#demeter's cubicle ramblings

[darkdemeter]

I’M. JUST. SAYING ✋

If they stepped on me to pin me to the ground I wouldn’t voice a complaint😩

[darkdemeter]

With Guide Her Way Home part 4, I just wanna quickly discuss how tempted I was to break the entire fucking canon of Genesis just to have Death and Fury show up in the ice land/realm to help rescue reader, Strife and War.

Had this entire sequence planned out! But then thought against it because I wanted to keep the Genesis plot intact….

Thank you coming to my TED talk, there are donuts and coffee in the hall.

[darkdemeter]

me about to buy the Darksiders: The Abomination Vault novel

"Oh shit, I also wanna get the Darksiders 2: Death's Door graphic novel! I'd love to get the hardcover version that'd be so c--"

[All around me meme.mp3 plays]

*sigh* " I'll get it on Kindle then...."

[darkdemeter]

I’m kinda torn rn, might make a pole depending on how my thought process goes in a reblog.

But if any of you remember my Darksiders choose your adventure novel idea using discord as it’s format, I’m still keen on that… I really want to make a game-themed orientated experience. (I’ll elaborate further in a future post depending again on my thought process) but much like the aesthetic that the anon requested for Guide Her Way Home child!reader and if she was a playable character.

But… I’ve been doing a little thinkie think to myself and maybe actually turning the DS adventure novel idea… into a DnD type campaign?? However it’s not for certain, it’s not set in stone yet! There are many things I gotta do behind the scenes and the thought of being a DM is terrifying! But it is a thought…

[darkdemeter]

DUDE NOOOOOOOOOOO

So I'm working on some graphics pieces right now and I'm looking for a potential image to act as a filler, and I SHIT YOU NOT IN THE GOOGLE IMAGES

I type in something along the lines of: darksiders 2 death poster image..." blah blah, and you know, the results come up pretty generic from the official poster graphics, other fan-made ones and some pretty cool fanart from deviantart.

What I don't expect is to see is the fucking graphic I made for "Even Death Was Once Young" fic!

I feel too exposed!

[darkdemeter]

Even if it was 3 votes, FUUUUUUUCK! 😂 This wasn't even the official poll yet, but ya'll want that DnD campaign baaad. I'm kinda scared of the official poll... my anxiety can't take it but I've wanted to be part of a real DnD campaign for a while now especially to be a DM... it seems like a lot of fun despite the plethora of horror stories

Official poll will be out shortly, time to get the real results from the fans and community and then we'll go from there! 😄

[darkdemeter]

Me when @screechinginthevoid sent an idea through the inbox and used my summoning phrase: "Strife and younger Death" Jer... there's so many opportunities here with this, I swear!

Ok but hear me out, aight?

It's a cool idea. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk. The Horsemen interview panel is just down the hall and in the left room. Now, if you'll excuse me-- I have to go refill my coffee before Janny cuts me off.

[darkdemeter]

─────────────── 🗯️Okaaay, random and weird ramble post here but I'm kinda scared right now because I'm going through a weird, poetic writing phase. It's so weird to explain... but I can't write normal, ya know? Like Habits, Soldat's Reprise, Ballad or some of my Darksiders stuff to name a few examples. That sort of normal. Whenever I try to write anything decently simple and normal, it's like either my writer brain shuts off completely or is like pulsing with this needy little voice saying: "Yeah heh heh! let's write some weird af, kinda loopy poetic shit that readers won't probably understand or comprehend, let's make sentences that border on the paragraph format!"

AND I FIND IT SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL THAT I CAN'T BE MAD, BUT WTAF IS GOING ON?! 😂 ───────────────

[darkdemeter]

So just a random post here from the cubicle: I just got off the phone with my dad wishing him a happy father's day and we start talking heavily about writing and ya know, he's telling me that I should keep at it, maybe send through a manuscript somewhere to get looked at. Because he thinks that it's worth a try and reckons I got something. Of course, I thought he was doing what all dads do.

This is a scary thought process since I'm very critical and shy about my fictional work. Anyway, as he's telling me all this, he mentions the small manuscript I gave to Baba (my grandmother, his mother) who passed away a while ago now. I'd forgotten that I'd given it to her to read as this was years ago and he told me that she'd said to him that I had potential in my writing. She was a real book worm, always putting her nose into the pages. Somehow, somewhere, she saw... something in my work.

And it's mainly hitting me now because that manuscript's idea and identity has been on the backburner for AGES. I mean LITERALY YEARS because I lost confidence in it. It was shelved as a corked bottle alongside the shattered one of sbbtm's parent idea.

So yeah, I think I wanna give my fictional writings another go. An actual chance this time that isn't just a document sitting in my library for my eyes only. Only thing is to try I guess, to see if I am more tuned with words or if my aspirations to become a graphic novel author is my thing.

It was just a slice of comfort to me is all. A little push of encouragement that I maybe needed to hear from someone close.

BY THE WAY NO! HE DOESN'T KNOW I WRITE FANFIC OR SHARE IT ON HERE. HE THINK'S I'VE BEEN WRITING SHORT STORIES THIS ENTIRE TIME. PLEASE DON'T TELL HIM!

[darkdemeter]

DOES THE COUNCIL APPROVE OF THIS?

No, not you Charred Council, gosh the worlds don’t revolve around you… 🙄 just get outta here…

DO WE HAVE THE GO AHEAD FOR THIS?? IN FAVOUR, ANNOUNCE “AYE”

(Cause like I have no issue with this whatsoever I’LL DO IT.)

With Guide Her Way Home part 4, I just wanna quickly discuss how tempted I was to break the entire fucking canon of Genesis just to have Death and Fury show up in the ice land/realm to help rescue reader, Strife and War.

Had this entire sequence planned out! But then thought against it because I wanted to keep the Genesis plot intact….

Thank you coming to my TED talk, there are donuts and coffee in the hall.