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theteaisaddictive · 1 year

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jesus christ how many fucking times have i redone this readmore

i don't think it means anything that every six to eight months i end up having another long 'am i lesbian or am i still bisexual' crisis. i think that's a very normal thing to do.

#what does it mean what does it all mean dot gif #personal #like the data points so far are:#crushes on boys all through primary and secondary school #desire to kiss best friend in s5 which triggered the 'i'm bi' realisation #4 year ldr with a woman #one bad date with a man i had no chemistry with #three dates with a girl i quite liked but not enough to go any further #two dates with a woman i quite like and we'll see how things go from there #and chatting with a woman that i also quite like but the vibes are feeling more platonic if i'm honest #like it's very much casual dating but also i. don't really feel the desire to try and date a man rn #WHAT DOES IT MEAN WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAN DOT GIF #i love being bisexual. but also. there is much to consider #the lesbian masterdoc is a good resource but it also assumes you have some experience dating men #which i do not #there's things in it about attraction to men which don't reflect my experience #but then there's other things which very much DO #AAARRRGGHH

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