#despite - or especilly because it is - my best effort
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n3ongold3n · 2 years ago
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The whole day i have worked on my thesis (even took a day off work because otherwise i couldn't have met the deadline - which i also didn't - fun!) and i feel so incredibly stressed, disappointed and dead inside from it. I need such a hard reset today, i don't think my sitting in the garden or going for a walk will cut it (i'll try anyway, no worries). I don't know why it is so. incredibly. painful for me to work on it. Maybe because i feel so very incompetent (which i am - or have become - no two ways about this), maybe because my technical equipment is all shit and i have to work with 100 workarounds. Maybe because my brain has become even more teflon-like towards the topic than ever before.
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