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Diaries of a Diapered Daydreamer #1 ~ Why ABDL? A Deep Dive Into My Own Experiences
“Why am I putting this out there? Why am I about to talk openly about something most people keep secret? Don’t you know people are going to see you as a weirdo now?”
When I decided that I was going to embrace this part of me, I wanted to find a good way where I could incorporate this into my own growth and development. I wanted to find a way that I could make this a part of my self-improvement, and show that embracing your kinks and parts of you that seem “weird” from the outside is not only crucial for self-love, it’s vital. I’m not the kind of person to hide parts of me, but simultaneously… it’s diapers.
With this series, I want to accomplish two things:
Deeply Explore ABDL ~ Not just as a kink, but as a lens to understand love, self-acceptance, and identity. I want to help give other people, inside and outside of the community, a better understanding and perspective of what it’s all about.
Open Up the Conversation ~ I want to do this not just for other ABDLs, but for anyone who’s ever felt ashamed of what makes them happy, or what is a part of who they are. I want my stories and experiences to be able to serve as inspiration and hope for those going through similar situations.
"So... why diapers?"
Being real here, out of all the unusual and wonderful ways people find comfort- collecting gnomes, running ultra-marathons, playing Minecraft for 36 hours straight- this one definitely raises eyebrows. I should know about the boundaries of normalcy, I’m one of those people who collects gnomes.
Let’s get this out of the way: No, I wasn’t dropped on my head as a baby (although I did get whacked in the head with a shovel once). No, I wasn’t hypnotized by an evil scientist with a Pampers sponsorship. And no, this isn’t some weird rebellion against potty training and the struggles of modern adulthood.
I just like them. And honestly? It took me a long time to be okay with that.
For years, I fought it. I rationalized it. I convinced myself I needed to "fix" it, or that it was some hidden trauma that needed to be seen and healed. But if there’s one thing I’ve learned in my personal and spiritual journey, it’s this:
You don’t heal yourself by rejecting parts of who you are.
You heal by embracing all of you- including the parts that don’t seem to make sense. This is the journey I’m on now. Not just tolerating my ABDL side, but loving it.
How Did I First Realize This Was a Part of Me?
I remember it quite clearly when this part of me came into my awareness: It was fourth grade. I was sitting in the shower one evening, like a little philosopher, having an existential crisis.
"I want to go back to diapers."
I have no idea why that thought hit me at that moment. But once it did, it never really left.
From that day forward, diapers fascinated me. I read about them online, thought about them through my middle and high school years, researched ABDL as I got older… but I didn’t actually try them until I got my own place. And even then? The shame was real.
I went through endless purge cycles- buying diapers, indulging, freaking out, and throwing them away. Over and over. I told myself, “This isn’t normal. This isn’t healthy. You don’t actually like this.”
But in November of 2023, my life changed.
I went through what I can only describe as my dark night of the soul. Every day, I worked tirelessly to heal- to dismantle every last limiting belief, trauma, and insecurity I had. For a year straight, I explored every last facet of my being.
And I did. I transformed. I grew and became a better and far stronger person. I found real self-love. I spiritually awakened in a way that has remained rewarding to this day.
But ABDL? It stayed.
No matter how much work I did, my subconscious just rolled its eyes and said:
"Okay. Alright. Sure, buddy. Are you done yet? Are you hydrated? Want a Snickers? Maybe some granola? You get really cranky when you self-analyze too much."
Finally, at the start of 2025, I had a massive spiritual download:
"Cut the shit. This isn’t something to heal. It’s something to embrace."
And so, here I am. Writing this.
Why is ABDL a Part of Me?
I’ve been on the autistic spectrum my whole life, but for most of my childhood, I didn’t know it. The adults in my life felt like I should grow up "thinking" I was normal. I can tell you it just felt like every time I took one step forward, the world took two.
I just knew that people got frustrated with me a lot. That no one seemed to get why I struggled with things. They just knew I was non-verbal, and they needed to fix that. Well, they succeeded, and after that, people assumed that because I could hear them, and because I could talk, I understood them.
Spoiler Alert: I didn’t.
I failed a lot. I was humiliated a lot. And I had no idea how to process emotions properly. It was stressful, it was overwhelming. At times, it was so much to handle that I just shut down or gave up.
So, I found comfort in things I could control.
Cartoons and Toonami
Legos
Star Wars
Video games
And, well… diapers.
To me, diapers symbolized safety. They were a constant in a world that felt unpredictable, overwhelming, and constantly changing. They represented an easier time in my life: Pillow forts in the basement, getting excited at seeing trains pass by (I still do), sneaking off downstairs early in the morning to watch the Ocean Dub of Dragon Ball Z on the local WB channel (Brian Drummond is hands down the best Saiyan and Namek Saga Vegeta).
And as I got older, diapers took on a new meaning:
A way to escape the stress of being an adult.
When I put one on, I feel: ✅ Comfort
✅ Security
✅ Playfulness
✅ A ¼ Teaspoon Of Rebellion and Boldness
✅ Freedom From Responsibility
For just a moment, I get to let go of the weight of adulthood. No stress, no deadlines, no responsibilities- just me, a ridiculously thick diaper, waffles, and a choice between Kids WB or Fox Kids reruns (they’re all on YouTube, if you want a good nostalgia bomb).
(Also, side note: Why are ABDLs obsessed with coloring? Is this in our factory settings? Where in the BIOS can I find it?)
What Does ABDL Mean to Me?
At first, I thought I needed to understand ABDL to accept it. After all, my own philosophy is that as long as your subconscious keeps bringing up something, then there’s something you need to learn about it. Only after you’ve learned everything that you’ve needed to can you let it go, and then it’s just out the door and out of your life.
But here’s the thing- when you dissect a bird to find the song, you kill it.
There comes a point where overanalyzing something that brings you joy strips it of its magic.
I let go of control to gain control.
ABDL isn’t something I need to “fix.” It’s something that teaches me how to love myself unconditionally—even the parts that don’t make sense.
What Do I Think About the ABDL Community?
I won’t lie—there’s definitely a horny side. But that’s true for every community. Normal dating has plenty of cringe, trust me.
But at its core? ABDL is a community built on comfort and connection.
A lot of ABDLs deal with the same struggles as everyone else: 💔 Loneliness
💔 Rejection
💔 Trauma
💔 Fear of being misunderstood
💔 Fear of having their lives ruined
💔 Never being able to find someone who loves them for who they are
And because the outside world judges us so harshly, there’s a strong sense of community here. The only other time I’ve seen such a community is in New Orleans, after Hurricane Katrina. I’ve been there quite a few times over the years, and have had the pleasure to chat with the locals each time. The impression you get is of a city that has come together. They helped one another, and they rebuilt after the devastation. Sure, it still has its problems, every city does. But despite that, there’s a good heart and soul to the community, and a desire to make sure that community remains strong because of their bond.
That’s what the ABDL community feels like- A bunch of people who’ve been misunderstood, judged, and shamed, but instead of giving up, they lift each other up.
Joining the online ABDL community? It felt like cannonballing into a hot tub- at first, the heat shocks you. But once you settle into the right spot? It’s actually pretty damn nice.
(Just… wear swim diapers. Trust me.)
Final Thoughts
This is just the beginning.
I want to explore ABDL deeper. I want to meet more people in the community. I want this to be a real part of my life- not just some blog I write before I have to put back on my big boy pants and go back to my “normal” world.
So, if you’re reading this and you’re struggling with ABDL- I see you.
And if you’re struggling with shame, self-love or self-acceptance, I hope my journey helps you realize this:
You deserve to love every part of yourself. And you don’t need permission to do it.
#self acceptance#neurodivergent#personal growth#storytelling#self love#positivity#diapered daydreamer#mental health#self love journey#comfort and joy#breaking stigma
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JUNO , spencer reid
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pairing boyfriend!spencer x fem!reader
synopsis while babysitting henry for jj, spencer’s seeming disinterest with children starts to shift. this makes your mind wonder into unfamiliar territory you and spencer hadn’t spoken of yet: kids.
genre talks of pregnancy and children (duh), very suggestive towards the end but no smut, this is very self indulgent since i can’t get this song or spencer off my mind so here you go lol.
wc 2k?? (i got a little carried away)
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“sorry for this being so last minute!" jj scrambled, passing henry over to you along with his diaper bag. the blonde ran a hand through her short hair, adjusting from where the two-year-old played with it upon their arrival.
“it’s all good, seriously. you know how much i love babysitting this cute thing.” you tickled henry’s side, making him squirm.
jj’s eyes averted to the figure behind you, pursing her lips. “you sure he’s okay with this?” you turned your head, noticing spencer trying to look at the two of you without being noticed.
it’s not that spencer didn’t like kids; it’s just hard to know how to talk to them when you were a child genius.
you turned back to jj, attempting to ease her worry. “he’ll come around to it.” you shrugged, knowing that spencer would either sit and observe or fully engage. no in between.
after bidding your goodbyes, you walked over to spencer, taking a seat beside him on the couch. “so what should we do, little man?” you perched henry in your lap, resting your feet on the coffee table so he could sit against your perched thighs.
spencer looked at you as if he were the “little man” in question. henry just babbled, throwing his arms around as you cooed. “what do we do with him?” spencer asked, leaning closer into your shoulder to inspect the baby in your lap.
you laughed at his seriousness, turning to look at your boyfriend. “have you never been around a baby in your life or something?” you teased, lifting henry so he was closer to you both.
“did you know that babies are born with about seventy reflexes? that’s why when you place a baby on a surface to stand, they automatically start doing a stepping motion.” he spoke, watching henry kick his legs as you stood him on your lap. you looked over at him quizzically. “for someone who’s so awkward around babies, you sure do know a lot about them.”
spencer flushed slightly, “i just haven’t had the chance to be around any until now.” he nudges your shoulder before crossing his arms.
“well, here’s your chance.” you held henry out to spencer, which made him squirm and mumble yet again. “hold him while i go bring his bag in here.”
he hesitated, looking between you and the baby as if this were a test. yet, despite the nervousness, he reached out, mimicking your position earlier. when you were content with how henry laid on spencer’s legs, you walked out of the room.
you’d be lying if you said you didn’t purposely take your time collecting his things, wanting spencer to have some alone time with henry. finally satisfied with your departure, you peaked your head into the room, nearly melting at the sight.
the once stiff and nervous spencer you had left with henry was now replaced with a content, smiling one. his voice went up a few pitches as he responded to henry’s nonsense. “oh wow, really?” his lips were pulled into a smile as he played with him, letting henry’s small hand encase his slender fingers.
you couldn’t help but let your head wander; how could you not? sure you thought about a future with spencer. a future where you were married and maybe with kids, but you had never brought it up being too nervous to scare spencer off.
but now watching him light up with henry in his lap, you wanted nothing more than for your daydreams to become reality.
“someone wants you back in here, i think.” you snapped out of your daze, focusing on the two sets of eyes staring at you. both holding the same smiles and wide eyes.
god, you swore you felt your ovaries jump.
“i see that you two are getting along now.” you placed henry’s diaper bag on the table, sitting yourself on the ground before laying out his blanket and a few toys. spencer joined you, placing henry on his stomach, then laid beside you, mirroring the baby’s position.
“who are you and what did you do with my boyfriend?” you laughed, in awe of how much spencer had adjusted to the small being in just a matter of minutes.
he looked up at you as he shook a little plushie in front of henry’s face. “sorry to disappoint, but this is still your boyfriend,” spencer quipped before you pushed his head jokingly, messing up his hair in the process.
the sound of high-pitched squeals took both of your attentions away from one another. there henry lay, clapping his hands in favor of you and spencer’s playful fighting.
“yeah, you like when i show him who’s boss, huh?” you caressed the soft skin of henry’s cheek, making him giggle. spencer sighed, “come on, man, i thought we were really becoming friends” he exasperated, laying his head in his hands dramatically.
this only brought more squeals from the baby, making your cheeks almost grow sore from how hard you were smiling.
“awe spence, it’s okay.” you egged on your act by petting his hair back into place. this caused your boyfriend to lift his head; a big pout on his lips made yours perk up.
with your attention being taken away from henry by spencer’s rare expression, you hadn’t noticed the stuffed animal caught between the baby’s hands. before you could do anything, the small bear was chucked into spencer’s face, causing an uproar of noises from henry.
“i’m starting to question this whole babysitting thing.” spencer winced, looking at you as you laughed along with henry.
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despite the teasing from earlier, spencer continued to be enamored with henry. him even insisting he help feed and change him when time came.
the whole ordeal feeling so domestic, apart of you wished jj could have spent a couple more days for her and will in favor of you seeing spencer like this for longer.
“thank you, again for taking care of him.” jj propped her hip against the counter as she fumbled for her phone out of her purse.
“of course, it really was no problem.” you turned at the sound of spencer’s soft voice, thanking henry for “helping” him clean.
“honestly, i think someone enjoyed this a bit more than we thought.” you gestured at spencer as he settled henry on his hip, the baby grasping onto his button-up shirt.
your whole body ran hot at sight. spencer looked really good as a pretend dad.
“no kidding, the team is going to flip when i show them the pictures you took of them.” she glanced at her phone, noting the off-guard photos you stole of spencer and henry.
one was of him feeding him as he walked around the living room, another of him explaining some of the books organized on his shelves in a very formal fashion despite henry’s lack of knowledge, and finally one of them eye-to-eye playing on the floor with various toys.
your heart swelled looking back at them, the questions you had been so careful not to ask begging to be verbalized.
before you could sink any further, spencer came over, handing jj henry and his bag almost reluctantly. noticing the time, jj was quick to leave in order to keep the baby’s sleeping schedule on track but thanked you guys repeatedly before finally closing the door.
clicking the lock shut, you mentally prepared yourself for the words about to come out of your mouth.
“you had more fun than you bargained for, didn’t you?” you met spencer on the couch, him reaching out to pull your legs over his, making your heart leap.
“i did, actually.” spencer began smoothing his hands up and down your calf before continuing. “honestly when you mentioned henry coming over, i was a little- i don’t know scared? i just didn’t want to disappoint him or you.” he bit his lip like he was stopping himself from letting the whole truth out.
“oh spence, you were perfect. honestly, i’m very proud of you.” you reached out, caressing the side of his face, causing him to look at you.
he noticed your wondering eyes, waiting for you to continue. “actually i um…” you shifted pulling your legs under yourself so you could sit up.
breathing in deeply, you continued, “today kind of got me thinking about us and our future.” spencer was looking at you with such admiration that you had fixed your gaze on your hands.
“i know we haven’t really brought it up before, but seeing you and henry today had me-“
before you could finish, spencer’s lips were pressed against yours, resulting in a shocked gasp from you. he kissed you, mumbling words each time his lips parted to take yours in again.
“i want that, i really do.” he breathed, finally separating from you for just a moment.
“you want what, spence?” you were in shock, to be honest, knowing what he meant but wanting to hear him say it word for word.
without another word, he positioned you in his lap, legs straddling his own. “i want a family with you. i want a sliver of what we had today to become ours one day.” his eyes didn’t break from yours, his pupils blown wide and sparkly.
for the thousandth time that day, you had to bite back a smile. “you mean that?” you questioned, one hand coming to comb through his hair and the other resting on his neck.
he kissed your cheek, forehead, nose, and finally your lips before he spoke. “every single one. i mean, one of you is cute.” he cupped your cheek as he spoke. “but two though? that’s something.” he finished, smirking at you.
you couldn’t contain your happiness, crashing his lips to yours again feverishly. even though you knew the both of you were in no place to have a kid now, there was no harm in playing with the fantasy for now.
even if the real thing wouldn’t come to be for a good few years.
spencer pulled you flush against him, one his hands leaving your hips to trail up your spine and settle onto the back of your neck. a moan slipped past your lips as goosebumps erupted on your skin.
you pulled on his shirt, hinting at where this was going as if it weren’t obvious to the man beneath you. he looked up at you, kissing you once more before dragging you to your shared bed.
your blouse and shorts were off before your back hit the sheets, spencer still standing ahead of you unbuttoning his work shirt.
you sat up on your knees, crawling to the edge of the bed to take over. after each undone button, you kissed his skin, making him gasp as his fingers raked through your hair.
pulling his shirt all the way off, you made your way to his pants, pulling him closer by his belt loop. you bit your lip, noticing the gears turning in his head.
“you know statistics say missionary or doggy are the best positions to get pregnant in.” spencer let out in shallow breaths as his belt clinked on the floor.
“oh, yeah and why is that genius?” you leaned back on your elbows while spencer finished removing himself of his pants. he took you in, the tiny pink bow on your underwear made spencer rethink his crude response.
“deeper penetration,” he said almost too smoothly, making you laugh. it was hard to take statistics seriously when you were both nearly naked.
before he could settle above you, you shimmied up the bed. ridding yourself of the rest of your clothes, you positioned yourself on your hands. looking over your shoulder, you saw the way spencer’s eyes widened in shock.
“have you ever tried this one?”
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my first spencer fic omg. lowk crazy because i’ve been obsessed with this man since the ripe age of 12 but here we are. will probably be writing a lot more of him since im rewatching cm at the moment so stay tuned! request box is always open <333
#spencer reid#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x you#spencer reid x y/n#spencer reid fanfiction#spencer reid fluff#spencer reid fic#spencer reid x fem!reader#criminal minds#criminal minds fanfiction
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Which would you say the most absorbent diapers you've used? e.g. the diapers that hold the most pee?
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Trest!!!! Trest diapers hold soooooo much! I love them. And the squish is second to none.
An honorable mention to DayDreamers too!
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Adele had a dream, or more accurately, she had a fantasy. In a few days, she would move out of the family nest and into a college dorm. Exciting! But Adele did not think so. She thought it was frightening. The beginning of responsibility. Of true adulthood. And she wanted none of it. She had always daydreamed about going back to childhood. Since what seemed forever, her ultimate fantasy was to wake up in diapers, go to school and find all her classmates just as well-padded as she was. They would play and dance and do arts and crafts. It would merely be a scaled-up daycare. So when she woke up in a crib, her excitement was through the roof. Around her waist, a thick white diaper. Thoroughly soaked. In her mouth, a pacifier bobbing up and down as she flailed her legs to get all the soft sensations of duvet and padding that she could. Not for a second did she question her dad picking her up, changing her and dressing her in a pair of cute overalls. Meanwhile, her mother was cooking downstairs. Breakfast, yes, but also Adele’s lunch, which was neatly packed in a bright blue lunchbox with flowers drawn on it. At that point, Adele was not surprised when she was buckled in a baby seat and driven to college. There, the parking lot was filled with proud parents dropping off their grown, but regressed, children with kisses, diaper pats and hugs.
“I’ll pick you up in a few hours, ok?” Adele’s mother told her. And Adele could not help but smile at the thought of her first day of college.
#ab/dl girl#ab/dl caption#ab/dl#ab/dl community#ab/dl stories#ab/dl fiction#diaper stories#diaper captions#regression caption
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Diaper Girl Daydreams
It makes me feel all gooey when I think about being his little princess.....
The way he adjusts my leak guards......the way he grabs my thigh while he drives.... even how he jingles the rattle toys above me trying to distract me during a diaper change.
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Hi Kaylee! Quick question, have you tried the Daydreamer diapers yet? If so, did you like them? If not, do you want some? 🚼😁
Hehe I have! I like how they’re translucent 
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MOMMY KNOWS BEST
CHAPTER 2
Sunlight splashed into the bedroom and Rebecca started to stir awake. As she opened her eyes, she realized that Brian was still in the same position he was in when they fell asleep. He was still asleep and to her delight he was still suckling on his pacifier. She managed to wriggle herself free and made for the kitchen to make her coffee. The previous evening was coming into focus and she realized that she had a lot of work to do. Her home wasn’t equipped for a baby yet. She had much to prepare, so many things to get. First thing first was to make plans for a nursery. She started to daydream about all of her plans when footsteps crept up behind her. “Good morning Rebecca,” Brian said sheepishly. She whipped around, “Rebecca? Have you have forgotten last night already?” Her voice was steady and firm, but also lovingly maternal, “Can you tell me what you are wearing?” Brian turned his eyes to floor and fidgeted. So embarrassed, he could barely find his voice. “Brian, I asked you a question. What are you wearing sweetheart?” This time he managed to allow words to escape, “Im, Im wearing a……diaper.” The last word exited as a faint whisper. “What was that? I couldn’t hear that last word.” He nervously glanced up to see her face, but he couldn’t find the strength to look her in the eyes and once again focused on the floor. “I said a diaper.” “That’s so good sweetheart. I’m so proud of my baby. Now tell me whose diaper is it.” He closed his eyes, wishing he could be anywhere but here. “It’s my…my diaper.” “You are doing so great sweetie. Now can you tell me what you were suckling on when you woke up?”
Why won’t she just let me go. Overcome with his embarrassment, he snapped. “Forget this whole thing, Rebecca. Can we just pretend like last night happened? I shouldn’t be doing this. I just need to grow up and forget this stupid fantasy.” He stormed back into the bedroom. Rebecca took it all in stride. She knew her husband too well. She knew he would refuse to let go. He would fight it, even though he wanted this so badly. He was never going to give himself permission to just let go. It was going to be up to her to regress him. She entered the bedroom, just as Brian was about to un-tape his diaper. “Do not touch that diaper, young man!” “You can’t tell me what to do, Rebecca.” The look in her eyes made him realize his mistake. She marched over and pushed him down onto the bed. She smacked the back of his thigh as hard as he could. He let out a cry much to his surprise. “Get over my lap. And if you disobey me, you will absolutely regret it.” The sheepish feeling swept over him again and he complied. She pulled down his diaper. She laid smack after smack over his cheeks. At first he tried to grit his teeth through the pain, but after a few minutes tears streamed down his face. Tears turned to sobs as snot ran down his face. What a sight. Here was a grown man in a diaper over his wife’s knee getting a full spanking. Rebecca let up and with that same forceful maternal tone spoke up once again, “Let’s try again. Now what were you suckling on earlier?” Brian heaved his chest to catch his breath after the uncontrollable tears. “A pacifier.” “That’s right honey. So you have your diaper and your pacifier. Who uses those?” “Ba…babies.” “Great job. So if babies wear diapers and suck on pacifiers, what does that make you?” He tried to wipe the snot from his nose. There was no way to pretend that he didn’t look like a baby in this moment. “I’m a baby.” The sobs started up again, “I’m just a baby. I’m so sorry mommy.” Rebecca wrapped her arms around him and brought his face to her chest. “That’s right sweetheart. You are mommy’s baby. Mommy wants you to be her baby. I know you feel embarrassed Brian, but there is no reason to feel that way. I want this too. But you need to trust mommy and listen to me. Mommy knows best. Let me take control and I will make everything all better. Will you do that for me? He looked up and just nodded. She reached over to his bedside table and grabbed his pacifier. She gently placed it between his lips. “Once you have calmed down, I want to you to get dressed for me. Mommy has a lot of work to do. So today, you will get to be an adult. I want you to spend the day as a big boy. Go have some fun. But I want you back here this evening and we can discuss your return to babyhood.”
To be continued…
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Kk! So I absolutely loved your last piece about Carlos and the heiress!reader, and I have to agree I really really love those blended fics. Something about them just hits different ya know? And then I saw this post https://www.tumblr.com/monzabee/729167936518012928 and was like god I wish someone still wrote for kimi. And then off I’m scrolling through your blog and I see that ask were apparently you do?? Like holy shit bestie! This is like the greatest day ever! So all of that to say will you please please right something that involves the video from that post?? Pretty please??
MELTING THE ICEMAN
parings: kimi räikkönen x wife!reader
author 🗒️’s: my heart melted writing this, I hope it turned out as you want, love
summary: the one where you see your husband taking care of your son and feel that you couldn’t be happier as you are.
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Kimi Räikkönen, the Iceman of Formula 1, had always been known for his stoic and unemotional demeanor on the race track. But at home, in the quiet moments, he transformed into a different person entirely. There was a side of him that very few people got to see, a side that was incredibly warm, loving, and tender.
One sunny afternoon, the two of you sat in the cozy living room, surrounded by the soft laughter and gurgles of your 6-month-old son, Jake. Kimi held the baby in his arms, cradling him gently as he made funny faces to elicit the most delightful giggles from your little one.
Kimi leaned down, his lips brushing against Jake's plump, rosy cheeks. "Who's the happiest baby in the world, huh?" he cooed, his Finnish accent making it all the more endearing.
Jake's response was a chorus of delighted baby laughter, a sound that could melt the coldest of hearts. You watched in awe as your husband continued to play with Jake, making silly noises and pretending to nibble on his tiny fingers. It was a side of Kimi that you fell in love with all over again, a side that he reserved for his family.
"Kimi," you whispered, unable to contain your fondness, "you are the best dad in the world."
Kimi looked up from Jake's little face, his azure eyes meeting yours. A small, warm smile graced his lips, a rare sight for the world but a daily occurrence in the privacy of your home. "I learned from the best," he said softly, referring to you.
You couldn't help but blush at the compliment. Kimi's transformation into a devoted father had surprised you, but it had also filled your heart with an indescribable joy. His dedication and love for Jake were unmistakable, and you couldn't have asked for a better partner to share parenthood with.
As the day continued, you both took turns caring for Jake, feeding him, changing his diapers, and watching him drift off to sleep in his crib. Every moment felt like a cherished memory in the making, and you couldn't help but daydream about the future.
When Kimi returned to the living room after putting Jake down for his nap, he found you deep in thought. You looked up at him with a dreamy smile, and he knew you were up to something.
"Darling, what's on your mind?" he asked, settling beside you on the couch.
You took his hand and interlaced your fingers. "Kimi, I was just thinking about how wonderful this is—our little family. I love watching you with Jake, and I can't help but wonder… I want more of these moments. I want more children with you."
Kimi's typically cool exterior cracked, and he looked at you with a mix of surprise and delight. "More children?" he repeated, as if the idea had never occurred to him before. But the spark of warmth in his eyes revealed that he was just as excited by the prospect.
You nodded, your heart pounding with anticipation. "Yes, more children. I want to see you as a father again and again, to have more of these beautiful moments with you."
A slow, genuine smile spread across Kimi's face, and he pulled you into a loving embrace. "I'd love that," he said, his voice filled with emotion. "I love you, and I love our family. Let's make more beautiful memories together."
The two of you sat there, lost in the prospect of a larger, even more joyful family. Kimi held you close, and you knew that your dreams were aligned. It was a beautiful day of laughter, love, and dreams for the future, all in the gentle embrace of your husband and your precious son, Jake. The Iceman had certainly melted, and you couldn't have been happier about it.
#kimi raikkonen x reader#kimi raikkonen x you#kimi raikkonen fic#kimi raikkonen#kimi raikkonen one shot#kimi raikkonen fanfic#kimi raikkonen x y/n#kimi raikkonen imagine#f1 fic#f1 x reader#f1 fics#formula 1 x reader#f1 x y/n#🏎️. — f1 works ⋆∴#formula 1 x y/n#formula 1 imagine#f1 x you#f1 headcanons#f1 fluff#f1 one shot#f1 imagine#f1 fanfic
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STORY TIME:
So I’ve never gotten personal on here much. You can call me Addie! If you’ve been on the abdl side of tumbler for 10+ years, I was the male half of ThatOddCouple. We obviously went our separate ways but still keep in touch!
I’ve been into ABDL well before I knew there was even a term for it. If I had to put a number to it, I was probably 10 or 11 when I started to notice I was …..interested in wearing diapers. But there’s a little more to it.
I grew up in a cul du sac with my older sister by 4 years and a bunch of kids slightly older than me. Only thing was that up until I was 10, I was the only boy among the group. And the youngest. And I was “forced” to be walked up and down and all over the cul du sac in their little strollers that their mom would let them use to play “house”. It happened a lot. And it got to the point that I would get jealous when they used the other girl close to my age to be the “baby”. I loved the attention.
At the same time, my mom had a childhood best friend that lived a neighborhood away from us with a son and daughter that were me and my sisters age. I’d sleep over there basically once a week minimum and they would sleep at my house. From toddlers up until middle school I did this. Apparently the son was a chronic bedwetter at night and to make him feel comfortable, she would make us both wear diapers. And she would put each of us in them herself before we got comfy to watch a movie or play video games. I remember sitting in the backseat of the car on the way home the next day and hearing my parents argue about how it was “weird” she did this to her son and me for so long. I LONGED for those sleepovers.
I know both of those stories sound like bullshit. They are real. The other side of this, the side people don’t talk about much, is the negative aspects of their kink. When my parents found out what I was looking at online and how active I was on the DailyDiapers forums (real ones know what’s up) that started an almost decades long cycle of being shoved into different therapists offices to be “fixed”. And whenever a therapist told them I was perfectly fine and not harming anyone, I was accused of lying to my therapists to get on their good side and sent to a new one. It was like this until the day I moved out at 26. To the point where I had to make up a reason WHY I was going to therapy to my vanilla friends and girlfriends.
I spent a lot of my life trying to separate the “vanilla me” and this side of me and in the past 5 or 6 years I’ve just embraced it more. I still keep things separate for the most part, but my closest friends know. I’ve had long term relationships with Mommies and I LOVE a FLR 😍
Always dreamed of having my own place to be little whenever I want and throw abdl parties and sleepovers and have a whole bunch of IRL abdl friends. I’d daydream about having that freedom constantly.
And now I’m doing just that. I host a month abdl banger in south jersey once a month. I’ve made so many friends in the New Jersey/Philly area and they are all such talented and amazing people. We’ve worked really hard this past year and the community we have built is SO amazing. I have become the safe house for people to come and feel like they can be themselves and be little (or be a mommy/daddy. Whatever you fancy). I’ve had people say to me that my house was the first time anybody else has even seen them in their full ABDL gear, let alone compliment them and call them cute and make them feel small.
I love this community and I wanna see it grow more and more. And if you are in the area and you think you’re alone, you’re not. Reach out and let’s be friends.
Well that’s my super long winded post! Thanks for reading if you’ve gotten this far lmao.
That last pic I salvaged from the old ThatOddCouple tumblr page! I can’t believe I found it. If anybody has any other pictures from that page PLEASE share them with me.
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Hi there,
I see that you've tried the new Daydreamer Diapers. What do you think of them? I've been very curious as to them having clear backing that supposedly really shows when they've been wet. Do they show it as well as they claim?
Thank you
I dunno…what do you think? 🤭
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I really like these diapers. They hold a ton, are relatively thin, the rainbow butt is 👌🏻, and you can definitely see da pee!
Now I want the matching changing pad!! Daddddyyyy? Pleeeease? 🥺 @resonantyes
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Daydreaming about a diaper change that leads to your baby parts ending up inside mommy.. <33
#gentle fdom#mommy k!nk#mdlbmommy#soft d0m#abdlmommy#ab/dl community#ab/dl blog#diaper regression#md/lb kink#cg/l
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Yeah, graduating from college felt pretty good. And, hey, you were leaving without debt! Actually, soon enough, you’ll have enough to buy a house. A little help from the parents here, a little scholarship there, a little paid internship here. I mean, things were really good. The only real downer here was your love life. Or social life even. It went real south, real fast. First thing was when you broke up with your boyfriend. It just…wasn’t working out. But then, one of your best friend, Eric, seeing as you were now single, decided to spill his feelings for you. Bad call on his part, you two stopped talking.
It’d been almost two years since you’d seen Eric, but then you got a text from him out of the blue. Strangely enough, his profile picture was that of a girl and his name was…Erica? You thought Eric was this straight cis dude, turns out he wasn’t! While you did miss Eric, you weren’t sure you would’ve answered a text from him. Erica on the other hand? You had hope that she was completely over you.
“Come in, come in.” said Erica’s mother. “She’s in the living room.”
You had been briefed that she was regressed. But still. This was a lot to take in. She was so pretty! And so cute! An absolute doll. But seeing a twenty-two-year-old woman dressed like that felt pretty weird. Pigtails, pacifier…a toy in her hand and a frilly dress on her. She looked so sweet, though. Then, you saw that huge bulking diaper.
When you talked to Erica, it felt like talking to your old friend, but a childish and feminine version of that old friend. A side you hadn’t really seen. She’d been regressed for a while now and, as it turns out, was into men! You did feel a bit giddy about that news. She wasn’t going to be into you anymore! Not only that, but it seemed you’d just made a girlfriend. Erica was easy to talk to and you were both so open to each other and you got to gush about your love troubles with the guys you were seeing recently and Erica got to daydream about wanting a big strong daddy to pick her up.
After a few hours, Erica’s diaper was soaked and needed changing. This was your signal that it was time to leave. But you couldn’t help yourself and offered to adopt Erica or at the very least babysit her. To have a babygirl like that would be so, so much fun, you thought.
When leaving Erica’s house, you daydreamed of a life with a boyfriend and your babygirl. Able to live your fantasy of a family life while giving your babygirl the mommy and daddy she wants. You could take her to the park, change her diapers, breastfeed her. All the mommy things! Your boyfriend wouldn’t be threatened after all Erica was a girl in diapers, a baby! And Erica wouldn’t mind one bit you’d have a boyfriend to have sexy time and go on dates with. I mean, what a life!
Photo credit: adultbabysource.com
For more stories by me: https://reamstories.com/babywriter
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I'm still amazed how much abdl diapers can hold even though i use boosters inside, still could have worn for a while butwas time to change. Cleanup once again wasn't that bad, just looks worse in these then it actually is.
Also compared to the last pictures these do definitely show even not used.
Rearz Daydreamer with Tena booster
#ab/dl diaper#diaperhumiliation#diaper sissy#potty pants#diapered loser#jekalo1#diaper bulge#diaper bum#messy nappy#diapercuck
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Gott, ich liebe dich | MS47
mick schumacher x fem!reader
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This is just a fluffy something, no drama no nothing. I just want to daydream about me and Mick living our best life LOL
word count: 656
Idk this has literally no purpose and the ending is kinda rushed and weird but I wanted to post again hahah
Warnings: maybe the slightest mention of a breeding kink, if you squint.🧍🏽
And i’m pretty sure there are some grammar mistakes
(Btw I know Gina‘s not pregnant but let’s just pretend for the story😭)
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„You know you don’t have to help me with all of this, right y/n? You’re a guest like everyone else.“
„If you think I‘m gonna let you prepare everything on your own you really don’t know me well Corinna!“ you say laughing, continuing to cut the tomatoes for the salad. Corinna wanted to host a nice summer garden party to finally get family and friends together again on this absolutely beautiful day. Even your parents would attend and travel to Switzerland after not seeing them for quite a while.
It’s still early, the temperature is nice and not too hot, which makes preparations a lot easier. Mick and Gina are sitting in the garden, soaking up the early morning sun and enjoying the quietness before all the guests arrive in a few hours.
„I‘m gonna bring Mick a new coffee and check if Gina needs something, i‘ll be back in a second“ you say, smiling at Corinna before you walk towards the backyard.
Your boyfriend has his back to you, you smile, holding the hand with the coffee cup in front of his chest while leaning against his back, giving his neck a small kiss.
„Hey Schatz“ you can hear him smiling. „Thanks for the coffee, you’re a sweetheart.“ „Oh I know“ you giggle, kissing his cheek.
You turn to go back inside but Mick is fast to catch your wrist, pulling you back. „Staay!“ he whines. „You‘ve been running around all morning, just stay here for a bit.“ Mick says while giving you actual puppy eyes. You giggle. „I can’t Mickey, someone has to help your Mom with preparations!“ while saying this you can see from the corner of your eye how Gina is starting to get up so you turn to her, giving her a disapproving look. „Don’t you dare Gina! Sit back down, let me bring you a juice and RELAX. You won’t lift a finger today, alright?“ „If you say so“, she laughs.
„You know you don’t have to do this, right? You’re not here to be mom’s little helper in the kitchen“ Mick suddenly says. You give him a soft look, caressing his cheek with your hand. „Ich weiß Baby. I enjoy helping her, it’s no problem.“ I know Baby
You lean up, giving Mick a soft kiss.
„Gott, ich liebe dich“ you can hear him mumble. You smile. „Ich liebe dich auch.“ God, I love you + I love you too
With that being said, you go back to help Corinna, but not without bringing Gina her well deserved juice.
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A few hours later everything is prepared, the food is ready to be devoured by the guests and the garden is decorated, with the help of Mick. The sun is standing high on the sky when the first people arrive at the Schumacher home.
More and more people find themself in the beautiful garden but Mick is nowhere to be seen. After running around all morning you are craving a hug and maybe some kisses from the man who stole your heart years ago.
You go back into the house, trying the kitchen first and running into Corinna.
Before you get the chance to open your mouth, she smiles „He‘s in the living room sweetheart.“
You smile back. „Danke!“ Thanks
“Hier bist du! I’ve been looking for you baby.” There you are!
Mick chuckles, “Sorry Liebling, I fled all those people who claim they’ve changed my diaper at least once while I was a baby.” Love
You giggle while embracing your boyfriend in a loving hug. “I think you’re safe now”, you mumble against Micks neck, “everyone is focused on Ginas growing baby bump.”
“Just wait mein Schatz, soon everyone will be focusing on you!” my treasure
You laugh, lightly hitting the back of Micks head “Yea, you’d like that huh?”
Mick places a small kiss right under your ear while squeezing your ass. “Oh I’d very much like that.
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yea i‘d let mick knock me up tbh
ik this is so short, i‘m trying to write sth longer in the future😭 ideas who i should write about??
#mick schumacher x reader#mick schumacher imagines#mick schumacher fluff#mick schumacher#ms47#msc47#formula one#f1 fanfic#f1#formula 1
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MOMMY KNOWS BEST 💟
Chapter 12
Rebecca was expecting many of her purchases to start arriving today. She walked into the spare bedroom and started to envision what the nursery would look like. But first she would have to clear the room to make room for the new furniture. She went right to work. After a few hours, she had cleared all of the walls of décor, packed up all of the knick-knacks and cleared out the closet. All the was left was a few pieces of furniture that she would need help moving into the basement. She was about to text Brian to see how he was doing when the doorbell rang. A tingle of excitement coursed through her. On her front stoop was several packages. She wasted no time in tearing into them. There were cases of thick abdl, style diapers. In another box, were a number of cute outfits for her boy. She held up a light blue onesie that read Mommy’s Little Stinker. There were pacifiers, bottles and bibs while other boxes were filled with toys geared for 12 month olds. In another box, she pulled out a large plush polar bear. She pulled it close to her and reveled in its softness. She couldn’t even begin to imagine how adorable Brian would be holding his stuffie while fast asleep in his crib. There was one more box left to open. It was a breast pump and supplements.
With it in hand, she walked into their bedroom and sat down on the bed. She slipped off her bra and placed the shield over her breast. She turned it on and the suction began. She closed her eyes and rested her on the headboard. The suction of the pump set shivers down her back. Her mind wandered to visions of her breasts being so full and sweet Brian eagerly awaiting to be fed. The daydream was so thrilling. After a few minutes she switched breasts. Her excitement slowly turned to a sincere longing for her baby. She wanted him close, he needed her and she needed to take care of his every need. She wondered if that’s how new mothers felt. She reached for her phone and sent him a text:
Hi baby boy. Mommy is just checking in. I can’t wait for you to get home sweetheart. Mommy loves you.
A few minutes later, her phone buzzed:
I’m ok mommy. I wish I didn’t have to work today. I feel like I am in a fog and its been hard to concentrate. Will you snuggle with me tonight?
Her heart melted when she read the last sentence. It was the first time he had really expressed needing that maternal affection. She quickly sent back a reply:
Of course baby. You never have to ask for mommy snuggles. When you get home, you can let go of all of those yucky big boy feelings and mommy will help you feel little again. Mommy will see you soon.
Rebecca finished pumping and retuned to the spare bedroom. She looked at the plain white walls. It seemed like a good afternoon to do some painting. She pulled out her phone and texted Jennifer:
Want to help me redecorate? I can pay you in wine!
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stella brainrot so bad that i can't stop thinking of her having a major crush on queen!reader 🤤🤤 or their first meeting in like,, some gala ASUSGQFWGSHEH
Hahaha, first Paimon (although it’s more bc he wants both Lucifer and the Queen), then Satan, now Stella 😄
I can see potential in it! I like the idea of Stella with a woman and Stella is definitely the type to love her title of Princess and lust after an even bigger title with more power tied to it. Of course nothing comes of those daydreams, but still!
Miss Ma’am Queen!Reader has got so many hot-heads flocking to her 😅
(Pfft, idk why but I’m imagining Stella never really enjoyed motherhood. She loves Octavia but hated the very idea of changing diapers and having a child burp up/drool on her nice clothes — but when the Queen is presenting baby Charlie, a switch is flipped and Stella has no idea that her sudden babbling about baby Octavia is her way of flirting with Queen!Reader lol
Stella, giggling too much and twisting the feathers at her crown childishly: “Oh my Satan, you have a daughter? That’s so mad, I have a daughter too! We have so much in common 😍”
Queen!Reader: “😅 Um… yeah I guess so!”)
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