#demand answers??? ruin his life??? ket him know he's dumb for trying to outsmart me???
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the constant conflict between leaving quietly and peacefully vs demanding answers and making him hurt like he hurt me
#listen. i am not choosing peace. the question is how to approach things wisely#demand answers??? ruin his life??? ket him know he's dumb for trying to outsmart me???#all of the above in some way???? i think so#i think i will wait. and try to talk to him to see what he says#basically jist be a little forceful and he won't answer#then i can just be like. look dude i already know so just admit to it and we can figure this out#but we don't figure anything out bc i am done with him#but he doesn't want me to leave and he's said that. so he will want to work things out if i convince him that we can#but we can't. but he won't know that until he gives me all the answers i want#and then i can let him hurt#not that i want him to hurt. i still do care#but he's caused me a lot of pain in my life and I've given him nothing but love and forgiveness#it's time he feels a little suffering especially for his own actions#bc realistically I'm not gonna do anything to him. i could but i won't#he's gonna suffer from consequences and not anything i did#it's all his own fault but he still likes to act like he's the victim#and never me#he can acknowledge that he hurts me but doesn't fully own up to it#somehow we're always both victims of his choices. in his mind#so stupid#this hurts tho i can't lie#now that i got through my exam I'm probably gonna end up crying at some point this week#maybe even tonight! or tomorrow probably#not just for him. for my sweet little boy that died#what a day#Sera
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