#didnt edit or reread this. no brain capacity and also its not like it matters

[kalmeria]

turns out im unable of collecting my thoughts properly so im just gonna do this as a ramble

about abyssmare and the latest story released in d4dj english

and this. the chapter titles. a countdown.

and what is in each chapter? the other abyssmare members’ first meetings with neo

and how they came to join the unit

and neo tells them what do you see. you only see me. or you see the world that’s the same.

like yeah we talk about the neo and sophia codependency but it’s all of them.

sophia doesnt want to live anymore but then ends up dedicating her life, herself to neo.

elsie had her life laid out for her, she has never even thought about going against that. the thought of going against father’s wishes was unimaginable. until neo came along. and it chenged her.

weronika was reigning as the queen in her own world. unbeatable champion. until neo took that title away from her and now all she wants is to defeat her.

they all revolve around her. neo neo neo. their god the savior their ruler the center of it all.

everything about abyssmare hinges upon the fact that neo is perfect and unbeatable. this is the world they all live in including neo. this is their abyss.

and when neo breaks. it all falls apart. everything.

because they havent had any kind of actual support system. and they dont know how to deal with any of this. collapse.

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theres something to be said about how it is after this that we get to see them in a school environment. how these larger than life figures are now shown outside of their unit. and like regular people. the illusion is broken.

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i dont really read ahead since the official tls are not too far behind the jp release so i dont know whats next. but i am really excited to see where they are going to go next. as the designated quote unquote antagonist unit and as the mirror to unichørd.