#different bodies working on various things like churning data and forging connections and such. not exactly been... as activé

[blackvahana]

I was going to (lightly) complain that now I'm going to be having Thoughts all night, but like. I've been busy all day anyway so of course my minds going to be chewing on things

I kind of more officially split myself today? In the way that I've been using multiple bodies for a while now, and there's no real learning curve in the way that I've been doing this before I was born and I'll be doing it both after this life and concurrently to it. It's not that I didn't split myself before, but this much more closely mimicked (unincarnated selves') splitting, which was... I don't know if I find it nice, actually, Black's personally having Thoughts about - ok. we're just capitalising that word now says phone - splitting constantly and never being fully present anywhere, and my god, so am I. Either way. I can do it, and that's what matters. I'm really, really tempted to pull the plug and never do it again before I get stuck doing it through picking up duties I can handle while doing it, which should tell you all you need to know about Feelings. Anyway.

I was working more with the planets today, which is nice. Old companions, old parts of self. I'm really on an adventure at the moment so I'll eventually come back and detail methodology and so on, but for now... I'm constantly haunted by the fact that the world recognises me as. uh. who I am. I need to stop saying it recognises me as my unincarnated selves because that's the whole point - it's answering me as me. It's seen me do this a thousand times. It treats me like I'm myself walking into my office in a different form because. I am.