped around Nikita is a bit shorter than him, dirty blonde hair pulled back into braids. Her big brown eyes are staring up at the camera, upturned nose and gap toothed grin framed with freckles and a set of dimples. Sid stares at the photo for probably a bit too long, the little girl looking somehow familiar even though he knows he’s never met her.
“Nice picture Niki,” Sid smiles when he finally tears his eyes away from the frame. Anya is watching him carefully but doesn’t say anything as Nikita begins talking about how much he loves math.
The rest of the night is uneventful, Geno’s steak and potatoes going over well with everyone at the table. If he and Anya notice that Sid is quieter than usual they don’t say anything to him. It’s not until he’s playing outside with Nikita after dinner that Sid catches his friends whispering to each other as they wash dishes.
When he gets home later Sidney doesn’t even take his shoes off before he’s walking down the hallway to his study. The photo album is tucked into the farthest bookshelf, the dark leather binding helping it to blend in. But he knows exactly where it is, exactly what it feels like in his hands. He pulls it off the shelf and holds it for a moment before opening it to the first page.
‘To Sidney, the love of my life. Happy anniversary babe!
xoxo A’
The handwriting is loopy and decidedly womanly. He traces his fingers over the words reverently before flipping the page. Sid’s breath hitches as his eyes lock on the photo there. Blonde hair, shining green eyes, and a dimpled smile so wide he still sees it every once in a while when he closes his eyes.
There’s a part of him that wants so badly to flip through every page, to take in the smiling woman on the pages and the version of himself that seems to have faded without her. Instead he closes the photo book, shelving it again before he goes out to the living room and pours himself a glass of scotch.
“Why the hell am I still here if you can’t make me a priority Sidney?”
“I’m trying! Don’t you see that? But I also have a team to think about, a whole fucking franchise riding on my shoulders! Don’t they matter too?”
The night and all of his regrets replayed in Sid’s head often. Annie’s tear soaked face, the words they both carelessly yelled at each other. His front door slamming, her things gone from his house by the time he came back from his next road trip.
He’d wanted Annie and hockey, wanted her to see that he was trying to make them both a priority but it hadn’t been enough for her. He hadn’t been enough for her.
And in the end none of it had mattered because three weeks after their argument Sid had shattered his knee in what would be his last game as a Penguin.
Yeah he missed hockey, but he missed Annie Wright more than anything else.
+
A week later Anna’s water breaks in the middle of the night. Sidney drives over and crashes on Geno’s couch as they head to the hospital together. When he wakes up Nikita is poking his cheek with a frown.
“Hey bud,” Sid yawns as he wipes a hand over his face. “Your mom and dad went to the hospital, looks like you’re gonna be a big brother soon.”
Nikita seems wholly unimpressed as he looks at his godfather, “Can we get McDonald’s breakfast before school?”
And because he’s a sucker for Niki, Sid agrees.
By the time they’re pulling up to Nikita’s school Sid is more awake, parking and following Niki up the path to his classroom.
“I’ll pick you up later too bud,” Sid tells him as he ruffles his hair. “Then maybe we can go see your little sister.”
“Nikita!”
Both Sidney and Nikita whip around at the excited voice, watching as a little girl runs up to them. Sid immediately clocks her as Vivie from the picture Nikita showed him. She’s sporting white overalls and a pink sweater, her blonde curls bouncing around in the pigtails fastened high on her head.
Vivie hugs Niki tightly then blinks up at Sid and he swears the air just got much thinner because he can’t pull in a full breath, not when he feels like he’s looking in a god damn mirror. Vivie has the same big hazel eyes as him, the same jutting chin and furrowed brows. But her smile and those dimples… Those remind Sidney of someone else.
“Vivie! You left your lunchbox in the car,” the voice that haunts his dreams is suddenly right behind Sid and before he can think better of it he turns around.
Annie looks much the same as she did eight years ago, her heart shaped face and wide green eyes exactly how he remembered them. Her blonde hair is shorter, resting just above her shoulders now. There’s something else Sid can’t quite put his finger on but he thinks that Annie doesn’t hold that same infectious joy she used to.
“Oh my god,” Annie breathes the words out slowly as she makes eye contact with Sidney. “I- Oh my god…”
“Miss Annie, this is my Uncle Sid,” Nikita explains excitedly. “My mommy is having a baby so Uncle Sid got me McDonald’s and took me to school!”
Annie schools her features as she tears her gaze away from Sid and pastes on a smile for Nikita, “That’s so exciting! I’m sure you’re excited to be a big brother.”
The school bell rings then and Vivie and Nikita waste no time hastily saying goodbye before running off hand in hand. When they’re out of sight Sidney turns to Annie who’s white as a sheet as she stares at her shoes.
“Annie,” the word is low and laced with hurt as Sid focuses on the woman he used to love. “Annie please tell me you didn’t… That she’s not…”
Sidney can’t bring himself to say the words out loud, even though he’s almost positive they’re true. Vivie’s face is ingrained in his mind now, showing up every time he blinks. His eyes, Annie’s smile… He stares at Annie and begs her to tell him anything but what he knows is true.
Please don’t tell me you had our daughter and kept it from me. Please don’t tell me I’ve missed seven years of her life. Please don’t tell me that perfect little girl has been so close and so far. Please. Please. Please.
“Sidney, I am so sorry.”
160 notes · View notes
lipglossanon · 1 year ago
Text
Winter’s Knight
Tumblr media Tumblr media
vampire!Leon S. Kennedy x fem!reader
inspired by Leon’s romantic look 😌 and the song Dracula’s Wedding by OutKast 💜 also the poetry mentioned is from Emily Dickinson; there’s also one line plucked from Dracula
Warnings: 18+ MDNI, biting/marking, fated pair, strangers to lovers, blood, blood kink, scent kink, dirty talk, oral (f receiving), OC friend of reader named Lara just in case that throws anyone off, unprotected sex, creampie
title from Winter’s Knight album by Nox Arcana
Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays!! 💜 😘
Tumblr media
“It’s an opportunity of a lifetime,” you mimic in a high tone before rolling your eyes, “opportunity my ass.”
Your friend Lara convinced you to go on this holiday trip with her, all expenses paid, as she wanted the company. The boyfriend that was originally going to be accompanying her had been dumped the week prior. Cheaters never win had been Lara’s flippant reply when asked. 
It felt like it happened overnight and before you knew it, Lara had whisked you away to three different countries one of which being the current visit in question. You think you’re in Romania or maybe Estonia; you’re a little mixed up as your plans had changed mid train ride. 
Lara’s family had some connections in the area and so you were both staying in a rather posh old castle turned tourist destination. 
A very lovely place except now you were completely turned around when all you wanted was to get a bottle of water from the concierge and go back to bed. Your footsteps have slowed considerably as you take in the magnificent gothic architecture and the beautiful paintings ranging from landscapes to some strange brooding man encapsulated in shadows; you’re never fully able to make out what he looks like, too much shadow blanking his features. 
You find yourself at a dead end, ornate furniture filling the space with a singular painting taking up the entire wall. It literally takes your breath away. It must be the place you’re staying in, the front gate still looks the same from what you can tell; it’s this castle seated on a rocky cliff face overlooking the villa down below. Your hand reaches out to touch, but you hover over the gilded frame before dropping it back to your side. 
“Lovely, no?”
A smooth, low voice has you spinning around, a thrill of fear humming in your chest. 
A man stands to the side, a little further down the hall. He’s tall, slim waisted with broad shoulders that stick out to you, even being shrouded in the dim lighting like he is; his eyes shine like an animal’s before you blink and it’s gone. 
That small niggling of fear in your brain is getting louder as he moves closer, making no sound in his sharp dress shoes. 
He keeps his eyes locked on the painting as he stops next to you.
“Quite an ancient castle,” he murmurs, almost too low for you to hear. 
When he finally turns to face you, you almost gasp. He’s beautiful, almost ethereal with his snowy white hair and fair complexion; both make the blue of his eyes almost glacial. 
He smiles sardonically, “Lost?”
You squint your eyes at him, lips pursing in suspicion, “You could say that.”
He grins and his teeth glint sharply before he turns, holding his arm out for you. 
“I can guide you back to your room, miss?”
You smile sarcastically as you step up alongside him, completely ignoring the proffered arm, “Miss is just fine, sir.”
His eyes flick from the end of the hallway to you and he hums in amusement, “Well miss, shall I lead the way?”
“Oh, please do,” you simper and this earns a low chuckle from the handsome stranger, making your heartbeat flutter at the sound. 
He guides you back to the foyer and up the grand staircase, pointing out paintings or furniture that have some kind of significance to the castle. Pausing in front of an oil painting not far from your room, he falls into a sort of melancholy. 
“This was one of the ladies of the castle,” he finally pulls back, turning without looking back at you, “I’m sure you can find the rest of your way, miss.”
You startle, not realizing he was just going to dip out now. 
“Hey!”
He pauses, half turning so you can see the profile of his straight nose and sharp cheekbone.
“Thanks, mister?” You trail off, hand fluttering in the air as you gesture. 
He fully turns to smile at you, “Mister is just fine, thanks.”
You can’t stop the laugh that bubbles out of your chest, missing the way he lights up at the sound, eyes cataloging you far more closely than before. 
“Well, thanks Mister,” you shake your head, smile still stretched across your face, “maybe I’ll see you around then.”
“Maybe,” he murmurs, bowing to you at the waist, “goodnight, Miss.”
“Goodnight,” you tilt your head and wave your hand.
Laughing to yourself, you turn and head further down the hall and into your room.  He watches you until the door clicks shut and he turns back to leave. Pausing in front of the painting once more, he brushes a thumb across the placard on the bottom. 
“She feels like the one, hmm?” He murmurs to the half smiling woman, “now that she’s here, I don’t know if I can do it.”
A door snapping shut from further down the hall has him pulling away from the painting and slipping off into the night. 
Tumblr media
You run into the strange gentleman again in the castle gardens situated just to the side of the towering edifice. Since Lara’s pacing in her room trying to figure out what went wrong with your travel plans, you decided to go for a walk instead of sitting around doing nothing.
You’re looking at one of the dead withered trees off to the side, debating if sitting on the bench here is safe from any falling branches when that low smoky tone speaks behind you. 
“There’s a certain slant of light, On winter afternoons, that oppresses, like the heft of cathedral tunes.”
You squash your urge to jump in place and spin around to face him. He’s no less devastatingly pretty in the weak winter sunlight. 
“Good afternoon to you, too,” you smile, enjoying the weirdness he exudes, “and what a conversation starter, might I add.”
He meets your smile with his own little grin, “Somber poetry for a somber day.”
You giggle, “Guess so.”
He gestures and you sit on the bench as he takes a seat next to you. 
“Here on vacation?” You kick at a loose rock with your booted foot.
“You could say I’m here for leisure,” he muses, blue eyes taking in every nuance of you. 
You tilt your head to look at him, “Oh I could, huh?”
Laughing, you straighten up, hands fiddling with the clasp on your jacket, “Well, I’m also here for leisure. Even though it’s kind of an accident.”
He raises an eyebrow and you continue, “It was a mix up and we ended up here. A vacation, just not in the right place.”
“How fortunate am I,” he smirks and you feel heat blaze in your chest, eyes dropping to look down at your jacket. 
You tug on the zipper, catching your finger in the teeth with a hiss. It snags a bit of skin as you jerk it free, blood beading on your fingertip.
His features are serious as he takes your hand in his, “You must see to it so it doesn’t become infected.”
You nod, touched at his concern, “I have some alcohol swabs and bandaids up in my room.”
He brings your hand closer and you get the wild idea he means to suck your finger into his mouth, but he only kisses the back of your hand as he pulls a handkerchief from his pocket, a light gray fabric that looks like it costs more than your entire wardrobe. You catch his initials, L.S.K., monogrammed in black on the edge. 
“Thank you,” you murmur, feeling flushed in the cool afternoon air as you clasp the handkerchief to your finger. 
“My pleasure. Shall I escort you back to your room, miss?”
Lips parting, you take in his pinched features as he stares at your hand before nodding again, “Yes, please.”
His eyes snap up and he smiles, relief spreading across his face, “Good, good.”
Once you’re both standing, he snags your elbow with his fingers and gently guides you along. Since he’s much closer than before and you’re not sniffling from the cold air, you catch a strong smell of cedar and cloves that nearly makes you swoon. 
“Are you okay?” He stops, grip firming up on your bicep to tug you closer making the smell even stronger. 
“‘m okay,” you murmur, eyes drooping as you slump against his chest, “just smell good.”
You feel him laugh and the low baritone makes your cunt throb so hard you whine into his jacket. 
“Maybe moving from the cold into the warmth has made you dizzy,” he says kindly, “come, let me help you to your room.”
Completely unsure as to what’s happening to you, you let him lead you back to your room. Your legs don’t seem to want to move the way you want to and the more you breathe in whatever cologne he’s wearing, the more slick drips from your pussy into the gusset of your panties to the point you’re soaked between your thighs. 
He murmurs low platitudes in your ear that just makes everything better worse, so by the time you make it back to your room and he eases you down into your bed, you’re asking him to stay. 
“No. You’ll thank me later,” he soothes, pulling off your winter boots and tucking you under the covers. 
“Please,” tears prick your waterline, emotions and hormones all over the place. 
His lips thin and he runs a hand through his white hair, strands ruffled when he clasps your hands together, “Just close your eyes. I’ll stay here.”
Dropping to the floor, he kneels alongside your bed, keeping your hands together. Struggling to keep your eyes open, you just know he won’t be there when you wake up and some part of you hates that idea. 
“Didn’t think it would affect you like this,” he murmurs as you drift off. 
With a small shift, he moves forward and pulls the pricked finger into his mouth. His hot tongue lashing against the digit is the last thing your mind holds onto before it slips away like sand in the tide. 
When you come to, it’s dark outside and Lara is shaking your shoulder. 
“Finally,” she huffs, brows pinched, “thought I was gonna have to take you to a doctor or something. You good?”
You squint at her but can’t remember anything but the stranger you met helping you back inside from the cold. The rest is a cloudy blank in your mind. 
“Yeah, just tired I guess,” you raise up, pushing the blankets away to swing your feet out of bed, “what’s up?” 
As you shift, you notice a small square cloth and a bolt of memory, of sitting on the bench with that man, makes your eyes widen. You pick up the handkerchief and tuck it into your pocket. 
She smiles weakly, “Kinda stuck here a few more days then we’ll just fly back home in time for Christmas.”
You frown, an uncomfortable sadness pinging in your chest, “Oh? That’s fine. I like it here, so it’s not like it’s a hardship.”
Lara laughs, “Maybe for you. I’m ready to be somewhere that has pizza delivery.”
You grin, “Fair enough,” you push her shoulder, “well, when do we plan on leaving?”
“Two days is what my travel agent says,” she looks down at her phone, “that was the nearest opening since it’s the busy season and plus a storm is coming in tonight.”
“Ahh,” you nod along, “plenty of time to sightsee then.”
She giggles at your teasing and stands up from the bed, “I just wanted to let you know. It’s kinda late but the kitchen’s still open if you wanna grab something. I’m honestly exhausted from being on the phone all day so I’m gonna crash.”
“Hang on!”
You throw on some shoes and meet her at the door, “I’ll walk you to your room and head down to grab some food. You sure you don’t want anything?”
“Nah,” she shakes her head, “I had something earlier since I thought you’d eaten. You sure you’re feeling okay, though?”
“Mmhmm,” you smile, pausing outside her door, “promise.”
She returns your smile, “Okay, goodnight then.”
“Night!”
The door snaps shut behind you as you walk away, heading to the staircase and down to the restaurant. You take your time, stopping to look at various paintings on the way down, even pausing in front of a suit of armor to peer into the empty helm. 
“Expecting a skeleton?”
You jump backwards, nearly tripping as you stumble into the firm chest behind you. 
Righting yourself, you feel hot all over in embarrassment as you meet your strange acquaintance for the second time today. 
“U-uh, hi,” you feel jittery with nerves, like a new crush, “thank you for today by the way. I don’t know how I got into my room, but I’m guessing you helped?”
His brows raise in surprise, but it’s quickly replaced by a warm smile that makes butterflies flutter in your chest, “Yes, you weren’t feeling well. Dizzy from the temperature change.”
You take a half step back, leaving more distance between you two. 
“Well, thank you,” you clear your throat, “uh, I was going down for a late dinner, do you want to join me?”
A sly grin crosses his features making you nervous, “I’d be delighted although I’ve already.. eaten this evening.”
“O-oh okay,” you stumble over your words as you turn to walk down the stairs, “anything you’d recommend?”
A sharp bark of laughter escapes him as he walks alongside you, “No, nothing I’d recommend. Although I’ve heard their special today is excellent.”
Surprised at his outburst, your brows furrow as you smile in confusion, “If you say so.”
You lapse into a comfortable silence as you both make the walk to the dining room. There’s just something about him that draws you in like a moth to a flame. At first you just thought it was his strange mannerisms, but in the short span of time that you’ve spent together you just feel connected on some hidden level that you’ve only just discovered. 
Dinner is a quiet affair; the strange man, who you still don’t know the name of, joins you for your meal. He makes small talk about the local area in which he’s well informed about, no surprise. After you’ve finished your meal, he offers to take you out for an after dinner stroll around the castle before bed. 
Not wanting to leave his company just yet, you readily agree and let him lead you around the place. It’s as he’s guiding you down a long L shaped hallway filled with more paintings that a chill runs down your spine and he freezes in place, half turning to shield you from the person who seems to materialize in front of you two. 
“Hello, Leon,” a silky voice purrs as a beautiful woman steps into view. 
She’s beautiful and ethereal in a way that’s almost terrifying, much like the mysterious gentleman half blocking your view; Leon she called him. 
“What a lovely surprise,” she steps closer, form appearing to ripple in the dappled moonlight streaming from the windows. 
“Ada, how can I be of service?” His polite tone’s cold and to the point, even as he pushes you further behind him. 
“Aww, don’t be like that,” she lilts, voice playful and coaxing, “I’ve already seen your pretty playmate. Is she a new friend?”
You blink and the dark haired woman is standing next to you, Leon twisting uncomfortably to turn around. 
She twirls a strand of your hair with a manicured nail, “I won’t bite. Unless she asks,” she winks at you and your eyes widen in surprise.
“She’s new, yes. A visitor,” Leon’s hand reaches out to grasp your hip, tugging you into his side, “so don’t play games.”
“Games?” She laughs, eyes bright, “are you still sore that I stole Claire away?” she pouts at him, “she wasn’t your one, so why are you still upset?”
You watch all of this with rapt attention and so much confusion. 
He scowls at her, eyes darkening as he straightens his stance, “It doesn’t matter if she was the right one or not, you stole her away from me.”
She laughs outright at that, side stepping away from you and closer to him, “Can’t steal someone if they want to be taken, right, Leon?”
He deflates a little, gaze flitting to you and back to her, “What do you want now?”
“To bother you,” she smiles over at you and you notice her incisors are longer than normal, “since I’m just passing through, thought I would say hello to an old friend.”
They stare at each other for a beat longer than what’s comfortable before she sighs melodramatically. 
“As much as I would love to stay, and believe me I want to so very badly,” she blows a kiss at Leon as she walks backwards to the far end of the gallery, “I do have unfinished business nearby that I must take care of. Ciao!”
It’s so quiet after she leaves that the ringing in your ears sounds abnormally loud. 
Leon clears his throat and gives you an apologetic smile, “I’m very sorry about all of that.”
You wave your hands, “No worries. It’s not really my business, y’know.”
He winces at that and you scrunch your nose, internally cringing at yourself. It’s a somber feeling as he quietly leads you back to your room. 
Pausing at the threshold, you reach out and snag the sleeve of his shirt. 
“Hey,” you murmur, dropping your gaze to the fabric you’ve pinched between your fingers, “you wanna meet up tomorrow?”
He frowns although you don’t see it and slowly tugs his arm loose, “I don’t know.”
Whatever feeling that has been building in your chest feels like a punctured balloon at his flippant tone. 
“Oh,” you drop his shirt like it burns, willing the tears away at least until you can shut the door, “I-I didn’t mean to— nevermind. Kinda silly of me. Hopefully I’ll see you before we leave.”
His fingers circle around your wrist tightly, holding you in place, “You’re leaving?”
You level him with a flat stare, “Of course. We’re only here for a couple more days. So if you’ll excuse—“
He presses forward, pushing you through the doorway to follow after, letting the door swing shut behind you both. 
“Let go of me,” you twist your arm but Leon doesn’t budge. 
A concentrated look arrests his features, blue eyes skimming down your body and back up to your face. 
“Leon,” you bite out sharply, making him draw up short, “that’s your name, right?”
“Yes,” his eyes look wild as he lets go of your wrist to grasp both of your hands with his own, “yes, my name is Leon. Leon Kennedy. I’m sorry, this isn’t quite how I wanted things to go.”
You finally pull your arm away, “I’d like it if you left. I’m really confused and you’re acting strange.”
He looks at you so sadly it makes your chest hurt, “Can I show you something? I’ll leave you alone after that if that's what you’d like.”
Pursing your lips, you squint at him until you finally nod, “Alright.”
His shoulders sag and he walks back over to the door. Holding it open, he waits until you cross the threshold before stepping back in front of you. You make the short walk to the painting down the hall from your door when Leon pauses. 
You look at the painting then to his serious face with raised brows.
“You’re showing me this again?” Confusion colors your tone, “am I missing something?”
“Have you read the name underneath?”
Shaking your head no, you step forward to read the small gold plate underneath. 
“Claire Kennedy née Redfield,” you murmur to yourself. 
Claire? That mysterious woman mentioned her name earlier. The one Leon said she stole away. The correlation is there but you feel like you’re missing a huge part of the puzzle to actually end up at the correct explanation. 
You turn to Leon, “So is this the Claire you were talking about?”
He nods, eyes heavy and sad as he flits his gaze between you and the painting, “Yes. It was a political marriage. We were friends before everything happened.”
“Ookay,” you frown again, “so she ran off with her girlfriend?”
He flinches at that, “My other wife.”
You feel floored, “Wait, what?!”
Rubbing your forehead, you’re getting a pain behind your left eye from trying to parse it all together. 
“So, your new wife ran off with your then current wife? Am I getting that right? How long ago was this, Leon?”
He gestures a little wildly at the plaque, “You didn’t see the year?”
Squinting, you lean forward and can make out circa 1849. 
“Fuck off,” you blurt out, leaning back and taking a half step away, “what kinda joke is this?”
“I wait my whole life to bite the right one,” he mutters to himself, hand raking through his parted hair, “that’s not to say I didn’t mess up a couple of times before.”
You take another step back, away from Leon, “What do you mean?”
His eyes snap over to you and you freeze in place. Everything about him seems to be amplified to ten now, he’s exuding an energy that makes the hair on your arms stand up. 
“You’re the one,” he steps up until he’s in your personal space, “Ada and Claire were accidents. I didn’t realize that there’s only one compatible partner for me.”  
“Compatible partner?” voice pitching high, “you sound crazy right now.”
His brows lower, “You feel it too, little miss. It’s why you passed out earlier. Blood calls to blood.”
You’re hit with a wall of need so crippling your legs give out making you come down hard on your knees. 
“I’ve been shielding you,” he murmurs, kneeling in front of you, hands reaching out to brush across your jaw and neck, “it’s a lot to take in, I know.”
Gasping in deep breaths, you’re overwhelmed with the scent of cedar and cloves from earlier. You don’t know how you forgot that smell but now it’s all you can concentrate on; your head goes fuzzy as arousal sweeps through your body. 
“What is this?” you slur, eyes hazy as you slump forward into Leon’s shoulder, “what did you do t’me?”
“Nothing,” he soothes, petting down your back, “it’s just the effect of the compatibility. I can’t explain it; I just instinctively know it’s right.”
Reaching out, your hands weakly clasp at his shirt, “I don’t understand.”
“It’s okay,” he coos, “let me take you to my room.”
Not able to argue against him, he easily lifts you into a bridal carry. He uses one hand to block your eyes and you feel cold wind before he removes his palm and you see you’re in a room three times the size of your own. Leon eases you down onto an absurdly luxurious bed, sheer drapes lost to the shadows of the ceiling. 
Once he steps away, leaving a sizable gap between you both, the dizziness subsides and your thoughts aren’t as fleeting. 
“What the fuck?” you whisper, hands shakily brushing wisps of your hair back from your face, “what the ever loving fuck? Am I losing my mind?”
Your eyes quickly dart around, taking in the opulate furnishings and huge windows overlooking the cliff side, showcasing you now must be on the upper level of the castle. Your gaze lands on a time worn painting off to the side of Leon and his first wife, the dark haired beauty he called Ada. Next to it is another portrait of his second wife, Claire, yet another beautiful woman with red hair. 
Leon’s hands ball into fists at his sides as he takes in a deep breath, “It’s not as bad as it seems.”
“Leon, what’s going on?” Your voice breaks, mind struggling to keep up with what’s happening to you. 
“My first wife,” he points to the older portrait, “we were human at the time.”
“At the time?” You squeak out.
He hums, eyes flashing in the low light, “Yes. Then the change occurred to me after getting lost on a hunting trip. When I returned, I offered it to her but she refused,” he tilts his head up and shields his eyes with a hand, “and I made her like me anyways. She was my wife. Our vows were to be together in sickness and in health. She didn’t see it that way.”
You watch as he shakes his head and pinches the bridge of his nose, stepping to the portrait with his fingers outstretched but never outright touching the canvas. 
“She said it was til death do us part but I thought she was my one,” he sighs sorrowfully, “so I changed her and she loathed me. She eventually left one night never to come back. I didn’t chase after her, resigned to her resentment. I didn’t hear from her for hundreds of years. Then Claire came along.”
Your eyes jump from Ada to the smiling redhead in the other portrait. 
“Her brother needed her to marry someone with an upstanding background; someone with title and lands to trade,” he smiles bitterly at you, “I posed as my own great great nephew and set up the marriage. We became friends through our letters and when we wed it was wonderful. I kept what I was from her for as long as possible.”
He steps over to you and you flinch making his eyes droop in pain. 
“She figured it out quickly, such a smart woman,” he smiles crookedly, “I loved her dearly, but she wasn’t enough either. I changed her thinking that this is it, but it wasn’t. She wasn’t the one either. Ada came soon after and easily whisked her away from me.”
He sighs forlornly. Your lips part but you change your mind and refrain from saying anything. 
“Claire’s brother even convinced Ada to change him so he could defend her honor against me,” he blows out a short breath, “letting you know in case he shows up to be the gallant hero.”
“Leon,” you murmur, at a complete loss for words. 
“We all understand each other now and they’re happy where they are,” he laughs derisively at himself, “and I’ve lived alone here, running this place through a shell company hoping against hope for just one more chance.”
“This is insane,” you finally say to him, “you’re telling me you’re a vampire and I’m beholden to you? And on top of that you practically have a coven. This is impossible.”
“But you feel the pull, too,” his voice dips into that low smoky tenor, “you’re the one. You are to be my new bride.”
Your laugh startles you both, but you can’t stop the manic giggles once they start. Once the mania seems to pass and with it your hysterical laughter, you finally get yourself under control and clear your throat. 
“Prove it,” you tell him seriously, heart beating so fast your sure he can hear it, “let me see this vampire side of yours and if I believe you, if you convince me, then I’ll be your bride.”
His smile lights up his whole face making your breath catch.
“That’s easily done.”
He stands directly in front of you and that strange energy fills the room; you watch in complete astonishment as he looks like he dissolves until there’s only mist floating in the air. It drifts languidly past you and you feel the bed dip with body weight. 
His hot breath caresses your ear, “Is that enough, little bride?”
A full body shudder hits you as he kisses across your neck, the sharp prick of fangs dragging across your skin. 
“Let me bite you,” he whispers sweetly, “let me show you how deep our bond truly is.”
Feeling completely off centered, you breathe out one word without thinking, going with only what feels right.
“Yes.”
His teeth sink into the side of your neck and you cum, slick filling your panties until you’re sure it’s dripping down your thighs. It feels like a typhoon of emotions rains down through your body, pleasure so strong your eyes sting; then, it’s swept through to be quickly replaced by a feeling of home so deeply connected to the man behind you you could openly weep. It’s like a puzzle piece slotting into place somewhere in your chest. 
Moaning, your hands scratch at the bedding and he hums against your skin. Pulling away with a low groan, he runs his tongue over the puncture marks. 
“So good,” he mouths against your jaw, “let me mark you again.”
Whimpering, you lean back against him as he sinks his teeth into a new spot, softly sucking blood from the wound. His hands slip around your waist to pull you into the V of his thighs. You choke out a whine as your cunt throbs, on the verge of another orgasm and he hasn’t even touched you intimately aside from his teeth in your neck. 
“Leon,” you keen, one hand reaching over your head to tangle in his soft, snowy hair.
Chillbumps race down your body when he finally pulls away to place a soft kiss on the bite. He sucks at the tender skin making you mewl longingly until he pulls away with a sigh. 
“Let me taste that sweet little pussy,” he purrs in your ear, “I have been dreaming of biting your thighs and kissing your cunt til you can’t take anymore.”
Tugging his hair harder, you whimper and nod your head, “Please, Leon.”
The scent of cedar comes across stronger as he kisses your neck one last time before shifting you both until you’re laying back on his bed. He strokes his hands all down your body, eyes drinking in your expressions.
“You’ve been driving me crazy this entire time,” he slowly undresses you, scraping his sharp incisors against the skin he reveals, “smell so good, so sweet. Makes my mouth water.”
You whimper while watching as he unbuttons your jeans and works them and your panties off of your legs. He groans to see the slick mess between your thighs, cunt glistening with your arousal. 
“Look at you,” he breathes out, blown out pupils flicking up to your own dazed eyes. 
Wasting no time, he lays down between your spread legs and kisses the top of your pussy, ignoring where you most want his mouth. He drags his lips down and then buries his face in your cunt, spreading your lips apart with his tongue as he licks all over your pussy. Grunting, he shoves his tongue into your hole to spear you open on the thick muscle. 
“Leon,” you whisper down to him, feeling so turned on you can’t think straight. 
He groans and pulls back, “Don’t worry, I’ll take care of you.”
With a sigh, you relax against the sheets only to jolt as your pussy throbs when he bites you at the crease where your cunt meets your thigh. 
Crying out softly, your head thrashes against his bed as he repeats it on the other side. 
“I know, but bear with me,” he murmurs, blood coating his mouth as he lovingly kisses the puncture wounds, “doing so well.”
You splay back out against his sheets as he buries his face between your thighs again. He keeps your legs spread as he slowly kisses and sucks at your cunt, like he’s never tasted anything better in his life. Everything’s sensitive and on the verge of too much, but you wouldn’t dream of asking him to stop. That slow syrupy pleasure that’s made your thoughts honey thick is more than welcome. 
He laps along the seam of your pussy lips until he glides the tip of his tongue up to the hood of your clit. Leon circles the pudgy bud all slow and soft, tongue dipping down to flutter inside your soaked hole. Groaning at the slick flooding his mouth, he laps at your cunt with long broad strokes of his tongue. He pulls back to suck on your pussy lips before kissing across to your thigh and sinking those sharp fangs into your supple skin. 
Your back arches, a low whine spilling from your kiss bitten lips. He kisses and sucks the bitemark until it's ugly and irritated, then drags his lips back to your cunt, kissing your mound softly.  He makes out with your pussy with hot and bloody open mouthed kisses, spit drenching your swollen clit as you moan loudly. 
Your orgasm builds higher and higher until it’s a tight band ready to snap in your lower belly. Leon senses you getting closer from your body spasming and your voice gaining in volume as he greedily eats your cunt, hungry eyes watching you from between your legs. 
With a low keening groan rumbling from deep in his chest, he sinks his fangs into your fat pussy lips as he fucks his tongue into your clenching hole. That pinprick of pain flooded by intense pleasure is enough to push you completely over the edge. Wailing, your spine bows as your climax floods through your body, cunt pulsing and gushing slick as your toes curl in the sheets. 
Almost growling into your pussy, Leon flutters his tongue into your hole, lapping up all the slick dripping from your cunt, tongue loudly squelching in and out of your clenching walls. 
He finally pulls away with a low moan of pleasure, lower jaw coated with slick and blood. 
“So good for me, little bride,” he slinks up your body, joints moving unnaturally but you're hardly able to think past the pleasure buzzing in your brain, “going to make you mine, keep you forever.”
 Humming, you tangle your fingers in his hair and pull him down into the messiest kiss of the night. He almost snarls into your kisses as he gets rougher, tongue and teeth dominating your mouth, a bruising pressure on your lips. 
“Promise me you’ll stay,” he demands, eyes flashing at you as he presses you down harder into the mattress, “stay with me, be mine.”
You softly brush back his hair, voice soothing as you reply, “I promise, Leon. I’m all yours. I’ll be your new bride.”
He nuzzles his face into your neck before sinking those deliciously sharp teeth into you again. Weakly moaning, your eyes roll back as your clit throbs in time with your heartbeat. You feel him shudder when he pulls away to kiss the sluggishly bleeding marks.
“My bride,” he sighs, dragging his pouty lips across your jaw, nose tracing your skin, “you promise to give me all that you are.. all that you will be.”
“Promise,” you gasp out as his hand sneaks down to tease across your clit, cunt soaking the sheets further with fresh slick, “promise, Leon.”
He kisses you then, the hot copper tang of blood flavoring his sweet sentiment. You’re swept under another tide of arousal from his messy lips and tongue while his fingers play with your pudgy clit. 
He shifts until he’s next to you, blood smeared mouth parted as his eyes trail down your body. Gripping your hip, he helps turn your body to face him, leaving you both lying on your sides. Your hands reach out to trail down his chest just now noticing that he’s still dressed.
“No fair,” you tease, tugging on the silky  material.
He laughs softly, bringing your hand up to kiss your inner wrist before scraping his fangs across the sensitive skin making you shiver. Letting go of your hand, he quickly undresses, dropping his clothes off the side of the bed in a heap. You bite your lip, taking in the long lean lines of his body, eyes widening to see his thick cock filled out and resting against his thigh. 
“Leon,” you breathe out, wide eyes tracking back up to his pale blue ones. 
This time your hands lightly scratch along his pecs to his twitching abdominal muscles, nails barely scratch the soft thatch of hair above his hard cock. 
“You can touch me, liebling,” his lips quirk up into a half smile, “I only bite a little.”
A giggle slips out and your hand grasps the base of his dick and squeezes earning a low groan from the handsome man next to you. 
“Stroke me, tease me, do whatever you wish,” he murmurs, hands coming up to cup your breasts, “I’ll enjoy it all.”
You whimper as his long fingers dig into the soft flesh of your breasts, thumbs rubbing circles across your stiff nipples.
While one of your hands teases the head of his dick, you slide the other one to cup his balls making his cock kick, blurting precum onto your fingers.
“It’s so sticky,” you murmur unthinkingly, smearing the precum around his tip making it slippery for your fingers to rub across. 
He groans loudly, bucking his hips and sliding his cock through your fingers in a clumsy effort to fuck your loose fist. 
“And these are so sensitive,” his low tone razes goosebumps as he tweaks and pinches your nipples until you’re rubbing your thighs together. 
“Leon,” you moan, arching your back to press your breasts more firmly into his hands. 
“I haven’t had a chance to taste these,” he purrs, ducking his head to nip your chest.
“Please,” you tighten your hand around his cock and pump your fist, “bite me.”
He presses closer against you, hands pushing your breasts up as he dips his head down. Kissing the stiff peak, he licks around the puckered skin close to your nipple. 
“Smell so good,” he mumbles, kissing your nipple softly before sucking it into his mouth. 
He rolls his tongue around the hard bud before pulling away with a soft pop. He drags his lips down to suck on the skin underneath your breast before opening his mouth and biting deep into the tender flesh. 
“Oh god,” you cry out, body writhing so much Leon has to use one hand to grip your ribcage tightly to keep you still. 
You're too out of it to jerk him off, hands instead moving to grab onto his hips. He pulls away with a gasp only to sink his bloody teeth into the soft fat of your other breast. Your cunt is a drippy mess by the time he pulls away the second time, tongue sucking the blood off his fangs as his eyes seem to shine with unnatural light. 
“The finest of wines,” he smiles at you, licking his lips slowly. 
Your cunt throbs and aches, walls fluttering around nothing—feeling empty and needy. 
“Leon,” you grab his hand and guide it to your soaked cunt, “please, I want you.”
“Oh my beautiful bride, so wet and ready for me,” he hisses, easily sinking two fingers knuckle deep into your clenching pussy.
Your hands move from his hips to dig into his shoulders making him grind his fingers deeper into your aching cunt. He pulls them halfway out before thrusting them back in, the flat of his palm smacking against your swollen clit. 
Nails digging deeper into his skin, you rock your hips in time with his hand, whining and moaning as he fingerfucks your pussy rough and deep. 
“Such a sweet little wife I have,” he kisses your ear as your eyes struggle to stay open, cunt clamping down on his fingers from the endearment. 
He drags his cock against your thigh, smearing precum against your skin to mix with the slick dripping from your pussy. 
“I want to be inside you,” he whispers hotly against your lips, “I want to be buried deep in my bride’s pussy as I drink from her pleasured body.”
“Yes, yes, yes,” you chant, throat dry from all your gasping and panting, “I need you inside me, Leon. Please.”
He pulls his fingers out slowly making you  whimper once your cunt’s empty again. Leon shushes you gently, gripping his cock in one hand while his other grabs your thigh and wraps it over his waist. Rubbing the fat head of dick up and down your slit, he teases his cock across your hole before using the tip to part your pussy lips and rub across your sensitive clit.
You rock your hips forward and he kisses your neck, tongue lapping at the marks he left. Moving his cock back down, he slowly presses his dick into your leaking hole. 
“So tight,” he murmurs, praise lacing his tone and making you hump down onto his cock.
He lets you work your wet cunt on his dick until he’s buried fully inside your pulsing heat. 
“Needed this,” he groans, rutting his cock slowly in and out of your pussy, “needed to be inside of you, a part of you.”
Pleasure washes over you like the tide meeting the shore. Leon’s cock grinds against the spongy spot at the front of your cunt making you ooze slick until it’s dripping down his balls, leaving a creamy ring around the base of his dick. 
With a small shift, he rolls you completely over onto your back, body weight pressing you down into the mattress as he fucks in deeper inside your fluttering pussy. His pelvis grinds down onto your pudgy clit sending little bolts of desire throughout your whole body. 
“Leon, so good,” you whimper, fingers grasping at his biceps, hips rolling forward to keep his dick inside you, leaking tip pressed against your cervix. 
“Taking me so well, a perfect fit,” he kisses you gently, sucking your tongue into his mouth, teeth nicking the muscle causing blood to flavor your kisses. 
Moaning hungrily, Leon gets rougher, mouth pressing against yours so tightly your teeth ache. A high keening cry slips out between the bruising press of Leon’s lips against yours. Pulling away, he growls and drags his mouth to your neck, lathing his tongue against the multitude of wounds he left earlier. 
“So tight around me, are you getting close, little love?” He chuckles and teases your neck with his teeth making you keen and squirm against him. 
“Yes, please, ‘m close,” you moan, legs coming up to wrap tightly around his waist, “w’nna cum, wanna feel you inside me.”
Leon hums and swivels his hips, rutting his cock into your cunt without pulling out until you’re clawing at his back with short choked off whines. He grinds against your clit until your eyes roll back into your head. 
His teeth sink into your neck one last time, pushing you over the edge for the second time as your orgasm crashes through your body. Crying out, your arms and legs lock around Leon’s body, head thrown back as your cunt clenches around his dick. 
“So lovely,” he pulls back, licking the blood away from your neck, “my perfect bride.” 
He rabbits his hips into your squelching cunt until finally stilling, cock buried balls deep inside your spasming pussy as you milk his throbbing dick. Your pussy walls flutter and clamp down around him as he spills hot and sticky inside your slick heat. 
“Beautiful,” he kisses your earlobe with a sigh, cock kicking inside your pussy as he finishes painting your walls white. 
Endorphins make you dizzy and bubbly, smiling up at Leon’s blood stained face as he gazes lovingly down at you. 
“My husband,” you murmur, lovesick and sweet, hands coming up to caress his face and he kisses each of your palms. 
“All yours,” he promises seriously, “there is a reason why all things are as they are.”
You laugh and smooth a thumb under his eye, “You’re so cute.”
He snorts a laugh, delighting you immensely, and settles down into the messy sheets before pulling you into his chest. 
With a soft kiss placed atop his heart, you snuggle into his body until he wraps his arms around you. The soft rise and fall of his chest lulls you to sleep. 
Talking to Lara the next day is surprisingly easy. You have the feeling Leon used some weird vampire energy on her since she seemed unusually chill about it. Promising you that she’ll keep in touch once she heads back home, you spend the few short hours she has left together before she leaves early for the airport. 
It’s sad to see her go, but with Leon’s steady presence next to you filling your senses with that wonderful smell of cloves and cedar, you have zero regret in staying. 
152 notes · View notes
mermaidinthecity · 2 years ago
Text
Don't tell me no. Just tell me yes. I see your red heart beating out your chest. Let's walk on fire. I'll take you high. I'll make your head feel better than the best. Yellow, paint it gold. I wanna rock you, til you roll. Hello, do what you're told. I wanna rock you, til you roll. Shut your mouth, and close your eyes. Put your fingers to the sky. Just sit back and turn it up. Take it, til ya had too much. Feel the rush, getting close. Let me be your overdose. Let me be your overdose. Let me be your overdose. Let me be your overdose.
OverdoZZe by ZZ Ward
2 notes · View notes
twst-drabbles · 1 year ago
Text
Leona, Rook and Vil 1
Summary: Rook’s cooing over your childhood photos attracted the attention of Leona and Vil. And then they find the photos that contain Crowley.
(Added a guestbook/comment section function to my neocities. If you want to leave a comment, go on ahead! Also sorry for the slowdown, had to put my old cat down the other day because of cancer in her leg. 19 years man. She had a good run.)
Tumblr media
By this point, Rook isn’t even saying any words. He’s just cooing and awing over the pictures of your younger years, when baby fat was aplenty and coordination was just not your thing.
You tried to turn the page on your photo album just so you can finally put it away but Rook pinched the page and refused to let you leaf through it.
“Just a few more minutes, please,” Rook leaned in closer to your photos, adoring smile nearly splitting his face, “let me admire your tiny self just a little longer.”
“Fine, fine,” you sighed out, not really getting the appeal but oh well.
“You might want to keep a close eye on him,” Leona appeared in a small gale of sand, leaning on the couch arm closest to you, “he’ll try and make a copy of your photos. Might even show them off to everyone he meets while he’s at it.”
Leona didn’t flinch but his body did pulse with sand for a moment when Rook shot his gaze towards him. He simply thinned his eyes to a glare, tiny golden grains floating in the air behind Rook, ready and waiting to coat his shirt.
“Now now, I wouldn’t do something so intrusive,” Rook shook his head, as though the notion was laughable, “though, if you’re willing to lend such an offer, well, I wouldn’t mind in the least!”
“Nope,” you shot him down.
“Oh that hurts, that you don’t trust me so,” Rook hung his head, but you can tell he wasn’t hurt in the least.
“Rook, is that you harassing our dear Caretaker?” Vil practically descended on the back of your sofa, crossing one leg over the other as he sat between you both, smile almost poisonous in its amusement. “That won’t do. Look at this, you even got this lazy mound of sand to move all the way here.”
“Finally away from your perch, huh?” of course, Leona takes the jab with stride, “And here I thought you got your pigeon feet stuck on the branches. Seems I won’t have to cut them off after all.”
“Stop,” you said, turning the page just to get there focus on the album and not on each other, “I’m not in the mood for banter.”
“Apologies,” Vil dipped his head, the feathers on his neck calming down just a bit.
Leona grumbled out a ‘sorry’ of his own, but it was enough.
“Oh?” Rook tilted his head, tapping a finger against a familiar masked face, “Is that Crowley carrying you on his shoulders?”
You leaned in, then nodded. “Yeah. I made my first kite in that one. He got it stuck in a tree and had him help me get it down.”
“Seems more that you forced him,” Leona leaned a little into your shoulder.
“And look at him, unable to handle your weight,” Vil tapped a claw on the veins straining in Crowley’s neck and the sweat that made him shine, “was he always this out of shape?”
“Pretty sure he’s been out of shape for most of his life,” you sighed out, “however long that is.”
“Oh look at this photo,” Rook gestured to the corner of the page, “he’s carrying you in a backpack this time.”
“Yeah, Crowley actually got me new shoes but it was raining that day,” you pointed out the mud just coating his legs, “he didn’t want them getting dirty.”
“Did he really forget that he can just use magic to keep you elevated?” Vil raised an eyebrow.
“Yup.” You replied.
Leona gave a sigh of amusement “What did you expect out of that birdbrain? Sure, he has his feats but his idiocy is the only thing that rivals him.”
“He’s been with you for quite a long time, hasn’t he?” Rook had a far-off look to his face, as though wading through old memories.
“Yeah he has,” honestly he’s been there since you were in diapers but you don’t have photos of those. Took a few years of convincing for Crowley to finally say yes to being photographed.
“And will probably be there for many more years, knowing him,” Vil turned the page this time, “I’m shocked he hasn’t gotten you into an accident.”
“I’m more surprised you even survived to this day,” Leona tapped at your arm out of boredom, “He can barely take care of himself, let alone a waddling kid with no magic to them.”
“Right?” And you very much agree with him, “And he used to babysit me a lot. Felt more like I was watching over him than him to me.”
A bit of an exaggeration to be fair, but still. Before the photos, before Crowley was this… goofy force of nature, there was a time when Crowley was just like those crows in those old fairytales you were read: silent, lurking and ever watching events unfold.
A creepy man that didn’t interact with anyone. And yet, your family was the fools that decided the house next to his was the perfect one. Well, they weren’t wrong but the atmosphere wasn’t exactly one would call kid friendly.
Well, either way, that’s all in the past and your little kid self somehow wormed their way into his heart. You could chalk it up to loneliness making you stubborn in being friends with him, but either way, that was then and this is now.
So, in a way, yeah you did look after him. What a funny man he is. Maybe you should get Crowley something later. A new hat maybe?
191 notes · View notes
justash02 · 2 years ago
Text
Womanizer~ 01
Tumblr media
Plot; Everyone who knew who Tom Kaulitz was knew that he was girl crazy, he's very well known for having girls around him all the time.
Pairing; Tom Haulitz x Fem!Reader
Previous chapter -> Next chapter
Master list
Taglist<3
A/n; if you ever have a request you can always DM me!🖤
*^*^*
"Wow that was amazing Tom." The girl flirty said next to the boy, he didn't even know who this girl was, but as long as she could please him it's enough for him.
Tom likes to think he doesn't care about love, if he could stick his dick in a girl real quick he was happy. He didn't care about dates, cuddles, or anything really.
It was just more convenient this way, he didn't have any responsibility that comes with relationships but still got the in his opinion the best thing out of it.
He stays quiet as he starts to get dressed again, "You're not gonna clean me up?" She asked confused and slightly hurt at his way of being.
"I have practice babe." He spoke, he looked over to the blond girl and smirked. "Gotta go now." She just nodded, looking down at her thighs that were covered in the fluids of sex.
*^*^*
Y/n's POV.
"Must be love on the brain~ that's got me feeling this way. It beats me black and blue but it fucks me so good and I can't get enough~ must be love on the, brain~"
The studio went silent for a second before clapping filled the other room, my eyes shot over to my band and manager.
"That might have been our best take yet! You did great Y/n/n!" Clair said running over to me. She quickly threw her arms around my neck hugging me.
I laughed hugging the girl back, "Couldn't be done without your beautiful song writing Clair." I said rubbing her back. The blue haired girl slightly pulled away but kept her arm around my shoulder keeping me in a side hug.
A hand appeared above me petting my head, "Great job." Adam said, his black curls hung in front of his eyes as he gave me a side smile. I nodded feeling my cheeks heat up.
"Where's Ben?" I asked looking at Clair, "He went to grab some food, we're ordering Y/F/F." I smiled big before nodding. "This albums gonna be amazing!"
*^*^*
And Clair was right, our album ANTI went viral all over Germany and across the world.
Suddenly our 50 fans became thousands, it was scary at first. We got hate at first, but that soon was overshadowed by the amount of love and support we got from fans.
Everywhere where we went people seemed to know who "XO"  it was, strange, At first, being famous I mean.
We couldn't go out and eat without being asked for pics, we couldn't shop anymore without being recorded by paparazzi.
It was exhausting but also amazing! We got to see the world differently.
*^*^*
"Please welcome, XO!" The interviewer announced. Clair put her hand on my back, her black painted nails gently scratching my back to calm me down. I took a deep breath before we started walking to the couch as a group.
We all sat down, I sat next to Ben and Adam. "It's so nice to have you guys here." She began. "It's very nice to be here thank you." Adam said.
Ria, the interviewer, smiled at Adam before grabbing the cards that were next to her on the small wooden table, I looked over at Clair, her short hair suited her so good and you could really tell she was getting more confident.
Ben on the other hand was kinda of trembling under the pressure, he has told us before that if he didn't have us that he would've quit already. His dirty blond hair was long and shined in the lights from the stage we were sitting on.
Adam was the best group leader you could have, I'm glad we all decided that he should pull us through it. Without him we wouldn't have been here now. He's confident as well but in a good way, he knows what to say to us to get us to give it our fullest and I'm so incredibly grateful for that.
"So," Ria's voice ran through the mic, "Many fans want to know about you guys band name, why XO?" She asked looking at us.
Adam looked over at Clair giving her the word, "X stands for the men in the group and O for the women, it shows that being different and having different looks on things shouldn't be a bad thing." She said smiling, her dimples coming through so firmly.
Ria smiled and nodded, she flipped over to the next card and read over it quickly, "Y/n, we understand that you're the voice of XO, is there someone who you look up to that has inspired you to sing?" She asked.
I sat up a bit and nodded, a smile forming on my face, "I think that should be Tokio Hotel's Bill Kaulitz." I said, "He's my latest inspiration."
"So there's maybe room for a collab?" She said smirking.
"Well, I definitely hope so."
511 notes · View notes
lo1k-diamonds · 17 days ago
Text
Unique 💜 Part 2 - Chapter 5
Tumblr media
“Nothing’s better than you.”
PAIRING: idol!Namjoon x OFC
SUMMARY: It's a year later when Angie decides to visit Hyejin, both women looking to get away from their problems. But a certain group is just pausing their tour, and old feelings are rekindled when their paths cross.
WORD COUNT:  6.7 k
GENRE: old lovers to ?
RATING: R (explicit)
WARNINGS: making out and dry humping in a moving car without a seatbelt on, Namjoon is whipped honestly, explicit smut, protected sex, handjob, body worship, nipple play
A.N. I'm uploading Part 2 every day as I edit it 💜 Angie hasn't heard from Namjoon, but that doesn't mean he forgot about her... (thank you for the new look, @eerieedits)
Masterlist | Masterpost | AO3 | Wattpad | < Previous Part | Next Part >
Tumblr media
Hyejin woke up with a light sigh, facing the sun shining through the curtains with a smile. Her head only hurt a little, making her grin; if she was like that after all the drinks the night before, how would Angie be?
She reached to feel the bed beside her, but it was empty, and she sat up immediately. She was confused for a second and looked around: that was her bedroom in her apartment. Not only was Angie not there despite Hyejin remembering both falling asleep there, but the double bed was also void of its other owner: her husband.
She groaned and ran a hand through her hair, then decided to get out of bed and search for her best friend. She staggered when she saw her snoozing on the light blue couch in her living room; what the hell?
Hyejin sighed and tried waking up completely while verifying that nothing was out of place: no extra pair of shoes in the entryway, no jackets changed on the rack, no dirty cups or dishes on the kitchen counter, and nothing a millimeter away from its spot in the bathroom.
She heaved a big sigh and sat on the couch near Angie, who was finally waking up. “Why are you sleeping here?”
Angie yawned. “I thought Nomin could have come home, so I came here to sleep.”
“You shouldn’t have bothered,” Hyejin said dryly before searching for her phone. She checked it for a moment. “Ahh, see? A message from him at 1:53, and it says: I’m working hard, don’t wait up for me. Talk tomorrow.”
Angie bit her lip briefly, puffy, glistening eyes following her friend as Hyejin slouched beside her. “Does he know I’m here, maybe?”
“I didn’t tell him,” Hyejin answered, going over something on her phone. “Just to spite him. But I can’t if he doesn’t bother coming home for the third night in a row, right? At this point, I might just change the lock.”
“Hyejin!”
“I’m joking. The apartment is mine anyway.” She moved Angie’s legs over her lap and then showed her the phone. “Here, what do you think? Let’s order a nice breakfast and watch something.”
Angie agreed, though she was worried. She knew Hyejin was trying to make light of the situation and enjoy their time together, but of course, it wouldn’t all get magically better unless Hyejin and her husband talked. 
They got ready in turns, and by the time their breakfast order arrived, Hyejin was already displaying everything on the coffee table so they could stay on the couch watching Masterchef while digging in.
She knew Angie loved the show; they had watched it together many times while in college, but Hyejin’s mind was elsewhere. Her fingers fumbled with her wedding ring, and she wondered why he was really running away. She was shocked and disappointed and so tired, but he wasn’t. He didn’t even recognize the issue, so could it be that he was just simply doing his work? Staying true to his belief that the album was the priority and letting the ship that was their marriage sink deeper than the broken chunks of the Titanic?
She was irritated just thinking about it; why was he never there?
You sent me a message, and I was here instantly. What does that tell you?
She closed her eyes and gripped the coffee mug, the familiar scent putting her right there — when she cleaned the coffee she had poured on him and shook from both his words and worry.
Yoongi was there. He would be there if she asked, if she called. But she couldn’t understand him. Did he want to kiss her? But he never looked at her that way, because if he did, then that meant he had been suffering too. But he was Min Yoongi, he was always busy and at his absolute best. She didn’t know if he was dating; she hadn’t heard anything about it, but surely he had no issues—
No, she reprimanded herself. That was none of her business. She shouldn’t be curious, and she shouldn’t be looking at him like that. She was married, and she had made a decision. She was unhappy, but that was no reason to look at Yoongi like a lifeboat; it would be unfair.
Her mind stayed on a tangent, entertaining the idea of Yoongi having feelings all along and assuming she had misinterpreted it all this time. How different their lives would have been then. The fantasies made a mess out of her heart until Angie got up to go to the bathroom, and Hyejin huffed — Namjoon. He was being an idiot. If he had feelings and was pushing Angie away like Yoongi once had, or taking her for granted like Nomin, then suddenly it felt up to her to snap him out of it.
She grabbed her phone and called him. “What are you doing?”
“What?” he rasped, sounding way too quiet.
“I asked, what are you doing right now?”
“Oh, I just woke up…Is something up?”
“Don't be stupid, Namjoon.”
Hyejin sighed, but he was incredibly confused. “Okay? Why am I being stupid?”
“If you want to see her and be with her, don’t wait for tomorrow. Don’t expect her to be there. Don’t push her away and then reminisce about it.” She rubbed her forehead. “If you want to be with her, then just do it.”
She heard his deep breath over the phone. “You’re talking about— right. Do you know where she is?”
“She’s at my place with me.” She heard the door opening in the distance.
“Okay, that’s good. I’ll give you guys time. I have a couple of meetings scheduled in—”
“I’ll only say this once,” Hyejin interrupted, seeing Angie sitting down again. Her expression was inquisitive, but as it was in Korean, she wouldn’t understand anyway. “She’s here for four more days. You’re a fucking millionaire. You do the math.” She ended the call and pressed play on the Masterchef episode. “Oh, it was nothing,” she answered before Angie could ask.
They finished the episode, and Hyejin checked her phone again when she noticed Angie didn’t bother looking at hers.
“Avoiding someone, are we?”
“Me?” Angie was confused.
“Don’t tell me you didn’t exchange numbers again,” Hyejin started, instantly widening her eyes when Angie shook her head. “Oh my— Are you kidding me?!”
She looked down at her lap. “We said we wouldn’t a year ago, and now it just… it’s the same, so.”
“For smart people, you really like to make a challenge out of everything.”
Angie raised an eyebrow; Hyejin was one to talk.
“Should I give him your number?”
“No, don’t.” Angie let her back slide down against the couch’s back. “Why are you asking, though? Did he say something?”
“No.” Hyejin instantly saw her sadness despite the lip purse trying to hide it. “But that doesn’t mean anything.”
Angie sighed and sat back up. “It does. You’re the only way for him to reach me, and he hasn’t bothered for two days now.”
���Because he is probably still sleeping or something—”
“Yeah, he’s busy.” Angie took the remote to unpause the automatic play of the next episode, “Another one?”
“That doesn’t mean he doesn’t want to see you.”
Angie hummed and said nothing else. The episode was playing, and she was focused. 
Hyejin twisted her nose for a moment. “Do you want to see him?” Angie ignored her question, and Hyejin kicked her lightly. “Come on, tell me.”
“Yes and no. I don’t want to see him if it’s just for a quick—” She interrupted herself and huffed. “I would like it to be something special.”
Hyejin was relieved, though her lips were sealed. She didn’t know if Namjoon would listen to her, so it was best not to raise Angie’s expectations.
“I don’t want to think about it, let’s keep watching.”
Hyejin agreed readily, and for the next forty minutes, the only sound in the living room was the sound of the chefs on the screen. Until the doorbell rang right as another episode was about to start, and Angie frowned slightly. Another delivery? Hyejin’s husband wouldn’t ring the doorbell.
Hyejin went to get it, and Angie stayed on the couch. As she heard what happened, she instantly recognized the faintest hint of that voice and jumped to her feet while letting go of the cashews she was munching on.
“Namjoon.”
He walked into the living room with a shy smile, contrasting his broad shoulders. Suddenly, Angie felt small and graceless. They stayed silent, waiting for Hyejin to join them. Angie wanted to see him, but now that he was there, she couldn’t help the feeling that it was forced. She didn’t know what to say.
“You look good,” he ended up interrupting the silence with a hand ruffling his dark hair over his eyes. “You went to the spa, then?”
“You cut your hair,” she breathed, aware of it all of a sudden.
His smile widened. “Yeah, for the shoot I told you about.”
She blinked, focusing on that new haircut that beautifully framed his face. Then she nodded, right. He said he would be busy, and he was. Of course. He didn’t even have the time or mindset to think about that kind of thing, and there she was, sulking about it like an immature teenager.
“Right, did everything work out well?”
He gave her a mindless nod, and she noticed his expression had sobered up in the meantime. It had never been awkward before, not to her at least, but now she was uneasy. Her expectations had set her up in a trap like that.
Hyejin joined them. “Good to see someone still has two brain cells.” They both stayed quiet, but Hyejin wasn’t about to let them be silly like that. “Angie here needs a ride back, it’s so nice of you to offer, Namjoon.”
He scratched the back of his head, and Angie read his confusion all over despite his words, “Of course.”
“You called him?” Angie couldn’t believe it.
“You need a ride home,” she dismissed. “I’ve decided to call Nomin and see if he finally wants to come home.”
“What do you mean?” Namjoon asked with a raised eyebrow.
“He hasn’t slept here in three nights. I stayed with my parents for the first two, but tonight he just… did it again.”
“Maybe he’s giving you time to be with Angie?”
Hyejin grinned bitterly. “He doesn’t even know she spent the night here.”
He was visibly disturbed. “Should— I mean, should I talk to him?”
“No,” Hyejin instantly refused, despite both their looks. “We need to talk, and there’s nothing anyone else can do. You know it’s been bad.” She shrugged, but they both saw how it hurt her as she looked away.
“Yeah, but he is not sleeping at home…”
“He has done it before.” She shrugged again, yet bitterness was stiffening her features. “The difference is that I don’t want to overlook it anymore. I don’t want to wait anymore, or to understand, or to think that whatever it is, it is surely more important than me. And if he calls me narcissistic again, then I guess that is what I am, and this doesn’t make sense anymore.”
“Wow, he called you that?”
“In so many words.” She scoffed. Then she shooed them. “Now, just go and do something fun. I have to think about this and prepare for this conversation.”
“Maybe we should stay and—”
“No,” she interrupted Angie. “You’re here to rest and take your mind off things, not to help me with my marital issues.”
“You keep saying that, but I’m your friend and here to help you, regardless of the nature of your problems.”
Hyejin grinned despite Angie’s stern look. “I just love it when you get all bossy on me.”
Angie’s cheeks instantly gained color. “I’m not bossy—”
“I can totally see you in the classroom. No wonder the kids listen,” she teased, then glanced at Namjoon. “What do you think, Namjoon?”
His eyes widened as he looked between them. “Me?”
“Wouldn’t you listen if you were her student?”
“Hyejin!”
Namjoon blushed, trying to stutter a Yeah, sure, and Hyejin ran with it. “Can you imagine? She’d punish you if you’re not paying attention—”
“Hyejin!!” Angie almost jumped in front of her to shake her by the shoulders, but she was laughing and running away.
“What? You need to loosen up!”
She finally let herself get caught and grabbed a flushed Angie by the arms, then turned to Namjoon. “How’s your schedule today?”
He ran his fingers through his hair. “Free. I moved everything to next week so I could…” Angie was looking at him with big eyes, and he wondered if it was surprise or a slight expectation. “Rest this week.”
Hyejin gave him a proud smile before letting Angie go. “Then off you go.”
“Wait, I’m not—” Angie looked around. “I’m wearing your clothes—”
“Just take them and get them back to me later. I know you want to be together, but it’s not like you’ll go missing until you leave. You hear me, Namjoon? I want some time with her, too.”
He chuckled. “Absolutely, it’s her call.”
Angie felt like things were happening too fast, but Hyejin didn’t want to listen; she just dragged Angie behind Namjoon to the door and made sure she had everything.
“Have fun!”
The door closed behind them, and Angie looked down while passing her dirty-blonde hair over the strap of her handbag. Well, suddenly, everything felt rushed and awkward.
She huffed. “I’m so sorry she called you.”
He had a gentle smile as he waved at her to walk with him. “It’s not a problem.”
“Of course it is.” She looked at the ceiling so as not to heave a deep breath as they reached the elevators at the end of the hallway. “You’re not my driver, she can’t just call you. She should have called a taxi.”
He pressed the elevator button and looked at the floor, and he seemed amused with a light smile. “I can call you one if you’d like, but I’m more than happy to take you home.”
She looked at him with a line between her eyebrows; she seemed concerned, and he instantly corrected himself.
“I mean, to your home. To the hotel.”
The doors opened. “Are you okay?”
He walked inside ahead to hide his inner scolding before turning to her and pressing Zero with a smile plastered to his face. “Yeah!”
“You seem tired.”
He grinned as they went down. “Yeah, these last two days were chaotic.”
He scratched his nose and only then noticed she seemed a bit disappointed. “Are you doing it again?”
“What?”
“The mask thing.” He blinked, a bit put off, and she nodded. “I get it if you feel off because Hyejin just called you. You don’t have to babysit me.”
“I’m not.” He frowned, his hands sweating. Why was he suddenly so lost? “Angie, I’m—”
He didn’t think much of the elevator slowing down and stopping, but they weren’t on the ground floor like he thought. A couple walked in, and he instantly moved to the side, apart from Angie as if they weren’t together, and faced the ground.
Then he immediately cursed himself — why did he have to be like this? He said he was confident. But was he really?
He thought back to the night before. Things wrapped up late for the second day in a row, but he couldn’t get his mind off going back to her this time. And something in the back of his mind told him he shouldn’t, he was tired and would have yet another busy day the next day, he would just bother her with his ins and outs. But she was there, and he wanted to see her. He didn’t want to waste a minute, even if he had to just leave in a hurry the next morning again. More often than not, he had no time and no choice, so if there was a chance he could spend a moment longer with her, then he was set. He was letting himself be reckless. Do what he wanted to do. 
You know where I’ll be. 
So he was surprised when he knocked on her hotel room door, and no one answered. He called for her and felt his heart wither. She didn’t want to see him?
No, there was no noise. Where could she be? Downstairs at the bar? He stood there, fighting with himself over what he should do. Going to the bar was dangerous; other celebrities or journalists could easily spot him, and he wouldn’t hear the end of it. But what if she was there, having a drink?
He put on a facemask and went to the bar where the greeter came to the entrance to welcome him, but he was busy scouting the place, barely hearing him. He was looking for a blonde head, and it didn’t escape him that the bar looked elegant and calm, just like where he had imagined they would have a drink one day. She had said the bar there was nice.
“Sir?”
But she wasn’t there, so he bowed quickly and called his driver back. He didn’t mind waiting in the lobby, and while he listened to music, he half expected to see her walking in, and multiple scenarios played out in front of him. She would be alone, or with Hyejin, or with someone. For some reason, that made him uncomfortable, and although he knew she wouldn’t just bring someone to her room, that wasn’t it. No, what bothered him was that he didn’t want that to happen. He wanted to be the one.
The elevator came to a stop, and his mind cleared. It didn’t matter that they were in a residential building where high-profile people lived; he knew what he wanted. He raised his head to check how he could be by her side the fastest, but Angie was already leaving the elevator behind the couple.
He went after her, a rush blinding him to anything else. “Angie, wait.” She stopped, but her eyes were on the couple leaving ahead. “I’m sorry, I— It’s automatic, I don’t think about it anymore.”
“I understand.”
His hands were still sweating. “No, I— I’m not being forced.” She faced him, and he insisted, “I’m not babysitting you, this is not a favor to Hyejin.”
“She called you.”
“And I’m glad she did. I went to your hotel room last night,” he confessed. “But you didn’t answer, so I thought you… That you didn’t want to see me.”
“That’s crazy,” she said in disbelief.
He smirked, but it was shy. “Right? You weren’t at the bar either, so I just left.”
“I was here. After the spa, we came straight here and binged and drank.”
“That’s fun.”
She was still incredulous. “But if you were worried, you could have called Hyejin.”
“It was late, and I didn’t know if you were with her. I didn’t want to bother her. Or you. You don’t have to stay waiting for me on the off chance I show up.”
Her features instantly softened, and she was so touched that her eyes watered. Even when she was insecure and flimsy, trying to be as neutral as she could and failing miserably, she could always count on him to be just him. To be thoughtful and respectful, through and through.
“So when Hyejin woke me up this morning, I was happy. And if you have other things planned, I completely understand,” he was quick to assure her. “We didn’t talk about any of this, so—”
Her glistening eyes shook his heart, so he instantly met her lips halfway when she reached her hands to cup his cheeks. He didn’t want her to wait, and he didn’t want to wait either. He had thought about that kiss for so long, about that sweet orchid scent and those dainty curves. His hands followed familiar lines over her T-shirt, and he couldn’t help but smile.
She was blushing, looking at him, giddy and soft, as it was rare for her to be. His smile was contagious and such a beautiful image; her heart was trembling.
“I wanted to see you,” she confessed, letting his dark eyes rob her of inhibitions. “Hyejin didn’t hear from you, so I thought you had better things to do.”
He shook his head resolutely. “Nothing. Nothing’s better than you.”
His half-hooded eyes closed fully with her lips crashing to his, and he squeezed her closely. Their kiss was building like only it could, blazing between them as their tongues communicated in their ways, and he was set. He knew what they both wanted, and he didn’t want to waste a second longer.
So he parted their lips. “Come with me.” Her eyes glistened up at him, and he brushed her cheek. “Please, come with me.”
His hand lowered to reach hers, and she grabbed it, following him inside a car parked outside. He told the driver something, then waited until she had her seat belt on before reaching between their seats and pressing their lips together again. She kissed him back, as taken by the need and want to be together as he was, but not unaware of how uncomfortable he was, stretching his neck like that.
She tried supporting his head. “Wait.”
He didn’t seem to want to, keeping her arms away from him, wanting her to focus on their kiss. He ignored her whimpers for so long that she was forced to take matters into her own hands — she unfastened her seat belt and got on his lap.
Then, for the first time, he tried stopping their kiss. “It’s not safe.”
“Then hold me close.”
She guided his arms to wrap around her, and they did, faster and tighter than any seat belt would. He supported her back and head as their mouths longed, brushing and nibbling to get closer and closer with every breath. She was enveloped so entirely in his hold that there was nothing else. Their tongues met and drew tangents, and her mind was overrun. There was only the two of them together, that inebriating warmth, those two worlds colliding and revealing unbelievable universes, and so her hips bucked. She wasn’t trying to hide it, and she couldn’t stop it. He felt so good; she could feel his hardened length underneath her, offering a sweet resistance.
No words were needed; she knew it when his hold on her became stronger to press her to grind harder, and she moaned. It was a sweet, gentle sound that instantly had goosebumps down his spine, driving him to catch her breath between their mouths even harder. He wanted it; her, her moans, her breath, her scent, and every little—
“Ahem.”
They both knew to close the loop of that kiss before separating the few inches necessary to look at each other. Her lips were swollen, yet she still smiled mischievously at how he looked at her: dark eyes ready to consume her in any way possible. It had her feeling silly butterflies in her stomach, which she never thought possible, and yet he disproved her.
He wasn’t ready to let go of his hold on her. No, the way she sat on him was perfect; he wanted her exactly where she was. He had the suspicion that he could make her cum just by continuing, but he knew better. They weren’t alone. Still, kissing wasn’t a crime, and he was very tempted to—
The driver said something behind her that had her tilt her head ever so slightly.
“We’re here,” Namjoon translated in a whisper that fanned her face.
She looked at him, waiting for him to let go, but he didn’t. He waited patiently for the car to stop before letting her go back to her seat while he looked around for a facemask.
She exited the car a bit dizzy and lost, but instantly recognized her hotel. She looked back to wait for Namjoon, but he was already going past her to enter quickly, grabbing her hand on the way.
“Come on.”
They crossed the lobby in a hurry, and she paid no mind to anyone else. Her eyes were fixed on the back of his head, his dark, now shorter locks, and his broad shoulders that screamed safety. And then on the hand he was still holding as he dragged her along.
A couple was entering the elevator, and he rushed to get on it, pressing her floor quickly before stepping to her side. The other people tried to ignore them, and she looked at him a bit quizzically. He just grinned with the mask covering him, and she knew through his chest heaving that he was out of breath, but that was not her question. She glanced at their hands, and he just pulled them up to his face as if to kiss them, then pushed them to his chest, where she felt his heart racing in the back of her hand.
She didn’t even notice that the people were off and they had continued their ride. Only when he pulled her again, and the doors opened, did she notice they were alone. In that short walk to her room, all that dawned on her was that he wanted to be there. He was there for her, making time for her, and desiring her so much their hands had to stay linked.
She found the keycard in her purse, and he let her in first, only to be pushed against the door as it closed behind him. She threw the purse on the floor and reached for his head, needing his kiss like she needed to breathe. She pressed her whole body against his, feeling his hard-on against her belly and his hands sliding down her waist, yet all she could focus on was pushing her tongue past his lips and drinking him in. 
She moaned into his mouth, bursts of energy running down her arms as she wrapped them more around his neck to bring him close. Suddenly, despite that kiss being everything she needed, it wasn’t enough. Her hips bucked, but his hard bulge was too far for her core to reach, and she groaned a whine, upset. Her hand instantly darted between them to palm him, and he slouched, catching his breath while his hand, which was grabbing her hair, lost strength.
“I fucking want you,” she almost growled, a mix of annoyance and desperation blatant not only in her voice but also in her restless hand.
An involuntary tense sound exited his throat with his next breath as he looked at her, and she felt even more riled up. How could those dark yet revering eyes look at her like that without her going insane?
“I want you too,” he said in a quick breath before she caught his lips again and his mind dissolved. 
Every move of her tongue seemed deliberate to keep his mind completely under, but it was exactly where he wanted to be. With nothing but that pure desire coursing his veins, permeating their breaths, and alternating between them like two objects caught between poles. He smiled despite the urgent way she was undoing his belt and pants, making him tremble in anticipation; she was messing him up. Putting physics thoughts in his brain, currents of desire down his nerves, and shifting his view until nothing else existed but her.
He knew she could do that to him, he thought as she threw his belt away, never breaking their mouths apart. She had done it before, charmed him in such a way that he had thought he was under the spell of a nymph. He grunted when her hand was finally able to bypass all obstacles and grab his hard cock. His breath escaped him, and his lips parted with the awe of her firm grip around him.
He opened his eyes and looked at her, the hint of a playful smile on her lips as she licked them. He couldn’t move, frozen in place by the pleasure, by her firm brown eyes, by that grin that told him she knew this. He was there for her; nothing else mattered.
She squeezed her hand around him tighter, licking her lips as if she could taste the way her firm grip made him weak. Her hand was already covered in precum, and it mimicked her wetness, reminding her of how needy and eager she was. Looking at him, she wondered for a split second how she would consume him, but then he groaned. The softest sound as he closed his eyes, melting a little more against the door, and she knew exactly what she wanted.
She stopped her hand and cupped his strong jaw. “Take me to bed.”
He took a few seconds to react, but then instantly grabbed her against him with his hands on her ass to carry her to bed. She smiled and hugged him close, kissing him with hunger until he almost tripped on something. It made her chuckle, feeling his grin on his cheeks under her hands, as she waited for him to finally sit on the bed.
He sat with her on his lap, and that wasn’t lost on her. She ran her hands through his hair until she gripped it to crash their mouths, and his sigh only confirmed what she knew: he wanted this too, and he was thinking the same as her. She pressed herself more to him, bucking her hips and finally getting what she wanted. A sweet moan tumbled from her lips and made his fingertips dig into her skin, but it was bitter too; again, it wasn’t enough. She tried changing angles, expanding her movements as she straddled him, but everything soon annoyed her. The clothes, the barriers, the subpar sensation when she knew exactly how good he could feel.
She broke their kiss up so she could kiss down his neck and reach a little bit more of him and his scent and warmth. At the same time, her fingers searched for his skin and had to fight his oversized shirt so much so that it was better just to pull it up and throw it away.
Then her eyes set on the expanse of his chest, and her eyes hooded. That golden, supple skin under her fingers was beautiful, firm, and delicate. She looked at him and noticed his attentive gaze and touch on her lower back, exploring her ever so gently. Namjoon always did that, holding her with care while unafraid of showing his want. 
She leaned in to nuzzle him, and he just closed his eyes, pressing her close without enforcing any specific movement. She moved her hips to grind on him, eyes still fixed on his, and he just supported her into doing whatever rhythm and pressure she liked. Her lips ghosted his mouth, and he moved, expecting a kiss, but didn’t chase her when she moved away to continue to nuzzle him. Then her fingers buried in his hair gripped a bit as she made sure she could feel him through the sweatpants she was wearing, and it sparked everything up. His bulge aligned with her slit, almost dragging a sound out of her, and he closed his eyes but didn’t move. And that was the extent to which she was willing to experiment with his pliability. He’d continue to be responsive and caring; it was he, after all.
She nibbled on his cheek. “I want you to touch me.”
“Me too.”
“I want to ride you and milk you like only I can.” Her lips trailed to his ear without a break from her rolling hips.
He swallowed a curse, his brain racing to speak, “Me too, so much. I want you so much, you can do whatever you want.”
She grinned. “Will you be able to handle it?”
He chuckled, letting her lips trace kisses over his cheek. “That sassy mouth.”
“Where would you be without it?” she teased, pecking his skin but avoiding his lips.
“I can’t even imagine it,” he admitted, closing his eyes to absorb all the sensations. He couldn’t imagine any alternate universe in which they hadn’t met. “I’ll do my best not to burst.”
She bit down on his neck to suppress a wicked grin as her nails scratched down his stomach. “And I’ll do my best to get as much from you as possible.” Her hands searched inside his pants to get his hard cock out, pumping it a little. She wanted to tease him, but she was at the limit; she reached for a condom from the nightstand and pressed it to his chest. “Put it on.”
He instantly did as she said while his mind tried to resurface. Maybe they shouldn't rush it, they had time. They had the whole day and, if it was up to him, the rest of the week. 
But he couldn’t wait to be inside her again, hear magic through her sounds, and take flight in her embrace. He put the condom on, then wondered if he should take his pants fully off, but she was already pushing him back to lie on the bed.
He looked into her eyes as she crawled on top of him, pressing him by the shoulders to have space, and he was lost again. She didn’t waste any time aligning him and sitting on him, and he only closed his eyes with his head tilted back, swallowing at the feeling. They both teased each other, but he had been so eager he didn’t know if he could hold on.
She instantly groaned with the stretch and sat firmer a couple of times, feeling him slide through her with her slick pooling at the base of his dick. She was so impatient that she was already covering him, seconds away from creaming him in her arousal. But that was only part of it.
She sighed and started rolling her hips to accustom herself to the feeling. She moaned and hugged him close, tension instantly threatening to have her fall apart too soon. His hands on her hips helped her motions and annoyed her — she wanted to milk him and have him lose it, not have the fastest orgasm in history. So she pushed him by the shoulders to lie back and fell on top of him, slowing her hips to contain that pressing urge.
His hands cupped her asscheeks. “Slowing down so soon?”
She was hiding in his neck and instantly bit and sucked down, earning a regretful groan from him as he squeezed her closer. She faced him and was sure her eyes were glistening with annoyance, so she only reached his hands on her ass and dragged them inside her shirt to cup her chest.
He groaned. “No bra?” How could he not have noticed before?
She hummed close to his cheek. “Were you too distracted to notice?”
He squeezed her breasts gently, seeing her eyebrows pucker instantly, but more importantly, feeling her clench around him. “An oversight.” He pinched her nipples, and her hips bucked involuntarily. He knew this because she was too busy moaning and feeling to have controlled herself. “It will never happen again.”
He kept rubbing her nipples, and her hips moved on their own, rolling and grinding on that sweet spot that had her completely lost. She pressed her legs to straddle him better, nails sinking into the bedding around him while fire and heat spread to the surface. She looked at him, knowing that her cheeks were more flushed than his, that she was too far gone, but she didn’t care. She had the spot, she was on the right way, and his hands were on her tits, squeezing and playing—
Her tension snapped, and she arched her back, dragging her core to feel him as deeply and intensely as possible as she fluttered around him. Fuck, it hadn’t even been that long since she last came, but it didn’t matter. 
When her high started to dissipate, she looked at him between languid breaths. He wasn’t smiling, he was still squeezing her tits and eating her with his eyes, and her lips curved. Maybe she looked as hazed as she felt, but he looked like lust itself.
“You cumming is my favorite sound,” he whispered, eyes set on her like he was entranced.
“It’s your fault,” she said between her teeth as if upset, but only tense.
“I love that,” his voice was sweet, contrasting with the way his fingers were maddeningly rubbing her nipples.
She placed her hands over his in an unserious attempt to stop him. “You’re unbelievable.” It felt like a complaint, but he was just looking at the pleasure trying to reveal itself in her features. “You didn’t give me what I wanted.”
“No?”
“I’m not done with you.”
“Good.”
She finally grabbed his forearms and pushed them back. “You don’t get your way.”
“No?” He was grinning; he seemed the happiest he had ever been.
She rocked her hips, feeling the sensations pick up again as she leaned in and pressed his hands to the mattress on either side of his head. “Why— Are you so happy?”
Her voice was low and tense, and he smiled. “Got all the reasons to be.”
“Why?” She was almost too focused on feeling him deep inside, but she kept her half-hooded eyes on him. He shrugged and smiled, letting her have her way, but she wanted to hear it. She closed the grip around his wrists. “Tell me.”
“Got you on top of me.”
She tried changing the angle to feel him deeper, and her voice pitched, “Your favorite.”
“My favorite.” He drank her sounds as if they didn’t drag him dangerously close to the edge. “My favorite person, my favorite go-to, my favorite fantasy coming true.”
She circled her hips with her eyes set on him, seeing him feeling the pleasure intently without worrying for a second, and it touched her. She didn’t know how she doubted him, but it was right there in front of her in the way that he was vulnerable and himself, just like they said they’d be.
So she let go of his wrists and guided his face so she could kiss him instead, knowing by the way he was breathing that he was close.
His hands came to rest between the end of her back and her ass and pressed her down. She was already rolling her hips, but that much-added friction made her whimper and grit her teeth. It was almost too much, but she didn’t stop him, looking at him from that up close and reading his thoughts on his face: trust me, let go.
And so she did, letting him guide her ride to his heart’s content, not knowing what it would do to her. She spread her legs more, wanting that pressure as much as possible while he reached as deep as he could, and her mouth opened. It was electrifying, so intense she couldn’t do anything aside from look at him and see the lines of his effort, focus, and pleasure all in one.
Her moans changed pitch, and she cupped his cheek, lips trembling, but only whimpers were coming out. Then, he smiled so beautifully despite the sweat dripping down his temple. “I’m so ready for you.”
And she clenched, frowned, overthrown so suddenly and bafflingly. Because he was ready for her, waiting for her so he could give her what she wanted most. The thought of his cum spurting and filling her up and only her had her toppling over and cumming hard again, so hard it burned but she couldn’t stop. His moans joined hers along with his twitching inside her, and she smiled. It felt like validation to have him do exactly what she wanted when she wanted it, even if no words were spoken. 
He kissed her before falling limp on the pillow with her, and her smile only widened.
“You truly were.”
Tumblr media
Next part >
17 notes · View notes
hcneygemini · 1 month ago
Text
𝖝 𝖆 𝖓 𝖆 — TSWGUIW deluxe album additions
A follow-up to the original album's meme, this is a collection of sentence starters from the additional songs on the deluxe album. Again not including fifteen for the sake of being respectful. Please do not add to or claim this meme as your own. Feel free to change pronouns, slightly rephrase, combine, or shorten as needed. Some lyrics have been changed to better fit rp purposes. tw: toxic relationships, very suggestive themes, trauma, drug mention (as a metaphor only), toxic relationships, and implications of past traumatic experiences.
CRYING AFTER SEX
hell hath no fury like a woman keeping score.
i'm still banging every night at your door.
if you let me in, i'll show you i've been practicing.
i'll take what i want.
i'll leave you with all the pain i've been harboring.
really, what's the harm in it?
if you don't believe i'm worth saving, i'll play a part in it.
i'll play a part in it
you call me a freak, but you know you like you're part in it.
every bit of me is desperate for attention.
i'm rewiring a connection.
i'm on my knees.
i'm just fucking for affection.
i'd do just about anything you mention.
i know i haunt you when it gets dark.
i fuck you like a porn star.
i'm such a good girl with my back arched.
don't know why i treat my tongue as a weapon.
i lap up your love, then i go into for seconds.
you only make it worse.
you got my spit between your teeth.
i never learned to use my words.
the devil's underneath.
i can't stomach the way she's tugging at the safety.
where's your backbone, baby?
won't you devastate me?
make it good.
make it last.
entertain me.
baby, what's the harm in it?
my body's marvelous.
now you'll never be apart from it.
ain't that marvelous?
look at how you made me.
yeah, you love your fucking part in it.
i'm begging you to pardon it.
every day i'm hardening sorrows into stones.
now i'll never get away from it.
ain't that dangerous?
don't have a say in it.
hold me to my sins, but i'm too busy paying his.
now i can't do relationships.
i'm lonely when you hold me.
don't know why i'm still explaining this.
i hate every game you play, and hate that i'm still playing it.
i wouldn't call this love, 'cause, baby, we ain't making it.
you won't ever say sorry.
look where it got me.
i hate how you caught me crying after sex.
i wish i were better to my body.
CONFIDENTIAL
you could've been a victim of boredom.
i was your saving grace.
it takes one to know one.
something about you felt like fate.
i knew it was reckless. i tried but couldn't care less.
it felt like you knew me in a past life or movie.
you don't have the right to look at me the way you do.
you're killing me in plain sight.
you move to me in crowded rooms.
keep it confidential.
you make me feel special.
it's a high price for one night.
i might choose you over what's right.
tell me you want me, and say it slow.
i'm intoxicated by the way your mouth moves.
you get off on watching me lose control.
you're a dirty liar, but you make it sound good.
you know how i like my women: unattainable and forbidden.
i know better, yet i still give in.
i think i'm in love with the agony.
how could you ever really blame me?
Deliah cleans up like a daydream.
maybe i was desperate for a certain connection.
i could've sworn you felt it like i felt it.
do you feel it, baby?
now that it's all said and done, you were never the one.
that's just shit my roommate said to help me get out of my bed.
i don't have the right to be wanting you the way i do.
i'm hiding here in plain sight.
i'm drawn to you in every room.
how could you blame me?
your love made me crazy.
how could you?
i'm at the mercy of the way your mouth moves.
you don't have the right to be wanting me the way you do.
i make you feel special.
it's a high price and you might choose me over what's right.
how could i blame you?
my love made you untrue.
how could i?
COCAINE
i made your eyes shine a little too bright.
i find you in every pretty thing i see.
you're stuck in my brain.
how did you do it?
i see right through it.
tighten the noose and find which of us is tied to it.
i made you bigger and better than ever before.
now you beg for more.
you made me smaller, and harder, and cold to the core.
what did you do that for?
i still paint you this picturesque beauty.
anyone would die to see you right through me.
you're oh so perfect to me.
i would swallow you whole if you let me.
you made it easy, lied through your teeth.
now i hold you to standards that you cannot reach.
what can i say? i'm so good at making you someone that i could love forever.
what can i do when i'm at the mercy of Midas' hands, the very ones that reach for you?
you wish i were older.
i wish you were half the world i made of you.
don't you sit there and grieve.
how could you do it?
what did i do that for?
why did i do that?
SAVE THE BULLETS, BABY!
you say it's just beginning.
i'm tongue-tied.
you're tangled all around me.
i'm so tired, but i can't fall asleep.
there's a world and it swirls inside my mind.
i'm spinning faster than a ceiling fan.
how could anyone take me for the way i am?
save the bullets, baby.
you ain't gotta fight to get in my head.
you handle me so gentle.
if i push, will you pull a little tighter?
to you, i wanna be a little nicer.
shake me when the bad thoughts take me.
take me, 'cause i'm needing it lately.
you were holding my face in your hands on the train.
i was thinking that i could take your name, if i could learn to stay.
your love's a blessing—it's Armageddon.
i sent you away, set our forest on fire.
i said i didn't want you—i'm a goddamn liar.
i'm still yours.
don't let me look down.
i want you around.
i wanna stare up at you, so don't let me look down.
there's an oath in your eyes.
now i know that i'm bound.
i'm singing your name 'cause you like how it sounds coming out of my mouth.
you're all over my mouth.
won't you let me keep you?
i like how it sounds coming out of your mouth.
you're all over me now.
you got me no matter what lies ahead.
i always think the world is ending; you say it's just beginning.
13 notes · View notes