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oetscop · 7 months ago

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so. its schizoaffective disorder. which is honestly funny bc they almost diagnosed me as schizophrenic when i went to the psych ward in 2022, but ultimately they settled on bipolar. always kept saying like "wow they almost misdiagnosed me can you imagine if that happened?? crazy." and THEN when they brought it up again i was thinking they did actually misdiagnose me the first time around.

but then BOOM its pretty much both of those actually. guess that explains the mania lol

#tongue #i guess im okay with things but im still really angry that people knew i was being weird and didnt even tell me #when i was still working at the pizza place id always feel like id be talking to people but theyd like #reply like we were having two different conversations #and it was pissing me off so much bc nobody was even listening to what i was saying #and this was happening regularly up until i moved again #and it still happens just not as much #but usually with specific people who just seem to not understsnd what the fuck im talking about #didnt rly think that was correlsted #maybe ppl got used to it but you still dont hear someone crying over false memories you KNOW are false snd say nothing #like it wouldve limited a lot of the mental anguish im having trying to sort thru whats real and what isnt #if someone said something to me earlier #no fucking wonder im withdrawling from everyone so bad #god i hate this so much #hope that street cleaner comes back and shreds me like a head of iceberg lettuce

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