#did not tag those two blogs bc i didnt want to bug them with a ping! but!

[stevethehairington]

Eddie ignores the flip flopping in his stomach as he meets Steve’s gaze and fits his palms to either side of Steve’s jaw. Cradles his face like he’s something special now. (Because he is.) And then he leans in to kiss him. Right on those pretty pink lips of his. It’s short and sweet like it always is, but when Eddie pulls back and opens his eyes, he’s met with Steve’s, wide as fucking saucers, goggling unblinkingly back at him. He can feel Robin’s stare boring into the side of his face, can feel the tiny pinpricks of Nancy’s and Jonathan’s and Argyle’s on his back too. The whole room is quiet enough to hear a god damn pin drop. Eddie is about to open his mouth and ask what the hell that’s all about when it finally catches up with him. He just fucking kissed Steve fucking Harrington . On the mouth .

hey there! thank you for sending this in!!

this passage comes from my steddie fic temptations of trouble.

ahh okay so this fic was SUCH a fun one to write. the idea for it was born in the fruity four server when liam (withacapitalp) mentioned that he thinks eddie is "the type to always give a kiss goodnight regardless of who is around because everyone loves a kiss goodnight" and then i zeroed it in onto forehead kisses and said that one time he slips up and kisses steve on the mouth instead and then morgan (maxinemaxmayfield) sent a gif of that one scene in friends where chandler kisses monica, completely forgetting that no one knows they're together yet, so then he overcorrects by going around and kissing everyone else in the room too so that it is Less Suspicious (it's totally not), and then i said omg i want to write this and, well, the rest is history!! lol

eddie is, obviously, in love with steve, and at this point he sort of kind of forgets the fact that he's supposed to be keeping that to himself and he gets caught up in steve - the way he's just said eddie's name, the way he's just sitting there, smiling at eddie so sweetly, looking happy to be given a forehead kiss goodbye (or at least what is supposed to be a forehead kiss goodbye), and it sort of slips eddie's mind that he,,,, isn't supposed to kiss steve. that they don't do that. that they've never done that. and he also totally forgets that the rest of their friends are all sitting there too lol so he just does it, kisses steve, totally second nature, completely because it feels Right in the moment. he doesn't even realize that he's done something Out Of The Norm because it's just that natural to him. and then, of course, reality comes crashing back and he remembers and he starts to panic because oh fuck oh shit oh god he just kissed steve fucking harrington. and eddie has no idea if steve's into dudes, and even if he is that doesn't mean he'd be into eddie, and now eddie's feelings are out in the open, steve knows, everyone knows (not that they didn't before, because eddie was probably pretty obvious about them to everyone but steve), and eddie's worried that he's just fucked up his and steve's friendship, which in turn will fuck up their whole group's friendship, because god if steve reacts badly it's eddie's ass that will get kicked out, he's the newest after all, and he has other friends, sure, but there's something special about this group of friends and he doesn't want to lose that.

everyone else in this particular snip is just sort of frozen also, because holy shit eddie just Did That. like they all probably knew about his feelings for steve (robin definitely did because he's talked to her about it, but the rest he'd never really mentioned it to but they picked up on it because of course they did), but they all were also under the assumption that eddie had no plans to actually do anything about those feelings (at least not yet) because he's been sitting on them for so long already. and none of them know how steve is going to react to what just happened (or, robin probably does because steve has told her about his feelings for eddie, and tbh the same kind of thing with everyone else probably applies here - they all can pick up on steve's returned feelings even if steve himself has never said anything to them about it lol, but again, they don't know For Sure so they really can't be sure how he'll react here). i don't think any of them expected eddie to turn around and then kiss each of them to make up for his slip lol. that i am SURE of. but they're all good sports, so they go with it too, maybe to help eddie cover up, maybe because they think steve seeing eddie kissing other people might kick him into action to make that first move and end the dancing around each other those two have been doing.

but yeah, i loved writing this scene, i love love LOVE those accidental moments, where the things a character REALLY wants to do just happen bc they let their guard down and forget to hold it in like they normally would, so this was SO much fun to write here.

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[gotatext]

TASK OO1 / OOC SURVEY.

[kermit voice] hallo.... its me 

YOUR ALIAS & NICKNAMES — nora

AGE — 23

TIMEZONE — gmt

PREFERRED PRONOUNS — she/her

MBTI — enfp-infp border cos im an introvert who Masquerades as an extrovert :)

HP HOUSE — i spent 10 yrs of my life thinkin i was gryffindor.... to find out.... huffle....puff...... 

ARE YOU A STUDENT? WHAT DO YOU STUDY? — i fuckin wish! being a student was dope af i got stressed about essays like once a month and apart from that i was just chillin, surrounded by really intelligent people every day n livin it up on the party scene. adult life fucking sucks no one wants to have fun cos we all work fuckin tonnes of hours so we can afford to eat and get paid peanuts xx

ARE YOU ENJOYING IT? — im really afraid of bein one of those jock types who peaked in high school but i deff peaked in uni like 100% i was way more interesting 2 years ago

LINKS TO OTHER ACCOUNTS & SOCIAL MEDIA — im not showin u my instagram bc im a fuckin embarassment but this is pinterest , this is my personal blog, this is my writing / 1x1 blog i never use any more n this is my trash talking twitter where i mostly just cry about timothee chalamet and bash the tories. 

DISCORD USER — kristine’s forehead vein#8664

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE FICTION GENRE? — i dont read fanfiction much but when i do u can be sure it’s slow burn angsty enemies to lovers mutual pining heart attack every time one of them accidentally brushes the other’s hand

TOP FIVE FAVOURITE FILMS — suspiria (2018 luca guadagnino version rogue i kno but i prefer the remake), the lobster, before sunrise, baz luhrmann romeo + juliet, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind,  thoroughbreds (REC!! so underwatched pls watch it. compelling female characters), hunt for the wilderpeople (also so underwatched), swiss army man, call me by your name, atonement, moonrise kingdom, trainspotting, the florida project. i rlly like films ok

A BOOK YOU FEEL “CHANGED” YOU? — the song of achilles by madeline miller n also fen by daisy johnson

A MOVIE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? — booksmart cos its fuckin dope

WHAT IS YOUR SIGN? — libra

ARE YOU INTO ASTROLOGY? —  i like to pretend im super invested in it mostly to anger my friends but tbh.... i just use it as a rough guide for character creation.... its fun but i dnt .... fully invest in what it has to say..... altho i am the most unbalanced n indecisive bitch on earth so i guess they got that right !! i just live to please baybeyy!

WHAT PLATFORMS HAVE YOU ROLEPLAYED ON? — tumblr for about 8 year (omg) n before tht facebook..... i was very embarassingly in a twilight rp..... i wrote jane..... i also rped as a scene kid oc n when i was like 12 i was on some weird forum harry potter roleplay where i basically played a self insert with georgie henley as the fc......

WHAT OTHER HOBBIES DO YOU HAVE? — i used to have so many hobbies but now i jst lie in my bed staring at the ceiling. but before i was workin like a dog i loved reading, writing, acting in theatre productions..... going out on the town getting bevved..... big druggy EDM nights in warehouses tht probably weren’t liscenced for tht many ppl..... gigs... costume-design and making, spoken word poetry, acrylic painting n rollerskating but my sister broke my skates abt two years ago in vengeance and i’ll never forgive her that fuckin bitch

HAVE ANY PETS? IF SO, TALK ABOUT THEM! — no my landlord is a fascist

IS THERE A TV SHOW YOU RECOMMEND A LOT? — i’ll never stop reccing euphoria!! also i was pleasantly surprised by looking for alaska!! but i also rlly like bob’s burgers, parks and rec, good omens.... black mirror, n sharp objects. lovesick on bbciplayer (n netflix i think) is also rlly fun

ANY SHOWS YOU LIKE SOME MIGHT BE SURPRISED TO HEAR THAT YOU DO? — maybe love island, idk if i talk abt that much bc i am ashamed but i am so obsessed with it. i even got the love island game n got so invested in my fictional relationship w bobby tht i had to delete it

WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? WOULD YOU RECOMMEND IT? — god god... i haven’t finished a book in ages.... i recently started reading milkman by anna burns, the bees by laline paull and everything under by daisy johnson.... bt the last book i read cover to cover was probs circe. defs read it. feminist and witchy

CURRENTLY READING? — i jst said this but the bees, everything under and less so milkman cos im finding milkman a bit tough

LAST FILM? REC IT? — i watched ladyworld the lord of the flies all-female remake n even maya hawke could not save it.... dnt get me wrong from an art film point of view i loved it but it felt a bit underdeveloped n a level media studies for me..... apart from tht?? the runaways (yorkshire film not released yet at a preview screening) and threads (also a yorkshire film from the 80s about nuclear apocalypse)

THREE MOVIES YOU NEED TO WATCH — portrait of a lady on fire, i work at an independent cinema n we recently had a preview screening and everyone said it was SICK, uhhhh short term 12, n the new eliza scanlen movie babyteeth

WHAT MOVIE DO YOU THINK YOU’VE SEEN THE MOST TIMES? — madagascar because when i was 12 my parents bought me a little television with a dvd player in it for my birthday and madagascar was the only dvd i owned for like..... the first two years of havin the absolute luxury of a tv in my room so i just used to watch it all the time n i now basically know the script inside out

WHAT ALWAYS PUTS YOU IN A GOOD MOOD? — nothing, life is pointless n i hate fun, let me rot in peace

WHO IS YOUR FAVOURITE MUSICIAN / BAND? LIST IF THERE ARE MORE THAN ONE. — ughhh god probably lcd soundsystem. gorillaz, the streets, tame impala, talking heads, soft hair, i also love lizz tho n also angry twangy guitar girl bands like girlpool, courtney barnett, best coast, cherry glazerr,

WILD NIGHT OUT OR QUIET NIGHT IN? — quiet night in my party days are over i cant even be bothered to go to the shops if its past 4.30pm and dark these days

ANY PHOBIAS? — clowns n rats

DO YOU LIKE BUGS? — absolutely not

BIRDS? — yes but not if they fly in my face

ARE YOU A CAT OR DOG PERSON? BOTH? — i love both i want one 

BIGGEST PET PEEVE? — tory middle aged boomers who treat me like actual shit on their shoe because i work in the service industry like thats my choice and their poor economic decisions didnt mean i have to do a shitty job to afford to live bcos of austerity n cuts to arts funding meaning i cant get a job writing unless i self-fund :)))

FAVOURITE THING ABOUT THE RPC? — that everyone ive met through rp is a fuckin LAFF

TOP TEN FAVE FCS TO USE? — god .... diana silvers, timothee chalamet, margaret qualley, kristine froseth, froy gutierrez, zendaya, elle fanning, astrid berges frisbey, hunter schafer, leonardo dicaprio

FIVE YOU LIKE WRITING AGAINST? — herman tomeraas, hunter schafer, saoirse ronan, timothee chalamet, froy gutierrez

FAVOURITE TYPE OF FOOD? — linda mccartney 1/2pounder mozzarella veggie burgers, sweet potato wedges, tomato soup, mozzarella sticks, brownies

WORST FOOD? — green things like broccoli n sprouts gross. baked beans cos as a kid ppl used to do baked bean baths for comic relief / red nosed day a lot n i thought when they were finished in the baked bean bath they just put all the cold beans back in the tin. actually anything small that moves around on your plate. peas. spaghetti. sweetcorn. i dont like small things i cant control.

DO YOU PLAY VIDEOGAMES? IF SO, WHAT ONES AND ON WHAT PLATFORM DO YOU PREFER? — last year my housemate had an xbox n i went through a phase of obsessively playin fable 3 it was amazing. i had like 5 husbands and 3 wives and loads of kids but they all ended up leavin me cos i spent so much time out doing quests neglecting them

ANYTHING ELSE YOU’D LIKE TO SHARE WITH THE TAG? — this

LASTLY, HOW DID YOU FIND US? — im one of those bitches who was in this grp all the way back when it was swipe... so quirky and original!! i knew the band before u! anyway im goin now this has been sufficiently embarassing..... i am lame

[patrickbrewerisgay]

re: rpf drama again!!! 🤮

(tw for mention of suicide in regards to an anon message)

i was not going to post about this again because i said exactly what i wanted to say & got it all off my chest & felt much better about it after. actually i haven’t even THOUGHT about the whole thing since my little “rant” that i guess everyone loved (save one or two bad takes that i deleted, bc i was mad & then realized they were unproductive). i blocked everyone involved right away so i could be Done & move on & get back to the show & fandom that i really do love. but i’ve gotten a couple messages about things i didnt know about & i was just looking at wildxwired’s blog for the first time since the whole thing & i feel the need to comment on some stuff to clear things up.

(hopefully these cut things still function on this hellsite, though i don’t think they do anything on mobile)

1. i’ve never sent any “anon hate.” i feel like i’ve made it pretty clear that i am not a person who’s afraid of attaching my name to what i want to say. all i see on wxw’s blog is 2 messages (including the original that prompted her disgusting response, which i also DID NOT SEND) & then like a billion messages of “support” about the “hate,” so idk if there was more that she deleted. but i would NEVER tell someone to kill themselves?? i just want people to stop being gross, not die. also as a person who suffers from mental illness & has been suicidal in the past, & has also been on tumblr for a billion years & Seen Some Shit, i just. wouldn’t say that. you know only what people are posting about (which in this case is a very specific thing), you don’t know what else is going on in their lives & to prey on their mental health or deliberately try to trigger them is straight up vile & against every moral i hold. also in regards to anons, i am in constant contact with my group of friends who run other blogs on here & NONE of that is coming from us, or else i would know. we’ve moved on from you guys.

2. i don’t like rpf, but if you’re gonna do it, wildxwired actually did it the right way. she put it in a separate tag. she didn’t include any significant others. she even mentioned it was a sort of au. still don’t like it, but if you HAVE to do that, that’s a good example of how to help people avoid it, & also follows the compromise others & i suggested of keeping it out of the main tag. i also don’t care about your silly weird tentacle fics lol which i’ve already said don’t bug me bc they’re clearly ridiculous & in jest.

3. what i was specifically objecting to was wxw’s response to that anon, as well as those 4 drinkingstarsfic fics involving clare that everyone is supportive of, even if they didn’t write them. my main issue has ALWAYS been the involvement of real life significant others. i think it crosses a major boundary & i will continue to stand by that. idc as much about the other stuff, i obvs dont like it but it doesn’t horrify me in the same way. i still maintain that it’s non-consensual sexual content, even if it’s “only” written & even if the subject doesn’t know about it (even more non-consensual). how’d you like that stuff written about your sister, or even you? it’s violating. that’s MY stance that i stick by.

4. this has always applied to a very very small & specific group of people in this fandom that i can’t roll with. the vast majority of people i’ve met through sc have been AMAZING & honestly changed my life. i love this fandom so much & i (mostly) feel really safe here. i am getting everything i want out of my sc fandom experience & more.

5. y’all are like..... really misusing dan’s philosophy on love lol. he’s never meant “let anyone get away with anything & don’t speak out against things that you believe are wrong.” or else he wouldn’t have called out the reviewer who called him fey. or else he would just include homophobes in the show & show everyone loving them. he clearly has moral boundaries that he doesn’t believe people should cross, & he is vocal on speaking out against them. i admire that in him so much. also like he’s not a messiah, he’s not the boss of me & i’m not gonna follow all his personal philosophies like some kind of religious law lol.

6. censorship doesn’t mean telling someone on the internet your opinion about what they’re doing & how you BELIEVE they should take it down. censorship is FORCED. i’m not the government. i don’t even know HOW to report things on ao3 or if you even can. i don’t know their rules.

7. that one reply that was like “imagine being against rpf but loving your favorite actors so much that you know their anniversary” was so funny bc noah LITERALLY made an insta post about it yesterday. imagine loving your favorite actors so much that you follow them on social media.

8. for a bunch of women in their 30s, i’m like. appalled at how immaturely you all behave. get a life. stop deliberately goading people. stop harassing actual children on the internet. spend some time making a tangible difference in the world.

9. all the opinions i’ve expressed are mine & mine alone, & i do not claim to speak for anyone else, nor have i ever. so don’t take this out on others. if you have problems with me, address those problems directly to me. or get a proxy if you’re blocked. let’s behave like adults & communicate. OR let’s behave like adults & stop communicating when we can’t come to an agreement & it no longer is productive.

peace out losers ✌️

[kilnkin]

aud and wynn are the worst. theyre just. theyre the worst. featuring the most half assed conflict resolution and most awkward flirting to ever hit wollstonecraft.

kilnkin hey so uhhh are you ok?? first off?? everythings kinda crazy idk

kilnkin i guess you might be reading this and not reply to this so ill skip ahead im sorry?? shit no ok ignore the question marks im sorry i upset you really and made you set a lot of stuff on fire if thats what happened

cavelingthings were you ever going to tell me?

kilnkin yeah!! i mean idk probably?? i didnt think it was that big of a deal??

cavelingthings you lied to me

kilnkin i did and thats why im sorry i just really didnt think it would matter!! like i took it from them so they couldnt use it and i wouldve given it to you cause honestly i couldnt either

cavelingthings i wouldn't have minded if you just asked me first

cavelingthings tbh I'm relieved that it was you

kilnkin seriously?? you set a car on fire over that shit i dont think it wouldve been fine and dandy

cavelingthings well it wasn't extracted for nothing I'd rather someone I'm close to use it instead of those jerks

kilnkin so does that are you saying its fine??

kilnkin like i had moire prep me for this whole big grovelling thing and we're just? good?? fingers crossed

cavelingthings kind of...

cavelingthings just please promise you won't lie to me again that's what really hurt

kilnkin yeah of course!! ive seen you in action i wont be crossing you any time soon lol

cavelingthings yeah... a lot of people "saw me in action" tonight

kilnkin haha yeah youre probably earning a major rep with the new kids

cavelingthings I'll say, this "nick" guy messaged me earlier and called me something that i don't know how to deal with  

kilnkin what

kilnkin did he actually call you a cow is that what those people were going on about?? fuck him

cavelingthings oh no that was like a misunderstanding but ummm... he called me "beautiful"

kilnkin ??? OH oh

cavelingthings yeaaaaaaahhhh

kilnkin well thats weird not cause you arent or anything uh

kilnkin thats just. has he even seen you?? or is he just creeping ur blog omg

cavelingthings creeping he legit told me he was looking through my selfie tag

kilnkin ohhh my god thats why are all of these boys so creepy what the fuck??

cavelingthings no idea

kilnkin i mean theyre good selfies!! literally hot lololol but ohhhh my god

cavelingthings what? WAIT WHAT

kilnkin what what?? like the fire??? like hot haha pun ((:

kilnkin hello??

cavelingthings yes hi hello uhh sorry about that

kilnkin no problem i know im hilarious lol XD

cavelingthings that was a good pun A+

cavelingthings anyways I'm messing with that guy now lmao

kilnkin pffft you get it all the time im sure YES i wanted to ask omg what level of "messing with" bc one torched out car is an accident, two is suspicious lmao

cavelingthings oh!! no non of that ...for now none*

kilnkin lol good hey what did you like?? say to him

cavelingthings about what?

cavelingthings like how im messing w him or

kilnkin uh yeah! or like how you replied but yeah actually im more interested in the messing with lol

cavelingthings well he said "maybe we can aim for a better second impression, yeah?" And I was like "if you're lucky" then he said "ooh, shit,alright.  i'll bring my A game" and then I said "don't know what your A game is but from the first impression you might need to bring your B and C game for support" i don't know if its working or if it looks like I really am flirting back :T

cavelingthings how do i mess w boys ?

kilnkin uhh hmm im not good with flirting so im not sure actually lol )):

cavelingthings ....didn't you like call me hot back there

kilnkin uh ok listen wynn whatever i may or may not have said five minutes ago my idea of both flirting and messing with boys is putting bugs in their beds and like idkk otherwise pranking them so um maybe do one of those things to him??

cavelingthings I could like buy him a coffee and fill it with something gross when he's not looking

kilnkin haha yeah thats the spirit

cavelingthings any suggestions?

kilnkin slobber from beaus hellhounds might be a good place to start

cavelingthings perfect i can't believe i just asked him to coffee yikes

kilnkin oh my god lmao its ok its all part of the setup lol im sure dog slobber tastes grosser coming from someone u have a crush on right XD

cavelingthings hm don't know! guess we could test it, do you have a cup o' dog slobber to give me?

cavelingthings kidding lmao

cavelingthings or am i?

kilnkin haha w or?? not haha lol um

cavelingthings omg he agreed :0

kilnkin are you? oh!! good omg it begins lolol