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autogeneity · 1 year

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why in fucks name am I now, after 11 years, out the fucking blue, apparently craving meat. but like, some abstract concept of it, obviously, because I damn well know that if there was any real thing in front of me I'd feel nothing but nausea about it. why the fuck.

#noting also the 4th cold of the season thing there is clearly something going on with my body #m #cw food #cw meat #did a thing with soya chunks that was temporarily satisfying but I think the underlying lack remains #was there yesterday also #idk ima have some protein shakes ig #my iron infusion should be coming soon maybe that'll help?#but like I never experienced this before even in the beginning #or when I was barely eating and definitely very malnourished #so why the hell would it be happening *now*#and like this week with the cold and all I haven't even been training!#idgi

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