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ellephlox · 9 months ago
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hey there! so this is going to be one heck of a mess of a message because i’ve been meaning to tell you how much i’m enjoying embers and ashes but i just keep forgetting! and then things inevitably happen that remind me that i *want* to tell you how much i’m living for the story you’re writing, and yet i still fail to say anything. regardless, here we are - me, your devoted fan, ready to spew some adoration upon you
first off, i recently met someone named grey at work and i would be *lying* if i said my initial thought wasn’t of your story. i was like “greg? grey!” secondly, i was reading some tumblr theories about daredevil born again and about dex’s upcoming role in it. the particular theory i was reading mentioned the period of time dex would need to heal from his injury, and i literally thought to myself,“oh, nah he’d be fine because grey will come in and heal him.” scrolled a little farther only to *then* realize embers and ashes isn’t *technically* canon, so i guess what i’m saying is that your story is having a lasting effect on my long-standing interest in this show and these characters
ok so finally, i was wondering if you have a face claim for grey/reader. i know it’s technically a Matt x reader story, but i was curious if, when writing it, you actually envision someone or even if it’s just yourself! i just find it so interesting how authors see their own stories!
Hi!! First of all, thank you SO MUCH, it means so much that you're enjoying the story (and I love that there's a Grey at your work!!)
Yeah so I'm glad you brought up the Dex thing. I like to stay as canon as possible, and with his role in Born Again now, that... complicates things. I'm thinking I'm going to delay that part of the plot for as long as possible so I can scope out what his role is in the upcoming season — as much as I can, I want to stick to that. I'm thinking I'll just push some other plotlines forward in the meantime and keep him relatively on the back burner until we have a better idea of where his character is going to go.
Also, I don't have a face claim! I like to think that anyone, anywhere in the world who is reading Grey can envision themselves in that place. That's why I try to avoid bodily descriptions and even niche personality traits, because I hope that at least most readers can imagine themselves as her.
THAT BEING SAID, I do admittedly sort of write myself into the story — and then I try to blur that into a hobby-less, facial-feature-less version of myself that, in effect, becomes the generic Y/N. I try to think of how I would respond in each situation and end up going with that (though Reader is definitely probably funnier and also bolder in situations than me, lol most of the time I'd just be frozen in fear, unable to say anything if Daredevil approached me).
For example: the elevator scene in the last chapter. I tried to imagine how it would go down if I were in there. What would I say? How would I react to knowing Matt has super-hearing, especially when I also need to pee very badly at that moment?
In regards to specific personality traits (which wasn't even part of your question lol but now I'm rambling) I do try to keep Reader as relatable as possible, considering what I know about the average fan fiction reader:
They like reading
They're probably a bit nerdy (I mean, who else spends their time reading or writing reader insert fan fic)?
They're probably a bit more reserved (not true for everyone, but again, I find that people who spend their time reading this type of thing have very rich inner worlds, are homebodies, etc)
It's not much to work with but it helps! So sorry this turned into such a long answer haha!!
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blairwaldcrf · 5 years ago
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i’d give up forever to touch you - stumptown, dex/grey
ao3. 2k. (inspired by a prompt from @kmkalan )
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“Dex! Dex!, ” Grey yells as he runs over, Hoffman only giving him one confirming glance before continuing to run after the criminal .
Somehow she’s lucky enough that she's shot close enough to a wall, if considered luck, and he props her up more as he surveys the bleeding. Bright red and spurting. Fuck. “Hey, Dex, are you with me?”
There’s a waver in his voice that isn’t usually there, but he’s never seen her with an arterial injury. Of course he had taken a secret CPR class when she started to come back to his bar with more and more work-related injuries; but other than immediately calling the paramedics he felt helpless .
At first he uses her wool jacket to cover the rhythmic blood loss, applying as much pressure as he can despite her groans .
“I’m with you,” she says, but she’s barely coherent and his stomach has dropped.
“Okay, good,” he tells her. “Good. Let’s keep you conscious, okay? Stay with me.”
Her groan is sarcastic at least. “Tell me something shocking.”
“Uh, okay,” he fumbles. “...Ansel asked me questions about sex the other day. I think he’s serious about this Lila girl.”
Opening her eyes quite larger, even if still affected, she scoffs. “Are you kidding me? What’d you tell him?”
“Oh, nothing.” Grey tries to laugh. “Told him Google was his friend.”
“You told him to Google it?” She huffs, but it’s low pitched in a way it wouldn’t usually be. Usually she’d be yelling at him, angry and protective of her little brother no matter how Grey tried to mediate their relationship .
Right as he goes to explain, her eyes begin to flicker and close and the jacket's soaked in blood. Quickly shrugging his off, he adds more layers to the wound and tries not to panic more. She’s bleeding out, here in the outside of a warehouse, and he can’t do enough to stop it. “Dex, come on. Open your eyes. Stay awake, okay?”
Nothing more than a groan in response, he shakes her arm and her eyes open enough. Swallowing his fear, he speaks. “Look you can’t leave me, okay? I have a whole lifetime that needs your judgy attitude.” Weakly , he adds, “I still have things I need to tell you."
“Tell me now,” she manages.
“ Absolutely not,” he scoffs. “No way. You survive this first and then you’ll get to know, got it?”
“Grey,” she asks, her voice emotional. Blue eyes that he thinks about a little too often manage to peak at him. “Please.”
“I can’t.” He starts, his throat tightening so much that he can hardly breathe, let alone speak. His eyes had wet long before this, but the tears he couldn’t help but want to hide were falling now. “Dex, I don’t want to do it like this.”
“Now.” Whatever's left of her voice now is firm, and she’s holding on enough to make sure she hears him. How can he say no? Roughly through his constricted voice, he manages to softly say, “I’m in love with you. I’ve been in love with you for so long I can’t even remember when it started. I put you above everyone, without even noticing. I love you so much I couldn’t run away after being under cover; I couldn’t commit to anyone else. Not just for Ansel, but for you, Dex.”
She nods, pulling on him with her hand. He kisses her forehead and the paramedics finally arrive.
Against many odds, she survives. She’s in the hospital for two weeks; constantly complaining and trying to leave. Despite how much the nurses, doctors, Hoffman, and he and Ansel tell her to shut up and heal. Suelynn visits. Grey nods at the woman when she leaves, wanting to tell her off for how much she had messed Dex up, but that’s her place and not his . Still, he glares once her back is turned .
Today Dex is back in the hospital bed after having walked too much around the hospital and reopening her wound . Grey and her are in a contest of who can glare best, with her acting haughty about being "fine", and him angry she's so stubborn . Ansel was gone getting coffee for her. Grey had convinced him it was something Dex loved, and even though her brother wanted to hover he went to do the chore.
“You realize you’re just going to stay here longer if you keep this up, right?” He tells her, a little more chastising then he should.
“You realize you’re going to lose your bar if you keep babysitting me, right?” She snaps back, her lips pursed in that pouty way that only she manages.
“Tookie has it covered,” he retorts. “And since you’re worrying Ansel to the point of an ulcer, I think babysitting is justified .”
Dex looks down at her hands now, fumbling with the white hospital blanket. “I want to get out of this place already, it’s horrible. I hate it.”
“You don’t hate the hospital.” Grey laughs. “You hate being told what to do.”
Quirking the corners of her lips against her will, she smiles. Glancing back up, she softens and it’s clear their not-really-a-fight is over. “You don’t have to stay here, Grey. You look like you haven’t slept in weeks.”
“I haven’t.” He admits, then wishes he had said almost anything else as her gaze turns analytical. Reluctantly , he continues. “I watched you all but die in my arms. Not exactly a relaxing time in my life.”
She nods, and her blanket once again seems interesting to her. “I’m sorry. I know what that feels like.”
Fuck, he didn’t mean to trigger her like that and he’s cursing himself. “Shit, Dex, I’m sorry, I--,”
“It’s okay,” she says, clearing her throat and nodding. Blue eyes turn on him once more. “You’re right. I shouldn’t push you away after that.”
“I get it,” he says. “I’ll always be here.”
“I know.” Tears are welling in her eyes and his chest is tightening in response. “That’s the thing. You’re always here, even after we have the worst fights. You’ve never left. And I-- God, I just have never wanted to mess that up, you know? I’m always worried that one day you’re going to leave for good. That I inflict too much chaos.”
Grey shakes his head, still hating himself for the horrible words. Resentment had gotten the best of him that day, for so many reasons that were no excuse, and he wishes he could say things differently . “Look, I was completely out of line when I said those things. I don’t want to give some bullshit apology but I am sorry.”
She sighs. He adds, “And you don’t inflict chaos anymore, Dex. You’ve changed the past few months in ways I couldn’t have expected. This job has been so good for you. ...Not including recent events.”
With a small chuckle at the reference, she nods. “Uh, thank you. I think .”
“You’re welcome,” he laughs in return. “ I think .”
They watch each other carefully , both edging to the conversation Grey is starting to think she remembers, but Ansel is back with coffee and she’s grinning at her brother. Things could wait. He’ll always wait.
“Can you spare a minute?”
She’s leaning in the doorway of his office, only a few days fresh out of the hospital. The doctor, Grey, Ansel, and Hoffman had made her promise not to take on a case for another month. Grey had even managed to pay one month of her rent with the increase of money Tookie’s event planning had given them in a firm way to make her comply .
She’d already taken another case.
He sighs, gesturing for her to come in, and he’s only a little surprised when she shuts the door behind her. “Is this about the rent thing? Because yeah, I’m a little pissed. You owe me.”
They both know he won’t follow through. She smirks and he both wants to throw his pen at her and kiss her smug face all at the same time.
“Not quite.” She says, and before she can get serious, he interrupts her. “This better not be about the case you took behind everyone’s back then.” Her mouth opens but he adds, “Or me refusing to have the sex talk with Ansel.”
“Also not that.” Dex sighs, but follows up with a cheeky eyebrow raise. “Are you done guessing so I can talk?”
He shares a brief smile with her and nods before she sobers. “I, um… I remember what you said to me. After I was shot .”
“I figured,” Grey tells her. “Look, it’s not-- I don’t expect you to say anything in return. I just needed to fulfill a dying wish.”
Even though he had thought she might, she doesn’t acknowledge the last part with a facial expression. “I’ve been thinking ever since I was finally conscious in the hospital, through the pain meds and all; that I couldn’t believe you actually felt something for me .”
“What?” he exclaims, too surprised to censor himself. “How-- how on earth did you not see it?”
“I--,” she stumbles, looking a little off guard by his strong comeback. “We’ve fought more than a few times the past few months. You’ve dated and had feelings for other women and were happy with them. I guess I’ve always had this fear that our friendship continued because of Ansel.”
“They should take away your private investigator license,” he tells her, and she gives him a glare that he can’t help but smile at . “ Maybe the first few months we met it was more about finding that connection with someone who didn’t judge me. I didn’t exactly have sober reformed criminal friends back then. But it changed over the next few months, then the next few years. We both were never in the same head space for it though, and I was never sure if you felt the same way. Especially after Hoffman entered the picture.”
Dex shakes her head. “You know, I turned him down.”
“He told me,” Grey responds, and she raises an eyebrow in surprise. “ Ironically I was there that night anyway. Liz and I broke up and she gave me a speech about how you’d always be in the way of me trying to have a new relationship. You let him in and I left.”
“Dodged that bullet?” she asks, but it isn’t the same funny line. It’s a question this time, wondering if they were actually going to cross the line after six years.
He sighs and tries to bring humor in. “Well actually you got hit with the bullet, or we wouldn’t be having this conversation yet anyway.”
Rolling her eyes, she huffs. “Grey, come on.”
“No.” He says firm. “I told you everything, you can do what you want with it. I’ve been more or less waiting and trying to move on for years. It’s your turn.”
“I’m not really good with words,” she replies, walking over to his desk. When he stands, Dex kisses him, and it’s fervent in ways that make his skin light on fire. Six years of pining, of holding back, of quietly hoping one day things would change and the stars would finally align all came to crush him at once as he touches her lips . Some part of him thinks he should pull back, that they should talk, but that adult part of him drowns as soon as she starts unbuttoning his shirt . They find his office couch quite useful.
When things finish, marks made on each other out of trying not to alert the entire bar to what they were doing, she doesn’t pull away from laying on his chest as soon as possible . There’s something intoxicating about her naked skin on his and even more that he can feel her breathing. The surgery scars she’s trying to hide against him don’t miss his view, but he’s never been so grateful to see them.
“Well,” Dex says slowly , clearly trying to feel things out. “Crossed the line.”
“Crossed the line.” Grey reaffirms. “Regrets?”
“No,” she says, looking up at him. Eyes that give way to complicated emotions, she asks, “You?”
He shakes his head. “No.”
“What next?” she asks.
“This time you use your words.” He grins at her, and she sighs while smiling before kissing his neck. His eyes flicker with content, but he tries to hold on. “Second round can come later.”
“Fine,” Dex replies, reluctant. There’s still a smile on her lips, and for a moment he can’t believe that this is what caused it. “You know that wish I made? With the cake and all?”
“I’m familiar.”
Minutely shaking her head at the banter with a smile, she continues. “I wished for this.”
“Sex?” he laughs, and she slaps his chest. Offended, she scoffs. “No, asshole. This. Us. Something stable that I can actually rely on. You-- you fit into my life in ways that I can’t replicate, you know?”
“I know,” he says, kissing her forehead, unable to playfully add, “And I’m hot.”
Rolling her eyes, she compliments him with a smirk. “And you’re hot. ...I guess.”
He shoves her arm and she giggles in a way he’s not sure he’s heard before, something between vulnerable and sexy. He gives into kissing her once more. In time he’d hear the actual three words he had given her, but he knows she’ll need him to show he won’t leave now that things were romantic as well. And in the meantime, he’ll wait, this time with much more certainty.
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whirlybirbs · 5 years ago
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summary: khairyn sar is an important holiday within nabirian religion -- it celebrates love and fertility. obi-wan gets a gift for you from the lower-level markets, aided by a helpful women who urges him to buy a certain plant...  pairing: obi-wan x handmaiden!reader, established in this fic & this fic as well. word count: 8k warnings: this is porn with a dash of sex pollen trope / nsfw, 18+ a/n: i am literally not even sorry. here’s a late valentine’s day piece for you all, my lovely lil valentines. pls don’t repost!
It’s a holiday.
Maybe not on Coruscant, but to the Naboo senators and delegates on Coruscant, it is. 
Padmé’s usual senatorial garb is exchanged for one of deep reds and a grandiose headpiece that mirrors the visage of Khairtai, the goddess of Fertility and Love. Beside her, Dormé, Sabé, Ellé and yourself bear a smudging of crimson down the center of your foreheads. It’s from the crushed millaflower -- ground into a fine, deep red powder and blessed by the resident royal Pontifex. 
Your outfits mirror Padmé’s, hair pinned back tightly into a tight, neat braids with a golden pin halo-ing your heads. It’s of religious significance; each comb bearing two bounding ash-rabbits. Symbols of fertility.
The Royal house of Naboo, namely the Amidala’s, are one of many devout to the Brotherhood of Cognizance -- a polytheistic, monastic, allegorical based religion. Padmé herself was a larger worshipper of Shiraya, the goddess of the moon; Obi-Wan, on more than one account, found himself rather enraptured with the large statue on the outside patio of her Senatorial apartment upon visits with his friend.
In the evening sunset, the goddess’ moon shaped harp frames the horizon quite perfectly. Obi-Wan always wondered if it was some sort of metaphor -- perhaps that Padmé was right where she needed to be, away from the throne and serving her people worlds away. 
She’d moved to Coruscant following the ending of her second term of Queen, promptly slipping into her elected position as Senatorial representative. With her, she’d brought Dormé, Ellé, Sabé, and you -- along with a small squad of royal guards. Though, Obi-Wan believed she hardly needed them. Padmé’s handmaidens were more than capable.
You were more than capable.
Obi-Wan, from the upper deck of the Senate’s session, can hardly tear his eyes away from you -- you look rather stoic beside the ex-Queen. You’d joked a few days ago to him that you needed to mind you expressions when some of the other Senators spoke. Obi-Wan bites back a chuckle when F’aralo Pxo from Ithor finally stops babbling and your awfully sour look fades. 
Crossing his arms, the young Jedi Knight watches as the session is dismissed by Sheev Palpatine and the large, cavernous room begins to dissipate of senators and delegates. 
Obi-Wan Kenobi catches you and the others on the sixteenth floor, about to enter Padmé’s apartment.
“Merry Khairyn Sar.”
He strides close, like a glimmering star flashing across the sunset. Handsome and bright-eyed -- you wonder if your heart will ever cease it’s crescendo of excitement when you see him. Your stomach flips and you can’t help but stare at the appearance of one certain Jedi Knight. 
The gaggle of women turn on their heels, their faces lighting up at the appearance of Obi-Wan Kenobi. Your face, by far, is the brightest. 
“I only have a minute, but I thought I might come say hello.”
The two of you bite your tongues, amused little smirks threatening to bloom on your faces. It’s childish, but it’s lovely.
Padmé laughs happily at the sight of you both, moving to gesture for Obi-Wan to come in -- once inside the apartment, the Jedi is quick to loop his arms around your waist and haul you high; the reunion is short and sweet and brings smiles to the faces of your closest confidants as the move to spread throughout the apartment. Your earrings sway as you grapple with his shoulders, sliding down him when he places you back on the plush carpet carefully.
The others have known since... gods, what? Years ago? 
Before Anakin had even reached puberty and before Obi-Wan had started growing this beard out. You recall in this moment the first time you’d seen him since his diplomatic mission to Naboo, when you’d fallen in love with the kind-hearted Padawan, and how the others had been so keen on seeing the romance play out on the tarmac. 
They had, after all, read the correspondences the Jedi had sent in the time apart from one another. 
It’s been four years since -- and yet, the sickly sweet tempo of love is still enough to make your knees weak. Seeing him, though often enough now that you’re permanent residency is on Coruscant, is still enough to bring a needy whine to your heartstrings. 
“Don’t you have a Padawan to be minding?” you grin, kissing him quickly as he smiles. The prick of stubble tickles. 
“The younglings have a trip to the Archives today,” Obi-Wan explains, bowing slightly to chase your words with a kiss to your cheekbone, “But I do have a council meeting within the hour..”
You swat at his chest gently. “What have I said? Anakin is not a youngling. He’s fifteen --”
“Acts like it,” Padmé supplies, pointing at Obi-Wan who mirrors her amused-yet-trying-not-to-seem-it look, “I’ve heard the stories.”
“I’ll have greys because of him soon, I swear it.”
Another kidding swat. This time, the ruddy haired man catches it and laughs warmly. He holds your hand closely, kissing your knuckles. Your face grows hot as sheepishness creeps up your collar due to the semi-public display of affection.
“I have a gift for you,” he says quietly, eyes softening, “For Khairyn Sar.”
You should have known Obi would have figured out about the holiday.
He was a romantic -- charismatic about love and flirtatiously sweet. 
Of course a holiday celebrating love would be right up his alley. You hold your tongue -- you wonder if Obi-Wan truly understands the meaning of Khairyn Sar, or if to him, this is a just a small patronage holiday dedicated to romance. 
Khairyn Sar is an important holiday within Cognizance. Weddings and performative engagement ceremonies are large parts of the holiday, as well as... well, plainly put: conceptions. 
Nearly every devout Nabirian’s dream would be to conceive a child on Khairyn Sar. Those born within nine months of the day are said to be gifts from Khairtai herself, after all. Those with the blessed with being a Khairtai’é frequently found success within relationships, love, and careers. Fertility meant more than simply sex. 
Padmé is a Khairtai’é. She truly did have the making of a Queen.
Ellé speaks up from the couch, balancing her vibroblade on her fingertip effortlessly and watching you both. “...Obi-Wan, you do you have a brother?"
“Maybe a cousin?” asks Sabé, melodic and sweet, “A single cousin?”
“A sister, even,” Dormé croons, dropping her chin into her hand -- her voice goes a bit mopey, “I wish someone would bring me a gift for Khairyn Sar.”
It is akin to announcing your love to the world, after all. 
Obi-Wan offers one of his trade-mark smiles. The dimples beneath the blonde shadow of his beard are charming and Padmé can’t help but grin as he watches you blink up at him with a moonstruck look that says it all:
You love him.
“I’m afraid not,” he apologizes, hand gracing the small of your back, “Though, if I find any formidable suitors of the Royal Handmaidens of Naboo, I’ll make sure I let you all know.”
“You better,” Dormé swats at his shoulder as she passes by, hanging her cloak and grinning when the Jedi leans to swats her back.
In the last few weeks, he’s become a fast friend -- they’re all within the same age, and Obi-Wan had fallen easily into a brotherly cadence when it came to the girls; you trusted them all, and so, he did as well. Happily. He’d known them all briefly from the time him and Qui-Gon had on Naboo during the negotiations with the Trade Federation... Dormé, Sabé and Ellé had all been on the Nubian by your side when you’d first met the charming Padawan. 
“I’ve got to go,” he breathes, leaning to kiss the crown of your head, “Will I see you later?”
You nod, enjoying the warm pass of his fingers on your cheek. 
“Of course,” you promise, “Dinner?”
"Dex’s?”
You groan happily, bending a bit in the knees as you nod vigorously at the thought of fries and a shake. Not the most glamorous meal, but a favorite of you both and a safe haven from the Senate and Council. 
“Yes, please.”
Obi-Wan grins, tosses a wink, and sneaks out the door with a wave.
As soon as the door shuts, Dormé is quickly to speak.
“You better marry that man.”
“Someday,” a mindful smile, “For now --”
“For now,” Ellé points, “Please give that man a night worth remembering.”
“Ellé!” 
You scold your sister-in-duty with a sheepish look of modesty on your face, swatting at her as you fall beside her on the couch. The others laugh. 
If only you had any idea what was in store for both you and Obi-Wan. 
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You meet him outside of Dex’s as the sun begins to set, happily falling into both his arms and the smell of fried food wafting from inside. It’s not often that you’re able to make the trek to the lower levels with him, and seeing the friendly Besalisk owner, Dexter Jettster, was a perk -- the four-armed man had always been kind to you. Fatherly, almost. 
He’s tenfold that with Obi-Wan. 
Dex happily supplies a hot plate of fries and two bantha burgers you and Obi’s way, free-of-charge. Dex mentions something about owing Obi-Wan for dealing with “those damn kids last week”. You raise a brow, taking a big bite of your burger, and Obi-Wan waves his hand.
“Street kids,” a shrug, “Pick-pocketing.”
“They stole the damn credit drawer!”
“Mm,” you mumble shaking your head at his uncanny ability to downplay every situation, “Always the humble hero, huh?” 
He nudges you with his boot as he laughs, dropping his gaze into his meal. You have a way of making him feel sheepish. It’s been years, but your words of flirtation still strike him in his composure. His cheeks are rosy when he looks up, wiping sauce from the corner of his beginning-beard. 
“You love it.”
“I do,” you waggle a fry in his face, spurring a breathless laugh from the Jedi, “Very much. So much, that I’m spending Khairyn Sar with you, in a diner, eating terrible food -- no offense, Dex... Says a lot, y’know.”
“None taken,” the cook calls out from behind the counter, “Merry Khairyn Sar, kid. Yer lucky, Obi-Wan! Those Naboo girls usually spend tha’ holiday with th’ man they’re set t’ marry --”
“Hear that,” you call, raising a finger and pinning Obi in his spot with an amused look as you both play-off your well-kept secret, “You’re lucky.”
“I am,” Obi-Wan clears his throat nudging your boot as you nudge it right back, “Aren’t I, Dex?”
“Sure are,” the Besalisk chortles, “If y’ weren’t a Jedi I’d say hurry up ‘n’ marry ‘er already!
Oh, if only he knew.
“Thanks, Dex,” you say sweetly, throwing an appreciative look the cook’s way, “And thanks for keeping this one in line.”
A big, guffaw of laughter meets your words and Dex hits the counter. “He’s trouble!”
“He is,” you shake your head, “He has everyone fooled. Everyone thinks he’s a flawless Jedi Knight, but he’s trouble. I’ve been saying it for years...”
Obi’s eyes crinkle with fondness. You mirror it.
“I love you,” he mouthes when Dex’s back is turned.
“I love you, too,” you mouth back.
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You like Obi-Wan’s quarters.
They’re very him. 
Warm, quiet and neat. 
The room could be considered a bit small, but with a reasonable sized refresher and a large bed, you find no reason to complain. There are a few trinkets lining the shelves above his bed -- tokens of missions and trainings. 
Among them is a pebble from the beaches of the Lake Country; one he’d taken before leaving Naboo after the negotiations. You and him had spent hours on that beach, swimming and rolling in the sand, before things changed. Before Qui-Gon’s death and his rise to Knighthood. 
He doesn’t have many belongings, but so is the way of the Code.
His bedroom is a familiar space, now. You’ve spent many nights in this room, tucked beside him in the vanilla colored sheets. You wish it was every night. But, you both knew you needed to keep suspicions low. You were just thankful that Obi-Wan’s direct neighbor, Aayla Secura, was wise enough not to ask questions. 
The lights to his room are warm and low, illuminated strips of light coming from beneath the shelving -- the large bay windows that reach from floor to ceiling frame the colorful air-lanes illuminating the night sky of Coruscant’s Senate District. Like stars weaving a path, traffic moves slow across the horizon. 
Obi locks the door behind him before his hands find your waist and he drops a kiss to your shoulder. You can feel the warmth through the layers of your cloak and dress, smiling as he fiddles with your hips and noses your ear. 
“Do you want to see the gift?”
You nod, chewing your lip and turning to catch him in a quick kiss. The Jedi leans in, putty in your hands. Obi-Wan makes an appreciative sound when you hold his jaw, pulling him over you as you bend back a bit. 
“Alright,” he says, a little breathless, before pecking another kiss, “Stay here.”
You do as your told, laughing as he takes two steps forward only to retreat back for another smile-laden kiss. He disappears into the walk-in closet; as he does, you strip your cloak from your shoulders and toss it on the bed. 
Obi-Wan returns, sans his own robe, clutching something behind his back.
You quirk a brow, noting the incredibly excited look plastered on his face.
“Close your eyes.”
“Obi-Wan,” you warn playfully as you do as your told, “If it bites --”
“It doesn’t bite.”
“I swear,” you outstretch your hands, palms up, eyes closed tight, “It it bites...”
He’s laughing. “It won’t bite!”
Suddenly, there’s a cool, heavy weight in your hands. It’s glass, you realize quickly, and as Obi-Wan smiles, you peel your eyes open and quickly sigh in awe.
“Obi...” the bouquet is large, with three or four different flowering bursts of color nestled inside a large vase, “It’s beautiful.”
You’re quick to move across the room, placing the bouquet down on his desk as he hovers, watching you tut over the flowers -- all of them Naboo natives, you realize with a slack jaw. Your whirl around, handing finding his chest. He smiles, dimples kissing his face.
“You didn’t have to --”
“Oh, hush,” he chides, hand sweeping a circle along your lower back as you bend and admire the plants with gentle hands, “I wanted to.”
“They’re beautiful.”
“I only wish...” a soft sigh as he leans forward and pokes at the stem of a deep purple plant that’s clasped shut tightly, “This one refused to bloom, it seems.”
In hindsight, you should have known better.
You should have known what was going to happen when you reached out and touched the plant the same time as him. You should have known a puff of pink pollen would come flying out, right into your face. You should have known the smell would make you gag and Obi-Wan do the same. 
You should have known. 
You stagger back, grabbing his arm.
“Oh gods --”
“Open a window.”
“What the hell was that thing, Obi?!”
You should have known.
“Open a window!” 
“It’s moving,” you screech, carrying the vase in outreached arms as your make a disgusted face and quite literally run to Obi-Wan who is throwing open the small window of his refresher, “Ohmygod, does it bite?!”
“I don’t care to find out!”
“It smells,” you choke, “It smells --”
“Give it to me --”
“What’re you -- Obi!”
Obi-Wan Kenobi, trained Jedi Knight and well-regarded rising leader within the Council’s tanks, promptly takes the bouquet from your hands and lobs it out the thirtieth story window of his quarters’ refresher in the Jedi Council building, vase and all, all while maintaining eye contact.
He quickly slams the window shut and drops his hands to his waist with a panicked look on his face. He looks pained, like he can hardly believe he just did that.
There’s a beat of silence as your mouth falls open, then you cry:
“...What was that thing?!”
“I don’t know!” he throws his hands as his agitation peaks, “The woman at the market said it was for Khairyn Sar -- she kept, gods, she kept saying it over and over --”
Oh. 
Oh. 
“... Obi.”
“... What do you mean ‘Obi’?” Obi-Wan’s voice nearly splinters, panic striking hard and fast across the Jedi’s face at the slow realization in your tone, “Don’t say -- don’t say ‘Obi’ like that -- You know it worries me, when you say --”
“Did she say Khairyn Sar,” you annunciate the syllables slowly, moving from the bathroom and sitting on the edge of the bed as you dot the sounds with your finger in the air, “Or, did she say Khaitai Rysar?”
Obi-Wan blinks.
“... Is there a difference...?” he pushes a hand through his hair as you drop your head back and groan; quickly he breathes out a sheepish mutter, “From the look on your face, there’s clearly a difference --”
“Khairtai Rysar is a plant -- named after the two god’s who... they... it’s... Oh my gods --” you drop your face into your hands, not bothering to tip-toe around the subject any longer, “You bought a sex plant, Obi-Wan!”
He blinks. His mouth moves but no words come out. His brows climbs his face. He tilts his head. The look is owlish and mildly terrified.
A pause.
“... Excuse me?”
His voice is an octave higher than usual.
“Khairtai Rysar is a plant from Naboo,” you squeak out, flopping backwards onto the bed and groaning, “It’s a gift typically given to newly weds. It’s got a pollen that acts as an powerful hypnotic aphrodisiac --”
"Please tell me you’re kidding.”
“-- When we touched it, it must have blossomed,” you barely manage, rubbing your face and sighing, “The spores are extremely potent. Any contact with them is...”
Obi-Wan’s face falls and when you pull your hands from your face, you see him staring at the spattering of pink pollen across your nose and cheeks. You shoot up straight before pulling away your hands and gawking, realizing you need to wash your hands right now because you’re covered in the pollen --
Quickly, you dash into the refresher as your curse when you see your now pinkish reflection and make work on scrubbing your face and hands. 
Obi-Wan had lucked out -- well, to a degree. The pollen had only caught him partially; cast off from when you’d staggered back and grabbed onto him. 
“Oh, this is horrible,” you mumble, washing your face with ice cold water and staring at him in the mirror, “Horrible, but hilarious -- stop looking like you’ve murdered me --”
“I feel horrible!” he cries, face pulled into an apologetic look, “Gods, I’m sorry --”
“Maybe we can... just... sleep it off?” you offer, wiping your face with a towel he offers, “Right? I mean, I’d by lying if I said I wasn’t anticipating us sleeping together anyways --”
Obi’s fiddling with the facial hair along his jaw, nodding as you speak. “Well, yes. Considering the holiday -- I’d planned for it.”
“I mean -- I feel fine,” you wave your hands, “Do you feel fine?”
“Yes,” he nods, sea-green eyes watching your expression, “I -- I feel fine.”
You’re both panicking. 
“Okay,” a little squeak, “So... let’s just... try -- try to sleep it off. For now.”
“And if we can’t?”
You hesitate. Both of you swallow.
“Let us cross that bridge when we get there,” Obi-Wan offers, sounding a bit pained, not even wanting to think about the answer to his own question. 
✶   ---   ✶   ---   ✶
Neither of you can sleep.
It’s been about an hour since the entire debacle began.
You’re both laying awake, staring at the ceiling, shoulder-to-shoulder.
Not that you can blame one another -- you both tend to shoot as straight as an arrow when it came to... stimulants. You really had no need for death-sticks or spice, and Obi-Wan was the same. Having come to terms with the fact you both will be out of control in a matter of hours is a bit terrifying, especially considering the delicate balance of things. 
Hiding your relationship wasn’t easy. 
In reality, it brought with it a wide array of challenges, including the whole fact that you and Obi-Wan, more often than not, needed to be quiet and quick about sex. 
Your encounters were always sweet; always gentle and loving and brought on by moments of happiness or longing. Seeing him for the first time in a while always brewed up arousal in your gut -- you couldn’t help it. It came with the territory of love. Just seeing Obi-Wan smile somedays was enough to snap that coil and wind it tightly in your gut. 
After all, he is so damn handsome. 
Even now, looking mildly horrified and extra concerned, he looks handsome -- his profile illuminated by the moonlight pouring in from the windows. 
The Jedi exhales, rubbing his face, and turns to eye you in the dark light of the room. 
You’re already staring -- in the dark, he can make out the trace of a smile on your lips. It’s endearing, and it puts him at ease to know this big mistake hasn’t caused you to hate him
Yet.
“Do you feel any different...?”
You shake your head, pulling your lips into a grimace.
“Maybe I was wrong?” you mumble, “But I’ve heard others tell stories about the smell. Like... rotting meat. There was a guard once, when I was in the Naboo Royal Academy, who was out for an entire week on account of the plant. He’d just been married and...” 
Obi-Wan swallows. “I can’t believe --”
“Ah!” you tut, raising a finger, “Stop -- if we’re both about to be off our minds on some aphrodisiac love pollen, it’d just like to remind you that this could be a lot worse.”
“Oh? And how’s that?”
You roll over, prop your chin up in your hand, and quirk a playful brow. “You know I’m good at riding things out --”
Both of Obi’s brows rise at your words, his face warping into something of curious contemplation -- he props his head up, mirroring your position in bed. “Has the pollen already gotten you in its grips, then?”
You laugh, ducking your head and snorting a little. “I’m just saying! Trying to stay positive.”
“You’re a wretched minx and you know,” he mumbles, leaning in to steal a kiss, “That I quite enjoy when you do ride things out. Ever the optimist.”
“So, worst case scenario...”
“We lock ourselves in this room for a week?”
“Or we just... get it out of our systems. Ride it out.”
Obi-Wan hums, flopping back down to the pillows. “Right. Ride it out.”
✶   ---   ✶   ---   ✶
That bridge Obi-Wan had talked about crossing?
Well, it arrives a little past midnight.
And along with it, a roaring river runs below. 
You wake up feeling like your body is two hundred degrees and climbing. At first, you’d just figured you’d had one too many covers on you -- Obi-Wan did have a bad habit of being a small space heater -- and so you’d opted to crawl on-top of the covers. But, even that’s not enough.
In your half-asleep haze, you’d nearly forgotten about the earlier events of the night. But, it’s when the sudden urge to strip flashes to the forefront of your mind, you remember exactly what had happened with that damn Khairtai Rysar plant.
You’re peeling off the spare tunic Obi had lended you in a flash, skin glistening with a feverish sweat -- you give in to the urge and nearly sigh when your skin hits the cool air. 
Your eyes drift as you sway a bit, room spinning slightly from the quick movement. 
The moon casts a cool glow over the man snoring softly beside you, his own shirt having been discarded a few minutes ago. His arm is over his eyes, his entire body above the sheets. 
His trousers hang low on his hips and you watch him breathe out a sigh.
He’s dreaming. 
The dip of his waist is where your eyes glue themselves, for some reason, and your lapse in reality draws to a conclusion between your legs. The ache there is... horrible. Suddenly, you realize you’re uncomfortable, and you shift in bed. Your mind feels like it’s six steps behind your body. 
You lay back down, rolling over to bury your face into the pillow, and groan.
This is bad. This is really bad. 
And from the timing of it, it was only going to get worse.
It wasn’t as if you and Obi-Wan hadn’t had sex before -- you had, plenty of times in plenty of places you maybe shouldn’t have, but this was different. This was... This was the sort of thing you’d both heard horror stories about. Hours and hours of feverish impulse, little to no control... Wonderful if you’re trying to conceive a child on the eve of Khairyn Sar, like the market saleswoman probably thought when she sold Obi the plant. 
You sigh, a small smile worming it’s way on your face despite the circumstances. 
You just want to skip to the part where you can both laugh about this. 
You try and keep yourself present -- but it’s getting harder with the sensitivity to every slight breath coming from the body beside you. Your mind wanders as you try to count yourself to sleep; your mind has better ideas, readily delving into fantasies that feel like half-truths, and the ache between your legs worsens. 
You’re mid-dream of Obi lapping between at your core when he moves, brushes your arm, and you jump awake. 
“Sorry.”
You can only manage to grit out a muffled moan. 
The Jedi rolls, ignoring the evident hardness that’s now painful in his trousers, and eyes you carefully -- you’ve stripped, the only thing on your body are the thin, red satin bottoms on your lower half. Sweat is glimmering along your back, and Obi-Wan feels a twang of guilt build in his chest.
He rolls, props himself up, and touches your spine. It was supposed to be a calming gesture, one rooted in apology, but...
It’s a mistake.
Your body reacts immediately, a gasp wringing itself from your throat as your fingers tighten in the sheets -- you grit your teeth, raise your head and nearly plead: 
“Please,” a whisper before it all rushes out, “That... feels good.” 
You can’t find the words to explain that his touch is like pour ice water over a burn. It feels wonderful. You squirm against the mattress as Obi tries to catch his breath. His lungs stutter and he ghosts his fingers along your spine once more -- this time, it sends a pang of arousal straight to his gut. 
“I... I think,” his voice is hoarse and his throat is tight, “I think --”
You just chew your lip and nod, nose brushing the pillow as you remain face down. You feel it too. 
It’s all he can manage. His brain is a foggy mess of fantasy and arousal. You’re the focal point of it all; the force around you is louder now, mingling between him and his sensitivities. His fingertips brush the dip of your spine and you inhale sharply, nerves alight at the contact. He can feel the sensation along his own spine -- it’s like a punch square in the gut. 
Then, on the hazy impulse of some rose colored pollen, Obi bends, slowly, and kisses the blade of your shoulder.
You whimper, gasping slightly when his hand spreads flat across the back of your ribs and sweeps along your skin, bringing with it a electric sensation that throbs your sex with painful, empty want.
“Obi...”
“This is...,” he breathes, lips ghosting your shoulder, “Not good.”
“It hurts.”
He couldn’t agree more. His brain feels like it’s on fire. When he closes his eyes he only sees you, spread out beneath him and saying his name over and over and over -- fucking hell. His voice is low. “What do we do?”
You pull yourself up in bed, hair wild and eyes set in dark circles. You look dazed and far-away, but your attention is rooted on him. 
You reach out and touch his chest, busying your touch with the thatch of reddish hair there. Your fingertips buzz and your body cools immediately -- Obi-Wan leans into the touch, his hand finding yours as he exhales a shaky breath. 
“Ride it out?”
Obi’s eyes are as large as dinner plates at the recommendation -- the usual green over-taken by his dilated pupils; his touches are hungry. He nods, Adam’s apple bobbing furiously as you shift closer.
“Ride it out.”
It’s a downward spiral from there.
You both surge forward, meeting for a kiss that’s like being plunged into an icy lake -- it soothes a bit of the fever, waves of relief coming in the form of wandering hands and messy love-bites. You roll yourself on-top of him, pushing your arms up beside his head and gasping when the Jedi grabs your jaw and pulls you right back down for a kiss that steals the very air from your lungs.
... This is different.
You whimper, collapsing to his chest --  and Obi shudders at the brush of your clothed hips against his own. He feels like he’s drowning in you, happily, and his whole body is alight from your touch. His brain is six steps behind his body and the room spins around him as he pushes himself up and you follow suit, sitting up in his lap. 
Instantly, calloused hands snake around your waist and you have to bite your lip so tight you draw blood to keep yourself quiet when Obi-Wan’s mouth latches onto to the curve of your breast and bites a tender little mark there. Your hands shake, tightening into the tufts of hair at the base of his neck as he makes an appreciative sound at the reaction and blinks up at you from underneath thick lashes. 
Gods above this is heaven. 
Everything feels so... hot. Tight and needy and wet and just the mere pass of his hands along your waist has your squirming in his lap as his tongue draws up and around the swell of your right breast. In a flash, he’s taken the perk nipple there into his mouth and your body quakes.
In response, you fist his hair. Tight.
And he moans. Right against your skin, gasp worming itself from his throat as you get the message and tug again -- this time exposing his throat and allowing yourself to dive below his stubble and little sloppy little kiss there to his delight. 
His whole world is swimming with pleasure and he can feel his own arousal throbbing eagerly in his trousers as your nails run along his scalp and drift to his beard, giving the hair there a gentle tug. 
His heart stutters, mouth dropping open as you laugh greedily into his neck. 
“You like that?” 
A breathless nod; he’s stuck on the way you speak -- half-way in the room and half-way in his mind. Obi-Wan feels like his whole heart is going to give out; he can’t focus, to stuck on your body and the way the force is running directly between you both like a pool of water. Each touch casts a ripple and... 
Fucking hell. 
He flips you both, pressing you into the mattress with enough force to rush the air out of your lungs and make the bed creak; you can’t help but muffle a surprised laugh, shoving your hand over your mouth lazily as Obi-Wan noses your jaw and litters exploring kisses down your neck and shoulder.
“You’re gonna kill me,” he breathes into your skin, stubble raising goosebumps along the hot burn of your fever. You shiver, fingers greedily looping into his hair as he bites a daring little mark into your décolletage, “You’re so beautiful --”
He sounds like he’s underwater. Your hearing is going in and out, eyes half-open to watch the sight of him drifting lower and lower and lower and...
Obi’s fingers brush the band of your bottoms and you gasp loud enough that his eyes shoot open and he moves to slap a hand over your mouth.
The motion is rough enough to spur you on, lending you to arch your back and laugh headily into the skin of his palm. You feel intoxicated -- like you’re tipping over the edge of a blissful high and every touch is enough to make your legs shake.
“I’ll be quiet,” you murmur, plucking at his fingers and watching his eyes grow darker -- you sit up, gripping his palm, before darting your tongue out to draw around his index finger. Instantly, the Jedi turns to putty, and he drops his head as he curses. You laugh, taking his whole finger in your mouth, before he pulls away and sweeps his hands under your bottom.
“Up.”
It’s not a request. It’s a demand.
Your lower abdomen burns with arousal as you do so, lifting your hips and allowing Obi-Wan to snag the band of your underwear and drag them down your hips. You can feel the wetness brush your thigh as he tosses them over his shoulder. Your legs shake a bit, hands winding into the sheets as Obi-Wan hangs himself off the bed and presses your legs apart with warm hands.
There’s no precursor, no build-up.
Not that you need any.
He just lays his tongue flat to your soaking clit and groans, like it’s the first meal he’s had in days. The vibration is heavenly. Your whole body goes hot-white at the sensation, need to feel full peaking in that moment; your arms collapse and you fall back to the sheets gasping as the Jedi between your legs traces the swollen, pink folds of your sex with his tongue. It feels like you’re not even in your body -- like you’re floating somewhere above the moon and swimming with the stars.
You taste like honey. Sweet. So damn sweet. And he can’t get enough of it.
The sensation of his mouth on your center isn’t the only thing winding the spring in your gut higher and higher. It’s... hands. Everywhere. Touching you where his hands aren’t -- across your waist and pinning your thighs down to the mattress as you squirm, in your hair and running across your breasts as you quiver. It’s like you’re the center of three people’s attention, and you realize with a wanton moan that it’s the damn force. 
“Obi...”
He raises his heavy-lidded eyes only for a moment, arms wound around your legs as he holds the apart. A lock of his hair has fallen into his face and you can feel his stubble grace the inside of your thigh as he smiles.
“Sonofabitch,” it rushes out when a non-visible hand ghosts your jaw, trailing down your throat eagerly, “Is that -- is... Obi --”
“It’s me,” he mumbles, pulling away for a moment -- you can see your wetness along his chin as he sways a bit, his grip tightening on the flesh of your thighs, “I’m here.”
And all over.
You move to dig your fingers into his hair, only to watch one of his hands gesture slowly through the air and -- suddenly, both of your hands are above your head and you’re arching against the mattress.
“I’m busy.”
It’s all Obi offers in explanation for the action, jaw falling open as his tongue presses deep past your entrance; once, twice, and again. He rightly fucks you with his tongue, and you suddenly snap.
Your whole body quakes with an orgasm that sends your eyes rolling into the back of your skull. He coaxes you through it, tongue sweeping up your clit as you shake and moan and cry his name over and over.
“What a good girl.”
The reaction is wonderful -- but, it begins an even further downward spiral for you into the land of need. 
Suddenly, the fever flares in the glow of the come-down. It’s worse. Hot and terrible and the ache between your legs isn’t stopping.
You mumble, bleary and quiet, trying to keep your voice level. “I n-need more.”
He does as he’s told, watching as your chest heaves and you continue to squirm despite the light hold on your wrists. In his mind, he traces the curve of your waist and you jump -- it makes him chuckle. It gives him enough time to let go of your thigh and slip his middle finger over your clit, down your folds, and past your entrance.
Gods, he loves you. 
His name spills over your lips so sweetly, Obi has to catch his own breath. 
It’s when he crooks a second finger deeply into you that he gets a real reaction -- this one stirring the haze in his mind and making his thoughts spin. You writhe and gasp and buck your hips down onto your hand, all while begging for more. 
And who is he to deny you that?
Suddenly, the pressure for your wrists is gone.
You sit right up, hair a mess and lips pulled into a terrifying snarl -- you grab the back of his head as he shifts up the bed, slamming your lips onto his and clawing at his back; the Jedi can’t help the desperate whine that worms out of him. 
Somewhere, far in the back of his mind, he hears himself promise to get Aayla an apology card. 
“Lay down.”
Your voice is low, and Obi’s brows raise slowly -- he looks fucked out of his mind, but it’s just the pheromones and the force making it hard to think. He obeys the demand wordlessly, rubbing at his face as his head lolls back against the pillows --
Then, your hand ghosts along the imprint in his trousers and he sees stars.
If this is what you’d been feeling... Gods, he’s two beats from coming himself. It doesn’t get any easier -- maintaining some semblance of pacing and composure -- when you tug the hem of his trousers down and away. 
Obi bites his knuckles so hard it draws blood.
Everything feels so... overwhelming. 
It’s only elevated when your hands brush the warm flesh of his cock, eyes hooded with lust weighted lashes. Your bottom lip only brushes the underside of the head and Obi-Wan has to grab something to ground himself.
His arm bows above his head, securing itself to the pillow. You watch his bicep flex with a greedy gaze.
“You’re so beautiful,” you breathe, tongue darting out to slip flat along the very base of his shaft, “I love you -- so much.”
He can’t speak. Not at all. His mouth moves, but nothing comes out -- only a desperate sound of approval muffled against his knuckles when you take the tip of his cock into your mouth and giggle. The sound has his hips twitching at the vibration. You notice, and happily slip your mouth farther along his manhood.
Obi-Wan just swallows, inhales sharply, and muffles a needy moan behind both of his palms. 
Your nails run down his sides, causing the muscles there to jump -- years of training has given him more of a physique than he lets on, and you find yourself watching him hungrily as you bob up and down his member. It’s sinful and in no way pretty, but Obi’s two beats from death’s doorstep when you pull away and swipe at your mouth with the back of your hand. 
“Gods --”
You crawl up his side, kissing him hotly as he leans to meet you halfway. 
“I -- I need to feel you,” your whisper, voice shattering, “Please.”
He sits up, moving quickly to drag your towards the edge of the bed -- you follow, watching as his cock brushes his stomach when he sits up; it’s all you can think about. Right now, the hollow ache between your legs is driving you mad. 
Obi watches as you throw your leg over his hip; he can see the glistening of wetness running down your thighs there -- and the fact the room smells like flowers hits him suddenly. The pollen, he realizes. Which is better than it smelling like sex, which in a few hours, it most definitely will. 
You hover above him, backlit by the moon and the sight of Coruscant’s night, and kiss him like it’s all you need in this world. Everything is mingling together, painting an overwhelming collection of synapses just trying to rid the pollen from your system. Every touch, every kiss, every breath... all of it is enough to have you needing more. 
“Go ahead,” he breathes, watching as you nose his cheek and sigh, melting into his arm, “I’ve got you --”
You sink down on him and...
That’s it.
There’s no better feeling in the world. 
Nothing like riding it out. 
It’s all him and it’s wonderful and loving and thick and fits the need just perfectly. His fingers dig little half-moons into the skin of your sides as he gasps, mouth falling open as yours does above him. You don’t need time to adjust; you instantly pull yourself upwards and pack down the slick heat of his cock again. The fever washes away with every thrust, your need escalating to sheer bliss by the time Obi-Wan has finally begun to get his bears.
His grapples with you, words stringing together praise and adoration through messy kisses and delighted moans.
“Just like that,” he whispers, snapping his hips up into yours as you scramble to hold onto him, “Gods, you’re so perfect --”
You tighten a hold into his hair and pull, spurring his words to fall off into pleasure and for the sound to be smothered by a bruising kiss. He’s tipping into the territory of carnal, now, hands scaling your back to lift you up and guide you back down with enough force to make you see stars. 
“S-shit --” you hiss, throwing your arms around his neck, “Again.”
So he does. Again and again and again and you’re shaking. Your legs are burning, pace stuttering into a disjoined slow -- and it prompts Obi-Wan to take the lead. You nearly shriek when he lifts you off his member fully and tosses you to the bed, forgetting their previous position in favor of one where he can fuck you right into the mattress. 
Calloused fingers slip between your legs as you grin, legs spread wide and back to the sheets. 
Above you, the Jedi’s smiling. “Let me do the work.”
A shaky nod; he climbs over you, bracing himself up on his elbow beside your head. His cock slips into you easily -- the sound you both make is akin to bliss. Again, the fever begins to receded. Now, his hands are in your hair and your legs are hiked around his hips. You can feel your muscles shaking with each filling of your core. 
“I love you,” it’s muttered against your lips, bodies jostling with each impact of pleasure, “I love you so much --”
Your arms are tight around his neck when he bends, lifts your hips, and drives home. 
It’s world-ending -- before you can even vocalize it, you’re screaming his name and coming so hard you swear you hear something in your chest snap. You shake, tightening harshly around his cock and working his own sudden orgasm out of him in a blink; suddenly, the whole bed moves an inch with a sudden push and the room rocks on impact.
BOOM. 
He’s grasping at you, catching you as you writhe against the sheets and send him spilling a mess everywhere. Inside you, across your thighs, along your stomach. He can’t help but muffle the mantra of your name into the skin of your shoulder as he heaves and shakes and tries to grab your hips for stability with one hand. 
There’s a moment, then two. 
Then, Obi-Wan collapses next to you on the sheets. 
His eyes are wide, chest rising up and down quickly as he swallows and turns to look at you beside him. You’re no better, arms spread out and jaw slack -- there’s a smile on your face, one that blooms into a laugh when you raise your head and stare down at the mess between your legs.
You drop your head back and Obi-Wan exhales slowly.
His voice shakes.
“... I feel better.”
“Yeah,” you muster with a tired laugh, “Me too.”
✶   ---   ✶   ---   ✶
The next morning is... interesting.
His room is a mess. You both wake to find nothing is where it was before. All the trinkets adorning his shelves have flown across the room and even the bed as moved an entire foot from its usual location. 
There’s a crack in the wall where the headboard meets the dura-plaster.
You both wake up feeling like you’ve been hit by a land-speeder, full throttle.
Obi-Wan sits straight up and you nearly scream when you see the state of his neck and back. He’s covered in dark purple bites, and running down his back are welts from your scratches. You’re in no better shape -- you face plant into the carpet upon first attempts to stand. 
You both stand in the refresher, slack jawed and just as dazed as you’d been when you’d finally won-out the pollen last night, sometimes around two in the morning.
You just know that the girls are going to have a lot to say about this.
Obi-Wan spares you a single mortified look -- and you both burst into laughter.
Gut-wrenching, tear bringing laughter that sends you both out of the refresher and bracing against the objects in his room. He’s smothering a terrible snort when you try to speak.
“I can’t... I can’t believe --”
“Merry Khairyn Sar?”
You shriek, swatting at the Jedi’s arm as he descends into another bought of laughter. You can’t worm the smile off your face. At this point, you don’t want to.
“I need breakfast,” you point, gathering up your gown and robe from the day previous, “Before I can handle the trademarked Kenobi snark.”
“Dex’s?”
“I’d love to see you try and explain those hickey’s on your jugular to him,” you prod at his neck, earning you a delighted kiss on your way to change in the bathroom, “So yes.”
“Oh, trust me,” he waggles his finger, “I’ve got everyone fooled, you know --”
Obi-Wan eats his words when, after cleaning up, dressing, and straightening his quarters, you both step into the hallway only to come face to face with certain an exhausted looking Twi’lek.
Aayla Secura most definitely heard everything. 
The apologetic look she offers is enough of a give-away as you cover your mouth and Obi-Wan guides you away before you can even utter an apology.
“Morning, Master Secura!”
Once you’re in the elevator, the laughter begins anew. 
Obi-Wan will find a way to make it up to Aayla.
After all, it was a holiday.
Maybe not on Coruscant, but to the Naboo senators and delegates on Coruscant, it was.
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blairwaldcrf · 5 years ago
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pls give me stumptown (dex x grey) fic prompts someone!!
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blairwaldcrf · 5 years ago
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stubborn hearts and stubborn minds 1/?
dex/grey drabble collection
circa 1x05/6  Grey didn't meet Liz, Dex wasn't reunited with Fiona
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Ansel, through no fault of his own, is Dex’s greatest weakness and Grey’s best ally. Sometimes she had to face the cons that came with the more often pros of that, and even though she doesn’t particularly want to she melts into a forgiving place as Grey assures Ansel he’ll never leave like their parents. It scares her shitless how much they rely on each other after six years… especially when he’s just recently almost died at the hands of a crime boss.
Once her brother feels confident enough, he leaves to go back to attending to various cleaning duties. Dex was sure he’d ask to get his bartending license the second he turned twenty-one. She awkwardly leaves Grey’s office and heads out to the parking lot, surprised when Grey finds her.
“I know that was a tad aggressive,” he says unapologetically. “But it needed to be said.”
“I get it.” She sighs. “I’m not going to say you’re right, but I get it.”
He smiles, knowing her well enough, but before she can respond she sees the red dot on his light blue shirt and shoves him to the ground. Rushing water sounds fill her ears but she still hears the gunshot that hits just above them. Grey is swearing underneath her but the strength that came with her adrenaline and past trauma have him tied. A little too long to recover, with shaky hands and shallow breathing, she moves off him and he helps her up.
It’s wrong that he’s the one that talks her down. Even more revealing that he knows how to, not just getting her to breathe but also pointing out how the bullet had punctured her car door.
“Fuck,” she says, glaring at the mishapen hole in the already worn metal.
“Adds character,” he tells her. Dex huffs at him, as she retorts, “You know how we joke about dodging that bullet? Never meant it literally .”
There’s no way to have caught up to a sharpshooter by now and that’s the only reason she isn’t running around. She pulls out her phone to call Miles, but Grey is swatting her hand down. “Dex, no. Don’t get the police involved. I’ve had enough of them this week.”
“Someone tried to kill you, Grey,” she argues. While they might both be stubborn, it was usually her that was the reckless one. “Just because you don’t like Hoffman doesn’t mean--,”
"This has nothing to do with that!" He swears at her. Jaw in a tight line, lips pursed, looking pissed and stressed all at the same time. "If police get involved it'll just aggravate the situation."
"It's already aggravated," She scoffs. "I'm calling him anyway."
Grey puts a firm hand on her upper arm. "Dex. Please. I'm calling in every favor you owe me. Don't."
Sighing with both worry and frustration she puts her phone back in her pocket. "What aren't you telling me? We just talked about you being a different person yesterday, Grey. How am I supposed to trust you anymore?"
"Six years. We've been close six years. You really think you can't trust my character or instincts at all?" he asks, gaze firm on her in a way that made her uncomfortable in a vulnerable way she doesn't like to admit. "You don't know half the story with Kane or Feany, but I will tell you when I can trust that you're not going to run off and get hurt on my behalf."
"I wouldn't do that," she retorts, but they both know it's a half assed lie.
"What do you want me to do?"
"Be safe!" she half yells at him. "Don't get shot at!"
He scoffs, shaking his head. "God, Dex. You're a fucking hypocrite."
Well, he had her there. She still huffs. "Okay, fine. We both agree we can handle ourselves in a fight. But I am going to find out who's shooting you."
"Dex--"
"No. You get no input. It's literally my profession, and you're not going to the cops, so."
Groaning and rolling his eyes, he shakes his head. "I haven't paid you. This isn't some business transaction."
"Sure it is. You've paid me in alcohol ten times over," She retorts with a stubborn smile.
"Pretty sure transactions have to be consensual."
"Well I can be your bodyguard all day or I can investigate and see what the hell you're hiding from me that makes you a target. Your choice."
The glare he gives her lasts long. "Let me get this straight. You want to be my bodyguard and get shot in crossfire or go digging on your own and get shot."
"Sounds like it."
"Fuck."
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blairwaldcrf · 5 years ago
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Another angsty Dex/Grey prompt. In episode 1x05 Kane’s crew takes Ansel as collateral to threaten Grey. What if Kane’s crew had actually seriously hurt Dex or Ansel.
ooof! I'm not sure what might happen.
if Dex got hurt it'd be one thing, she's an experienced combat vet and Grey would be pissed and protective but still more wary and logical......
but i think if ansel got hurt Grey would legitimately pull a gun and shoot it, but ONLY in this specific situation where he and Kane & crew have sordid history and there's a shit ton of pressure on him.
I think Grey would easily commit crimes for Dex, but I think he'd murder for Ansel. Maybe that's just me??
pls send thoughts on this stumptown fandom
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blairwaldcrf · 5 years ago
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oh hell that would be funny!! i was thinking more like when fiona says she's the one that got away and grey's RIGHT THERE standing next to dex. wasn't sure if you were up for an au, but i would like to see it the way you mentioned too!!
Haha! I just have a hard time seeing him not be suspicious of Dex liking Fiona to begin with, on top of him not just rolling his eyes that Fiona's still in love with her anyway. Also, I think he understands bisexuality a lot better than Miles, given knowing Dex for years and the whole thing with Liz. Also, he's just in general a more aware guy. Look at how great he is with Ansel?
SORRY, that's just a long winded way of me saying I feel like the fiona/dex love triangle works better with Miles
... but that I'm really kind of obsessed with trying to do the dex/grey bodyguard thing
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blairwaldcrf · 5 years ago
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dex/grey prompt!! stumptown 1.06 but instead of miles, it's dex and grey who go to the fiona x show together. and he gets jealous.
hmm, this is the one where she bodyguards Fiona, right? so the bowling date and all that? or do you mean she bodyguards Grey, because that would be hilarious 😂
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blairwaldcrf · 5 years ago
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can you please write more dex/grey? 🥺
i will definitely try! they're one of the few couples i have so much feelings for it's hard to focus, ha!
if anyone sends dex/grey or grey&parios family prompts i will answer them possibly sooner than not 👀
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blairwaldcrf · 5 years ago
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wrote fic off one prompt already, btw!!
pls give me stumptown (dex x grey) fic prompts someone!!
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