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[Thinking about my ocs from my comic I have yet to make outside of wips]

Imagine The Little Mermaid by Hans Christian Anderson but actually he's transgender which both is and isn't connected to the whole being a mermaid and turning human thing and also on top of that he's not trying to get the prince to fall in love with him he's trying to find the prince to kill him because the string of natural disasters and magical mayhem and giant beast attacks have been increasing and the solution given to him by the Sea Witch is to kill the Crown Prince bc humanity survives on islands and use a giant ancient machine to mine resources from the earth of this planet whose surface is almost all water aside from islands and the mining situation is fucking Everything and if they kill the Crown Prince this will stop the machine and all the laws hes supposedly made and also maybe restore a goddess to her full power but let's not worry about that because the Crown Prince is Missing and in fact has almost total amnesia and what do you know he finds our merguy first patches him up and brings him along as a traveling companion because our prince is actually a kind and considerate guy even without any memory and merguy has no idea that this is his future assasaination target mostly because he's saved this guy before and also knew him before the amnesia and has some major feelings for him and prince guy keeps getting Deja vu with merguy but it's a bit hard to parse through that when insane shit keeps happening and escalating and the possibility of full blown actual war between humans and merfolk is entirely possible and being worked on to prevent by our mute merguy turned human who has a magic choker speech assistant, an amnesiac prince, and maybe, perhaps, some other people who are just as stressed

Not even mentioning our prince guy has special magic powers that give him an insane healing factor among some other op skills and merguy can rip at steel bars damn near like they're popsicle sticks

Also the merguy is park Shark part Orca, and yes his teeth are sharp

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Dirk's become very fun to draw. He's silly with it

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Sketches I might clean up of my beloved guys Chord and Dirk (giving Dirk more Vash vibes to show he's a little freak as well. +shades bc theyre cool)

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Epic Win! I just thumbed out 56 pages + title card for the prologue of the comic I've wanted to make for 2 years

(It's gonna be Utena silhouette style bc I love fairytales and misdirection)

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More sketches of my ocs, this time Dirk (shades) and Monroe (stressed) along with Chord (covered in blood)

Acquiring the will to draw again with some sketches of my oc Chord

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"It's like I'm drowning in my own dismal persona. I feel totally surrounded by it, inside and out. I can't escape from myself- "But that struggle finally ended a few years ago. My head isn't fighting to stay above the water anymore. There isn't even a metaphorical head to speak of. I'm only the water now"

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"Maybe if you'd just learned to hold on and say what you wanted, rather than pushing him away, you wouldn't wake up alone everyday wondering what ifs"

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Put your head on my shoulder/ Whisper in my ear, baby/ Words I want to hear/ Tell me, tell me that you love me too/ (Tell me that you love me too) /

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"It's like I'm drowning in my own dismal persona. I feel totally surrounded by it, inside and out. I can't escape from myself." 

Ult Dirk says he became the Water but it feels more like he Drowned in Himself

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When you want kisses but ur 6′0 bf likes makin u suffer for bein 5′5

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I just think he looks cool!

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Don’t mean a thing if you ain’t got that Swing Baby

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“You couldn't save your brother.”

“You see the ghost of what he was and what he would have become fly off and realize the fear you thought died years ago has just come back from the dead in a new form.”

“You fucked up.”

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They cuddle....

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Two Trucks Tuesday

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Those damn Striders, makin me feel shit

-do NOT tag as ship-