#demarco also won meatball gambling

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the way i am thinking far too deeply about bucky being compared to meatball by curt for his nighttime howling and buck saying meatball is a wolf part-dog. the dots i am connecting when bucky acts wild and uninhibited and furious when he's cowed or captive because he falls apart without his freedom like an animal in a cage. the lines i am drawing in way that buck's maybe the only person who experiences bucky's unconditional love and loyalty, his unwillingness to be apart, the parts domesticated and sweet. there's something to that.