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bbqhooligan · 8 months

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ok im putting this on tumblr cuz where else does it go i have a super hot int law professor shes REALLY like. hot late thirties woman who knows it i was watching her disgusting evil ass class but i was suddenly struck by how hot she was and like no joke for a single second i was out here praying she wasnt married THE FUCK are you even on bro. you were closer to writing 10k student teacher smut than you were to even THINKING about you and her in reality. WHAT!!!

#mypost #im so removed from this life its not even funny. i live in escape wdym i have never enjoyed the thought of myself with anyone #depression detachment escape maladaptive daydreaming derealization ace spectrum neurodivergence dysphoria FIGHT #<- string of words that makes anyone wanna kill you #its ok its not pathologizing if it all boils down to measuring the conditions of your existence and your mental wellness and reporting back #with like: i am not well not okay and not alright chief 👍👍👍#maybe one day existing wont be so difficult and painful and ill get my head out of my ass and feel comfortable in my own skin?#hm?#if this body wasnt so uninhabitable (itself its ties and its life)#then maybe i wouldnt be so. unliving

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