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voidsgalaxy · 4 years ago

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Hey i got Bored and decided to do that NSR Ship Chart i’ve seen (idk the person who made it, sorry!). I’m putting it under the Cut because i wanna talk about the relationships and ships i have, and also because it includes Ships People might not be Comfortable seeing be talked about (i.e 1010 x 1010). I Hope everyone enjoys this! (And Please No Hate or anything similar, you will be Blocked.)

OTPs

Sayu x Her Crew: Talking about this one first since seeing the Red Line that Connects Sayu to Sayu might be Confusing, it’s meant to be Sayu x Her Crew (Tila, Remi, Dodo, and Sofa). Creator x Creation Ship Dynamics aren’t something i really ship often but i still find them Interesting! Plus this Ship just sounds really Wholesome? Sayu’s Crew are likely Considered Social Outcasts or are just Socially Awkward/Introverted, So them Being Loved by Someone as Sweet and Unhateful as Sayu just melts my Heart ;w;

Eve x Zuke: Exes falling back in Love is Great and i Love that Ship Dynamic so Much. I Always liked the Idea of Zuke and Eve becoming Friends with eachother again and Slowly rebuilding their Love for eachother. It’s just really Cute to think about!

Neon J x DJSS: I Don’t know what to say about these Two, I Just think they’re really Cute! I Probably Ship for the same reasons everyone else does.

1010 x 1010: Okay i should say this, I’ve never viewed 1010 as Brothers. since the Very First Video i saw of them it never Crossed my mind that they could be Brothers until i saw the Growing Fandom on Tumblr and saw how much everyone did view them as Brothers. I will always see them as Close Friends/Band Members and nothing will change that. Biological Relationships between Robots don’t even work the Same as Human Ones do, so 1010 can’t even truly be Related to eachother. It irks me How Willing People are to Shun and Hate Others who ship them, Unless the Creators come out and say they are meant to be related i will not think they are.

(Also here are the Specific 1010 x 1010 ships i listed in the Chart: Rin x Zimelu, Zimelu x Purl-Hew, Haym x Eloni, Eloni x Zimelu, and Haym x Rin)

Me Likey

Purl-Hew x DK West/Dikirbiru: Honestly i just think they’re cool together, The Ship art i’ve seen of them is also Pretty Cute!

Haym x Purl-Hew and Rin x Purl-Hew: I Don’t like these Ships as Much as my Other 1010 Ships but they’re still Quite Cute, Rin x Purl-Hew especially sounds like it’d be Interesting

DK West x Yinu’s Mom: This was a Crack Ship i thought of that i ended up Liking. They’re both Nature Themed (Well DK West is imo) and I Feel like DK West’s Relaxed “Go with the Flow” Demeanor would be Nice when Paired with Yinu’s Mom who could definitely use someone like that

Eve x Mayday: This One is just Personal preferences, Enemies to Lovers is always something i Enjoy but i’ll Die on the Zuke x Eve Hill. Content i’ve seen of it is nice though

Eve x Tatiana: I Relate a Whole Bunch to Eve and Simp for Tatiana, This Ship was Destined to be one i liked. I’m Surprised i didn’t get any Ship Vibes when i first saw that seen from Eve’s Boss Fight (also surprised i haven’t seen much ship art of the two, though i don’t usually Browse Tags for characters other than 1010)

Mayday x Zuke: This one is almost leaning into Neutral, I just don’t really see them as much of a Couple and see them more as Friends. I Still like the Ship art of them though!

edit: BROTP (Ack! I forgot to include this Section!!)

Eve and 1010: I’ve seen a few Things where People talked about Eve and 1010 doing a Collab and i just Love that Idea!! I Consider Eve and 1010 to be the most Simped after NSRtists in-universe so the idea of them Doing a Collab just sdkdkllkfg- Also Eve and Eloni would get along Great you cannot change my Mind

Sayu and Yinu: I Never initially thought of them ever having some kind of Relationship but now i can’t stop thinking of Sayu being like a Big Sister to Yinu!! The Poor Girl could use someone like her

Framily Energy

DK West and Zuke: I mean, i don’t really need to say why, they’re canonically Brothers lol

Neon J and 1010: I May not view 1010 as being Related to eachother but i do View them as Being Related to Neon J as Father and Sons as much as a Robot can be. He did make them afterall

Sayu/Her Crew, Yinu, and Yinu’s Mom: Yinu and Yinu’s Mom are self explanatory like DK West and Zuke, but Sayu is where more Explanation is Needed. Honestly, i just Love the Idea of Yinu’s Mom casually Adopting Sayu and The Crew Looking up to Yinu’s Mom as a Mother Figure, While all of them also Consider Yinu like their Little Sister. I Don’t like the Idea of Yinu’s Mom adopting the Crew though, i HC the Crew all have Loving Parents/Families of their Own!

Neutral (I Don’t have any Frenemy HCs because Frenemies aren’t really Something i HC or know much about)

Tatiana x Mayday: It’s not really my Cup of Tea, but I’ve seen some Art of Mayday and Kul Fyra!Tatiana before and it’s definitely helped the Ship grow on me

Eloni x Mayday: I just Don’t Quite Understand this Ship? Mostly from a Canon standpoint as i imagine Mayday would like Rin more, However i still think this Ship has Potential and can be pretty Interesting to think about!

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Rin x Zuke/Zukerin/Onionshipping: This’ll delve into Personal Territory but Please Listen. Before when i first saw it Popping up i didn’t think much of it, and It’s Possible this could’ve been put in Neutral if not for the Bad Feelings this ship began to bring me. I Started seeing it everywhere, even on my Dash from Artists i like. It annoyed me that this Ship was so popular which idk why it did, but it did. Seeing how much people liked it while hating 1010 x 1010 just. Hurt me. Recently as i’ve started going through lots of Self Hatred for who i am i’ve been considering Forcing myself to like it. I’ve thought about browsing the Tags for it, and I’ve Read Fics that had it as a Ship, All in an Attempt to start liking it and be “Normal” so people don’t hate me for not liking it and Shipping Rin with 1010. So Yeah, i have a lot of Bad Feelings associated with this ship and it Makes me Pretty Uncomfortable. If you like it though that’s Great!

Neon J x Yinu’s Mom/Heart Monitor: This is nowhere near as Personal as why i don’t like Zuke x Rin, it just isn’t something i like. Though again if you like it, That’s Great!

#nsr #dumb ramblings #personal #towards the end in my disliked ships #long post

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erigold13261 · 3 years ago

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How does the Dikirbiru ship even work? Not trying to send hate or anything, just curious cause the pairing itself seems so random to me...

Honestly yea, I can see why you think that lol! Especially with how I have my headcannons, Purl-hew and DK West should probably not have actually initially gotten together. It's mainly a lot of how my headcannons work is why this ship actually ended up happening (and honestly became my favorite ship) Anyway!

Short answer: I liked their aesthetic of pretty over the top, loud bear and cool, collected, soft-spoken twink and just put them together! It's basically just a crackship that I really liked and decided to force to work lol! :3 [Also, it basically boils down to, West is the only person that took time to make Purl feel human/real, and Purl is the only person who actually took time to know more about West than what West shows to the public]

Long answer under the cut! (Slight warning that I do MENTION some stuff about sex, but absolutely NOTHING graphic or detailed. Also a few mentions of PTSD, childhood abuse, and drug/alcohol use. Everything below is basically just pure headcannons and story that I never got around to writing properly. Also also! It's pretty long! Like REALLY long!)

I absolutely have this headcannon that Purl hated West at first but grew to like him over time and the two helped each other work through their own issues.

Before B2J were even on NSR's radar, West was on the main stage challenging NSRtists to rap battles. He would challenge anyone, anywhere. One day 1010 had an interview or a meet and greet, and something happened that started to trigger Neon J's PTSD. Before he fully fell victim to an attack (episode? I don't know the right terminology, sorry), he was able to go to a mostly secluded area in an alleyway to try and ground himself.

This is where West saw the 1010 manager and, without realizing what was happening, immediately started to get close and in Neon's space trying to challenge him and 1010 to a rap battle. This sudden verbal attack pushed Neon over his limit and he ended up having a PTSD panic attack thing. 1010 were immediately notified and came to help their manager/dad. Purl and Zimelu were the ones to get West away from Neon, Eloni and Haym were trying to ground him and stop his panicking, and Rin tried its best to do damage control with the media.

A few hours after this whole debacle, while Neon was resting in the mansion, Purl hate-tweeted about West and what happened, letting their anger write the message more than their logic, so it ended up being an attack tweet. They almost immediately deleted the tweet afterwards, but with how popular 1010 is, a LOT of people still saw it, and some screenshotted it. This lead a huge part of their fanbase, and other NSRtist fans, to go after West and burn his car. That was the last interaction the two had until after the Rock Revolution.

After the Revolution, Purl had some MAJOR problems with B2J. Purl already has a very difficult time expressing and feeling healthy/positive emotions to a full degree so all they really could do was feel scared and helpless and think about how they watched their family be broken and about the pain of Mayday's guitar crashing over them whenever they saw B2J. They especially hated Zuke because he specifically wanted to destroy the flying factory, he made Eloni cry, and Purl's afraid he might try to emotionally hurt Rin when the two started dating.

Some time after at least becoming kinda neutral with B2J (mostly Mayday, not really Zuke), Eve hosted an art event that all the NSRtists were to attend. She invited B2J and Zuke actually asked her if he could bring West because the two had been talking and West was going to apologize to Eve along with get an apology from Tatiana or something like that.

Once West got there, before the opening of the gallery, West saw 1010 and accused them of the car burning incident. I don't know how, but somehow 1010 were able to hide that incident from Neon J, but now that it was out there was a pretty bad argument. By the end of it everyone but Purl apologized to West. Purl was sticking to their own beliefs and refused to apologize when they weren't sorry. Neon was still upset but they had to put it aside and pretend nothing was wrong because the gallery was about to open.

Neon offered a lot of compensation to West, and had 1010 deliver a big public apology for their actions. Purl worded their apology in a way that it wasn't actually an apology. Like they were sorry for their actions leading to destruction of property or something like that. To the average listener it was an apology, but to drama channels and trained argumentative people, they could tell Purl was not actually sorry.

After this incident, West started hanging out a bit more with B2J, which meant 1010 had more and more interactions with West. Except Purl. Once they found out West was there, they usually cancelled and didn't go, or would leave if they found out when they got there. This behaviour started to really drive a rift between Purl and the rest of 1010.

Purl, being mostly isolated from their family now, would leave the mansion to go off and have their own fun. Mostly handing out in dive bars and shady areas where rock music was playing. They actually loved the genre, even rap and metal music, but absolutely hated themselves for liking it because they were basically raised to hate that kind of music. That's why Purl would leave the house to get this kind of music, it was a kind of guilty pleasure.

Not only did they indulge in "forbidden" music, but also in other people as well. Purl would actually take a lot of people to a motel that kept their privacy really well and sleep with people (1010's can be completely disinfected both inside and out, so after a night with a random person Purl would completely disinfect themselves before sleeping with another person to make sure they didn't give any kind of STI to anyone. The only exception to this was when they are actively with two or more people and the group consents to everyone having fun. Then Purl will sleep with more than one person in a night).

It was at one of these clubs where Purl was looking for someone to spend the night with while listening to some rap/rock music, that they got attacked by some rock fans who were still upset about the revolution failing. Purl won't fight back unless their family is in danger or told to by Neon, plus their flight or fight response is to actually freeze, so Purl got their face broken along with a lot of dents before West, who was supposed to perform that night, came out of nowhere with his friends and helped Purl out of basically being destroyed by rock fans. This was the first of many interactions that started to make Purl look at West in a different light.

After this incident, Purl would actually hang out with 1010, B2J and West at times. It was more of a tolerance than actually hanging out though and a lot of moments were awkward because of Purl bringing up the rock revolution or how Mayday smashed their head in. They didn't mean to make things awkward, but Purl definitely made it seem like they were trying to guilt trip B2J, and West to an extent, for a lot of their problems.

West would actually ignore a lot of these awkward moments and still try to actively engage with Purl when they would all hang out. He was basically over the whole car incident with Purl and just wanted to be friends with them because, as bad as it might sound, Purl reminded West a lot of Eve, especially with Purl's art views and emotional problems. Without even realizing it, West was basically trying to replace Eve in his head with Purl.

And in the end it actually worked. Purl and West ended up meeting one night at a bar and drunkenly spent the night together. Purl threatened West to never speak of this, or else it would never happen again, and West definitely wanted to spend another night with Purl so he didn't say anything to anyone else. The main difference with Purl and Eve, and why Purl actually spent the night with West, is that Purl at the time didn't have any kind of self respect.

Not saying people who have a lot of sex don't have self respect, but in this case, Purl didn't have any. They were sleeping with people to literally feel like an object. 1010's were built to be looked at, admired, and basically to be eye candy. Purl felt the best when they were treated like an object, with barely any respect (except when it came to boundaries, if you crossed a boundary with Purl then they stopped everything and would basically leave after calling out the person's bullshit). This is why they started to gravitate to West. The way he would speak about people, especially women, made Purl want him to speak to them like that. It was a very unhealthy mindset, but it's what really started to drive Purl to West unknowingly. Purl would call West out whenever he talked this way to random women and men he found attractive, but would secretly wish to be spoken to like that.

After quite a few nightly interactions over the course of a couple months, the two started to grow close. Not in the sense they were a couple or anything, they were just "not so friends"-with-benefits that started to slowly become friends. West ended up learning more about Purl and their inability to properly communicate emotions, and so he decided to work with Purl to help them communicate better in their own way. West is by no means the best when it comes to communication in the sense that anything outside of rapping makes his words a complete mess, but he found a way that he and Purl could communicate. One of the main things is West asking intent behind Purl's words and encouraging Purl to speak freely since Purl's major reason for being quiet is from anxieties of saying the wrong thing (which partly stems from the car burning incident where their words were used as a trigger for an attack).

None of 1010 or B2J really knew about what was going on between West and Purl because Purl felt like shit for starting to get close to someone they said they heavily disliked (Purl has only ever said they hated one person, so "heavily dislike" is close to a normal person saying they hate someone I guess). Purl didn't want the teasing or jabs from their family, or possibly to look like a weak minded person because they couldn't even stick to their emotions. This causes Purl to hate themselves more and more, slowly descending into more isolation where the only person they would really spend time with was West in secret.

Without realizing it, West became one of Purl's only outlets for all the troubled emotions building inside them. They didn't want to go to their family for fear of ridicule, or talk to any of the NSRtists because it wasn't professional, and they didn't have any outside friends like the rest of their family they felt comfortable talking with. The closest one would have been Celine, but Purl had no idea if she would have told Zimelu or not.

Purl ended up trauma-dumping a lot of their issues onto West, who happily listened to Purl because he loved hearing their voice and wanted to help Purl relieve stress. West had no idea he was Purl's only outlet and literally just thought the two were becoming good friends helping each other out.

West would talk about his childhood with so much joy, making Purl feel worse. One night, when Purl was actually meeting West's mom, and West was talking about some good childhood memories, Purl let slip how their "mom" (Neon's ex-wife) would abuse them as a doll/child. Purl talked about how she would lock Zimelu in a small box or toss Haym on the top shelf knowing full well he was afraid of heights. Or how she would yell and scream at Rin and Eloni for being too loud when playing with her biological daughter. The worst for Purl was actually being physically and emotionally abused by their mother for trying to protect their siblings, or trying to tell Neon what was happening whenever he was home from the Navy. It was a really hard thing to talk about, but West tried his best to make Purl understand it wasn't their fault and they couldn't have stopped her since they were just a child.

There were plenty of other sessions like that where Purl just let out a whole bunch of trauma just for West to comfort and reassure Purl. Instead of feeling like an object, Purl was actually starting to feel real and alive. But not really. Purl has a major problem with being an A.I. and struggles with their reality. West tries to help but it doesn't usually work, it only causes more anxiety and self-loathing. It actually go to a point that West offered for Purl to try weed and mushroom since alcohol works for them.

Unfortunately, Purl took way too much at first and had a completely bad trip making their anxiety, self-loathing, and depression a LOT worse. Purl used their internal communication system to send really weird messages to the family such as "I don't want to die," "I'm so sorry I am terrible," "Please don't be disappointed in me," and "I just want to make you all proud." This made Neon absolutely panic about his kid and he immediately drove to West's friend's house that Purl was at and got them to take home. Absolutely intoxicate, Purl was hugging and crying and apologizing to Neon, this being the most expressive Purl has ever been. Neon was absolutely seething with rage about all of this but stayed calm and collected as he helped Purl back home, though he did quietly, politely, and with as much control as he could, ask West to stop by the mansion the next day for a discussion.

1010 and Neon was obviously worried about Purl and the next day after sobering up, Purl and West were confronted by Neon. Their “friendship” was exposed to the extent that now the family knows Purl and West are hanging out and doing substances, but not the rest of how close the two have gotten. Neon scolded them and told them if they ever want to do something like that, it better be in the mansion so he can help either of them or their friends in case something happened. This was an obvious surprise to everyone, but Neon would rather them do whatever dangerous stuff under his roof so he would have more time to help any of them out in the event something tragic happens. He knows what it’s like to do a lot of substances, he just wants to make sure people are as safe as possible when doing them.

By this point in their relationship, Purl and West have been through a lot. They both want to actually move on to the next step and become and official couple, but don’t know how to approach the other. Purl still thinks at times that West only tolerates them and might be using them just for the perks of being with a celebrity. West feels like if he asks Purl to be more, then he might scare them away because Purl ALWAYS says that they are just friends-with-benefits and nothing more.

Purl actually, starts to retreat from the relationship once they realize they want to be more with West. Like, Purl is pushing West out of their life and started self-isolating themselves in their room. They felt that they would never be good enough for West since they are a machine that struggles with emotions and self worth. Purl would rather end their friendship now with West, than to “lead him on” and break his heart later on down the line. They would never intentionally do that, but they feel like at some point they will hurt West so badly down the line that they don’t even want to take the chance of that happening. Though West is persistent and keeps trying to hang out with Purl more and more as they try to slowly cut off the relationship. It got to the point that Purl was in so much pain of being in love with West that during one of their hangouts with 1010, 1010′s SOs, Eve, and B2J, Purl literally yelled at West to leave them alone and never talk to them again before storming off back home.

West is very distraught by this but everyone else is angry at him because they thought he pulled another “Eve” situation where he did something to make Purl hate him. Eve, Mayday, Haym, and Zimelu were immediately ready to fight West, while Eloni tried her best to go comfort Purl. Rin and Zuke were trying to figure out what happened, but West had no idea why Purl did this. No one truly believed him, but Rin was actually leaning a bit more towards West’s side because it knows how unpredictable Purl can be. Zuke, who Purl still disliked a bit but he still tries to be friendly with, actually was entirely on Purl’s side. He knows how West can be and honestly felt that West must have done something awful to Purl.

The whole friend group was just a huge mess with most people being on Purl’s side without even know what either side was about. Lots of people basically gave West the cold shoulder or made him feel like shit because he didn’t know what he did and Purl was too busy isolating themselves to actually explain what happened (which they probably wouldn’t explain anyway). It ended up being about a week or two of all of this happening, with Purl only coming out of their room for 1010 work related stuff and refusing to talk to anyone about what happened before going back to their room. West just kept trying to call or text Purl to understand what happened. Purl blocked his number and all social media accounts, and the rest of 1010 except Rin were basically telling West to fuck off. Neon J, after finding out that West might have hurt Purl, threatened West’s life to stay away from Purl or else.

The only reason any of this got solved was because one day Zuke came over to spend time with Rin, but Rin had to leave for a rescheduled interview. It was just Zuke and Purl in the mansion, but Purl thought they were alone so they came out of their room to go get a drink or something. Zuke ended up seeing Purl and asking if they were okay, apologizing for whatever West did, and letting them know that whatever his brother did it was most likely not Purl’s fault because he knows how West is. Purl, confused and still fairly upset with themselves, finally realized how they made the whole thing look like West did something horrible.

They felt a huge amount of guilt wash over them and could not believe how stupid they acted. Purl sat down with Zuke and explained how they wanted to end their relationship before they hurt West more in the future. Purl actually started crying in front of Zuke which was something he never saw Purl do before (he’s seen every other 1010 cry up to that point, but never Purl). Together they talked things out and Zuke actually helped Purl realize that their plan was absolutely horrible and that they owed West and explanation.

After the talk, Purl left the mansion and drove out to West’s home outside of Vinyl City. It was almost midnight but both West and Purl were night owls. Once Purl got there, they let themselves in with a spare key West gave them. West was out so Purl waited in his living room until he came home but ended up falling asleep. Once West came home, he saw the sleeping bot and just tucked them in to be more comfortable and sat in his armchair to relax while he waited for Purl to wake up.

Once Purl did wake up, the two had a long, tearful conversation about everything that happened. Purl let everything out and felt like they were still going to lose West because they were being an awful person and made everyone hate him. West was so nice and kind about the whole situation. Usually he is one to hold grudges, both him and Purl could hold a grudge for years, but he loved Purl so much and had honestly thought he did something bad to Purl without realizing it, that finding out Purl did all of this because they cared too much about him was enough for West to immediately forgive them.

This is when they decided to officially become partners. The two ended up explaining everything that happened with Zuke’s help to their whole friend group. It wasn’t until much later that they ended up coming out officially to the public, and even then it only came out because of stupid paparazzi being nosy and annoying.

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