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restistance · 8 months ago

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the more books i read, the more i feel like all these people and beings and thoughts i love (and loathe) get to start populating another world in my mind, in which i can observe and participate through them and my own lens on them, without being under all the pressure i feel in my own world and the places i am supposed to have in it and things to live up to. i love reading. it’s like living without the risk. without having to be perceived.

#this is unreadable i am sorry #just a thought #i love reading queer history and novels in general. currently reading the well of loneliness. and my copy of stone butch blues #… has arrived! i have read it on my e-reader #but i am excited to own the physical copy #it was very impactful #it hurt to read #and so did The Selected Diaries by Lou Sullivan #i am hurting all over anyways #always have!#i quote myself when i was three (according to my mother): sometimes i just want to hurt myself #is it the autism? maybe #have been diagnosed for a month but it still feels surreal.#depression generalised anxiety and ptsd to asd pipeline 🙌#sorry for this awful rant #just came home from a funeral

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