#didnt tell my roommates or nuthin!

[tendercoretroglodyke]

dissociated so hard I left my apartment in the middle of the night and drove an hour and a half to the nearest designated dark sky area in the next state over 🤣🤣

[gwisingegooli]

i love ucsb!!!! i can tell the campus is gonna be so good for my mental health already

furnished my room w lots of stuffed animals and plants. thought i brought too many stuffed animals (my carrot, tigger pillow pet, coco the shiba, chico the duck, finn and jake, puppycat, mr meeseeks, pink yoshi) but heck no i didnt!! impulse bought a fuckin pokemon pillow but CANT STOP WONT STOP and it has dedenne on it who is the cutest

dont know what to put on my walls but might just not bc my konmari ways tell me that itll stress me out and i dont want to deal w like falling posters and stuff

my roommates seem like v normal cool chill people (idk what i expected LOL). my one roommate y i zel said "bamboozled" so i was like ok she good LOL. her one friend made an off color joke giving me the wrong name and saying he was trans but she was like uhh yeah he was joking (and was like judgin her friend) so it just felt v normal and californian yaknow what i mean

gotta prep for lotsa small talk TT

and i realized (v late) that im like on the older side here! i sometimes get intimidated by "cool" older senpais (kakkoi!!) but since im the cool older senpai i have not been feelin any anxiety. sometimes im like self conscious if im being weird but literally just gotta chill.

my roommate hasnt moved in yet but i hope shes cooool!!!!

if i get lonely imma hit up ameera (..or john lau LOOL) or even solo explore the beach and all the campus! or even force befriend the league of legends club people LOL esp since its worlds rn

i should fuckin sign up for classes lol all my classes r major restricted!! def my bad for not getting on everything sooner but lotsa small mishaps that made it hard ;_; itll be easier to do everything while on campus anyways cause i gotta talk to all the peoples and the offices

rn in LA w my mom but we're not doin NUTHIN which is what happens hangin w my mom if her friends dont bring any kids -_- i might just wander around w jean soon bc whatever. at least i get free bougie food lul