#depressedcreative

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Did this late last year.#berolbroad #poscadrawing #grounded #tosick #depressedcreative #mutant #shatteredreality #squatting #butterfly #drawing .

[seekchaos]

SPLEEN

(That is when I thought nothing was a thing) \\\*** There is no purpose in anything, but pleasure in nothingo What if Nihilism was a return to a primordial state o New era, epochal tuning point are new beginning o We change the reality because we have the chance,always looking for ways to surviveHow many things and solutions do we still have to invent? ...the depth of creativity... bottomless abyss!o We will never be full. There is no point of arrival, no final goal, something to understand to say ‘We’ve arrived’o It is an infinite cycle of events, to which we try to respond in the most appropriate way, cause and effect combinationsCreative super-human creator against the VOID (Tao) Cyclical path from nowhere to nothing[Nihil, Anarké, Anityia, Anicca, Anatta] o What progress if we still have to find solutions for the same existential problems of primitivemen? Indeed, we’ve created many other problems!Beginning of human creation as the beginning of individualistic, anthropocentric desireHumans create interesting solutions, they are pleased with them, they understand the power of their own creative thought, but they can no longer stopThey lose sight of reality, blinded by the self-gratification of their actions and inventions, thinking they are creating well-being, progressInstead, they just create new problems (new world configurations that consequently bring new issues to be solvedIt is an eternal vicious circle to create useless desires!Stay hungry, stay foolish. Of what? Why?? ...to satisfy the selfish desire of humans to achieve success, comfort, richness, wellnessEphemeral happiness

o Society sophistication, by adaptation to humans increased desires o Undiscovered possibilities are desire to pursue that we still don’t know o We are suddenly aware of anything but something new, concrete, desirable o An impossible possibilityMoreover, solutions are created to solve increasingly ephemeral problems, if basic issues are priority.Realizing that there are possibilities that we can not reach, makes us feel sad, helpless, depressedCreative thinking devoted to society’s sophistication or progress may create long-term unhappinessThe creation of possibilities creates possibilities potentially unattainable by someone who was not even aware of these possibilities beforeTo find happiness a human thought would be needed stop sophisticationo When does boredom arises? And envy, supremacy, wickedness, embarrassment, discomfort? o What’s the Will?(Schopenhauer) The world is ruled by an irrational, blind and omnipresent force, the’Will’. The Will itself is infinite, but it objectifies itself in finite beings, which are inadequate representation of that infiniteThe Will continues to live in humans pushing them to a continuous self-affirmation, a fight against everyone. Every action that a man perform is the affirmation of this Will.Will can never be satisfied, so our life is pain and dissatisfaction Pleasure comes with an ephemeral satisfaction, but goes away with it Then boredom arrivesObjections to evolution: o Will to power (consciously accept what the Will wants, affirming life o Ascetism (renounce the society, pure detachment, ‘Noluntas’) o Reverse evolution (REWILDING): restore ancestral ways of living in order to createhealth and well-being for humans and the eco-system.We come together in a desire to re-wild our homes, our communities and ourselves.returning to our primitive senses and to the nature coming back home to the reality we never stopped belonging to \\\\\\******