#didnteat

[stanleypollable]

i think the reason 432 wasn’t allowed to have pencils was because they were eating them

stop sharing notes in class

[the-arthropod-queen]

its so nostangic to eat tasty food out of the fridge

its cold and maybe a little tough, but it's still delicious. I can only imagine how good it would be if it was heated up. Bonues points if you didnteat it hot first

[stories-of-life-15]

Self Control gone wrong

I finally mustered up some self control, but used it to not eat. I didn’t eat anything for 1 day, and I only drank water. On the second day I drank tea (that didn’t have any calories) and ate 3 gummy vitamins, making my caloric intake 22 kcal. That second night I couldn’t fall asleep until 1am, woke up repeatedly until 4:30am, and by then I was oddly nauseous. I need sleep so I ate a muffin, carefully, chewing way more than normally is needed to help with the digestive process. However, 1 hour later, I feel even more nauseous can’t can’t get it out, and I can’t go back to sleep until my stomach settles. I took pepto when I ate and drank a glass of water. I just want the pain to stop, and to go to sleep.

....

Never mind. I hurled, sorry theres no more delicate way I can think to say it. That is odd for me, I don’t puke. I only have puked after a major hangover on 2 nights when I experimented with tequila, that 1 time I had the flu, and on a couple occasions when I pushed myself too hard and got motion sick during athletics practice. these about 5 instances occurred over the past 7 years. So that’s my point there.

My stomach feels better, but now I’m back to the problem that not having any food is what got me here. So now that the muffin is gone I’m kind of fucked. Its not like I’m magically going to be able to sleep now, there’s only so much a deprived stomach can digest in 1 hour. I guess I’ll cross my fingers and go back to my plan B. Plan A was to not eat for 3 days and then ease back into food with nutritional smoothie drinks on day 4. Plan B is to get those nutritional smoothie drinks on day 3, aka today. However, I don’t have any right now, so I will have to go get them in a few hours when the grocery store opens.

I miss the 24 hour grocery stores from before covid. 

Weirdly enough, over the past 2 days I have felt better than many days that I did eat. The brain fog that came from lack of food did’t feel too different from my depression fog, and it actually wasn’t as bad. The slight pains in my body were the same places as usual and were just as temporary. The occasional weakness was minimal, and better than some days after a depressive episode when I don’t leave my bed for a few days. Of course I was hungry, but compared to my usual binge eating, my stomach still felt better than a lot of my “normal” days of binging food. 

To sum it up, I would not recommend not eating for two+ days, and definitely don’t do a 5 mile hike on the first day like I did. I’m going to either watch netflix or do that and play on social media until I can fall asleep, then in the real morning I’ll go to the grocery store and get healthy smoothie bottle things to try to get some calories before I try to really eat again. Cause damn, the effects of not eating for 2 days weren’t great by this point, but the muffin was soooo much worse. Also, I’m going to be doing a little research to see why the hell I was nauseous. 

Don’t make my mistakes.

[theblackrooster-blog]

Ancient Papers and Scrolls

It was made for one of my professors as a gift of gratitude. It was exciting to see the paper turning into something distinguish inside my mom’s oven. This was a good experiment and I had fun scouting for the proper material for the knobs on each end of the bars. The price is 4 cones of candy. LOL. 

[staarved]