#diagnosed like oh my god. so i go offline but then i get flashbacks to people talking behind my back so bad that i am about to have yet anot
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crescentmp3 · 4 years ago
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#Fucking damn it. I really wanted to vent in this one chatroom in gt amino because my mom forced me to have a bath and i saw myself naked and#i had a fucking breakdown so i was kinda joking first but then a person said 'OH MY GOD SHUT UP WE DON'T CARE GO CRY IF YOU WANT TO' so i#jokingly said 'haha ok :D' and cried for a while and hated myself so much#i went back on there and said 'ok im back i cried for a bit'#so then someone else said 'hey if you really need to you should go to a therapist' so i made another joke and said 'haha tell that to my#parents' cause i really didn't wanna sound genuenly said#i didn't want them to think i desperately need to go to a therapist even though my body has been randomly having panic attacks#so one of them was like 'don't bother she'll just refuse' before i said my parents wont let me and then said 'see?'#so i said 'i think i need a moment. i can't handle this'#so i went offline#had a panic attack because i obviously seriously need to go a therapist and get diagnosed with the shit cause im desperate to get finally#diagnosed like oh my god. so i go offline but then i get flashbacks to people talking behind my back so bad that i am about to have yet anot#her panic attack#so i immediately go online‚ put myself on offline and just go immediately to the chat to see what they said and appearently that one person#said that they think i was an attention seeker#bitch i wish#anyway today wasn't the best day huh#yes i'm having a panic attack right this second
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